Chapter 51 (2)

Hetu's life has always been immutable, it seems that every action and every expression is on track, and there will never be a little possibility of going out of the ordinary. Cooking, washing dishes, cleaning the house, taking care of the children, her life is a combination of these mundane and necessary things, day after day, tirelessly, almost without finding a trace of freshness. Time kept sliding over her head, and everything in the world seemed to have changed big or small, only her life had never changed. She had tried to change herself, but when it came time to change, she found that she couldn't spare her hands, either because a small thing here dragged her steps, or because the two children kept crying and grabbed her heart, making her unable to move. She can't make any changes for herself, if she wants to change, it's just for her husband and children, but those changes don't benefit her at all, let alone make her happy or happy, but it just makes her feel less guilty for not taking care of them. At that time, women seemed to live like this, the focus of their lives was only men and children, they did not have their own careers, let alone their own lives and pursuits, they were tightly bound in a cage by a fence, even if they had a pair of very beautiful wings, but because of this obstacle, they could not fly to the sky.

It's another boring afternoon, although it's autumn, the temperature is still so hot and stuffy, but fortunately, this room is very cool in summer, even if you stay inside, you can't feel the breathless heat. After living here for a few months, life has gradually stabilized and become accustomed to it, and Hedi is no longer as novel and excited as when he first moved in, and when he feels bored, he will take his children out to go for a walk around the area. Next to her yard, there are workers in full swing to build, look at the posture, I don't know what to build here. She walked around there, silently comparing in her heart, the scope of the construction happened to be on the edge of her own yard, and she had to quickly build up the courtyard wall and separate it, otherwise it would be bad for these workers to run around and throw all the garbage in their yard. Thinking so, she took Cheng Yan's hand and turned around and walked back, just walked to the door, and saw a familiar figure walking in the distance, she was just about to stand and see clearly, only to hear a delicate and familiar female voice coming: "Sister-in-law!" ”

As soon as He Tu heard the voice, he immediately recognized who the person was, and it turned out to be Fang He. I saw that she was holding the young Cheng Siwen in her arms, and while speeding up her pace, she rushed to Hedi with a smile and asked, "I'm still afraid that you won't be at home for a mile." ”

When He Tu saw Fang He, he felt very happy in his heart, and hurriedly let her sit in the room, while asking, "Why are you here?" On this hot day, it's far away, and you're not too tired. ”

"It's better than being idle at home and doing nothing." Fang He entered the house, looked around, and sighed, "This room is quite big, but it's also strange, it's very hot outside, it's not hot when you come in, it's quite cool." ”

"Really?" He smiled and pointed to the chair next to the table and said, "Sit down." ”

"I wanted to come over earlier, but this little guy-" She shook Cheng Siwen, who was already asleep in her arms, and said with a smile, "It's too much of a toss, now that I'm older, it's okay, you're not here, I really don't know how to take care of her." The little girl is not in good health, she is sick at both ends in three days, if it weren't for her mother's help, I really don't know what to do. ”

"Is your body so weak?" He Tu looked at Cheng Siwen in surprise, and gently stroked the crystal clear little face with his hand, "It seems to be thinner than other children of the same age." ”

"Isn't it? I'm thankful if she doesn't get sick one day. Fang He said exaggeratedly, while looking at the child in her arms gently, "So I don't dare to leave her alone at home, or let others take her, for fear that they don't know her living habits, feed her what she doesn't like to eat, and pull up her stomach." ”

"You have to take good care of it." He Tu said, and looked at Cheng Lin, who was sleeping soundly in the small bed, "The two I gave birth to are okay, I haven't had any illness, but Xiao Yan is weaker, but it's only occasional, most of the time it's like a little tiger, and running around is not worry-free." ”

"Sister-in-law, when you say that, I still envy Xiao Yan, how healthy you are, how cute you are running around." As she spoke, she stretched out her hand and pinched Cheng Yan's little face, and laughed.

"Say no more." He Tu touched Cheng Yan's messy braids, "Look, what kind of hair did I just comb neatly in the morning, and I have to cut it off for her tomorrow, this child just can't keep long hair, it's very troublesome." ”

"Also, I don't know how to comb myself." Fang He agreed, turned his head to look inside the house again, and said, "Sister-in-law, your house is quite neatly cleaned up, and it looks comfortable, I can move out when I can, just buy such a yard." ”

"What's so good about this, it's not good for you to live in your parents' yard? Everything is ready-made, and it also saves you your own toss. This sentence is Hetu's heart, although the decoration for a period of time is full and happy, but it is always very tiring, and before it is cleaned up, the place where he lives is very sloppy and dirty, so that a little cleanliness of Hetu thinks about it, and he feels goosebumps all over his body.

