Chapter 82: Forcing Yourself

After the incense was poured in the main hall of the Jade Buddha Temple, the two got up, Liao Cen was waiting for them outside, Liao Lan listened to the whistling wind outside, and said a little depressed, "It's okay when you come out in the morning, but now the clouds are so thick, I'm afraid it's going to snow heavily, right?" ”

Song Li knew that Liao Lan must have a full schedule, and the New Year was approaching, I was afraid that she had a lot of things to buy, and if she went back, she would not be happy, so she pulled up Liao Lan, "What's this, it's fun to walk around on a snowy day, the snow layer that has just fallen has been run over by our carriage prints and footprints, isn't it interesting?" ”

Liao Lan was also interested when she heard this, "Then let's go out quickly, the second brother is still waiting." ”

As soon as he walked out of the hall, Song Li instantly felt that the cold wind had become more and more bitter in the past few days, raised his hand and tightened his collar, and took the hand stove handed over by Baoyue, but he couldn't help but think of Wei Chengxuan, who was far away in Subei...... Although he has written letters, they are all a few words, only saying that everything is fine, but the bitter cold at the border is several times more than here, right? What about the war? Has he ever been on the battlefield? Ever...... Ever injured?

He...... What the hell is going on over there?

Song Li's thoughts couldn't be stopped, and finally couldn't help but ask Liao Lan, "General Liao and Brother Liao are not in the mansion, do they feel a lot more deserted?" ”

Even if you try to ask something.

"I felt this way at first, but then I got used to it, after all, my father either went to the army or went to the barracks, my mother and I were used to it, and it was good to have my second brother with me." When Liao Lan said this, she remembered that Wei Chengxuan told her to come to see Song Li from time to time, maybe she was also afraid that she would be lonely.

Song Li smiled lightly, indeed, compared to Liao Lan, his residence was really much more deserted.

"As for the eldest brother, he is even more happy, although the environment in Subei is bad, but the war is still smooth, no accident they may be able to come back after the spring, sometimes they will be busy, barbecue and drink wine with the soldiers, the camp tent is icy and snowy, the tent is full of wine, just thinking about it is also enviable." Liao Cen picked up the conversation, and after listening to the gentle voice, people felt inexplicably at ease.

Song Li couldn't help but look over, only to see him facing the two of them sideways, but there was a regretful smile on the corner of his mouth, Liao Lan puffed out her mouth helplessly, and didn't know how to respond for a while, but after thinking about it, she still said, "Second brother, when you are better, your mother will agree to let you go to the barracks." I don't know how many times I have said similar comfort, but Liao Lan has no confidence at all.

Liao Cen is weak, and if he thinks that Mrs. Liao's Ma must be reluctant to let him suffer on the battlefield, but as a general, especially with an excellent eldest brother Zhuyu in front, he can't make contributions on the battlefield, and Liao Cen must have an indescribable feeling in his heart.

"Don't comfort me, my mother is also kind, let's go." Liao Cen waved his hand, and it seemed that he was not bothered by his previous words again.

"I think when Gongzi Liao knows how to take care of himself and is no longer reckless, maybe Mrs. Liao can grant you some requests."

"Reckless?" Liao Cen stopped, picked out this word that had never been used by others to describe himself, and turned to look at Song Li, "These words have a deep meaning, I don't know if the princess can make it clear." ”

Maybe it was when he arrived at the Jade Buddha Temple, Song Li couldn't help but think of what happened to Liao Cen here before, the fox fur man who stood by the green bamboo and waved weakly in his memory, and the masked man with a black gauze mask and a tightly knit brow, coincided with the humble gentleman in front of him who had a slight sense of inquiry in his eyes, Song Li only felt that Liao Cen's indifferent heart did not seem to be born, but was forced to be grinded out by him according to the expectations of others, so he suppressed himself, and one day he would explode.

"If my guess is right, I'm afraid that Mr. Liao has forced himself to do something before, and in the end, not only will the result be bad, but also make his family suffer more gains and losses, so now that you want to go to the battlefield, Mrs. Liao will never agree, right?" Song Li didn't plan to say anything, but after all, she was taken care of by the Liao Mansion, and the authorities were fascinated, if Mrs. Liao continued to protect her like this, and Liao Cen continued to be duplicitous like this, I am afraid that the mother and son would drift apart.