CHAPTER XXXIV

Chapter 34

Three days later, Zhu Niang woke up groggy.

She raised her hand and looked at her right hand, which was unusual, with a little confusion, and then she covered her face with her hand before she sighed deeply.

She was sick for three days, and I heard Sanniang say that she went to ask the master, but the master didn't see her, didn't see her, and Sanniang couldn't invite the doctor to come into the house to see the disease, so she could only increase the dose every day, so that Zhu Niang continued to take the medicine she secretly let people bring from outside.

It's been three days, Zhu Niang has been sick every day, and her mouth is chattering, Sanniang only thinks that she is not lightly ill, she is talking nonsense, and she is so anxious.

Only Zhu Niang herself knows that in the past three days, she has not suffered from the wind and cold, she has a nightmare, trapped in the past that she does not want to recall, and trapped in the memories of others. Therefore, ordinary medicinal stones do not play a role at all.

In the past three days, her soul seemed to have detached from her body and gone to another place, gradually moving away from Sanniang, who had been guarding the bed, away from her sick and crooked body, floating above the heads of the two, and then floating out again.

Floated far away, when she floated to a river, the pearl girl in the air was suddenly pulled down by a force of gravity, and then, she first saw her mother, the mother who abandoned herself early and abandoned herself in the orphanage, and she left with red heels. She also saw that she was pressed by the children of the orphanage in the mud that had been raining all night, and saw that she secretly ran to the fence of the orphanage, waiting for her mother to pick her up, but her mother did not come to pick her up, and it was a middle-aged woman who looked very rich, well-maintained, with a warm smile.

She stretched out her hand like a lonely self, and she adopted herself.

At that time, Zhu Niang could never have imagined that such a gentle woman, a woman she had called "Mom" for two years, would finally look at herself so hideously, eager to tear off her flesh and blood piece by piece, and swallow it with hatred!

Her brother, who first took pleasure in bullying her after she entered this strange family, but finally cared for her and even risked his life for him, left the family forever in order to save her from accidentally falling into the river.

She even saw the corners of her brother's smiling mouth when he was swept away by the water, and what he said was, "It's good, my brother caught you again." ”

Zhu Niang cried hoarsely, she tried to grasp the hand of her brother who was gradually moving away from her, but it was all in vain, in this nightmare, she seemed to be able to see her powerlessness over and over again, clearly.

Again...... Again......

looked at the brother who was swept away by the water, and looked at the woman who was about to collapse and lost her child.

Zhu Niang can actually understand this mother's feelings, anyone who sees her flesh and blood leave her will not be able to stand it, not to mention, this culprit is still her nominal daughter, a living person who dangles in front of her every day......

"Why don't you die?"

"Why don't you die ......"

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Zhu Niang saw that the devastated mother who lost her child looked at herself, muttering this sentence over and over again, and finally slapped "herself" in the face, the slap was so real, so real that Zhu Niang, who was floating in the air, couldn't help but immediately touch her face.

This slap was like a loud and decisive farewell ceremony, and she made Zhu Niang leave the place of despair that she had been repeating over and over again.

She thought she was awake, but unfortunately she didn't.

She's just, taken into another dream.

was taken into a dream that didn't seem to belong to her, but it seemed familiar.

In the luxurious and beautiful high-rise again, and the woman whose face was covered by the mist like a light veil, she was still making sencha, and her gestures were pleasing to the eye and calm, but beside her, she was ...... But there is no man who looks exactly like Childe.

She was crying in a low voice, obviously she couldn't see her face clearly, and the crying was almost inaudible, but Zhu Niang just knew that she was crying.

Zhu Niang suddenly remembered the bad experience she had last time she saw this woman, and struggled to float away.

But the woman suddenly stretched out a hand at this time, covering her chest, strangely, Zhu Niang, who was floating in the air, couldn't help but cover her chest, where she jumped very fast, so fast that Zhu Niang even felt a little pain, she * made a sound, but saw that the woman also seemed to be in unbearable pain, lying on the chaise longue full of splendid flowers.

It's strange that she is obviously an intruder, but at this moment she can empathize, like a real participant.

After a while, Zhu Niang actually saw a little blood secreting from the corner of the woman's mouth, which was dripping down the corner of her mouth!

In an instant, Zhu Niang felt a strong force coming, pulling herself towards the woman!

Zhu Niang couldn't resist this force, and flew straight towards the woman, and the moment she hit the woman, Zhu Niang felt that she was in a trance, and the whole person was about to crack!

She fainted in pain.

