Chapter 123: I Don't Believe in Fate
"Mother, are you here to pick up Ling'er and Auntie?"
"Mother, Ling'er wants to eat sugar gourd, marshmallow ......"
"Mother's ......"
I woke up in my bedroom. There was blood in front of him, and everything he saw was blood. I stretched out my hand and looked at it, and it was a bloody hand that was red, as if it had been skinned.
"Qiqi, how are you? Are you feeling better? When Mo Chou came over, he saw that her whole body was also red, and it seemed that I had a problem with my eyes.
"Don't worry, what's wrong with my eyes?"
"Your eyes are burned by the anger, and you have to take care of it for a while. Are you hungry, can I make you a bowl of noodles? ”
Burns?
I remembered that when my little brother forced me back with his sword qi, the four swords on the Zhuxian Array glowed with a strong light at the same time, and then I was unconscious.
Unexpectedly, the mana of the Immortal Array would also hurt me, is it because I am fierce and immortal?
I asked again, "Then how did I get back?" ”
Mo Chou helped me up and put a pillow behind me, and said: "It was Da Bai who carried you back, and I don't know what's going on, you have been in a coma, and it has been six or seven days." ”
"Oh!"
The little brother actually asked Dabai to send me back, but his conscience found that he couldn't do it? I looked inside the Soul Lock Bell, except for Da Bai and the Soul Slashing Blade, Ling'er's essence was not in it.
Will he ...... Ate Ling'er?
You must know that Ling'er is the essence essence refined by eating forty-nine Yin Soul souls, plus she has half of the immortal spirit, the essence essence spiritual power is very powerful.
When the little brother stared at her Jingyuan, his eyes were very cruel. Thinking of this, my heart felt a pang of sorrow, and my eyes hurt again.
Mo Chou hurriedly hugged me, "Qiqi, don't cry, your eyes hurt very badly, and if you cry again, you will be blind." ”
"I'm fine, you go out, I'll be alone quietly."
"Then you have something to call me!"
After Mo Chou left, I got out of bed and walked around the room, there was blood red everywhere, and I looked very uncomfortable. There has been a dull pain in the eyes, probably not lightly.
But I wasn't willing to stay here like a lost dog, and there was a strong hatred in my heart that was slowly eroding my heart.
I loved my little brother so much, and now I hate him so much, and this love-hate feeling breaks my heart.
The sun was shining outside the window, and when I looked up, the sky seemed to be bleeding, red and red. The breeze came, my face was cold, I reached out and touched my face, and saw a blood stain in my palm.
The crying was actually blood and tears, and it is estimated that my eyes are more than lucky. Whether you are blind or blind, you can no longer see the ugliness of this world, and you can no longer see the things that make me sad.
Dabai came out of the soul locking bell and rubbed my head against me, whimpering softly. I have never seen a beast cry, it is much more affectionate than a little brother.
"Dabai, let's go buy sugar gourds and marshmallows for Ling'er, she has always wanted to eat them." I rubbed its head and let it go back to the Soul Locking Bell.
I changed my clothes and left the house in a wheelchair, but I didn't let Mo Chou come with me.
Shen Yuexi was really willing to spend money on me, this wheelchair is fully automatic, and it is very convenient for me to operate alone, so I came to Century City in a short time.
It's a bustling place, with a lot of vendors setting up stalls outside the mall, and there are people who buy candy gourd marshmallows.
I bought a lot of sugar gourds and marshmallows in one go, as well as all kinds of beautiful clothes and shoes. I have known Ling'er for so long, and I don't seem to have ever bought her anything, and I feel very sorry in my heart.
Then I came to Qi Huai's side, and after he helped me in, he sat on the stone steps under the eaves and smoked a dry cigarette, and he didn't talk to me for a long time, and his face was gloomy.
Usually there is nothing wrong with looking at him as thin as he looks, but after hurting his eyes, I think he is a little weird, he is bloody as if he has crawled out of a pool of blood.
After waiting for a while, he didn't say a word, and I broke the silence, "Uncle, can you please help me tie a Ling'er paper figure?" You make a price, and I can give you as much money as possible. ”
He slowly took a puff of cigarette and said earnestly: "Xiao Qi, in fact, if there is no such thing as life, it is gone, and no matter whether it becomes a ghost, a demon, or a demon, the meaning is different. The little county lord has been a ghost for hundreds of years, and being able to hide it is also a relief for her, so don't mind it......"
