In the first year of the eldest lady's death, the Taishi's attitude towards the children did not make Li's mother feel depressed.

At that time, Li's mother thought that the situation was special, and Taishi's mood was understandable, and one day Taishi would see it and love the children like a true father.

Besides, her relationship with the children is still shallow, and she has no ability to take care of this matter because of her low status, thinking that more things are better than less, and she will do her best to take care of the children for the eldest lady.

Time passed, and I watched the children grow up, but the Taishi was still like an iceberg, not melting.

Mother Li, who loves her children more and more, is anxious, and she has also thought of ways to try to change the situation of these two children.

The first way she thought of it was to turn to Taishi's mother, but the idea was quickly rejected by herself.

Mama Li had served by the old lady's side and knew the old lady's heart, and the old lady would not feel distressed if she knew that her grandson and granddaughter were abused like this.

However, since the old lady's niece Ruan Wei married Mrs. Wen, the master has never said a word to the old lady.

When the master was there, the master would go back to visit the master, but after the master died of illness, the master never went back.

Even if the old lady knew the situation, she couldn't even see the face of the Taishi, let alone reprimand the Taishi.

The children's grandmother can't be counted on, all these years, she has relied on the old man's family to live, and she is an old woman, and the master will not listen to her ears.

Li's mother thought of the children's uncle Yang Xiaozhen again, he was proud of his father being a soldier since he was a child, so he was determined to join the army and kill the enemy bravely like his father to defend the country.

After living with the master, he would practice martial arts with Sun Jinying, the second brother of the master, and the master specially invited a master for them to teach them martial arts.

Although he didn't have Sun Jinying's talent for martial arts, he worked hard and had good physical fitness, so he later joined the Ceshen Army with Sun Jinying.

The Ceshen Army has many tasks, and they rarely go home after they march, and the Ceshen Army is not stationed in one place, but goes wherever there is a task, and she can't write to Yang Xiaozhen if she wants to, so this method can't either.

Mama Li thought that Taishi had listened to his eldest brother since he was a child, but Sun Jili was not in Fengyang, and it was even more difficult to contact him, and Mama Li's instant pleasure was extinguished again.

Sun Jili has been interested in business since he was a child, he has no dislike for politics at all, and he has a very high understanding of business, and at the age of 13, he can already run two stores very well.

So when he was 15 years old, he told the old lady that he was going out to travel to the merchants. The old lady felt sorry that her son would not be able to take care of herself when he went out, so she did not agree.

The old man thought that the eldest son would open a shop in Fengyang at most, and when he lost interest, he would obediently embark on a career in office, but he didn't expect that he had great ambitions for business.

All kinds of obstruction are useless, and parents can't resist their children after all. Finally, Sun Jili embarked on a long journey at the age of 16, and the 9-year-old Taishi was sad for a long time after he left home.

After a few years of wandering, there are already shops of his Sun Jili in various places in Fengling Kingdom.

Usually Sun Jili writes letters to the old lady, and never lets the old lady reply to them, because he runs around all day long and has no fixed foothold, but Sun Jili knows the situation at home clearly.

The last time Mama Li saw Sun Jili was at the funeral of the master, after the funeral, he accompanied the old lady at home for more than a month, thinking of waiting for the birth of the Taishi's child before leaving, but he didn't expect that there was something wrong with his business at the border, and he had to solve it himself.

This walk is more than 6 years. This doesn't work, that doesn't work, for a long time, Mama Li has been thinking hard every day.

Even one day, Mama Li actually thought about kneeling outside the imperial city and begging to see Your Majesty, even if the price was to let her die in Huangquan, as long as she could see Your Majesty, she begged Her Majesty to make decisions for the children.

But Mama Li, who calmed down, understood how unrealistic and stupid her thoughts were, she might not be able to see Her Majesty when she knelt outside the gate of the imperial city, she would be bombed away as a madman by the soldiers guarding the city, or she would be captured by the people in the Taishi Mansion.

If she is caught by the people in the palace, she is likely to be punished to death by the Taishi staff, because she has made the Taishi lose face and throw him outside the imperial city, wouldn't it be worth the loss, without her, the children's lives will become like walking on thin ice.

Mama Li, who is powerless, is still unwilling, and her unwillingness to accept her fate has turned into a full love for Xiao Shu and Xiao Mo.

Be kind to them, be kind, and watch them happy every day, Mama Li's heart is very comfortable.

She believes that the eldest lady will bless the children in heaven, and one day the children will get rid of their difficult fate, which is Mama Li's belief and unchanging belief.