0047 Unclean: Found him

Thunder was accompanied by a downpour, I was homeless, there was no way out, there were very few pedestrians on the street, and even if there were, they all had umbrellas to protect from the wind and rain.

And I didn't have anything, I ran back to Yu's house, came to the courtyard where my mother buried her body, knelt in front of her grave, pulled out a smile and said to her: "Mother, you won't complain about me, I know, right?" ”

The answer to me was thunder, I knelt in front of her grave for a long time, I was still not strong enough, my heart was still not ruthless enough.

In the face of what I expected, I would still tremble, and I would not be able to suppress the desire to escape.

The whole body was drenched, and the cold spread to the heart, extinguishing the warmth that Tuoba Jun gave in his heart again.

Put your hands on the muddy water and stand up.

Leaving the yard, the dilapidated yard collapsed violently, and all the fallen wood chips pressed on the grave of my mother.

I knelt on the ground again and kowtowed three times, "I won't come from now on, if you miss me, come to me in your dreams, and I won't come to see you again!" ”

I will never come to see you again, and here you will rest forever, waiting for me to send my father, whom I have never met.

got up and left the Yu Mansion with firm steps.

The main entrance of the Yu Mansion has been sealed, all the things in the house have been seized, and the entire Yu Mansion is like a ghost house in the majestic rain, without any popularity and people.

This heavy rain, as if washing away something, fell for ten days, and the water of the moat swelled, and the people of the city were worried.

In the post house, there was dampness everywhere, and Tuoba Junxu always had a smell as clean as the sun.

Every move is into the painting, between the eyebrows are exquisite, such a person, depending on the promise of others as life, I looked in the direction of the Leiyin Temple and said: "The Nine Emperors are my nobles!" ”

Yes, Rong Jing told me to Tuoba Junxu, so that people like me who are in the dark can feel the scorching rays of the sun, warm, and alive.

Tuoba Junxu raised his head and looked at it: "Buddhism is boundless, the Buddha said, everyone in the world is equal, everyone in the world can cross, Nuan you are a touch of light in his red dust, the noble man said, maybe you are his nobleman!" ”

I am full of puzzlement, it is because of him that he has fallen into the red dust, how can I become his nobleman?

After being silent for a long time, I said, "Actually, I am an enemy ...... him."

"You don't believe in yourself!" Tuoba Junxu's faint voice interrupted me: "Everyone is born with the same, and the process of growing up will be disturbed by greed, hatred and obsession!" ”

"If you have greed and hatred in your heart, you want to have it, you want to break it, it takes great courage to break and own, and sometimes you don't want to, you can only rely on others!"

"Are you comforting me?" I blurted out and asked, "Your Highness, has anyone said that you are like the sun, giving people a warm feeling!" ”

In his eyes, I became a person who helped others.

As a member of the royal family, how can he live so transparently?

Tuoba Junxu shook his head slowly, the tips of his ears turned red under my gaze: "No, no one has ever said this, you are the first!" ”

There was a sourness in his heart, and his eyes were moist, "They don't understand the goodness of His Highness, His Highness is really good, at least for now!" ”

Tuoba Junxu raised his hand and came to the corner of my eye, I didn't know what he was going to do, so he stood still, his fingertips wiped the corners of my eyes, lowered his eyes, and whispered: "Ah Nuan is a stupid girl, extremely stupid, very stupid!" ”

With a twinkle in his eyes, he spread his fingertips: "Go back, stand under the eaves, the rain will wet your eyes and make you cry!" ”

Suddenly, he choked up and asked, "No one believes me, why do you believe me?" ”

Tuoba Junxu raised his eyes, looked into my eyes, and said, "If you believe me, you don't have to explain, if you don't believe me, why explain?" ”

His cold voice was long, turning into silk threads that tightly choked my heart, tightly wound my heart, and in the blink of an eye, this person buried a colorful flower in my numb heart.

In the midst of the thunder, I pulled the corners of my mouth and said to him, "I understand! Thank you, Your Highness! ”

Tuoba Jun paused: "You can do whatever you want, you can do what you think is right, life should be unscrupulous, people are the same!" ”

"The crown prince is really courageous!" Rong He's cold voice came with a touch of coolness through the heavy rain: "The crown prince has been protected by someone since he was born, and he has been unscrupulous until now, I don't know that people are different!" ”

The damp and cold air made the arrival of Rong He even colder.