"It's not like that!" I interrupted Qi Huai sharply, "Then tell me, what are those powerful cultivators in the Metaphysical Academy for?" Isn't it just to be immortal and immortal? ”
He paused, and I said again: "Uncle, the soul is not the same as death, and it is better for Ling'er to turn into anything than to be wiped out." ”
Qi Huai frowned, "Sometimes, the worst is not necessarily the best!" ”
"Please!"
I don't want to hear his big truths, I just want Ling'er to come back.
Qi Huaizha's technique of making paper figures is perfect, and if I find a way to use the illusion of disguise, I can make the paper figures look real. She couldn't communicate without any thoughts, but it was a comfort to me.
He couldn't resist me, so he nodded and agreed, "You can come and get it again in three days, and I will tie you a little county lord." ”
"Thank you, uncle!" I handed over more than 1,000 yuan in cash to Qi Huai, and said, "Uncle, you are Qi Xiaofeng's father, and you must also be powerful, can you tell me how to unlock the seal on my body?" ”
"The seal on your body was personally placed by the king, and I am afraid that no one in the Six Realms can break it. Xiao Qi, I have lived for so many years, you listen to the advice of your uncle, this kind of thing is doomed, don't torture yourself, wouldn't it be good to live your life well? ”
"I don't believe in fate, I'm going to kill him!"
When I left, Qi Huai always looked at me at the gate of the courtyard with a solemn face. I saw his thin and slender shadow in the back of my eyes, and my heart became heavier.
Anyway, whether I'm wrong or not, I will never accept my fate!
I didn't go straight back to the house, but went to the pond at the back of the house alone. Before, the water in the pond was bloody, but now my eyes are not good, and it looks like a pool of blood.
When the wind blows, the water waves wave after wave, vaguely like the scene inside the blood coffin.
There is the skeleton of my little brother down here, and I will dig him out and break his bones and ashes to relieve the hatred in my heart. It's just that Qi Huai said that there are ten seals locked here, and I don't dare to act rashly, so I have to think about it in the long run.
I stayed by the pond until it was dusk, and I vaguely saw the skeleton at the bottom of the water and stood up again. He seemed to have his hands up, and he didn't know what he meant.
I became excited again and roared hoarsely at him, "Did you ever have a trace of compassion when you refined your daughter? What is your heart doing to do with your own daughter? ”
I hate, really hate.
"Xiao Yige, she still likes you so much, how can you bear it? She was only five years old, and she didn't even know what sugar gourds and marshmallows tasted like, she ......"
I couldn't go on, I couldn't be more sad. My eyes hurt like pins and needles, but I couldn't control myself, I hated him, the hatred that came out of the depths of my soul.
"Xiao Yige, you wait for me, one day I will break the seal, dig you out of this pond, and break and crush your bones one by one!"
Before the voice fell, a strong wind suddenly blew around the pond, setting off ripples in the pond.
I was even angrier, pointing to the pond and screaming hysterically, "Why, are you still not convinced? If you have the ability, you will refine me and make me disappear? ”
"Alas!"
Suddenly another sigh came from my ears, and I paused, and hurriedly turned back, but I saw nothing. I've heard this sound back and forth several times, and I don't know who is pretending to be a ghost.
When Mo Chou came to find me, I was shivering in a wheelchair, maybe I was too angry, or I was not physically exhausted. She hurriedly pushed me back to the house and cooked a bowl of noodles.
"Qiqi, don't torture yourself anymore, since the little county lord has been hidden, you should mourn."
I shook my head and said, "Mo Chou, you haven't been a mother, so you won't understand what it's like to be powerless." ”
Mo Chou was stunned for a moment, and his face darkened, "Qiqi, can't you really remember the past at all?" ”
"Huh?"
"I also got married after that night with my son, and I thought that with that child, my son would marry me and go home. It's just that...... He said I didn't deserve to conceive his child. ”
I was stunned for a while, and then hurriedly said, "Then what?" ”
Mo Chou lowered his head and was silent for a long time, and when he looked up, there were tears in his eyes, "Childe forced me to drink the abortion pill, and also broke my thoughts, the child is three months old, and it is a ball of blood." ”
Unexpectedly, Shen Yuexi is such a dirty bastard, I think highly of him.
Mo Chou rubbed his eyes and said: "But I have never blamed him, maybe it is true as he said, I am not worthy of conceiving his child, after all, he is the son of the prime minister, so noble, and I am just a Qinglou woman, and my life is like a mustard." ”
“……”