Lin Che pressed my shoulder, "Zhihan, I'm very tired now, don't make trouble, okay?" ”

"I ...... I'm not messing with you, I'm asking you questions! I looked up at Lin Che, "Why didn't you tell me?" ”

"Tell me what happened after I left. They said you seduce Yang Hao, what's going on? ”

"Do you think I'm seducing Yang Hao?" I was surprised, "Lin Che, you used to say that I like to beat a rake every time, but now you can use it freely." ”

With that, I turned around and pushed the door open and left. I'm very angry, especially Lin Che's attitude of not explaining, if he really brought me over to test me and Yang Hao, I would be angry, but if he coaxed me and said something nice, I might not care anymore, but what he meant was that I was making trouble unreasonably.

When I came out of Lin Che's room, everyone else was accompanying Lin Zhi in the living room, so I came down from the upper floor and walked out of this house after a big circle.

I was in a hurry, and I was angry, but people froze to death outside, and I didn't wear a coat or drive here.

After walking outside like this for about ten minutes, Lin Che caught up with me, he took off his coat and draped it over me, "It's been walking for so long, aren't you cold?" ”

"You don't have to worry about it!" I said angrily, reaching out to shake off his coat.

But he held me down, hugged me, and said, "I don't care who you control?" I just proposed, and my daughter-in-law is freezing to death now, and I don't lose much in my life, right? ”

I sniffed, "What was your attitude just now?" ”

Lin Che rubbed my hair, pulled me to the bench next to me and sat down, and said sincerely, "I apologize, Zhihan, can you accept it?" ”

"You haven't answered my question yet."

"When you were putting on makeup this morning, I just heard the news that Lin Zhi came back with her boyfriend, I guessed that it might be Yang Hao, who just happened to have returned to China during this time. Zhihan, not to mention that I don't trust you anymore, he and me? I still have confidence in myself. You can go home with me, I have made a lot of determination, I am afraid that you are finally willing to go back with me, and you will regret it another day. ”

"The reason is not sufficient, so do you have any trust in me?" I turned my head to stare at Lin Che and asked.

Lin Che held my face with both hands, my face was very cold, his hands were warm, and he said: "I tell you this, Zhihan, among so many men who like you, the only thing that makes me feel threatened is Wen Yi'an, and he has not been able to snatch you away from me, I know that you really love me too." ”

Speaking of Wen Yi'an, my heart was a little heavy.

Lin Che continued: "Besides, Lin Zhi brought Yang Hao over today, as I expected, it still caused an uproar, otherwise, wouldn't it be even more upset for those old foxes to stare at you one by one?" ”

It seems to be such a truth, my ears are soft, as soon as Lin Che said this, my anger disappeared and I walked back with him.

"Shall we not go to your house?" I asked.

Lin Che agreed, and he said, "Okay, then go over and get the car." ”

After getting in the car, the heating was turned on, Lin Che looked at my face, touched it and said, "This little face is scratched, go back and apply some medicine, you can't leave a scar." Zhihan, next time someone does something with you, you tell me as soon as possible, I'll clean it up, even if it's Lin Zhi, I won't let her go. ”

On the way, Lin Che asked me to tell him what happened tonight, and I told him the truth.

Speaking of Yang Hao, I felt a little uncomfortable and told Lin Che: "In the second year of going to the United States, I saw him in a bar outside the school, at that time he shaved his short hair and beard, the whole person was radiant, and he sang passionately on stage, he chatted with me for a while, said, you love me very much, and explained to me that he was expelled from school that year, at that time I thought Yang Hao was very good, he said that he lived for his dream and lived a very happy life, but now it has become like this." ”

"Yang Hao's grandmother, it seems that she passed away some time ago." Lin Che said, "I don't know much, he was brought up by his grandmother since he was a child, and his family has always been poor, and the death of his grandmother should have given him a big blow, but this cannot be a reason for a person to fall." ”

"So now, is he resigned to his fate?"

Lin Che didn't know the answer to this question, I didn't know either, maybe even Yang Hao himself didn't know very well, but he had indeed changed.

Back to Lin Che's apartment, I carried Lin Che's coat and followed him into the house, after entering the house, I hung his coat on the hanger at the entrance, but at this time a few boxes of things fell out of the coat pocket, and there was a particle sound inside, like xylitol, or medicine.

I was about to bend down to pick it up, but Lin Che took the first step, quickly picked up the things, put them back in the coat pocket, and took the coat and prepared to leave.

"What's that?" I asked.

Lin Che didn't look back at me, he joked lightly: "Contraceptive pills." I bought it for you. ”

It's so fake, I've been taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor all this time, and I don't know anything like birth control pills at all. And even usually, when we did that, Lin Che rarely let me take medicine, he always wore a condom, and he said that the side effects of birth control pills were too great.

"Show me." I quickly caught up with Lin Che.

Lin Che turned around and laughed, "Don't make trouble, I'll go take a shower first." ”

I snatched the clothes from his hand, and after I pulled like this, the medicine box in the pocket of the clothes fell out, and the box had the name of the medicine on it, which was Shenyang acid and non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drugs, as well as Kang Ruiyang and hormone drugs.

At this time, I didn't know the word "steroid", and I didn't know what the names of these drugs were, so I squatted down, and when Lin Che quickly put away the medicine, I saw that the medicine bottle said "anti-inflammatory".

I asked Lin Che, "Are you sick?" ”

Lin Che glanced at me and quickly picked up the medicine and put it away, "No. ”

"That'...... It's me? "I always feel weird, I've been taking medicine these days, and the specific cause of the doctor hasn't explained, only that it's overfatigue and immunity is declining, but isn't this kind of rest just a good time to rest? Why do I have to take medicine all the time.