It was so cold that it made people's arms glow with goosebumps, as if they were carrying a knife to their necks.

Tuoba Jun took a step forward: "Eleventh prince, why are you free to come here today?" ”

Rong He entered the corridor with a body of water vapor, and put away the umbrella, "I heard that the crown prince is about to leave when the rain stops, I am thinking that the crown prince has been here for so long, and I haven't done anything to invite the crown prince to come back for a while, so I thought, invite the crown prince to listen to the sound of the rain hitting the plantains!" Take a look at the landlord's suitability! ”

Tuoba Jun glanced at me and said, "Is Ah Nuan going?" ”

The pouring rain just now stopped abruptly as when it came, and I paused: "Don't go, the eleventh prince's wine is not something ordinary people can drink, the slave is the crown prince's personal maid, just wait for the crown prince here!" ”

Rong He smiled: "The sky is beautiful, the crown prince said that the rain stopped and left, and the rain stopped when I came, which means that the crown prince can't leave until he drinks this meal, Miss Nuan, aren't you afraid that your crown prince will get drunk and no one will help him back?" ”

did not answer him, but asked Tuoba Junxu: "Does Your Highness want the slave to go or not?" ”

Tuoba Junxu smiled quietly, his eyes full of tenderness, like the golden light of the early morning.

Stared at me for a moment and said, "Naturally, I am willing!" ”

My heart trembled for a moment, and I curtsied, "Your Highness, please wait a moment, the slave and maid will change into a dress!" ”

Tuoba Junxu bowed slightly, spread his hands and said, "Eleventh prince, please!" ”

Rong You's deep eyes, with a cold brilliance: "Crown Prince, please!" ”

Rong He turned and walked away.

I stood where I was, stunned for a while, went back to my room, changed into a dress, and the time was not long or short.

In the song and dance workshop, the kabuki danced gracefully, and held the cup: "The beauties of the Eastern Jin Dynasty are not as many as the beauties of the Northern Wei Dynasty, don't be surprised by the crown prince!" ”

Tuoba Junxu's eyes were clear and indifferent: "It's just a meal, but I didn't expect that the eleventh prince would choose this kind of place for this meal!" ”

Rong and his side face smiled at him: "It is always necessary to leave a deep impression on the things that will make the crown prince make this trip worthwhile, four years ago, the prince's appearance of heaven and man has always impressed me!" ”

"Therefore, I thought that if I want another person not to forget, I have to be surprised, so that I will never forget!"

Tuoba Junxu frowned slightly: "The eleventh prince is in this capital, and he is also living a carefree life, life is like this, why should he be surprised and make himself and others more troubled?" ”

Rong He narrowed his eyes as if he was drunk but not drunk. With a hint of playfulness, he said: "It's only a matter of trouble, it's fun to beg, the crown prince is different from me, wanton leisure is within your reach, for me, I haven't gotten it for twenty years!" ”

"Really?" Tuoba Junxu asked rhetorically.

Rong and his gaze were raised, falling on me, and he became thoughtful: "Miss Nuan, you're welcome, what you eat doesn't smell of alcohol, don't worry about getting drunk, the crown prince will leave you behind!" ”

The flower tea in front of me was steaming, and I picked it up, completely unfamiliar to him: "Thank you Eleventh Prince, please!" ”

Warm flower tea in the mouth.

I don't believe in Rong You, I believe in Tuoba Junxu sitting next to him, even if it is poisonous in the flower tea, I believe that he will not leave me behind.

I believe ......

My head was in trust, and I slowly began to feel dizzy.

Tuoba Junxu smiled at the corner of his mouth, staring at me, his heart seemed to be from near to far: "Ah Nuan, what's wrong with you?" ”

I struggled to stretch out my hand to him: "Crown prince, the slave is a little dizzy and wants to go back!" ”

The smile on the corner of Tuoba Junxu's mouth suddenly deepened, and under my gaze, he slowly walked towards me, and the dry and sunny smell in his arms suddenly turned into a faint smell of blood.

