Chapter 221: The Girl I Love
We all turned our heads to look at him, and after a few days of not seeing each other, Lin Che seemed to be in good spirits.
He didn't even look at me, walked straight to Cheng Zhiying, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?" ”
However, Cheng Zhiying didn't appreciate it very much, she glanced at Lin Che lightly, with an estranged expression, but when she turned her head and looked at me again, she immediately became proud again.
Lin Che also turned his head to look at me, and said expressionlessly: "Zhihan, Lin Tan belongs to the Lin family, you are now Lin Tan's signed artist, you can't make much waves, don't let yourself be hurt, understand?" ”
I didn't believe it in my heart, but at this time, he was standing with Cheng Zhiying, and I felt that my heart was about to go numb.
"Why do you say that? Are you all dead these days? I yelled at Lin Che.
He frowned impatiently, "Zhihan, don't worry about yourself. ”
I raised my eyelids to look at him, and he looked at me for two seconds, looking away.
Cheng Zhiying said on the side: "Shen Zhihan, let's die of this heart!" A person doesn't love you anymore, it's useless for you to do this, it will only make him disgusted with you more and more. ”
Lin Che looked at Cheng Zhiying, motioned for her to stop talking, then walked up to me and said to Wen Yi'an, "I'll talk to Zhihan." ”
Wen Yi'an didn't speak, walked to the sofa next to him and sat down, Lin Che took my left hand and said softly, "Zhihan, I'm sorry." ”
I immediately drew my hand, not wanting to hear such words, I was so sad that I could not shed a single tear. In fact, I really wanted to cry, and I was even thinking that if I cried, Lin Che might be very distressed......
"Let me tell you a story!" Lin Che spoke slowly.
"Zhihan, I met a girl when I was a child, as good-looking as you, I was still in middle school at that time, I didn't know her, and she didn't know me, but we suddenly met unexpectedly, I forgot what it was, I helped her once, and then she entangled me, just like when I met you later, it was obviously my heart that moved first, but it was you who entangled me first, so it seems that you and the girl not only look alike, but also have the same personality. She was only a month into my life and left, until later, I met you at the airport, you are exactly the same girl! ”
I raised my hand to cover my mouth, afraid to scream.
Lin Che continued: "So you know what? Love at first sight is actually very difficult to happen, you are very beautiful, and I like you very much, but I have seen a lot of girls who are more in line with my aesthetics than you are beautiful, and I have seen a lot of them, so that I repeatedly insist on loving you despite my mother's opposition, do you think it's as simple as just love at first sight? My silly girl, we've known each other for so long, but you haven't changed at all, don't be deceived in the future, you know? ”
As he said this, he stretched out his hand to touch my hair, but his hand was raised, but he still put it down, "Don't feel that I loved you to protect you, or made any deal for you, I really loved you and really lied to you, and I am also sad about this, Zhihan, I'm sorry."
Do you know? Over the years, the only person who hasn't changed is you, the silly girl I miss in my heart, she will also grow up, she will not be like you when she grows up, and what I really fall in love with is not you. Love is very selfish, and it is divided into the order of appearance, if Yingying doesn't come back, I may really live with you for the rest of my life! Not necessarily, I wanted to say these things to you a long time ago, but you are sick and I can't open my mouth, do you know my struggles these days?
However, Zhihan, your illness is almost cured, I think it's time for us to end, so the child should fight! Otherwise, it won't be good for you to marry in the future, there will still be a relationship between us, you see, whether it is Wen Yi'an or Jiang Yu, or those actors who admired you when you were filming, you can start a new life, you don't have to worry about me, anyway, we started at the beginning, it was a very ridiculous thing, every story has a beginning and an end, you and I are no exception......"
"Say no more," I said, letting go of the hand covering my mouth and covering my ears tightly, "please stop talking!" ”
After saying that, I pushed Lin Che away and rushed out of the ward, I didn't know what was blocking my chest, as if I couldn't breathe.
Wen Yi'an chased after me, I ran to the lawn outside the hospital, squatted down and cried loudly, fortunately there was still a bit of a sad night breeze outside, I gasped for breath, and felt like I was on the verge of death.
Wen Yi'an took off his coat and put it on my shoulder, then sat on the lawn without saying a word.
"Do you know about this?" I asked Wen Yi'an.
He shook his head, "Just knew." ”
"Am I the saddest?" I cried and laughed, "I thought it was Cheng Zhiying who snatched my lover, but in the end, it turned out that I took her love, but Lin Che didn't treat me like this before, he obviously really loved me, how innocent am I in the story of him and Cheng Zhiying?" Cheng Zhiying said that she loved a child before, she deliberately said it to me, I was like a fool, when I saw the photo of Lin Che when I was a child, I still felt very familiar, thinking that it was the kind of fate and love at first sight, in fact, it was just that I had heard of him in the person he loved, they were the male and female protagonists, and I stupidly thought that he would really love me for a lifetime, and I was still pregnant with his child, deceived by him, and gave up my work and dreams to ......"
"Okay, okay, I know our group is very wronged." Wen Yi'an hugged me in front of me, I sat on the ground, buried my head on his shoulder and cried, why did Lin Che and I become like this?
Wen Yi'an has been quietly with me, I cried all his shirt wet, raised his head, and the stars in the sky looked particularly ironic.
Wen Yi'an, as before, took out a tissue to wipe my nose and tears, and he whispered to me: "Tuanzi, you are twenty-three years old, you are no longer the child in my memory, there are some things that you need to bear by yourself, before you get married, you should think that these things may happen, make yourself decent, do you know?" Without him, you still have a lot of them, you are still very young, and you can start a new life at any time. ”
"Not really." I shook my head dumbfoundedly, "Let me fulfill them?" I can't do it, Wen Yi'an, I really can't do it, do you think I'm such a good person? ”
"You're tossing yourself."