"Don't talk nonsense." Lin Che got up and prepared to leave.

I ran to him again, "Lin Che, tell me the truth, what kind of disease do I have?" What is it? ”

"What do you want? All right. Lin Che hugged me and said with a serious face, "Don't worry, if there is something, I will tell you." ”

"What the hell is that?" I kept asking questions, and Lin Che's current attitude made me more and more nervous, and I always felt that I had some terminal illness.

Thinking about how he took care of me these days, accommodating me with everything, and sometimes even leaving work behind, I even felt that my time was running out.

Lin Che was helpless, he looked at my brain for a long time, and after listening to my chatter, he touched my head, smiled and said, "Zhihan, your brain hole, you should be a screenwriter." In that case, I won't hide it from you. ”

"What is it?"

"Autoimmune diseases, hemolytic anemia." Lin Che continued, "This disease is not serious, Zhihan. You are chronic, as long as you pay attention to it and cooperate with the treatment, it will get better soon. ”

I was stunned for a few seconds, Lin Che hugged me, and said softly: "Don't be so nervous, it's because I don't want you to be like this, so I didn't tell you, Zhihan, it's really okay, you cooperate with the doctor's treatment, take medicine obediently, and you'll get better soon."

"Really?"

Lin Che lowered his head and pinched my face, but he didn't have a look at me, "I won't lie to you." ”

"You just lied to me."

……

In the evening, I quietly went to the study and looked up a lot of information on the computer about this disease, which is divided into chronic and acute, and can also affect people's lifespan.

As I said, when I was very young, I had a premonition that I would not live to be thirty years old, and then I suddenly remembered it, I felt unprecedented panic, I didn't want to die, I wanted to live with Lin Che for a long, long time......

I sat in front of the computer, staring at the various introductions about hemolytic anemia on the page, and my eyes blurred and blurred in my unconsciousness, I was not afraid of death, but I didn't want to die so early, I had someone who wanted to grow old together, and leaving him early would make me sad, and so did he.

At this time, the door of the study was opened, Lin Che walked in in a nightgown, I quickly wiped away my tears, he was behind me, stared at the computer, and then closed the computer.

"Go back to sleep."

"Am I going to die?" I asked Lin Che.

"Everybody is going to die, it's just a matter of time. But Zhihan, I promise you that as long as I am here, you can live by my side in peace, and I will not let you have any problems. ”

"But the Internet said that this kind of disease will shorten the life expectancy, and I will die early."

Lin Che sighed, turned the computer back on, and returned to the page I had just browsed, he pointed to the symptoms of the disease, which said that acute hemolysis had a sudden onset, and a large amount of hemolysis in the short term caused chills, fever, headache, vomiting, back pain in the limbs, and abdominal pain......

"Do you have any of these?" Lin Che asked me.

I shook my head, I didn't seem to have changed much except for some fatigue and occasional coldness, and if it hadn't happened tonight, I might have been in the dark.

Lin Che continued: "Look at what is written on this, some of them can be cured. Zhihan, you discovered this very early, I will find the best doctor and treat you well, if you believe me, you will definitely get better. ”

"So you decided to marry me right now because you knew I was sick?" I asked Lin Che.

"It's not. When you were eighteen years old, I rushed to the nightclub to see you, and when you stood on tiptoe and kissed my chin, Zhihan, you may not believe it, but at that time I wanted to marry you, and when you fell into my arms, I wanted to take you home, but unfortunately, at that time, I had been hesitant and did not have the courage to let us go around and around for three years, and meet again. ”

Lin Che kissed my tear-stained face, and continued next to me: "Zhihan, this reunion, no matter what, I will not let you leave me again. In the two years you've been gone, we've had a hard time with each other, haven't we? Wen Yi'an took care of you, Jiang Yu also went to see you, you also met Yang Hao over there, but you often drink heavily, I know all these things, I haven't seen you, but I know everything about what kind of life you live.

Sometimes I feel that I am really sick, I feel distressed if you are not doing well, and I will be sad if you are doing well, until I reunite with you, I know that those emotions are all because I care about you too much, only if you are by my side, all the joys and sorrows are related to me, I will feel that you really belong to me, which is the happiest thing for me. ”

"But I'm sick, and the more affection you give to me, the more it will drag you down." I say.

"Are you stupid?" Lin Che stared at me, but his own eyes were red, "I said, that's not a big problem, it's really a big problem, you can still stay at home safe and sound now?" I won't let anything happen to you, and even if I leave before you, I'll definitely find someone to protect you in my place. ”

"Don't talk nonsense." I covered Lin Che's mouth, "Lin Che, in the two years before I met you again, I always felt that God was unfair to me, I didn't have the love of my parents, and I was forced to separate from the person I loved, and more importantly, the person I loved the most, until I really left, I didn't know that I really loved him."

I've been cleverly playing tricks with you and mistaking you for enemies, your mother doesn't accept me, I really don't feel surprised at all and I will never blame her, I understand it's my fault. But you know what? After reuniting with you, I feel like a person who has been favored by God, I began to be greedy for life, for me, living with you is the happiest thing, I want to be with you forever. ”

"Me too." Lin Che's eyes are getting redder and redder, he helped me wipe my tears, but he didn't cry, no matter how uncomfortable it was, he would never shed tears in front of me, because of my Lin Che, he said that he would always protect me, as a responsible man, he didn't want to cry in front of me.

In the days that followed, Lin Che was always a very strong person in front of me, even when I hated him to the core, he never had the slightest weakness and told me that he had done wrong.