He leaned over and picked me up: "Then go back, stay here, it's boring!" ”

didn't follow the smell of the sun, which made me unhappy in my heart: "Crown Prince, you can leave tomorrow, I won't go with you!" ”

The person holding me shook his body: "Okay, I'll leave tomorrow, you stay!" ”

Even if he didn't smell the smell he liked, he didn't rejoice in his heart, but he still leaned on his arms greedily and gave himself the last chance to breathe.

"Bang!" The sound of the door being kicked open with a foot was heard.

In the midst of this loud voice, all my confusion turned to consciousness in an instant.

"You're awake!"

In just three words, my whole body stiffened, I forgot to breathe, and anger was poured into my chest.

I slowly lowered my eyes and looked at myself lying in my arms......

The round eyes were full of shock and disbelief.

"Nuan, it's time to go home!"

Tuoba Jun's face was slightly blue, his cold phoenix eyes were cold, and his white robe was stained with water, and he was full of light, as if he had fallen from the Nine Heavens and got up on the ground.

"Crown Prince, didn't you hear that she didn't go with you?" Rong and his hand clasped tightly on my shoulder, as if provocatively ambiguous: "You don't believe what you say in person, so what do you believe?" ”

I pulled up the quilt to cover my naked body, and my whole body trembled uncontrollably, and my voice turned into a trembling: "Your Highness, can you wait for me for a moment?" I'll go home with you, will you wait for me? ”

"You said you wouldn't leave!" Rong He put his hand on my shoulder: "I want to leave now, it's really a woman's fickle heart!" ”

Tuoba Junxu's cold phoenix eyes carried a firm, cold voice, with a weight like an oath, and said, "I am willing to wait, as long as you go home with me, I will wait!" ”

"Then please wait for me outside the door, and I will come out immediately!"

Tuoba Junxu squeezed out a smile at me, as if to comfort me: "Okay, it doesn't matter, I, I'm waiting for you outside the door, we'll go home today!" ”

He slowly withdrew, his slender white hands turned into fists, and the tips of his ears were often seen red, but now they were not red, but pale.

Reaching out and closing the door, blocking his blushing face.

"Let go of your hands!" I said coldly to Rong You.

Rong He was very obedient and let go of his hand, put his arm under the back of his head, and said leisurely: "Throw yourself into your arms, Miss A Nuan, the Eastern Jin Dynasty is your home, go to those places in the Northern Wei Dynasty, after all, it is a barbarian land, not for you!" ”

I got up from his arms, and he threw my clothes all over the floor, as if something had happened to me.

dragged the quilt out of bed, picked up his clothes, and put them on one by one, while he watched me get dressed intently.

Playing with the golden hairpin I put on the cuff, my dagger was placed on the table by him, I picked up the dagger and held it in my hand.

"Originally, I didn't want to go, thank you, let me make up my mind to go!"

Rong He was naked, with several scars on his upper body, and he sat up slowly: "You are like me, do you think the crown prince of the Northern Wei Dynasty will still trust you?" ”

"What am I like you?" I asked him rhetorically, my hand trembling as I held the dagger, "Did anything happen to you and I know in my heart, if the crown prince will distrust me because of this, then he is not worthy of my follow!" ”

"I'm going to go with him?" Rong He said in a calm voice, and hatefully inserted the hairpin in his hand on the bed.

I looked at his bottomless eyes, once upon a time, I saw a garden full of spring peach blossoms in his eyes.

And now only an endless abyss remains, and all the peach, all the blooming prosperity, has dissipated in these four years.

I stood in front of him and reached out to pull the hairpin off: "What are you panicking about?" So what do you want to leave me behind? ”

"I just took a sip of flower tea, you poisoned the flower tea, and let me lie in your arms, naked just right Tuoba Junxu broke into the door!"

"Do you think Tuoba Junxu will be annoyed and angry when he sees me and you like this, and cut me in two, and cut off all emotions to achieve my goal of staying!"

