Chapter 129: Love and I Have to Be Only Me
Looking into Lin Che's eyes, after hesitating for a second, I nodded, "I loved you." ”
"When?" Lin Che seemed to have found hope again.
"When I thought that you were just a famous son-in-law in the capital, when I didn't know your true relationship with He Rujing. In fact...... That's not love! I like it a little, but I just like it carefully. "But before this intensifies, we should all let it go." ”
"Why? Shen Zhihan, do you think I'm here, you can come and leave if you want to? Lin Che stepped forward and pinched my jaw tightly, this time he used enough strength that I couldn't continue to speak because of the pain, "I'll tell you Shen Zhihan, you are not allowed to go anywhere until I am dead to you!" ”
I struggled to push him away, taking several steps back in quick succession, and almost stumbling to the ground.
"It doesn't work to get together and disperse, then you can tell me, how can you just die!"
Lin Che was unexpectedly not angry, he walked up to me and hugged me into his arms, and said softly: "Zhihan, don't mess with me now, a lot of things have happened recently, you be good, okay?" ”
I also reached out and hugged him gently, "I didn't mess with you, you see we ran out in front of everyone today, and your mother and my dad are probably going to be angry again." Lin Che, I'm really sorry, I should have made it clear to you a long time ago, but I'm too selfish, I love to hold grudges, and I like to drag others into the water, you see that you have been dragged into the water by me, don't wake up as soon as possible, be careful of being killed by me......"
"Say no more!" Lin Che interrupted me and covered my mouth, "I don't want to hear this nonsense, Shen Zhihan, do you really think I don't dare to touch you?" ”
When I said these words, beads of sweat began to roll down on Lin Che's forehead and fell on the tip of my nose, I sensed that something was wrong, looked up at him, and hurriedly asked him what was wrong.
"I'm by you! Can't die! After saying this, Lin Che let go of me and walked towards the other end of the living room alone.
From behind, he walked with a steady step, but it seemed like he was holding on.
I felt that something was wrong, and ran up to him, only to see that the front of his white T-shirt was stained with blood.
Then I lifted his T-shirt without thinking, and the wound that had just been surgically sutured was cracked, mottled with red blood, and it looked particularly shocking.
He had been dragging me away for so long, and I had no idea that there would be such a consequence when I said those words again.
My frightened tears crackled down, and I immediately took out my mobile phone to call an ambulance, Lin Che saw that I took my mobile phone, immediately snatched my mobile phone, smashed it against the wall, my mobile phone was scrapped, and by the way, I also sacrificed a valuable antique vase.
"Are you crazy?" I yelled at him and quickly reached into his pocket to get his phone.
He pressed my hand again, "Shen Zhihan, you have to leave now, hurry up, don't pretend that you still care about me and feel sorry for me, I can't tell the real from the fake." ”
God knows that now is not the time to quarrel or negotiate with him, "You think too much, I don't care about you and don't feel sorry for you, I just have a little bit of the most basic conscience to be a human being, how can I say that you have become like this because of me, if you die......"
Before I could finish speaking, I heard a knock on the door outside the house, and Wen Yi'an called me outside.
So I decisively stopped arguing with Lin Che and ran to open the door.
Wen Yi'an looked at me anxiously and asked, "Tuanzi, are you okay?" ”
"I'm fine, he's fine." I pointed to Lin Che in the living room and said to Wen Yi'an, "Help call an ambulance!" ”
After Wen Yi'an figured out the situation, he called an ambulance and called He Rujing again.
When everything was done, Wen Yi'an pulled me and asked me to go with him.
I knew that I had to fight quickly this time, but looking at Lin Che who was lying on the sofa, I still couldn't take a step, Wen Yi'an pulled me away, and said to me: "Zhihan, he's fine, the ambulance will come soon, and his mother will come over soon, stay here, do you want to be scolded and beaten?" ”
I pulled my arm out of Wen Yi'an's hand, shook my head at him, and walked in.
Lin Che was a little surprised to see me come back, but his whole face turned pale, and I knew that he was very uncomfortable and suffering.
I squatted down to the sofa and said to Lin Che, "Did you see that?" Someone I really liked came to pick me up. Lin Che, we can be considered to have a good reunion and dispersal at this point, and the next time we meet, maybe I will really be married. ”
I pretended to be relaxed and continued: "But don't worry, I won't marry randomly for your mother and my father." But I like Wen Yi'an, and I have always liked him since I was a child. I guess the next time I see you, you should have a partner, don't look for Chen Fei'er, give you a suggestion, don't be with her, she is also a bad-hearted girl, just like me......"