"That being said, I always think it's better to move out." Fanghe said, "By the way, after you and your eldest brother moved out, my parents let me and Kaki move to your room, and the palm-sized room I lived in was used as a room for miscellaneous items." ”

"Your house is already small, and there is no place to stand when you go in, and when Dad asked us to move out, it sounded like it was also to make room for you."

Fang He heard that there was a sour taste in Hedi's words, and hurriedly changed the topic, "Sister-in-law, I have something to tell you." ”

He Tu put the teacup in front of Fang He, and saw that there was a mysterious expression on her face, and couldn't help asking, "What's the matter?" ”

"That's what I heard about last month." Fang He subconsciously looked around, although there was no one around except for the two of them, "It's still what Sister-in-law Li told me next door." She lowered her voice, "The eldest brother didn't marry one before, she told me that at that time, the whole city was in a uproar, and the reason why the girl went was biased." ”

He Tu thought back to the photo of the girl, and his heart sank, and he looked at Fang He's face fixedly, and his attention couldn't help but be more focused, "What is the reason?" ”

"It's because of being -" Fang He opened his mouth and made a "Dad" mouth shape, and then continued, "I was bullied, so I couldn't think about it, and I drank the pesticide and left." ”

"What?" He Tu looked at Fang He in disbelief, refusing to believe what she said, and repeated in horror: "Bullied by Dad? ”

"Ouch, be quiet!" Fang He hurriedly said, her face showing a tangled expression of fear and refusal to believe what she said, "It's not good if someone else hears it." ”

"No, it's not." He Tu frowned, still not coming back to his senses from the shock, "Jiaye told me that he was sick and left." ”

"You believe that." Fang He put on a posture of gossiping, "When she left, how many people saw it, it was that she drank pesticides and left, if she was sick and left, where would there be so many rumors." ”

"But what you said is too outrageous, how is this possible?" He Tu shook his head, feeling that something was wrong, and shook his head vigorously again, "I don't believe it. ”

"I don't believe it either, but the sister-in-law of the Li family swore that she said it with her own eyes."

"Are you laughing, did her mother-in-law see her father bullying her?"

Fang He thought about it and felt that it was too, so she couldn't help but purse her lips, and said with a little disappointment: "Then you say, she is so decent, how can she drink pesticides?" ”

"I don't know, since they don't talk about it, it's definitely not that simple."

"You've moved out, okay, I'm still living in that yard." Fang He said, sighing, "It's really worrying to live every day. ”

"Dad isn't that kind of person." He Tu thought about it for a while, and swore solemnly, "Every time I enter my parents' house, he sees me working, and when my mother is away, he walks out directly. Dad wouldn't do that kind of thing, and what you hear is a rumor. ”

"Then that's weird." Fanghe took a sip of tea, frowned and said, "Then Sister-in-law Li said that when her mother-in-law went to our yard, she saw the girl being covered with a white cloth and carried out, and she really drank pesticides, but why did she drink pesticides?" She frowned, thinking hard, as if she could draw a real resemblance from thinking about it.

"Don't think about it, it was a few years ago, it's useless to think about it, it has nothing to do with us anyway." He Tu poured Fang He another cup of tea, and her mood calmed down, but she didn't have much interest in this matter, just as a conversation point.

"I now live in the house where she lived, and when I learned about it, I felt like I was panicking, and I always felt like there were a pair of eyes in the house looking at me."

"Think too much about you." He Tu couldn't help but laugh, but how reluctant the smile was, she recalled the nightmare she had, and couldn't help but shudder, "You just think too much." ”

"Sister-in-law, don't believe it." Fanghe seemed to remember something again, "Sister-in-law Li also told me that she saw the girl's parents come to our door to make trouble, sitting on the ground crying and shouting, and making trouble for a month." ”

He Tu didn't speak, just looked at Fang He silently, waiting for her next words.

"What did you say that the girl bullied someone, the two of them joined hands to torture her, they couldn't eat enough, and they were beaten and scolded, just like that." Fang He said as she spoke, her eyes suddenly lit up, and she said solemnly, "Sister-in-law, did you say that she was too wronged to ......think about it?"