Rong He nodded without denying it: "However, his expression is intriguing, and he still insists on letting you go with him!" ”

"Nope! Eleventh Prince, you have miscalculated! I said slowly: "Just when I was drinking some flower tea, I was the most confused, do you remember what I said?" ”

Rong You's long eyelashes drooped slightly: "Crown Prince, you can leave tomorrow, I won't go back with you!" ”

"Yes!" I replied directly and heavily, laughing at him: "Do you know what it means to steal chickens and rice? I didn't plan to go with him in the first place, but I didn't expect you to even use this kind of indiscriminate tricks, and you made me make up my mind to go with him now! ”

A flash of panic flashed in Rong You's eyes, his face turned slightly pale, and he opened his mouth: "Are you joking with me?" You fled from the palace four years ago, and you came back from the Leiyin Temple four years later, you didn't think you would stay, everything you say now is just laughing at my calculations! ”

Suppressing his anger, he looked at the man in front of him who was becoming more and more gloomy, and said with a smile: "Believe it or not, anyway, I have to thank you this time, because of you, I decided to go to the Northern Wei Dynasty, for the rest of my life, I don't want to see you again, and I won't come back!" ”

Rong Youlu suddenly got up from the bed and said gloomily: "You really want to stay, but I calculated and left?" ”

I silently admitted, "Otherwise, do you think that I really didn't see who you and he were, and then I said it?" Rong He, you and I have so many similarities, you should know that I don't want to stay, no one can force me! ”

"You are smart, your scheming is deep, your means are superb, but I am not worse than you, I said, the first time I escaped you, I can have a second escape from you, I thank you for sending me away in person!"

Rong He waved his fist and slammed it on the bed, his eyes were red, and he looked at me: "Return, don't go, I'll be good to you!" ”

I smiled and shook my head.

When he saw me retreating, his voice was gloomy and cold: "If you dare to go out, I will break your legs and make you unable to go anywhere in your life!" ”

I ignored his threat and continued to retreat: "You can't trap me, you have no power or power, you are just the eleventh prince of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, compared to Tuoba Junxu, there is a difference between cloud and mud!" ”

Rong He's eyes that seemed to be drunk but not drunk were dyed with a trace of sadness, and he laughed at himself: "What a sentence of cloud and mud, I have been taught!" ”

I left the room, and Tuoba Junxu was standing right in the middle of the door, his rosy lips pursed tightly, his eyes staring at the door without blinking.

Came to his front and bent his knees, he reached out and pulled me up, his palms were wet, I was a little puzzled, what made him so nervous that even his palms were sweating?

"You just said that you want to go back to the Northern Wei Dynasty with me? But is it true? ”

I nodded: "Yes, it's true, I don't want to stay here and be calculated, Your Highness!" ”

"Good!" Tuoba Junxu pulled me and left: "You don't have to enter the palace to go to the Northern Wei Dynasty, you live in my brother's general's mansion, there is no deceit, no calculation, wait for me to inherit the throne and then take ......"

"It's late!"

Tuoba Junxu didn't finish his words, and was interrupted by the call of Rong He's life behind him.

I didn't even stop my footsteps, it was Tuoba Junxu who pulled me, but I pulled him and walked out of the song and dance workshop directly.

Tuoba Junxu's brows furrowed slightly: "Why don't you listen to him finish speaking, and never come back!" ”

"There's no need, just leave today?" I looked at the wet road and asked, I didn't stab him in the chest, I remembered that I and he were old acquaintances.

Tuoba Jun was stunned for a moment: "Let's leave today!" ”

"I'll go back and pack up first!" I let go of his hand and took the lead myself, leaving well today, saving me any chance to regret it, staying in the capital of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, and continuing to wait for my father, whom I had not met.

Rong and you really always have the ability to make me make a choice, every step I take, you are behind me, Rong You, we are a bad fate.

Ten days of rain stopped, and there were more pedestrians on the road.

The sun shines through the clouds and shines through the mud......

Tuoba Junxu had only a few dozen retinues, each leading a horse, and there was only one carriage, and I sat with him.

My luggage is simple, just an extra dagger.

Tuoba Junxu reached out and rubbed my head: "Let's go!" ”

I tightened my luggage and turned into the carriage.

Leaning on the wall of the carriage, looking at the gradually prosperous scene outside under the shaking curtain, Tuoba Junxu looked at me quietly: "The eleventh prince of the Eastern Jin Dynasty admires you, you ......"

