When Shen Mi went home, he saw a slender figure sitting on the sofa and staring at Xi Yingyue with wide eyes.

"You're back?" Xi Yingyue saw her and stood up leisurely, "This little girl is clamoring to see you." ”

She nodded silently, only to find that it was Amy.

"Why is your face like this? Under the weather? ”

Xi Yingyue found that her whole person was not in good mental condition, and couldn't help but ask worriedly.

As soon as these words came out, Amy also looked at her.

"What's the matter with me?" Shen Mi sighed and asked listlessly.

"It's just that my mother said that I can't contact you, and you haven't submitted your manuscript this month, so I happened to be idle, so I came to you to ask." Amy said, glancing at her, "But you don't have a good spirit, are you sick?" Or I'll go back and tell my mom to stop urging her. ”

Shen Mi shook his head indifferently, "I've finished drawing the draft, I don't have time to send it to her, I'll send it later." ”

Seeing that she was still stunned and didn't react, Shen Mi raised her eyes weakly, "Is there anything else?" ”

"Well, I just have something I want to ask you, let's talk about it next time, wait until you get better!" Amy smiled, looking at her pale face, she was too embarrassed to bother for too long.

"I'll go first, eldest sister, I'll ask you next time!" Amy stood up as she spoke, smiled politely at Xi Yingyue, and trotted out the door.

"I heard that the little girl is the daughter of your editor, and she looks a little silly." Xi Yingyue shook her hair and yawned.

His gaze rested on her pale face, and he frowned without a trace.

"Got tired of going out on a trip? When you're tired, go and rest. She said uneasily, but found that she was carrying a bag in her hand, which contained large and small medicine bottles, and the bag also had several big characters printed on it.

"You went to the hospital?" Xi Yingyue's eyes flashed, and she asked in a deep voice.

Shen Mi didn't answer, and put the medicine in the cupboard listlessly, his heart was as heavy as pressing a big stone, and he was extremely uncomfortable.

"Why don't you let them get it for you? These two days have not been peaceful, don't run around by yourself! Seeing that she didn't answer, Xi Yingyue had deeper doubts in her heart, and took advantage of her to go back to the room before she took out the phone and called Uncle Yang.

"I'm sorry, Yingyue, my assistant seems to have accidentally said it, it was my negligence!" Doctor Yang's apologetic words came from the other end, which shocked Xi Yingyue and was speechless for a long time.

"Lie'er is really, just tell others to do this kind of thing, this, what can I do now?" She sighed irritably, looked at the closed door, and paced in the living room in annoyance.

"Let's calm the patient's emotions first, it's time to know, actively cooperate with the hospital treatment, find a suitable match, and hope more."

After hanging up the phone, Xi Yingyue came to Shen Mi's door and raised her hand, but she couldn't knock down.

"Now I must be confused, sad and desperate, so let's talk slowly." Thinking so, she paced to the living room and lit a cigarette irritably.

Shen Mi collapsed on the bed, looking at the chandelier on the ceiling in a daze.

If you can't come back to your senses after receiving a huge blow just now, you will gradually feel it when you calm down now.

She was sick and could die.

As a patient, she couldn't conceive, she couldn't pass on the Xi family, and she suddenly couldn't find a reason for her to continue to exist here.

Thinking about it, my heart ached, and tears poured out uncontrollably.

After crying for a while, she was a little tired, rolled over, and fell asleep in a daze.

I don't know how long she slept, but Xi Yingyue woke her up.

"You've got to take your medicine." Xi Yingyue poured her a glass of warm water and put it in front of her.

"Sister-in-law, you know that too, don't you?" She spoke, her voice hoarse.

Xi Yingyue frowned and sighed heavily.

"I just knew, a little bit before you. Lie'er didn't even tell me. ”

"Sister-in-law, what should I do?" Shen Mi asked weakly with a vacant gaze.

"Of course, it is actively treated, and now leukemia is curable and has a chance of recovery. Now that the matter has come to this, do you want to continue to complain? Xi Yingyue said, patted her shoulder with heartache, and looked at her tears, her heart was like a knife.

