I flipped through the bits and pieces of our time together page by page, and there were touching warmth, hilarious farces, and dark and unknown emotional entanglements. Unexpectedly, Qiuyue has been trying her best to maintain this relationship between us. But why did Qiu Yue leave suddenly? I'm sure I can tell me why. I quickly flipped through the diary, and at the end I found the reason for her departure, which made me admire.

July 4th

Time flies. I've been living with Haotian for a while, and I didn't expect him to have good cooking skills. I like it!

Shi En and I went to watch a movie for a while, and came back relatively late. One day it was fine, but I came back and saw him and another girl fooling around at home, and I was sick to death when I saw that posture. Although I believed that he would not do anything to be sorry for me, I still smacked him mercilessly. The girl seemed to be surprised by my attack, and she should have understood a thing or two. If she dares to seduce me, I think I should meet her, and I'm considering .......

After beating him, I left alone, and when I saw them like that, I couldn't tell how uncomfortable it was. I wanted to cry at the time, and I cried for a long time in a place where he couldn't see.

July 13th

I'm leaving tomorrow and my sister is sick and needs my bone marrow. There is a certain danger in the operation, and I bet the love between us for the sake of my sister. I lied to Haotian that I went to England, because in this way, if the operation failed, it would be good for Haotian to have someone to fall in love with, and I didn't want Haotian to know that I had surgery, in that case, he would be sad and sad. I don't want to make him sad because, I love him!

Before leaving, I gave him my first kiss, and during the kiss, I admired my courage, and we kissed for a long time, and I was a little out of breath. Everything I did for him was worth it, who made me like him! You can't let him know that! I heard that once a boy knows that a girl likes her, he won't cherish a girl, and I want him to cherish me for the rest of my life!

I still cried when I left, although my knowledge moistened the corners of my eyes in front of Haotian. But in the car, in a place where he couldn't see, I almost dried all my tears. For Him, I am willing to shed all my tears, as long as He is no longer sad, I am willing to do anything!

Haotian, wipe away your tears, a dignified man is not allowed to cry. If you have time to cry, you might as well pick up half of the salty hexagram in your hand and pray for me. I wish me a speedy recovery and a speedy return to you. I like you, Haotian. As long as the heavens have eyes, I will stand in front of you.

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I hugged the diary in my arms tightly, and I cried loudly, Qiuyue, why are you carrying such difficulties by yourself? Why did you leave me alone? If you have three long and two short, what do you let me do? Qiuyue, I hate you so much, I hate you, you bastard!

Ruoji opened his eyes slightly, lying quietly on the pale hospital bed, watching his sister staring out the window, looking at the clear blue sky, and looking at the white clouds that were changing their shapes at any time. There was no smile on his face, but sadness and longing.