I frowned slightly: "What kind of joke is the crown prince talking about, do you know that I am an old acquaintance with him, I have seen his most embarrassed appearance, why did I appear in Leiyin Temple, it is rare that the crown prince has not really thought about it?" ”

Tuoba Jun was stunned: "I thought about it, but I didn't think that he would kill you if he had you in his eyes!" ”

"I want to live!" I bit my lip and said, "Does the crown prince know that desperate desire to live?" There are thorns all around, and if you're not careful, you'll be covered in injuries, so don't run! ”

"You don't have to run anymore!" Tuoba Junxu said lightly: "There will be no more thorns, there will be no more killing, you can live well, you don't have to worry about holding the dagger tightly!" ”

The dagger was in my hand, and I rubbed it gently, looking gloomy, and did not say anything more.

He is a royal man, the prince of a country, and there will be battles in the imperial city, but the power in his hands depends on the speed of the struggle.

Out of the capital, Tuoba Junxu opened the curtain of the car, and his eyes became solemn.

Seeing this, I looked out and replied to the dream of the carriage, "Stop! ”

As soon as I stopped the carriage, I grabbed the dagger and got out of the carriage.

Rong He was dressed in a black power suit, his hair was neatly tied, his face was as calm as water, and dozens of guards were followed behind him.

Laughed angrily and came to him: "Willing to gamble and lose, you can't afford to play?" Can't afford to gamble? Still can't count? ”

Rong You's eyes were filled with pain like blood mist: "I ......"

"You're going to die!" The dagger in his hand was inserted into his chest, and he said extremely fiercely: "I don't want to have any entanglement with you, since you and I want to die, I don't want to die, then you die!" ”

Rong He was stabbed with my dagger, and the guards behind him were about to surround him, but Rong He raised his hand to stop them.

The master of the guard then retreated to his original position, turned his hand in a different direction, took my hand tightly, and pulled out the dagger in my hand.

In the narrow peach blossom eyes, there was a touch of sorrow: "Ten consecutive days of heavy rain, there is a flood in the three hundred miles of Shengcheng in the capital, I was ordered by the emperor to go to check the disaster relief, stay here, but just give you a ride!" ”

My eyes were stained red by his blood, and I snorted coldly and pulled out my hand, "Every step you take is a step for you to climb up, every word you say is calculated with traps, I don't believe you!" ”

The grief in Rong You's eyes scattered and fled, his eyes were full, his hands were on his chest, blood flowed down his fingers, and he retreated to the side of the horse: "Believe it or not, this time it's true!" ”

With his wounds in his hand, he turned over and got on his horse, reined in the reins, turned the horse's head, and whipped the whip on the horse's rump so hard that before my eyes, the horse's hooves splashed mud and galloped away.

My hand slowly drooped, the blood on the dagger dripping into the filthy muddy water, and I stood stupidly in place until I couldn't see Rong He and turned around.

Tuoba Junxu stood behind me and stared at me intently, I closed my eyes shallowly, opened them, and grinned: "He is no longer entangled, let's go!" ”

Tuoba Junxu spread out his palm and handed it to me, looking at his clean hand, I hesitated for a long time to put my hand on his palm, and he led me to the carriage, my foot had just stepped on the stool.

Trample... Trample... The sound of galloping horses was heard.

I thought I would go and return, but I shuddered, stopped, and looked, and saw two horses galloping towards me, and on the horses sat an older and younger man.

They passed under my eyes, time seemed to condense, and became slow, and the muddy water trodden by the horses' hooves splashed and scattered.

The older man had a bead hanging from his waist, and the bead swayed up and down with the man's waves.

My feet left the stool, my nails embedded in the flesh without any pain, and I watched them enter the capital of the Eastern Jin Dynasty.

I can't be mistaken, the older man has a supernatant pearl hanging from his waist, and my mother is the only one left to me, and I have been bringing it to Hua Zhuo'er when I was ten years old.

"Nuan, what's wrong with you?"

Tuoba's narration would have awakened me from a dream, and I had followed them to the city unconsciously.

My whole body trembled with excitement, and I even stammered when I spoke, "Your Highness...... I ......"

"What's the matter, speak slowly!" A look of worry appeared in Tuoba Junxu's eyes.

With all the thousands of words of apology, the exit turned into a voice: "Your Highness, take care, I can't go with you!" ”

After that, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to find a man with Shangqing Zhu, so I didn't wait for Tuoba Junxu to speak, and rushed to the capital of the Eastern Jin Dynasty.

I found it, mother, I found him.

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