"So what? I'm not happy, and I won't make others happy. There were no tears on my face, I looked up at Wen Yi'an, I laughed softly, "Wen Yi'an, you are the person who knows me best, you know, Shen Zhihan has never been a good person, let me be their cannon fodder, impossible." ”
Wen Yi'an nodded, "I know what you're thinking, but Tuanzi, in fact, you can't, in fact, you are very kind, but I know that this matter hurts you a lot, no matter what you want to do in the future, as long as it doesn't hurt yourself, I can help you, but now you have to recuperate, the operation is scheduled for the end of next month, take advantage of these few days, beat the child!" ”
"I don't want it!" I looked at Wen Yi'an vigilantly, I may be a little mentally abnormal now, "I only have children left now, is it interesting for me to live?" I have to leave it ......"
The next day, major news websites and TV stations were reporting on Lin Che and Shen Zhihan's wedding, and the bride's name on the wedding plan was written, and it was still mine.
I decided to fight back, but as Lin Che said, I couldn't make any waves at all, I couldn't even make a phone call or a text message, I couldn't send it.
During this period, Wen Yi'an has been taking care of me meticulously, and when Jiang Yu and Song Xi came to see me, everyone carefully took care of my emotions and never mentioned Lin Che's affairs.
I didn't say a word for two days, and on the evening of the third day, I said to Wen Yi'an: "Is the crayfish shop you bought before still open?" Wen Yi'an, I seem to have tried the late-night crayfish in that store. ”
Wen Yi'an was happy and saw that I finally spoke, but he immediately said: "Tuanzi, you can't eat seafood now, wait a little longer, I will take you every day after the operation." ”
"But I miss that taste, can you go to that store and bring some fried rice back?" I wanted to eat the fried rice made by the hostess herself, and I haven't been there since I got married. "My eyes were wide open, and I looked innocent and pitiful.
Wen Yi'an looked at me, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and he asked me, "What do you want to do if you break away from me?" ”
"Did you guess?" I smiled calmly, "You've been looking at me so annoying, people don't need comfort and care when they're sad, they just want to stay by themselves for a while." And I really want to eat fried rice, what have I done in the past two days? According to what you know about me, Wen Yi'an, do you think I will hurt myself? I'm afraid that even so, I still have to take revenge before hurting myself, right? Well, I've signed the divorce agreement, and when you go out, you can bring it to those two people together. I'll wait for you to come back! ”
"I'm so worried about what you said." Wen Yi'an looked at me worriedly.
"Don't worry about letting the nurse come in and look at me! I don't really want to be watched, though......" I rolled my eyes.
Wen Yi'an looked at me a few more times, he was the one who understood me, and naturally he could see that I really didn't want to die, I was telling the truth, even if I really died, now is not a good time.
After Wen Yi'an went out, I quietly slipped upstairs to Cheng Zhiying's ward, she heard the sound of the door opening, and when she turned her head, she shouted happily: "Lin Che, you are here!" ”
Then he turned his head to look at me, I smiled, my voice hadn't spoken for a long time, and I was a little hoarse, "Lin Che didn't come, I'm disappointed, right?" ”
"What are you doing here?" She gave me a wary look, like I was going to stab her with a knife, but in her eyes, it was possible for me to do so.
"Hmm...... I walked up to her without hurrying, "I just have something to tell you, I have signed the divorce agreement, and Wen Yi'an has probably taken it to Lin Che at this time." But oh, Cheng Zhiying, you fucking want to get married, and you still use my name, don't you think you're disgusting? I'm not going to let you continue to be so ridiculous, I heard that before you, you were an escort and a person out/stage, and you were in a nightclub, so strange! Lin Che dug out these things first, and I still learned from him, he really loves you deeply, and he wants to marry you after this is the case, and he is not afraid of getting venereal diseases hahaha! I used to spend the night at a friend of the opposite sex, and he wanted to kill me! ”
"Enough! What's the point of you telling me this? Cheng Zhiying tightened her face, "Shen Zhihan, stop deceiving yourself!" What Lin Che loves is that I am not you, he is to you, at most, even if a man has a controlling desire for a woman, you don't know this? True love is like him to me, no matter what I have done in the past, he can accept it, even if he knows that I am pregnant, he would rather destroy your child even if I am. ”
I was stunned, and all the words I wanted to say were choked on my lips, like five thunderbolts, and I admit that I can't find any reason to be no longer convinced, this sentence is too lethal for me.
Cheng Zhiying smiled proudly, "Where's your childhood sweetheart?" Why did you sneak out alone? Go back and rest! Wait a minute, Lin Che is coming to pick me up from the hospital, the wedding dress has just been shipped back from France, and the wedding is very complicated, but after all, there is only one time in a lifetime, and I still want to do it myself......"
I didn't hear anything she said later, I just felt that my ears were buzzing, and if I didn't do something, I might really not have time.
I have to get out quickly, there is nothing I can do in this hospital.
I thought like this, didn't say a word, and quickly walked out of Cheng Zhiying's ward, I walked briskly, surrounded by things that had nothing to do with me.
The divorce agreement, the agreement has been signed, the moment it is sent to Lin Che, our marriage will really end completely, and the wedding between him and Cheng Zhiying will soon start with my name, I must not forgive!
I thought this when I suddenly bumped into a person, took several steps backwards, and almost hit the wall.
The person I bumped into was Lin Che, the Lin Che who took Cheng Zhiying's discharge slip and wanted to take her out of the hospital to get married.