"I can't find a reason to keep going." She lowered her eyes and muttered.

"What nonsense, let's treat it well first, and wait until the right donor has surgery, don't start giving up hope of life without doing anything." Xi Yingyue said anxiously and helplessly.

"We haven't given up on you, especially Xi Lie, who is still hiding it from everyone, just for fear that you will not be happy. Don't say such things in front of him! ”

"Sister-in-law。。。。。。 I'm scared. After pondering for a long time, Shen Mi lowered his head and said sadly.

"Don't be afraid, we're all here." Xi Yingyue patted her on the shoulder, "Take the medicine first, step by step." ”

Shen Mi put away his mind, silently picked up the water cup, and took the medicine he got back in the morning.

There were a number of other things she couldn't say.

For example, she and Xi Lie didn't know each other before, but they just got married in a flash, for example, the two worked hard for a long time, but the illness affected her fertility. She couldn't fulfill their wish to hold their grandson.

If you're lucky, you'll pick up a small life, and if you're unlucky, you'll take the first step.

was forced to eat by Xi Yingyue, she suddenly wanted to go home to see Shen Jie, and now the two of them can be regarded as sympathetic to each other.

The sister-in-law insisted on sending her there, but she couldn't resist her, so she sorted out her emotions and returned to her previous home.

When she went back, Shen Jie was boiling medicine, and Zhao Jianhe's expression on the side was not very good, but when he saw her coming, he eased up a lot.

"Hey, how did you have time to come over today?" When Shen Jie saw her, her expression was a little unnatural, and she quickly won up and pulled her to the sofa and sat down.

"Auntie, I just wanted to come and see you, nothing else." Shen Mi glanced at Zhao Jianhe, and finally pretended not to know Shen Jie's condition, washed an apple for himself and gnawed it slowly.

"It's just in time, I'm going to see how Xiaohao's house is decorated later, you can go with me!" Shen Jie smiled and said casually.

Shen Mi nodded silently, and agreed to it.

"What's the matter with you, it looks like you're in a bad mood, and the two of you are arguing?"

On the way, Shen Jie grabbed her slender arm and asked.

"Nope." She shook her head, "It's you, auntie, how is your body?" ”

Shen Jie's expression froze, "I'm fine!" Recently, I had an endocrine disorder, so I took some Chinese medicine to recuperate, but it wasn't because I was sick. ”

Shen Mi suddenly wanted to cry.

Their family's surname is Shen, but nothing goes well.

My father died of illness and my aunt had cancer, and now even I am not spared.

"When I decorate the house for Xiaohao, I also have a wish, and when he marries his daughter-in-law, the task of my life is completed, I am quite happy to think about it, and I will be bitter!" Shen Jie said, grinning.

Shen Mi tugged at the corners of her mouth in distraction, she wanted to ask Shen Jie now how she managed to face it so positively knowing that she didn't have much time.

She has no children, no parents, and a husband who got married in a flash, but she seems to have no worries, and no one can cheer her up.

She didn't know what her wish was to persevere.

"By the way, have you been in touch with Xiao Hao recently? He seems to have changed departments now, working overtime twice in three days, and he hasn't been home for several days. I don't know if it's really overtime, or if I'm getting impatient with nagging every day. ”

"Maybe busy." Shen Mi replied absentmindedly.

"I don't know how to say it, he understands, the work is not finished, and if he misses the best age, he will have to discount the search for a woman in the future! When you are fine, you can also do ideological work for him, it's okay if you don't get back together with Fang Xue, so find me a girl who can take care of him! Shen Jie didn't leave Zhao Zihao for three or two sentences, with some dissatisfaction and desolation in his eyes, which made Shen Mi's heart cold.

Fortunately, she has no worries that she can't let go, otherwise the pain of parting may be several times more than now.

"It's here." Shen Jie pointed to the real estate on the side, and her eyes lit up.

Shen Mi got out of the car and took a look, there were still several large soil pits in front of the house that had not been filled, and it seemed that the final finishing stage had not yet been carried out.

