Miao Harrier Yao is not exculpation, nor is she modest.

In fact, after she worked out the formula, as soon as the excitement period passed, Miao Harrier Yao regretted it.

Miao Harrier Yao knew that she had encountered a forbidden area that should not be touched, but she was only sixteen years old at the time, and she was the most fearless and unafraid of a young man, and she didn't care about the serious consequences of doing something wrong, and by the time Miao Harrier Yao realized that something had happened, it was already too late.

Later, Miao Harrier Yao did not try to remedy it, such as concealing the decryption formula, trying to prevent Miao Fengxian from being implicated; For example, I want to help Guan Yunzhuang and prevent him from being unwittingly taken away from the information......

But the more Miao Hariyao did something, the bigger the mistake rolled like a snowball, and in the end, there was no room for recovery.

To this day, Miao Hariyao doesn't defend herself, nor does she say that she asks for forgiveness because she made a mistake at a young age.

Human life is at stake, not age can be used as a reason to defend, in the final analysis, she is too bold and reckless, relying on her talent to feel that she is omnipotent, now Miao Harriao even if she kneels and cries and says that she was ignorant back then, but who can she forgive?

Therefore, Miao Hariyao just stood in front of Ning Shaoming with an indifferent expression, stating the facts, without any subjective elements.

After Ning Shaoming listened, he was silent for a long time before he said: "I don't know if you did it by chance or on purpose, or if you want to show off your ability, but I only know that you have ruined many people's lives, and I am not qualified to stand on the high ground of morality to accuse you, I just hope that you can be worthy of your conscience." ”

Miao Harrier Yao laughed miserably.

Conscience? That thing was already in ruins, and there wasn't much else to support her now other than hatred.

Ning Shaoming looked at Miao Hariyao, and remembered that he was also full of blood and impulse the year before, and he indirectly killed more than a dozen people - and these people were his soldiers, his comrades-in-arms, and his brothers.

This is the source of the initial intersection between Ning Shaoming and Chang Sheng's paintings, which seems to be out of reach, but the memories are vivid.

Ning Shaoming no longer talks about those topics now, but those scars will accompany him forever, no matter how good Chang Shenghua is in psychology, there is no way to really make him forget those memories and painful feelings.

It's just that Ning Shaoming will turn those pains into the strength of struggle, reminding him at any time that he can't take human life lightly again.

It sounds like chicken soup for the soul, but when he really takes on the weight of human life, Ning Shaoming can't laugh anymore when he hears such words.

Miao Harrier Yao and Ning Shaoming glanced at each other.

In the small space, they saw each other's bloody pain in the bottom of their eyes, as if they were looking at themselves in the mirror.

Miao Harrier Yao couldn't bear this oppressive atmosphere, lowered her head and took out a box of cigarettes on the bed, picked up the lighter on the table, and lit a cigarette to put in her mouth.

Her hand lit a cigarette trembled slightly, as if something was weighing on her like a mountain, so that she had to become rickety and staggering, with Miao Harrier's exposed dress like a wandering warbler, the vicissitudes of the world were vividly displayed.

Ning Shaoming suddenly reached out and took away the cigarette in Miao Hariyao's mouth, and casually extinguished it in the ashtray on the cabinet, he said lightly: "If you want to commit suicide slowly, don't harm others, second-hand smoke is much stronger than your ability to harm people." ”

Miao Harrier Yao was stunned.

Ning Shaoming casually took the cigarettes and lighters away, and opened the door and planned to leave.

Miao Harrier Yao said coldly behind his back: "Tell Changshenghua that if she wants to get the core information of that batch of forces, she will go to the Sacred Heart Welfare Institute in the southern suburbs, and then stare at the Dian Di Beifu family, she will know how to find things." ”

This matter is not within the scope of Chang Shenghua's explanation, Ning Shaoming turned around in surprise and glanced at Miao Harrier.

In the cramped and old dwelling, the young girl wore mature and cheap makeup, bent slightly, like a weak person whose back was bent by life.

But in her eyes burned a flame of despair and sorrow, not only to her enemies, but also to herself, vowing to burn everything and leave everything behind.

Ning Shaoming could already foresee Miao Harriao's ending, a touch of compassion flashed in his eyes, he didn't say anything, nodded to indicate that he heard, and then Ning Shaoming left.

When leaving this rented apartment, Ning Shaoming was walking from the back of this building through the window, and when he passed an alley, he stopped, leaned against the wall in the corner, and lit a cigarette with Miao Haoyao's box of cigarettes and lighter.

But as soon as the cigarette was put to his mouth, Ning Shaoming paused.

Chang Shenghua has always hated smokers, feeling that they harm themselves and others, and there are thousands of ways to reduce stress, so he has to pick on this chronic poison, saying that he can't quit is just his own excuse.

Ning Shaoming used to smoke very fiercely when he was under great pressure, it should be said that there are few veteran fritters who don't smoke, but every time he touches a cigarette, he is shrouded in a murderous aura by Chang Shenghua, not to mention Ning Shaoming, even many soldiers in the Dragon Destroying Brigade don't smoke much.

After getting along for such a year, Ning Shaoming found that he had unconsciously quit his addiction to smoking, once he felt bad or stressed, he was doing sports or going to Chang Shenghua to talk about life, and it was just like that, in fact, it was not as difficult as imagined.

