Chapter 147: The Feeling of Abandonment

Lin Che said that I was the most inexplicable woman he had ever met.

The reason is that he obviously thinks that there is nothing wrong at all, but I have to get along with myself every time.

As he said this, he was holding me and letting me lie on top of him.

My head rested on Lin Che's lap, and I could clearly see the scar on his abdomen, which was not very obvious, but after two years, it should not go away again.

Lin Che pinched my neck for a while and pulled my hair for a while, and after half an hour, he asked me, "Are you still leaving?" ”

I lay motionless on top of him, "Wait a minute. ”

He pinched me, "Wait a minute? If you want to go, hurry up, if you don't leave now, you will never want to leave in the future. ”

……

We spent the night together, and neither of us was dwelling on the past, we all had selective amnesia and did not face reality.

The next morning I woke up early to go to work.

When I got up, Lin Che hugged me from behind and didn't let me go.

Then I turned my head and kissed him, and he let go of me satisfied.

When I went to the company, I just walked downstairs to the lobby and saw Zhang Siqi sitting at the front desk playing with his mobile phone, he should have come to block his brother.

Then he saw me, smiled and said, "Lin Che didn't send it to you?" How was last night? He's letting you over so soon......"

In fact, Zhang Siqi looks more serious, and he doesn't dare to say anything like Jiang Yu.

But I was still a little embarrassed when he asked like this.

"Not much. I'm coming to work. ”

"Oh? The mental state is also not bad. So Miss Shen, were you okay or not good last night? ”

I laughed and didn't answer his question.

After going to the office, Messi brought me a new script, saying that the company decided to let me go into battle to practice and complete the film.

As soon as I heard the spirit, such a good opportunity, although I don't know if it was the blessing of Tuo Lin Che, but it was also an exciting thing, so I began to study the script carefully.

After sitting in the office all day, at about five o'clock in the afternoon, Wen Yi'an called me, he had just flown back from the United States.

My neck was a little sore, and I was a little sleepy, but this phone call successfully woke me up, and when I saw that it was time to get off work, I trotted out of the company with my bag on my back.

Even though I know Wen Yi'an's intentions for me, I say that I can't continue to be friends with him with peace of mind and enjoy his kindness to me as a matter of course, but I still like Wen Yi'an very much and like to hold on to him, although I know that this practice is very green tea.

Wen Yi'an waited downstairs in the company, and in the past, when I met like this, I would rush over and jump on him and hug him.

But now it's different, I don't have that kind of courage.

I had been running to meet him, but when I saw him standing there waiting for me, I slowed down and walked.

Wen Yi'an looked at me until I walked up to him, he looked at the ten-centimeter high heels under my feet, smiled and said, "Don't wear such a high next time, beware of killing yourself." ”

At the mention of this stubble, I remembered Lin Che's man who sprained his foot.

I smiled and said to Wen Yi'an, "I'm not going to work anymore!" I have to dress up to be attractive. ”

Wen Yi'an, as usual, raised his hand and was about to put his arm around my shoulder, but before his hand touched me, he remembered something to himself, and just patted me, "Let's go!" Take you to eat hemp small. ”

This time Wen Yi'an came to see me, and I vaguely felt that something was wrong with him.

Wen Yi'an didn't like seafood very much, so he peeled shrimp for me with gloves.

It wasn't until I was full and wiped the oil on my mouth and started to make up the lipstick that Wen Yi'an told me that his work was about to be transferred.

"Where to go?" I looked up at him, swiped the lipstick in my hand, and applied it to my chin.

Wen Yi'an thought it was funny and picked up a tissue to wipe it for me.

He said casually, "It's just going back to Hangzhou, I didn't plan to stay in Beijing for a long time, and I will fly in Hangzhou in the future." ”

When I heard that he was leaving, I instantly felt very reluctant.

Wen Yi'an looked into my eyes, smiled and said, "Tuanzi, seeing you like this, you are reluctant to let me go?" ”

"Phew! Go home, go home! I waved my hand again and again, "It's good for you to go back." Go back and find someone to have a baby, Wen Yi'an, you live well. ”

"I know better than you what I'm supposed to do!" Wen Yi'an glanced at me and asked again, "You and Lin Che, how are you doing now?" ”

"Why do you ask?"

"I'm not a fool, you like him, he likes you, Shen Tuanzi, do you think others can't see it? Now that it's been two years, you still haven't forgotten him, why don't you give it a try with him? ”

Wen Yi'an used to be very opposed to me being with Lin Che, and I looked at him in surprise, "Huh! You are so loved! Wen Yi'an, you kept saying that Lin Che and I can't be together. ”

"That was before, and I thought you didn't have feelings for each other when you looked like you were using each other. But in the past two years, you have been thinking about him in your heart, he has been seriously injured for you, and his fiancΓ©e is gone, Shen Tuanzi, if you are sure that person can bring you happiness, you will be with him. ”

You know, what Wen Yi'an said has always carried a lot of weight in my heart.

I was a little distracted, and after hesitating for a moment, the first thing I observed was Wen Yi'an's expression, he wasn't joking.