There are also some workers who are busy in front, and a few cars are parked in the yard, and there are many wheel prints on the cement road.

"Auntie, this place hasn't been repaired yet, are you in such a hurry to decorate?" Shen Mi sighed speechlessly.

"No way, who told me that I was short on time and heavy on tasks?" Shen Jie shook her head and sighed.

Shen Mi didn't answer, but didn't hear it, and followed her upstairs.

Entering the house, the workers are decorating non-stop, the walls are freshly painted, the floor is also inlaid with warm wood grain, and the structure is a simple two-bedroom, one-living room and one bathroom, with a small kitchen.

Although it is small, it is enough for Zhao Zihao to live.

The sound of the electric drill inside was noisy, but Shen Jie didn't care, and checked the completed projects in detail.

"Watch your step, don't get pricked!" The worker shouted loudly, and she paused, only to notice that the ground was littered with discarded nails and other materials, so she had to take a few steps back away from the construction site.

"Eh, be careful, watch your back!"

Suddenly someone shouted, she turned around suddenly, but unexpectedly she had already loaded the ladder behind her, and poked her elbow somewhere, and a tingling pain spread all over her body.

When she came back to her senses, she covered her arm, only to realize that it had been cut by a nail, and it was slowly dripping with blood.

Shen Jie hurriedly rushed out when he heard this.

"Why weren't you careful? I couldn't give up from just now! Let's go to the hospital for disinfection first! ”

"No, I'll go by myself, auntie, you're busy first!" Shen Mi sighed, she didn't want to follow Shen Jie to the hospital now, she didn't want to give her another mental blow because of her condition.

After finishing speaking, she ignored Shen Jie's worried appearance and went downstairs by herself.

Since this building is the innermost one, the entrance is a mess, there are several large pits to be planted, and some equipment is placed next to it, and you have to be careful with the construction workers on the side.

"This is expected to be completed by the end of this month, and I have to bother Mr. Lin to run it personally."

"If your schedule is a little more accurate for me, I don't have to come here again and again."

The familiar male voice sounded, and as soon as she raised her eyes, she was facing Lin Chuan, who was not far away with his hands in his pockets and a face to admonish.

"This young lady, look at the road!" The workers on the side shouted at the top of their voices, accurately attracting Lin Chuan's attention.

As if he didn't expect her to be in such a place, Lin Chuan was a little stunned, and then explained a few words to his subordinates, and then walked over with great strides.

"I didn't expect Mrs. Xi to be able to look at this kind of small real estate." Lin Chuan smiled, his eyes roaming over her, and his gaze suddenly fell on her arm that was still bleeding.

"What's the matter with you? Bleeding! Lin Chuan's face changed and he asked worriedly.

"I accidentally scratched it, it's no big deal." Shen Mi tugged at the corners of his mouth, "You're busy, I'll go first." ”

Lin Chuan frowned slightly, "You have to go to the hospital, you have a lot of blood, it looks quite serious." ”

As he spoke, he pointed not far away, "My car is there, don't drive like this, I'll send you." ”

"No need." Shen Mi shook his head, "Little injury, I won't trouble you." ”

"How's that going to work?" Lin Chuan didn't give up, and said that she had already opened the car door, quite like she wouldn't stop if she didn't get in the car.

Unable to resist him, she had to climb into the back seat of the car, careful not to stain his expensive seat.

"It's been a long time, and you don't look like you're in good shape." Lin Chuan looked at her through the rearview mirror, a little worried about her condition.

Shen Mi only felt a sticky piece on his hand, a little injury, and the blood was not stopping, it had been flowing down his arm for a while, and it had coagulated in some places, which looked really scary.

However, she also knows that one of the characteristics of her disease is that the blood clotting is worse, and the scab of the wound is slow, and there is actually no major problem.

"I haven't seen you recently, are you okay with Xiaoxing?" She sighed, pulled a tissue out of her bag, wiped her hands, and asked nonchalantly.

"I don't have anything to do with Xiaoxing, but I heard that Xiaoxing's brother doesn't seem to be in good condition." Lin Chuan smiled and replied.