He Tu recalled the way his mother-in-law treated him, if others really said so, there would be some truth, but it was a few years ago, and it had nothing to do with him, and now even if he said it from his mouth, he felt that there was really such a thing, and his heart felt very vague and distant. She shook her head with a smile, made a very tolerant expression, and pretended to be generous: "Forget it, it's all in the past." ”

"I just think it's strange, I think it's wrong, they say that the eldest brother wants to die for that girl, why when the girl is wronged, the eldest brother doesn't care." Fang He grinned, and after this sentence came out of his mouth, he found that Hedi's expression had changed suddenly. She suddenly realized that although this gossip was shocking and mysterious to her, Hedi was Cheng Jiahua's wife after all, and the girl she was talking about was Cheng Jiahua's first wife, no matter who heard it, she would feel uncomfortable in her heart. She hurriedly smiled, patted Hetu's arm, and said, "Sister-in-law, don't be angry, I just thought I was curious, so I said that......"

"Don't talk about that." He Tu calmed his face, took a sip of tea, and tried to hide his inner emotions, "It's very bad to hear." ”

"Okay, okay, don't say it." Fang He hurriedly changed the topic, discussing in her optimistic tone like a little sun, expressing her thoughts, and every sentence was properly considered, wanting Hetu to smile again after listening to it. But Hetu already had something on his mind, how could he still laugh heartily like before. She talked to herself for a while, feeling bored, and fell silent, the two of them faced each other, only the sound of decoration and the sound of insects and birds chirping in the distance outside the house, and the surroundings were very quiet, as if someone had blindfolded their ears, which made people feel depressed and uneasy.

"By the way, Kaki has been working with his eldest brother these days, and he always comes back in the middle of the night, does my sister-in-law know about it?" Fang He asked suddenly, the gossip expression on her face disappeared, and the expression she put on again became very solemn and serious.

"Yes, he said that the store was very busy, so he always didn't come back until midnight." Hetu said.

"Do you know which store they're busy in?" Fanghe asked again, "I always feel very uneasy." ”

He Tu asked suspiciously, "What are you worried about?" Kaki follows his eldest brother and won't do anything bad. ”

"Yes, you're right to say that, but sometimes he doesn't even come back at night, doesn't the eldest brother often come back?"

He Tu recalled, but it was true, but he always told himself that the boss trusted him and entrusted everything to him, and sometimes he couldn't sleep in the store, so he couldn't come back. He Di also really believed it, because he really got a lot of money back and handed it over to her every month, since he got the money back, then Cheng Jiahua must have gone to work hard, could it be that he still had to do something bad? How can anyone do bad things and take money from home every month?

"I didn't ask about that."

"Just ask, sister-in-law." Fang He's expression became a little anxious, "Every time I ask Kaji, he loses his temper at me, saying that I manage too much. To be honest, he has become too much during this time, and he doesn't treat me like he used to do at all, so I don't feel at ease, I'm afraid that he will go out to find a woman. ”

She couldn't help but sit up straight, frowned, nodded and said, "That's what you said, I'll ask him at night." She hesitated for a moment, and then said, "When you say that, I panic in my heart." ”

"If you think about it carefully, is this the case, how can you make money and not go home at night? And I look at him, I didn't get much money back in a month, but I took out all the living expenses that my father gave us, and I didn't have any money to buy some milk powder for Siwen. ”

He felt that the scene described by Fang He was quite familiar, as if he had experienced it himself. Her heart was completely disrupted, and she couldn't sit still anymore, if it was really like what Fang He said, Cheng Jiahua took Cheng Jiaji out to find a woman...... Even though she didn't admit from the bottom of her heart that she had feelings for Cheng Jiahua, once she had this idea, her emotions began to kick in, and jumping up and down made her feel very uncomfortable. As soon as this topic was raised, the two of them couldn't sit still, Fang He watched Hedi walking around in front of her, turning around several times, she stood up with Cheng Siwen in her arms, and said: "That's it, sister-in-law, you remember to ask, give me a letter after asking, I have to go back, seeing that Zhongtian is over, it's time to make Chinese food." ”

"You go back." He Tu said, his tone dry. Fang He nodded, turned around and walked out, until she couldn't see her figure, then turned around and came back, muttering in her mouth: "This is really going to turn the sky, but it's really going to turn the sky!" ”