I said, "If I am with Lin Che, Shen Zhen and He Rujing will be angry to death." ”

"What do you care about them? Even if it was originally, you blamed Uncle Shen for the death of the Immortal Gu, but for so many years, he really did not fulfill his duties as a father to you, you don't have to pay for his happiness, not to mention, you are with Lin Che, the only impact on them is even a matter of face. ”

It seems that this is also the truth, Lin Che told it before, but the words came out of Wen Yi'an's mouth, which was even more convincing. It's just that what I'm thinking about now is Wen Yi'an in front of me instead of Lin Che.

Wen Yi'an was still sitting opposite me and analyzing with me, he said: "But Shen Tuanzi, you think clearly, if you and Lin Che really come together, there will be many more difficulties to overcome than others......

"When are you leaving Beijing?" I interrupted Wen Yi'an's words.

"Tonight." Wen Yi'an stood up and pulled me out with him, "Tuanzi, I won't send you on the plane in half an hour, let Lin Che send you back." ”

When he said this, I raised my head, and Lin Che was standing at the door of the restaurant.

This special snack bar in the depths of the alley, the place is remote, or Wen Yi'an found it back then, we have come together many times late at night, and Ma Xiao at three o'clock in the morning is the memory of Wen Yi'an and me two years ago.

Now standing outside, the warm yellow light hit Lin Che's body opposite, and I turned my head to look at Wen Yi'an beside me.

Really, I'm so sorry for him.

Lin Che strode towards me, he exchanged glances with Wen Yi'an, Wen Yi'an said to me, "Shen Tuanzi, you grasp it." ”

Just like a father entrusts his daughter to other men, in this world, the person who understands my mind best and will never embarrass me is Wen Yi'an.

I knew when I came back from the United States that time and he asked Lin Che to come and pick me up.

After Wen Yi'an finished speaking, he pretended to pat my head lightly, "Let's go!" Don't lose your face, it's ugly. ”

Until Wen Yi'an let go of my hand and left without looking back, disappearing at the mouth of the alley, I still kept watching the direction he left.

Lin Che waved his hand several times in front of my eyes, "Shen Zhihan, people are gone, don't look at it!" ”

After Lin Che finished speaking, he pulled me away.

I was very blocked in my heart, and I didn't know why, maybe it was because of the news that Wen Yi'an was suddenly leaving.

After getting into Lin Che's car, I sat in the passenger seat without saying a word, leaning my head against the side of the window.

After the car drove for about ten minutes, Lin Che stopped, he turned his head and pinched my face and asked me to look at him, "Shen Zhihan, what's wrong with you?" Wen Yi'an is going to leave his soul? ”

I thought in my heart that this was not the case, but when Lin Che asked, I blurted out: "It's about your." ”

Lin Che's look almost didn't kill me.

I could feel that the atmosphere in the carriage had changed seriously, and just when I thought he was going to quarrel with me, he suddenly softened his tone again, "Yes, it has nothing to do with me, but I'm here, and I pushed the entertainment and made amends, Shen Zhihan, can you be nice to me?" ”

I felt that at this time, I seemed to lack a person to quarrel with me to relieve the inexplicable emotions in my heart.

Lin Che pulled me into his arms, "I know Wen Yi'an likes you, it's nothing, but I'll be jealous if you are like this now, I told you a long time ago, didn't I?" ”

"I'm fine, Wen Yi'an and I grew up together, and now that he's leaving, it's normal to be reluctant."

"That's all?"

I nodded.

Lin Che didn't say anything more, but he didn't seem to believe my words.

He drove the car to his own apartment, and before getting out of the car, Lin Che asked me, "Do you want to see Wen Yi'an off?" ”

"No, you don't." I didn't bother to speculate why he asked, but I didn't want to, why make the atmosphere like that? Wen Yi'an is just going home, and it doesn't mean that we will never meet again in the future.

What's more, I don't know how many times I have emphasized Wen Yi'an - I don't mean that to him.

When I got into the elevator, Lin Che and I were silent, he pulled me, arrived at his house, and pushed me in directly.

I was pushed by him and stumbled and almost fell to the ground, Lin Che grabbed my waist with his backhand and scooped me up, and began to kiss me before the light was turned on.

When the dense kiss fell on me, what I thought of was actually Wen Yi'an, remembering that he said that he agreed that I was with Lin Che, I felt more and more weird, like a feeling of being abandoned, and I became more and more confused.

I shuddered and immediately pushed Lin Che away.

But I couldn't push him, and when he saw that I was resisting, he began to kiss me with all his strength.

I didn't compromise either, lifting the heel of my heels and stepping on his feet.

Lin Che gasped, "Do you want to die?" ”

As he said this, I was about to break free of him, but he grabbed the back of my head with one hand, pushed me back several steps, and turned around and pressed me against the couch.

I knew I wouldn't be able to hide from it tonight, so I didn't struggle anymore.

When Lin Che ripped open my underwear, he suddenly stopped moving, turned over and got up from the sofa.

I couldn't see his expression clearly in the night, I only heard the sound of a lighter, he lit a cigarette and shouted at me with resentment: "You are fucking like an inflatable doll, Shen Zhihan, you explain to me what's going on!" ”