Chapter 860 I want to cry but can't
"I know," I replied to my little aunt with tears in my eyes.
"Your master will go out at eight o'clock in the morning, you listen to the words of the little aunt now, go back to the hall to eat something first, and then rest for a while, I will just stay here" The little aunt turned her head to look at me and instructed.
"Well" I answered the little aunt and got up from the ground and walked to the hall, just walked to the door of the hall, I felt that my eyes were dark, and my body fainted on the ground as soon as I was weak. I didn't eat or sleep for four days, and my body was already at its limit.
When I woke up at seven o'clock the next morning, I found me lying on a couch, taking glucose, and Duoduo and Bai Ling were sitting on the sofa opposite me, watching me. Donnie Yen and You Zhipei are busy outside. When I turned my head and looked at the altar at the entrance of the hall, I saw Zhizhang standing in the altar and bowing to the Master's spiritual seat.
"Liu Shou, how are you" Bai Ling saw me wake up, and she opened her mouth to ask me.
"I'm fine," I replied to Bai Ling, then pulled out the needle in my hand and walked outside.
"Master Zhizhang, you are here," I walked up to Master Zhizhang and bowed deeply to Master Zhizhang.
"About your master, I heard what your Uncle He said, your master is a hero, you should be proud that you have such a master, and I also hope that you can mourn and change" Master Zhizhang walked up to me and patted me on the shoulder and comforted me.
"Thank you, Master Zhizhang," I nodded and thanked Master Zhizhang.
At less than 8 o'clock in the morning, there was a long convoy parked at the entrance of Hutong No. 88, and there were more than 100 cars, almost all of which were black, more than half of which were found by Huang Tao to support the field, and the rest of the cars were spontaneously organized by friends who had made during Master's lifetime to send Master on his last journey.
On weekdays, the owner of the stingy paper shop gave my master two truckloads full of paper products, including cars, villas, ships, boys and girls, etc., the owner of the coffin shop gave Master a good pine coffin, and the rest of the shop owners bought a lot of paper money for Master.
When Master's hearse drove out of the mountain and on the street, I saw eight police cars with sirens appearing in front of the convoy, these eight police cars were sent by Director Zhang to clear the way for Master and his old man's house.
After our convoy stopped at the foot of the mountain, I walked towards the grave of my master with my master's urn in my hand, followed by two or three hundred people, all dressed in black clothes and wearing flowers on their chests, and everyone's expressions were very serious and solemn.
Master's funeral was arranged by Uncle He and Aunt Xiao. The tomb of the master is relatively large, and there are two small tombs next to the tomb of the master and the third brother of the master respectively, and the tomb of the master is next to his senior brother.
When we came to the grave of the ancestor, the little aunt and Uncle He knelt in front of the grave of the ancestor, and were incense and burned paper for the ancestor and the two of them, while Duoduo, You Zhipei and Donnie Yen were kneeling behind the little aunt and Uncle He to kowtow to their uncle.
"Liu Shou, take your master's ashes out of the urn and place them in the coffin," Uncle He instructed me, pointing to Master's coffin.
"En" I replied to Uncle He, and walked towards Master's coffin.
"Senior nephew Zhen, You Zhipei, you two will open this red cloth and cover it on top of the coffin to block the sun, so that the sun will not burn your Uncle Jiang's ashes," Uncle He took out a piece of red cloth and handed it to Donnie Yen and You Zhipei and commanded.
After Donnie Yen and You Zhipei took the red cloth from Uncle He's hand, they both stretched the red cloth to block the top of the coffin, and I jumped into the coffin with the urn in my hand.
When I opened the urn and picked up Master's ashes, my hands trembled, and then I carefully placed Master's ashes in the coffin.
The moment I saw Master's coffin closed, my tears once again flowed uncontrollably, and this was the second time since my grandmother passed away. My little aunt walked up to me and took out a tissue from her pocket to wipe the tears that flowed from the corners of her eyes.
At ten o'clock in the afternoon, all the people who came to see off the master left, and at this time, only me, Little Aunt, Uncle He, You Zhipei, Donnie Yen, Duoduo and Uncle Jack were left in front of Master's grave. Bai Ling also wanted to come to see off her master today, but due to her special status, in the end, Bai Ling could only stay on the second floor of the hall.
"It's not early, let's all go back!" At about eleven o'clock, Uncle He opened his mouth and said to all of us.
"Uncle He, you go back first, I want to stay here and accompany my master again," I squatted beside Master's grave and touched Master's tombstone and replied to everyone.
"Fourth Senior Brother, you take everyone back first, I'll stay with Liu Shou" The little senior aunt turned her head and instructed Uncle He.
"Okay then" Uncle He answered, and took You Zhipei, Duoduo, and Donnie Yen to the bottom of the mountain.
"Jack, you can go back too," the little aunt instructed Jack who was standing in place again.
"Okay, then I'll go first, if you have anything, call me" Jack replied to the little aunt and followed Uncle He and them down the mountain.
"Now that there is no one, if you want to cry, cry out loud," after everyone had left, the little aunt walked up to me and squatted down to me.
"Little Auntie, I want to cry, but I can't cry now," I replied to Little Aunt with a sad look at Master's tombstone.
In the afternoon, Uncle He and You Zhipei called the little aunt to ask about my situation, they were a little worried about me, and the reason why the little aunt stayed was not worried that I would stay alone in front of the master's grave.
In the evening, Uncle He made a table of delicious meals in Hongshan Hall, and I only ate less than half a bowl of rice and returned to the hall, not that the food cooked by Uncle He was not delicious, but that I couldn't eat it at all, and since the death of the master, I have been uncomfortable and panicked.
"Looking at Liu Shou like this, I really don't feel good in my heart" Uncle He put down the chopsticks in his hand and frowned and said to the little aunts, Uncle He also ate a few bites of food.
"We don't need to comfort him anymore, give him a little time, I believe he will come out," the little aunt said to everyone helplessly.
"Second brother, I have to go back to school, if you have anything, call me" You Zhipei finished eating, walked into a hall to say hello to me and left. Then the little aunt and Duoduo came to the hall to say hello to me, and then they also left.