Hearing this, Xu Zhengting's hand holding her shoulder was slightly forced, his eyes were hot as if he was going to tear her down in the next second, he stared at her for a long time, and finally lost the battle.

He hugged her tightly into his arms, and his tone was soft and gentle: "I really lost to you, I should tell you this sentence, even if you don't want me, I won't leave." ”

He didn't think he would like people because of the burden.

Huang Xinyi has been chasing him for so long, and he has never been moved, he beckons a lot of movie stars or something, he will not refuse them, they are just using each other, so far Huang Xinyi, he has always regarded her as a sister.

There are many people chasing him, and there are many people introduced by his parents, he thought that this life would be like this, find a woman who is the right person and beneficial to him, and then get married and have children.

He was very glad that Su Ruo appeared, very glad that she came into his life, and very glad that she chose herself.

So, if one day she doesn't want him, he won't let go.

These days, Mo Shuhan took the time to call her and told her that she didn't have to worry about herself, everything was fine in Pingsha, but Mo Yi had a serious illness, and she didn't have time to come to Xi'an to find her, but she would definitely come when she was free.

Su Ruo agreed with a smile, but he was thinking about another thing in his heart.

Life in Xi'an is very peaceful, his father is very good, and Xu Zhengting is also very good, but Su Ruo knows that he has to return to Lindong after all, or that it is where he should stay.

But she didn't particularly want to go back to Lindong, and life here was the smooth life she wanted, although a lot had happened during this time.

Speaking of this, for some reason, she always vaguely felt as if something was going to happen, and she felt a little uneasy.

If Xu Zhengting really wants to go back, then what should she do?

What if she stays here and he goes back alone?

If she followed him back, how would she deal with herself? Can we still get along as peacefully and leisurely as we do now?

Su Ruo couldn't fall asleep in the middle of the night, she was a little irritable in her heart, so she simply put on a coat and got up, the moon was hanging in the air, big, and it looked extraordinarily bright.

She walked aimlessly in the yard, not knowing where to go, just wanting to express her boredom and distress.

Suddenly, she stopped, her eyes were slightly red, and she stared at the back in front of her in the moonlight for a long time without looking away, just because the back was too lonely.

She quietly approached him and whispered, "Dad." ”

Su Yan saw her, frowned, and said, "Why did you come out with so little clothing, why don't you even know how to take care of your body." ”

Su Ruo looked at him and smiled, then looked at the loquat tree in front of him, and said slowly, "Dad, you miss your mother, right?" ”

Su Yan was stunned, and before he could say anything, he heard her continue: "Actually, I also miss my mother, I miss it very much, I miss the white sand cake she made, the shrimp waist noodles, and the pancake fruit. ”

The more she spoke, the quieter she became, and she was lonely.

Su Yan sighed, looked at her daughter, who was six points similar to his wife, remembered some of the past events back then, his whole heart softened, his palm covered her head, and said softly: "Silly child, if your mother is still here, it should be distressing to see you like this." ”

"Mother must feel more sorry for you." Su Ruo shook her head, her voice was low, she knew that the matter of Luo Yong and Qi Bangs hit him hard, and it was not as smooth as he seemed on the surface, and it was not so easy to forget.

"Really?" Su Yan hung his head, a little distracted, and then looked at the tree again, and said, "If I'm like this, will she worry about me too?" ”

His tone was nine points lonely, lost, unconvinced, and a little hope.

Su Ruo's heart was stabbed almost instantly, she reached out to hug him, nodded vigorously, and said, "Of course it will, how can my mother not worry about you." ”

She knows everything, she knows who her mother is, who her father is, and she knows all these messy entanglements, so how can she not feel sorry for him when she hears this.

's father married her mother in her life, and her mother only had one daughter in her life, and her mother was not talking about him until she died, but Shen Lansheng, who had never seen her for so many years.

She is not worth it for her father, but she is more distressed, and in the end, even he was sent back to the Shen family, alone and has not married yet, and there are only these henchmen who are regarded as relatives around her.

Who knows, betrayal, betrayal of the news, his heart must be very uncomfortable, but he has to pretend to be calm and indifferent to paralyze others, or say that he wants to paralyze himself and tell himself that he doesn't care.

