After a pause, Tuoba Yao said again: "I hope that the princess will forgive her sins, and Yan Yao will not be polite to him in the future." ”

Quietly said: "Forgive what sin, you did the right thing, he really went too far." ”

Tuoba Yao said: "Princess Xie is considerate. ”

Quiet hesitated for a moment, but then spoke again: "No matter what he says to you, don't take it to heart, it's not worth being angry with someone like him." ”

"Hmm."

Quiet and hesitated for a moment before asking, "Today is your father's death day, right?" ”

Tuoba Yao was silent for a long time before he replied in a low voice: "Hmm." ”

Seeing Tuoba Yao looking into the distance again, Jing Jing also looked in the direction she was looking at, and saw that it was the direction where Beisheng was, Jing Jing immediately sighed, but didn't say anything and turned to leave.

This person, at this time, just wants to be alone, and she knows it.

As soon as she walked quietly, Tuoba Yao continued to stand by the window, looking in the direction where Beisheng was.

It's been four years, it's been four years, it's been four years since the five clans were punished, and her family left her alone in the world.

Before, she survived by the belief of revenge, so after that, what talent did she rely on to survive?

At the beginning, she stood in the crowd and witnessed her father's body being dismembered by five horses, and witnessed the beheading of the five tribes, which was not only her pain, but also her nightmare every day and night.

She couldn't forget that scene until she died.

The blood was so drenched that she wanted to die with her family immediately.

It wasn't until it got dark that Tuoba Yao stopped standing by the window.

asked people to prepare wine and food and put them in the pavilion in front of the courtyard where she lived, and Tuoba Yao didn't put on any clothes, so she walked towards the pavilion step by step.

It's already winter, and the night is really cool.

However, Tuoba Yao, who was already cold-hearted, didn't feel a little, she still walked into the gazebo, sat in the gazebo, and faced the deep night, she picked up the wine jug on the table, and poured herself glass after glass of wine to drink.

She didn't eat a bite of the food, but she drank the wine one by one.

There seems to be no end.

It doesn't seem to stop.

Before, she thought about revenge, thinking about dying with Tao Shangran, but she didn't think that she would be able to survive after revenge.

But now, the revenge has been avenged, and she is still alive, but she doesn't know where to go.

Fortunately, Emperor Xiyun kept her in Beijing, so that she would not have to think about this question of where to go.

It's just, in the future, what should she do? Just stay in the imperial capital and continue to live this helpless life alone?

Rather than this, it is better to die.

It's better to be with her family than to be alive like this.

Thinking like this, Tuoba Yao, who is extremely sad and painful today, wants to drink herself to death, and the wine will be drunk faster, cup after cup.

Today she didn't eat anything, and now she drinks on an empty stomach, and she drinks so much, and soon, her stomach is hot, and she is very uncomfortable, but she thinks she is going to die, and she is very happy.

Couldn't help but be extremely rare, and there was a smile of relief on her stunning face.

Let the weather freeze her to death.

Let this wine kill her.

Let her go and see her family.

After drinking so much, the drunkenness has already appeared on Tuoba Yao's face, Tuoba Yao is already good-looking, her skin is like clotted fat, but now she is drenched in drunkenness, under the light of the dim lantern, her cheeks are slightly red, and there is a touch of delicate and touching in the coldness, which is even more suffocating.

"County Lord."

Meng Zhuqing saw Tuoba Yao sitting alone in the pavilion drinking wine in the cold breeze, so he hurriedly walked over here.