"What's wrong with him?" She frowned, it was strange to see her last night, it seemed that she had really suffered some kind of blow.

Lin Chuan pondered for a moment, "Recently, he has been a little depressed, and he often gets drunk in bars, and Xiaoxing has gone to pick him up several times in the middle of the night. ”

"You guys, quarreling again?" As he spoke, Lin Chuan glanced at her faintly and asked.

"I've been arguing with him all the time, not really." Shen Mi sighed and replied with interest.

"I'm sorry, I've heard a lot about your relationship from Liu Chenxing, and I don't know who else can make him feel so depressed besides you." Seeing that her face was not good, Lin Chuan explained.

Liu Chenxing? What good words can come out of her mouth?

"Chenxing is not sensible, he should have done a lot of things that hurt you before, you don't have to be like her, she seems to be much more well-behaved now." Lin Chuan smiled softly, as if he had seen through her expression, and said slowly.

Shen Mi didn't answer, as if he didn't want to pay attention to these petty grievances and grievances after learning that he was sick.

"Help me find a pharmacy to park." Shen Mi sighed and said in a low voice.

Lin Chuan looked at her worriedly when he heard this, "You have so much blood, you have to go to the hospital, right?" ”

"No, thank you for your kindness."

"You don't go to the hospital, I have to call my brother. Chenxing's brother is also my brother. Lin Chuan frowned, with some threat in his tone.

"You 。。。。。。" Shen Mi was a little annoyed, his expression sank, thinking that he was also worried about himself, so he closed his mouth and didn't speak.

Lin Chuan took her all the way to the People's Hospital, it took more than twenty minutes just to go to the parking lot to park, Shen Mi felt a little dizzy, and the wound on her arm showed no sign of stopping the bleeding.

"It's so serious, you still want to go to the pharmacy to perfunctory!" Lin Chuan frowned, glanced at her helplessly, and then dragged her to the outpatient building.

The siren of an ambulance sounded behind him, and after a while there was another shout.

"Let one go, let one go! Excuse me! ”

Lin Chuan quickly pulled her aside, and she subconsciously glanced at the source of the movement.

I saw that the medical staff were pushing a hospital bed, and on it lay a long-haired woman, with a slightly large belly and covered in blood.

She covered her mouth and nose, feeling the smell of blood in the air churn through her stomach.

The footsteps were closer, and she suddenly felt a cold hand, and saw that the rescued woman had lowered her left hand and was passing by her.

The chill that symbolized death spread from the back of her hand to her heart, causing her to freeze in place.

"What's wrong?" Lin Chuan asked worriedly.

Stroking the back of her hand, she was a little out of breath.

"It's fine." She replied in despair, and then followed him to the outpatient clinic, hung up a number, and went to the emergency department for disinfection and bandaging.

"Is there anything else that is uncomfortable? Do you want to check it again? Lin Chuan saw that she had been in a state of distress, and there was no trace of blood on her face, so she was a little worried.

"I'm fine, you, you go first, I want to rest for a while." Shen Mi said, found a vacant seat to sit down, wiped the cold sweat on his forehead, and let out a long sigh.

Tomorrow is always unpredictable, and I don't know if to see tomorrow's sun first or stop my heart beating first.

There is only one most important reason why she wants to try to live: she is afraid of death.

"Are you okay alone?" Lin Chuan asked uneasily, obviously not planning to leave.

"I'll go find an acquaintance, you go first! Thank you for sending me. As she spoke, she stood up slowly, waved her hand at Lin Chuan, and prepared to go upstairs.

"Then I'll send you up and I'll leave, I'm really worried about you alone."

She stopped saying a word and took the elevator to the floor where Dr. Yang was, and Lin Chuan gave up and left with confidence.

"Uncle Yang."

In the office, there were no patients, Yang Cheng was writing a report, and when he saw her, his expression froze.

"You're here."

