Chapter 37: Unforgivable
Going out of the ward, Nan Chu faced the wall and raised his hand to cover his eyes.
Her heart ached, something pierced her heart and shattered it.
For the Luo family's debts, she can't change them for the rest of her life.
She is sorry for too many people, and she is to blame for her death.
All along, for the sake of the Luo family, she felt that she deserved what she suffered.
However, the truth is that no matter how much she tries to make up for it, she can't make up for the one-ten-thousandth they have lost.
For example, her young brother hasn't seen his father for half a year.
And their father's life and death are uncertain, maybe the previous meeting is a farewell for them.
"Sister," Luo Zhiying walked over and took her hand, "Let's go see Dad." ”
Nan Chu put down his hand and looked at his sister's smiling face, "Hmm." She nodded.
Luo Zhiying looked at Luo Nanchu's eyes, her eyes were a little red, she didn't cry, but there was a faint watery light.
She remembered that half a year ago, on the day Luo Nanchu and Fu Tingyuan divorced, Luo Nanchu went to Fu Tingyuan to ask for the operation fee, she ran from the hospital to pick up Luo Nanchu, Luo Nanchu sent her back to school, and then told her that everything would be handled by her next, so that she could go to class with peace of mind. She told her that Fu Tingyuan agreed to pay the surgery fee, and finally said lightly that she had divorced him.
Luo Zhiying still remembers the scenery of that day.
It was December winter in Tongcheng, and the leaves had fallen off, and the weather was gloomy.
Luo Nan was very thin at first, with only a brown trench coat draped over her slender body, and she stood far away in the winter wind, the hem of the trench coat gently rolled up by the wind, and hunted behind her. Her face was pale from the cold, and her eyes were faintly red, but she didn't cry.
Her sister, who is very strong, has nothing to do with her since she was a child.
She said that she would handle it, and she would be able to handle it.
And that's just the way it is.
The Luo family went bankrupt, she attended school, Luo Nanchu worked outside to subsidize the family, except that she did not have the luxurious life before, and her life did not seem to be much different from the past.
It's just that when we met today, Luo Nanchu looked much thinner than before, the baby fat on his face had faded, and the lines of his face became more and more neat and clean.
"Sister......" Luo Zhiying looked at the hands holding each other, and stopped talking.
"What's wrong?" Luo Nanchu pressed the number of floors of the elevator, heard Luo Zhiying's voice, and turned his head to look at her.
"I'm going to be popular." Luo Zhiying looked at her, "When I become popular, sister, you don't have to work so hard to make money." ”
Luo Nanchu smiled, stretched out his hand and touched Luo Zhiying's face, "My sister is so beautiful, how can she not be popular?" If the profit is not popular, it must be those viewers who have no vision. ”
Luo Zhiying squeezed her hand and smiled softly.
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Luo Juntian was in a coma in the intensive care unit.
Luo Nanchu stood at the door and said to Luo Zhiying: "Zhiying, you go to see Dad." ”
Luo Zhiying looked at her: "Sister, aren't you going in?" ”
Luo Nanchu smiled and shook his head: "I don't have the face to go in to see him." ”
"Sister!"
Luo Nanchu waved his hand, "I really don't go in." I'll wait for you here, you're done, I'll send you back to school. ”
Luo Nanchu insisted, Luo Zhiying had no choice, she bit her lip, but her eyes were red, and she said in a low voice: "Sister, Dad won't blame your ......"
Luo Nanchu looked away, "Well, I know. ”
Of course she knew they wouldn't blame her.
However, she could not forgive herself.
I can never forgive myself.