Thinking of Chang Sheng's painting, Ning Shaoming's heart, which was tense because of the memory, suddenly relaxed.

He snuffed out his cigarette with a smirk, then shoved the cigarette case and lighter into the trash.

Forget it, you have to take care of yourself in order to protect the female devil, or don't die.

……

In the villa where Mo Ye is.

Chang Shenghua handed over the latest psychological treatment plan for Liang Pingyu to Mo Ye.

Compared with Mo Ye, who hypnotized Liang Pingyu who was hit hard that day, she didn't see anything unusual today, and after carefully reading the treatment plan, Mo Ye also seriously raised some detailed questions, and she couldn't see that she would decide to give up treating him because of being hit by Liang Pingyu.

Chang Shenghua is not surprised by this.

If Mo Ye really wants to give up, then Liang Pingyu's grave grass is now three meters high.

After Mo Ye's questions were perfectly answered, she put away the treatment plan with satisfaction, and then looked at Chang Shenghua, who was calm and unhurried.

Chang Sheng painted a standard smile at her.

Mo Ye said thoughtfully: "Miss Chang has done me a great favor, does Mo have anything to repay you?" ”

Chang Sheng's painting is as immobile as a mountain, "Mo Ye naturally knows how to make a price, and my junior won't open his mouth wide." ”

said so, but in fact, Chang Shenghua didn't give Mo Ye another chance to choose at all.

Mo Ye's eyes deepened, but he didn't mean to get angry.

Assistant Mo looked tired, although Mo Ye was not obvious, but it was more or less visible, which was enough to prove the restlessness of the gray forces recently.

Regarding the chaos that suddenly erupted from the middle and low-level forces, Chang Shenghua was not weak at all - anyway, she was a needle-threader, and those things actually had nothing to do with her, she was just responsible for muddying the waters and dividing the world.

The silence did not last long.

Mo Ye said calmly: "Have you seen Jin Mingrui, what kind of person do you think he is?" ”

Chang Shenghua instantly cheered up and said with a smile: "If you tell the truth...... He's charismatic. ”

The corners of Mo Ye's mouth twitched, "It's very similar to Liang Ye, right?" ”

Although she has been ruling in the gray forces of the imperial capital for more than ten years, Mo Ye still retains her honorific title when she calls Liang Pingyu.

Chang Sheng's painting only pretended not to notice such details, "If it is from the point of view of winning people's hearts...... Pretty much. ”

Although I have only met Mr. Jin once, Chang Sheng's mysterious temperament with a personable and flawless demeanor still impresses Chang Shenghua, Mr. Jin and Liang Pingyu may not be the same person, but Mr. Jin's temperament that makes people impressed from the bottom of his heart is definitely learned from Liang Pingyu.

After all, when Liang Pingyu was on the road, he was famous for his elegance and gentleness, and to put it bluntly, he could use him as a golden signboard without any additional conditions.

Mo Ye smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's not surprising, he has admired Liang Ye since he was a child, if he hadn't died, I would definitely not have been able to sit in this position today." ”

Chang Shenghua is noncommittal.

Mr. Jin - that is, when Jin Mingrui was kidnapped instead of Liang Pingyu to "tear up the ticket", he was just a child with no big skills, like Mo Ye, at most he was Liang Pingyu's playmate, don't look at Mo Ye's words so sure now, in fact, it is just to find an excuse for his betrayal.

Mo Ye may not regret betraying Liang Pingyu, nor will he feel that he has done something wrong, but in the face of Liang Pingyu's hatred, Mo Ye must always have a reason to support his confidence.

After talking about this reason too much and thinking about it too much, naturally her brain felt that it was true.

People are all animals who are good at self-deception, this one says I can't do it, and that one says that I am forced by life, in fact, they are just excuses for not wanting to change the current stable status quo.

Mo Ye lowered his eyebrows, and his gaze fell on the floor emptyly, "He also has a big fate, I thought he was dead to only a handful of bones, but I didn't expect to be able to climb up from the ground." ”

In fact, Chang Shenghua has no interest in knowing Mo Ye's psychological process, but he can only listen patiently at this time.

Mo Ye didn't immerse himself in the memories for too long, and quickly retracted that trance-like look, and said, "I only found out in the past two years, he was rescued by the Fu family back then." ”

Chang Shenghua's heart moved, "Emperor Beifu's family? They hadn't gained a foothold in the imperial capital back then, had they? ”

And the reason why it is said to be the Fu family in the north of the emperor is also because the power of the Fu family is limited to the northern area of the imperial capital, so everyone is used to calling it so.

Mo Ye's eyes were filled with coldness, "Ambitious people are always good at planning ahead, aren't they?" ”

Chang Sheng's eyebrows also had to frown.

Mo Ye's age is not too young, at least twice as big as Chang Sheng's painting, if those forces have already faintly emerged when Mo Ye was still young, then it would not be strange that You-Kno-ho lost so badly back then.

It's just that why are those forces hidden for so many years, but this year they are particularly restless?

Chang Shenghua was pondering this question, and then he heard Mo Ye say in a deep voice: "Do you want to know why Jin Mingrui is in such a hurry?" I think this matter has something to do with your boyfriend, Mr. Ning. ”