39. Helpless
39. Helpless
"You liar, you tricked me into this wolf den, let these wolves eat me to the bone, you are worse than these wolves."
"Okay, good, I'm bad, I'm a pig, I'm a bad person, you've been wronged, you sprinkle your anger on me, you beat me, hit me hard, as long as you're angry, I'll do anything."
"What's the use of hitting you? Can I guarantee that I will not be bullied again in the future? ”
Zhao Yulan raised her eyes to look at him, and saw that his face was also scratched by her mother-in-law miserably, no better than her, and that pitiful and flattering look made her feel even more sour and uncomfortable, for herself and for him.
Zhao Yulan turned her face away and cried even more fiercely.
Tang Chun was even more at a loss, "Don't be sad, it's useless for me, Xiaoling is right, I can't even protect my own woman." ”
Zhao Yulan sobbed, "Tang Chun, let's get a divorce!" I've had enough of days like this. ”
Tang Chun stayed there, motionless, but his heart was thunderous and stormy.
Zhao Yulan knew that he was reluctant to divorce her, but she hated him for being too weak, hated that he couldn't change his parents' attitude towards her, and couldn't make her happy.
Zhao Yulan saw Tang Chun sitting there silently, and her heart was even more desperate, this man was good to her, but in such a family, she lived aggrieved, but he couldn't do anything, except for some comforting words that he didn't have anything to do after being beaten and scolded by his parents-in-law every time.
When she woke up at nights and couldn't sleep, she thought countless times that her life was too hard, and the only thing that could be relieved was divorce, but a divorced woman had a worse life, she was reluctant to leave her three children, and she couldn't support them with her three children.
So for the sake of the child, she can only endure it day by day.
She thought that she would endure it numbly like this all the time, but when she met Xiaoling today, she received a lot of inspiration from Xiaoling, a child, and her situation was not much better than herself, but she was strong, independent, and had ideas.
Although she was a little surprised that Xiaoling seemed to have become a different person all of a sudden, she was relieved to find that this change was really good.
Xiaoling has grown up since she was a child, her personality is the same as herself, although she understands everything in her heart, that is, her personality is a little soft, and she is always afraid of wolves and tigers when she thinks about things, but her decisiveness when she bought a house today makes her look happy, she gave her a dollar before, she didn't want it, saying that she was afraid that she would be difficult to be a person in front of her mother-in-law's family, and borrowed two hundred yuan from her today, but she didn't hesitate at all, because it was the right thing, there was nothing to hesitate.
So Xiaoling's courage to do whatever she wants makes her dare to let her mention the word divorce.
After saying it, it was not as miserable as she imagined, thinking that it would be a big deal to live with her mother and Xiaoling after the divorce, and never to be beaten or scolded in this family again, she felt a lot more relaxed.
But this wonderful idea can only be just a thought, and she is a little discouraged when she thinks of the many practical problems she will face after the divorce.
For example, a divorced woman has to be pointed at for the rest of her life, and after the divorce, she goes to live with Xiaoling and them, Xiaoling has a job and salary, and she has nothing, what do you use to support herself? It's impossible that she, a young and strong person, wants Xiaoling to feed, right? Her little salary can only support herself and her mother. What about the three daughters? If Tang Chun remarries a woman and comes back, wouldn't the three children become children who are disliked by their stepmothers, how pitiful it is.
Tang Chun cautiously approached Zhao Yulan, "Yulan, let's think about the divorce again, my attitude is, as long as you are happy, you can do anything, now, you will let me put a compress on your face, your face will not be covered with brown sugar, after a long time, it will turn blue, and then you will have pain for a few days!" ”
Seeing that Zhao Yulan didn't dodge anymore, Tang Chun leaned over and carefully covered her face.
After applying it, Zhao Yulan sighed, "You also have a wound on your face, I'll give you a compress too!" ”
Tang Chun laughed at himself and said: "I'm rough and thick-skinned, it's okay if I don't make ends meet."
"Let's put it on it! Apply it, the wound will heal quickly and will not leave a scar. ”
Tang Chun obediently came over and handed the brown sugar water to Zhao Yulan, but he still said stiffly: "It doesn't matter if you leave a scar, anyway, I have already found a wife."
Zhao Yulan said while covering his face: "We all said that we are going to divorce, after leaving, you marry someone your mother likes, in case your mother likes it, and people don't dare to come when they see you with a scar on your face, aren't you sorry for your mother again?"
Tang Chun was sad, "If you divorce me, I will never marry again in my life." ”
"It's up to you, your mother won't let you go without a wife."
"I have a wife who beats and scolds me all day long, so I simply don't want it, so as not to have a moment of quiet time at home every day."
After such a back and forth, Zhao Yulan's anger in her heart slowly disappeared.
It's like this every time, all the grievances can only be swallowed alive in the end, this is fate!
In the courtyard outside, the mother-in-law scolded there again.
"When has this been, haven't you come out to cook yet, waiting for me to cook it for you like a confinement woman? What are you doing in your room in broad daylight? Not ashamed, not ashamed! ”
"Grandma, people have been shopping for a day, and they have bought enough food and drink to eat and eat enough, what to cook, and they can't be hungry for her anyway." This is Tang Li's voice.
Normally, when Zhao Yulan heard such words, she would hurry out to cook, but today, she just didn't want to go, she still sat there motionless.
Maybe it was Xiao Ling's words that touched her! Even Xiaoling, a child so far away from them, knew that she was living a wronged life here, and she felt that she was really miserable.
Tang Chun patted his wife's hand, "You take a break, I'll cook." ”
In the past, Zhao Yulan would not let her husband cook in this situation, if he went to cook and rested here, her mother-in-law's words would be even more ugly, but now, she felt that it didn't matter, she said that she should be a fart.
Tang Chun went out to cook in the kitchen, and sure enough, Li Xiuying saw that it was her son who came out to cook, so she scolded there again.
"Chun'er, you unproductive, people ask for a wife to come back for use, do you ask for a wife to come back for the same as for your ancestors?"
"Mom, if you don't say a few words, you beat Yulan like that, is she still in the mood to cook?"
"What's wrong with me hitting her? You're distressed, aren't you? Didn't you see her pushing me? You son with no conscience, you only have a wife in your eyes and no mother, just because she abducted you like this, I will beat her, and I beat her lightly! ”