Shen Mi sat down on the chair and bit her dry lip, "Uncle Yang, is it possible to cure my disease if it is actively treated?" ”

"Of course." Yang Cheng nodded, "Now that the donors of the bone marrow bank have greatly exceeded those of those years, all you need to do is to cooperate with the treatment, the pairing may take a while, stick to it." ”

"It may be very hard at first, if you start chemotherapy, it will affect the organs, but life is always the most precious, you are still so young, you have to persevere."

Shen Mi sighed silently.

For the pain of chemotherapy, what scared her even more was death.

"So, at my current level, do I continue to take medicine, or do I need to cooperate with chemotherapy?" Taking a deep breath, she asked word by word.

"Take the medicine first, and then come back in a week to check it out."

"I see, thank you Uncle Yang." Shen Mi lowered his eyes, his expression dark.

Yang Cheng nodded, his expression a little solemn, "Xi Lie has put a lot of effort into hiding from you, you must have a good attitude, otherwise if he knows, he will definitely be more uncomfortable than you." ”

Shen Mi's heart sank when she heard this, she had never doubted Xi Lie's heart, she had never thought about how difficult he would be, she was only full of guilt towards him now.

"I know Uncle Yang, I will definitely work hard to fight the disease." She stood up, pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled.

Yang Cheng explained to her a lot of precautions and normal case reactions, and then she put away her mind and prepared to go home.

As soon as he went out, he found a figure in a black suit sitting upright at the door, and when he looked at it, it was Liu Chenyi.

"How did you get here? What did your dear brother-in-law say? Glancing at his reddish eyes, she frowned in displeasure.

"Why, all of a sudden, it's because I'm sick, right?"

Liu Chenyi stood up when he heard this, his eyes turned around on her arm, "Major General Xi is not here, I don't worry about you." ”

Shen Mi glanced at him lightly and turned to leave.

"I'll send you back. I just have something to tell you. Liu Chenyi stopped her.

"It's okay to say something, please don't look at me with those pitiful eyes, as if I'm going to die tomorrow." Shen Mi glanced at him and said coldly.

Liu Chenyi no longer argued with her, but just took her into his car.

"Say whatever you want, say it! I have to go back, or they won't be at ease. As soon as he got in the car, Shen Mi urged.

"I didn't expect Xi Lie to throw you down to serve the country at this juncture, so I had to come and talk to you." Liu Chenyi started the car and swept into the traffic.

"Something to talk about."

"Let's talk about it, how did Luo Yanbei get in, how?"

Liu Chenyi pondered for a moment and glanced at her.

"You know?!" Shen Mi's eyes sank when he heard this, he didn't know who Luo Yanbei was on before thinking about it, there was such a good thing at this time, Liu Chenyi personally came to explain it?

"Thought I did it, didn't you?" Liu Chenyi didn't answer, just asked rhetorically.

"Okay, don't you know that my life is precious? Hurry up! Shen Mi frowned, and the monkey asked anxiously.

"It's true that as you think, I was really angry with you before, and I thought of countless ways to make you miserable, and I also reached an agreement with Luo Yanbei, but then this person repeatedly challenged my bottom line, which made me very unhappy."

Liu Chenyi drove the car, and said lightly, but his expression was cold and terrifying.

"It was at that time that someone found me and said that I could make Luo Yanbei fall to the bottom."

"Who?"

"Curious?" Liu Chenyi raised his eyebrows, "Promise me to answer my phone in the future, and I'll tell you." ”

Shen Mi rolled his eyes speechlessly when he heard this, "Who knows if what you said is true or false, don't say pull down." ”

"It's a man I haven't heard of, and I haven't shown my head in Cloud City." Liu Chenyi didn't care about her attitude, and replied leisurely.

"So after talking for a long time, you don't know who it is?"

Liu Chenyi pulled the corners of his mouth when he heard this, his eyes flashed slightly, and there was an indescribable smile in his eyes, which made Shen Mi a little creepy.

"You may not believe it when you say it, this man, surnamed Song."

peace of mind says:

Anxin has a serious cold, and there is no one in this pit father's physique.

I didn't get good after taking medicine for a day, crying and chirping.

It's late, I'm sorry!