Su Yan smiled and stroked her head, raised his head and looked at the sky, the moon was very bright, the starlight was a little faint, but he could still see clearly, he said softly: "She has worked hard all her life, how can she worry about it now." ”

"Ruoruo, do you think your mother is doing well over there? Will she miss me... Guys? ”

Su Ruo doesn't like to cry, but at this moment, tears are flowing uncontrollably, he has been in Xi'an for so long, this is the first time he mentions his mother, the first time he says that he misses his mother, and the first time he shows his soft side in front of her.

"Yes! Mother must be missing you, and she may complain about why you didn't find me sooner so we can be reunited! Together forever! ”

Su Yan laughed at her childish tone, and rubbed her head again, knowing that she was comforting herself. From the moment she found her, he knew she knew everything.

He is not her biological father, she must also know, he left her because of his selfishness, instead of notifying Shen Lansheng at the first time, he guessed that she and Shen Lansheng quarreled and had a disagreement.

Although he and Ruoruo are not biological father and daughter, the affection and fatherly love in his heart can gush out as soon as they meet, and the moment he sees her, he only feels a softening in his heart.

But how did she know that it was actually Ah Hao who begged him to send her back to the Shen family, how could the daughter he raised be willing to give it to others like this, and although Su Ruo was young, she was very likable.

It's a pity that things didn't go according to people's wishes, and Ah Zhen died of illness soon after, and before he died, he was also telling him that if Ruo Ruo is that person's daughter after all, let Ruo Ruo go back to recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors.

How could he refuse her, so he had to pack up everything and take Ruoruo to the Shen family, he sold all the family property and handed it over to Shen Lansheng, if Su Ruo got married one day, these could also be used as the dowry he and Ah Hao gave her.

Su Yan stroked her head pityingly, with softness in her tone: "You, now that you are at the age of marriage, is it possible that you still want to live with me for the rest of your life?" ”

Su Ruo sniffed and blurted out: "If you live for a lifetime, you will live for a lifetime, and it's a big deal not to get married." ”

"Aren't you afraid that the kid from the Xu family will be anxious with you when he hears this?" Su Yan thought of Xu Zhengting and couldn't help but squint.

He still remembered that the guy swore to him that he would protect her, that he would take her back to Lindong, and that he would not let her be bullied.

Su Ruo was stunned for a moment, turned her head away, and said with a smile: "I'm not afraid of him." ”

"If he dares to treat you badly, remember to tell my dad that even if he brings the army, I will go over to beat him." Su Yan said solemnly.

Su Ruo nodded heavily: "Well, I'll fight him with you when the time comes." "He dares to bully himself, no need for Su Yan, she has a way to get him.

Su Yan chuckled, didn't take her pretentious words to heart, paused slightly, and asked, "When do you plan to return to Lindong?" ”

This time it was Su Ruo's turn to be stunned, what do you mean when do you plan to return to Lindong?

She was silent and didn't speak for a long time, until Su Yan asked again, and she replied hesitantly: "I don't know." ”

This problem is still faced, and it is stabbed in front of her.

Su Yan looked at her, reached out and touched her soft hair, sighed lightly, and said, "If you don't want to go back, no one will force you." ”

"Hmm." Su Ruo replied sullenly.

The two talked again, and when they felt that the temperature was a little lower, Su Yan urged her to hurry back to the room to rest, tomorrow is the winter solstice, go to the newspaper office to ask for a leave, and everyone will spend the holiday at home together.

Su Ruo yawned, answered "um", and went back to the room in a daze, to be honest, she was really sleepy, especially when she cried, her eyelids drooped as if she could fall asleep at any time.

As soon as she opened the door, she was pulled in with a bang, and then the door was immediately shut, and she was pressed directly against the back of the door.

Before he could shout, he was gagged. She woke up immediately, her eyes were not sleepy at all, her eyes were wide open, and she just wanted to resist, and a familiar smell of medicine came from the tip of her nose.

This taste is Xu Zhengting's!

What is he doing in his room without sleeping in the middle of the night!

Before she could come up with a reason, Xu Zhengting's kiss fell like a storm, he put one hand around her waist, clasped the back of her head with the other, and pushed her lips brutely, rough and direct.

There is also some punishment in it, as if it is ruthless to plunder everything from her in the small space.