When she woke up again, Zhu Niang saw the enlarged face in front of her, it was Childe's face, but it looked more mature, just like Childe ten years later, and now that face showed anxiety, worry, and more ...... It's the anger that is about to rush out of the floodgates!

Zhu Niang was frightened, she couldn't control herself, she didn't know where the courage came from, and slapped the face of the son who was holding her!

How thick-skinned this man must be! In order to make the right hand that Zhu Niang threw out, the slap of the hand that was thrown out hurt like a convulsion!

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This time, because Sanniang was crawling and falling asleep at the head of the bed, Zhu Niang was sure that she really woke up this time.

Thinking about it, this Sanniang took care of her all night long, and she should indeed be tired, so Zhu Niang's shouting when she woke up failed to wake her up.

Zhu Niang lightly walked past her and got out of bed, sat down at the table, poured a glass of cold water, and poured it down.

She seems to be especially prone to dreams of the woman whose face she can't see clearly when she is weak.

It was also in that dream that she had a ...... A sense of powerlessness that has lost control of your body.

"Zhu Niang, is it really you? Is your soul back? If it's really you, can you ...... Take me back? ”

In the dim room with a lonely lamp, a beautiful woman was talking to herself, and no one answered her, only this lonely long night, a light like a bean.

After a while, the woman smiled lowly, and continued as if laughing at herself: "It seems that I am really sick and confused, how can a person who has already died come back." ”

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"Is it really possible for someone who has already died to come back?"

"Yes! As long as there are still people who miss her in that life, that miss will take her through thousands of years and return to the people who love her. ”

"Millennium? But is that still her? ”

"As long as someone misses her, she'll still be her."

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Ji Lun woke up in a cold sweat.

He is an escapee, an escapee from the underworld to the present world.

He blended into the reincarnation team and knocked over the hot soup handed by Meng Po, just to enter the body before the twenty-ninth age of the current body.

Just to meet her again.

At the age of twenty-nine, he served as a waiter at the Yellow Gate. By intercepting and killing traders, he became a famous rich and glorious person in the Eastern Jin Dynasty.

It was also in this year that he went to Shuangjiao to do business and met the man who haunted him and wanted to grow old together.

Fate is so wonderful, so wonderful that he fell in love with her at first sight.

He named her Green Pearl, a metaphor for the pearl he bought.

Luzhu is as beautiful as a flower, and cooking, is a rare and lovely person, he always loves to teach her to compose poetry in his spare time, but she doesn't love, always play Laipi to escape, he spoils her too late, naturally not annoyed.

The two had a wonderful and unforgettable time together.

At the age of fifty-six, as the queen's comrade, he was killed by Sima Lun, the king of Zhao, who was bare-handed, and a family of fifteen people, none of whom were spared!

His green beads, because he did not want to serve others, also jumped down from the Chongqi Tower.

He held the green bead that was gradually losing its temperature and refused to leave for a long time, and his heart gradually froze with her death.

It was also in that year that he committed suicide in a dark prison.

The loss of his loved ones has made him feel painful, let alone living in a world without her.

I want him to worship wealth and glory, but he can't avoid the troubles of the court, Gou An can't, so why talk about retreating?

In the end, he ended up being swept away and unjustly imprisoned.

He used to believe in money immensely, even superstitious about money, believing that money would allow him to get everything he wanted!

For most of his life, he only had money in his heart, he could kill for money, violate his conscience for money, and finally, in order to enjoy all this, he could also use money to build a safe and strong fortress for himself, away from the treacherous clouds of the court, let himself indulge in material pleasures, and forget all the troubles of the world!

But after he was woken up by a stick of power, he began to discover that money is not omnipotent, or how to say that the people do not fight with officials, businessmen are hugely rich, and they are surrounded by officials?

He once pretended to be sick and resigned in order to avoid all this trouble, but now he found that in this troubled world, all living beings are ups and downs in troubled times, and it is a fool's dream to protect himself, and it is even more impossible for him to act safely. Moreover, he has always acted in a high-profile manner, and he has unconsciously pushed himself to the forefront.

He finally woke up, but he woke up too late, and many years of rich and glorious life had made him accustomed to indulging in wine and wealth, and he was powerless and unwilling to distinguish this treacherous turmoil.

If you struggle any further, it's too late.

In the end, he was imprisoned by the saint on the grounds of the queen's henchmen, disaster to the government, and chaos in the ministers, and a family of fifteen people, none of whom were spared!

And his favorite green bead, was taken away by the thief, and could have been saved from death, but green bead was unwilling to serve others and jumped off the Chongqi building he built for her!

He watched all this and couldn't do anything!

Amusing! It's ridiculous!

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