My mom and dad didn't like me very much, they only cared about the boys in the family, and I didn't know what feelings were since I was a child.

I found a special disc from my father's small cabinet where he had hidden his private money, and before going to Gu's house, I opened it and looked at it, and I instantly blushed.

However, it was also quite unexpected.

…… It turns out that there are such wonderful things in the world.

Lori body, the behavior of mature women, it is easy to seduce those men into their hands, so that they can do things for me desperately for a smile.

I was beaming.

It's nice to be held to the moon by the stars.

I didn't want to give my heart away more and more, so I began to approach Gu's father and speak ill of Gu Wanwan in front of him.

The girl looks like a bully, but in fact, she is a little hedgehog, and her hands are full of thorns.

I'm not reconciled.

I fought against her again and again, but in the end, she was the one who won.

She always laughs unbridled in front of me and looks pitiful in front of others.

At that time, I thought that she was only in front of me, she was the real her, and only I knew what kind of person she was.

I fell in love with the feeling of being against her, and it made me feel like the world was interesting.

But......

She left suddenly, she didn't want my heart, she thought I was dirty.

I was kicked out of the Gu family, I am not reconciled, I still have to live, even in the most humble posture, I have to live, and one day, I can see her again.

I waited for fourteen years.

She returned, holding the other man's hand.

She no longer had me in her eyes, she didn't even look at me, but she nestled in the man's arms in a cautious manner.

The man put his arm around her waist and rubbed it aggressively.

I'm jealous......

Jealousy is a very uncomfortable emotion, it is like a fire, it occupies all my thoughts, so I don't even think about why I am jealous.

She asked the man to go out and asked me if I would like to help her escape, and I ...... I agreed.

Looking at her clear eyes, I couldn't refuse.

However, I had selfish intentions, so I hid her under the couch and told her that when the man was gone, I would help her escape.

But in the end, I took her to my own home.

Fortunately, she didn't dislike it anymore.

But I had a low self-esteem and didn't want to stain her, so I gave her new clothes to wear.

She smiled and took it.

Looking at my clothes on her body, I felt a sense of satisfaction in my heart.

That's nice......

She is very obedient and stays at home all day and doesn't go anywhere. I also feel that my gray and bleak life suddenly has a touch of light.

I think about what she likes to eat and what she doesn't like to eat. After work, I no longer resist going back to my empty home, but I look forward to every meeting with her.

At night, she lay next to me.

She doesn't sleep in a fixed shape, and she likes to hug people.

I have to get up in the middle of the night every night to go to the bathroom and wash my little clothes.

I think I'm really disgusting enough to let her know that she's disgusted with herself.

In those days, I was happy and entangled.

Then, one day, it was raining and thundering, and she had a heart attack.

I carried her downstairs, tears and rain were intertwined, and there was only one thought in my heart, Gu Wanwan, you can't die!

Why didn't you give her your heart in the first place?

I want you to live, even if it's in exchange for my life. This time, I was willing. …