Chapter 220: A Tight Brow

"Whatever you want!" Zhang Fengyi didn't continue to stare at Fang Qianyi, it was because he really felt compassion for Fang Qianyi. He would rather believe that his guesses and judgments were wrong, than believe that some things were done by Fang Qianyi.

In fact, in the end, even if Zhang Fengyi found out that some things were really done by Fang Qianyi, he would give him a chance to reform himself. Zhang Fengyi didn't want to make things too absolute, and all the things he had done in the past had already made him suffer a lot of losses. What's more, he has seen a lot from Wang Haitao and felt a lot of ......

Zhang Fengyi knows that there is nothing wrong with love itself, they just met the wrong person at the right time. Xu Xiaoyu, Fang Qianyi, Li Anqi, Xia Fei'er, Wang Haitao, including Fang Longxing, and himself, they are all wrong!

Although some people use the wrong way and method of love, at the same time, they are all pathetic and pitiful! didn't use normal thinking and mentality to fulfill and face the people he loved deeply, and only then did he make these tragedies and endgames. This is also a sentence that just verifies: "The people who hurt you the most are often the people you love and love you the most." ”

Zhang Fengyi stopped talking, he still looked out the window as he did every day. As if everything in this world had nothing to do with him. But only he knows: his inner world is not peaceful!

Too much helplessness, too many force majeure factors, led to today's situation. As long as a person lives, life must go on, and he doesn't want to live like this anymore! He wants to wait for his leg injury to heal, reshuffle his life and live a good life for himself.

Fang Qianyi looked at the person who looked out the window, and felt sad again. It is obviously close to the person he loves deeply, close enough to be touched and touched, but it is far away from his soul, and it can never be fused!

He did everything he had to do, and he did what he shouldn't have done. To hurt or not to hurt, it doesn't matter. With his own dedication to Zhang Fengyi, he thinks that he is no worse than anyone who loves Zhang Fengyi. However, he and Xu Xiaoyu, Wang Haitao, and Li Anqi ended up with the same.

As soon as he thought of this, Fang Qianyi was able to accept this fact calmly, and he no longer complained about the injustice of fate, but he did have a lot of unwillingness in his heart.

If it is necessary to examine their own behavior, each of them has its own faults and has its own purpose. It's all about becoming a winner in the end, and they all want to live with their most beloved people in the end. He didn't regret what he had done, because, by looking at any one of them, they had done a lot of dirty things that no one knew about.

But in the end, the person who suffered the most harm was only Zhang Fengyi. He shouldn't have been hurt, he wasn't supposed to be hurt physically and mentally. Everyone is doing whatever it takes, but they all ignore Zhang Fengyi's true feelings.

These people are the most cherished people in Zhang Fengyi's life, and he regards them as treasures and an indispensable part of his life. However, these people are confused, which has brought a lot of unnecessary troubles and inconveniences to his life.

and even led to: Wang Haitao's departure...... He and his lover are almost opposite, he has a misunderstanding with Fang Longxing for the sake of others. To say that he is not wronged is the biggest injustice to him.

Fang Qianyi sighed softly, this was not what he should have at his age, but he was already frowning. He asked himself over and over again: "Wouldn't these people be making small moves behind their backs without my presence?" If it weren't for me, maybe things would be even worse than they are now, right? He could only seek psychological comfort on his own like this, and perhaps this was the best reason he could find to comfort himself.

If he could have predicted in advance that Zhang Fengyi would be injured by that incident, he would definitely not have done it. But it's too late to say anything now, isn't it? No matter how wrong others are, they are not as big as the mistakes he made, and he himself is the main reason for Zhang Fengyi's leg fracture. If he could, he would rather be the one who was injured himself.

While Fang Qianyi sympathized with other people, he also hated them, and hated himself even more! They are connected to the same disease, they are all poisoned by love, and they are all so persistent; Such an obsession; Such unscrupulous means; This is contrary to the original intention......

Others may live for fame and profit, but they are a group of people who have a supreme view of love. Swayed by love, and bound his own heart. They are sensitive, vulnerable, carefully managing and planning their own path of love. Often in exchange for not necessarily good results, but rather counterproductive, the opposite.

Fang Qianyi got up and walked out of this bedroom, and as soon as he got outside the door, he immediately lit a cigarette for himself. Smoking was not his hobby in the first place, more precisely: he had only recently learned to smoke, and he was worried that Zhang Fengyi would feel uncomfortable after seeing it, so he went to another room to smoke.

In the smoke, Fang Qianyi had a lot of unhappiness. Drinking alcohol can be intoxicating, and smoking is also intoxicating. After sucking one, he lit another one for himself. He has always cherished his body very much, and he just wants to use this way of mutilating his body to vent his extremely contradictory emotions in his heart.

This constant cutting and chaotic emotion also made Fang Qianyi feel physically and mentally exhausted. I want to give up, but I can't bear it. If you don't give up, you will have no hope at all, and you will only bring harm to others. If he could, he really wanted to turn back the clock and only go back to the moment they first met, so that he would still be their good brother.

However, it is too late to say anything now, things have already been done, and there is no regret medicine to take. There have been too many things that have happened recently, and there are some things that he can't predict and can't control. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

Fang Qianyi realized clearly: Only Fang Longxing is the one who can save everything smoothly. A person who can turn the tide is a responsible person and a real strong man. And standing in front of his brother, he can only be a weak, pathetic and pitiful character seeking protection.

Although he didn't want to admit it, he had to admit that only Fang Longxing was worthy of Zhang Fengyi. Only he is worthy of all Zhang Fengyi's dedication and love, and it is no wonder that Zhang Fengyi finally chose to sacrifice himself, regardless of his own safety, gains and losses, and protected Fang Longxing's thoughtfulness.

Even if Fang Qianyi is jealous, this is also a fact that cannot be changed. The love between them is understandable, and the love is stronger than gold, which cannot be criticized. It can be seen how much Zhang Fengyi loves Fang Longxing, and how willing Fang Longxing is to sacrifice everything he has to fulfill his lover.

This kind of love, compared to the selfishness of several of them, is really great love. Great love without boundaries means to give wholeheartedly and do your best to achieve it. Not for their own good, but for the one they love!

It's not that there is no temper, it's not that there is no personality, it's just that when you meet the right person, you don't have a temper, you hide your personality, and even become selfless for the sake of the other party. You can't fall in love with someone casually, once you fall in love, it's a lifetime! and will sacrifice everything they have in order to fulfill the other party......

In love, if you want to fulfill each other, you have to have sacrifice, and this sacrifice may have to pay a very heavy price. Fang Qianyi smiled bitterly, but he thought uncalmly in his heart: "I can sacrifice a lot, but I lack it, indefinite tolerance, I just want to blindly plunder, not selfless giving." Can a person like me be worthy of Fengyi? No wonder none of us can get into his heart. ”