"Do you really like Wen Yi'an?" Lin Che glared at me, his eyes eager to kill me, "Shen Zhihan, you fucking tell me the truth, look into my eyes and say!" ”
"Yes, my liking for Wen Yi'an can't be compared with you." I responded to Lin Che word by word with great seriousness.
But in the next second, he suddenly softened again, like a child who needed someone else's protection, "What about me? Can't compare with him, I'm worthless? ”
I'm most afraid of Lin Che's appearance, compared to him beating me and scolding me for letting me go, I really can't afford this look.
I moved my hair to the back of my head, squatted beside Lin Che and asked softly, "Lin Che, me and your mother, am I important or your mother important?" ”
Lin Che looked at me, frowned, and his eyes slowly cooled.
Without waiting for him to answer, I continued: "I don't ask this question to get any answer, in fact, we both know each other's answer very well in our hearts, don't you say? I just wanted to remind you not to forget this answer. Let you give up your affection for me, you won't, and so will I. ”
I turned my head away and stood up without looking at him again.
But just as I turned to leave, I saw Wen Yi'an, who had been standing at the entrance and listening to the conversation between me and Lin Che.
Wen Yi'an looked at me calmly, and he knew in his heart that I was sincere to Lin Che.
Lin Che struggled to get up from the sofa and asked behind me, "Can Wen Yi'an give you everything you want?" Shen Zhihan, can't you see my mind blindly? ”
"I don't want to see ......" Before I finished speaking, Wen Yi'an, who was at the entrance of the living room, opened his mouth calmly.
"Mr. Lin, Shen Zhihan has already said this, isn't it too much for you to pester me again?"
"Your people?" Lin Che sneered sarcastically.
Wen Yi'an walked up to me and put his arm around my shoulder, "Yes, my people." Zhihan and I grew up together, do you think you can replace this kind of affection? I grew up and didn't love any other woman except her! The person who can marry Shen Zhihan later is definitely me. ”
I turned my head to look at Wen Yi'an, and he said this to help me, but it didn't look like an improvisation at all.
After saying that, Wen Yi'an turned around and pulled me out of Lin Che's house, thinking that this should be our real farewell, I felt like lead on my legs, and I didn't have the courage to look back at Lin Che.
As soon as Wen Yi'an's car drove out, the ambulance also came, and I breathed a sigh of relief, tears poured out of my eyes, and I couldn't control it.
Wen Yi'an parked the car on the side of the road, took a tissue to wipe my tears and snot, "Tuanzi, you have a backbone, I know, it will not be easy for you to get through this time, but there will be many such moments in life, you have to learn to give up, do you know?" ”
I know that I am not alone in the pain of not being able to love. I don't have to act like a victim, at least I'm to blame for it.
I used to watch romance and TV series, and the love and love on it can always destroy the protagonist to death or life, in fact, those creative inspirations are definitely emerging from real life.
I don't remember how long I cried, but then Wen Yi'an answered the phone and told me that my visa had been issued. The offer from the New York school has already been sent to the school.
After wiping away my tears, I said to Wen Yi'an, "It seems that I am going to leave early." ”
I'm afraid that if I continue to stay here, even if Lin Che doesn't look for me, I will involuntarily go to him, and I am afraid that I will regret it.
Wen Yi'an didn't say anything, he reached out and hugged me.
In the evening, I told him that I was going to a nightclub for a drink, and Wen Yi'an was reluctant to let me go to the nightclub, but for the sake of me leaving soon, he still agreed, and went with me to the nightclub where I met Lin Che before.
There are many things in life that happen to be so good that they can only be explained by fate. It's like when I was 18 years old, I went to a nightclub for the first time and met the boy I loved the most in my life.
Lin Che had ulterior motives that time, but later, like me, he also unknowingly fell headlong into the pit we dug for each other.
When Wen Yi'an and I went to the nightclub, it was ten o'clock in the evening, and the excitement in the nightclub had just begun.
As soon as Wen Yi'an entered, he successfully attracted the attention of many girls. Everyone looked at us.
Under the constantly changing lights, I poured wine into my mouth, accosted strangers, and rolled the dice with them.
I was drunk, and Wen Yi'an stayed by my side without leaving an inch.
At this time, I suddenly saw a card seat not far away, where a familiar figure was holding a goblet in one hand and kissing a man in the other.
That's Song Xi! But where would she be so bold on weekdays! She wore long curly hair and a black suspender skirt, her back looked charming, and she did not refuse to be accosted by a boy from an unknown source.
The sound of music around me shook people's scalps, I threw away the dice in my hand, and straightened up slowly to go over to confirm, but before I could get there, Jiang Yu walked straight towards Song Xi from the other side.
When Song Xi saw Jiang Yu coming, she quickly shook off the man who was close to her, touched Jiang Yu's face, and climbed her upper body on Jiang Yu.