Chapter 164: Loving People Is Like Doing Wrong Things
"Got into a car accident? Who got into the car accident? I immediately broke free from Song Xi's arms, and my heart was pounding, probably guessing it.
"You...... You don't know......" Song Xi sniffed, walked into the door and closed the door, "The news is all upside down, saying that you had a car accident on the road and were just taken to the hospital, I ran to find you, only to know that it was not you at all, it was your twin sister Cheng Zhiying, and now Lin Gongzi is still over there, he asked me to come and take care of you." ”
"How is Zhiying now?" I couldn't sit still, and when I heard the word car accident, I was even more panicked, like rushing out immediately.
"Don't be nervous, she's fine. The implication is that the leg is injured a little. ”
"I'll take a look."
"Can't!" Song Xi stopped me, "Don't be a Han, no one outside knows that you have a sister, now everyone thinks that you are the one who caused the car accident, all the media reporters next to the hospital, if you run out like this, don't scare people, and it will be even more chaotic when the time comes." ”
What Song Xi said was not unreasonable, she pulled me back to the sofa and sat down, I confirmed with her a few times, and after Zhiying's injury was not serious, her heart still couldn't settle down.
Zhao Yu saw that Song Xi was here, so he left.
I lay down on the couch and wanted to sleep.
Song Xi dragged me up, "Shen Zhihan, how can you live more decadently than me every day?" ”
"Shouldn't you just sleep in winter?" I rolled my eyes.
Song Xi leaned over and looked at me carefully, "Don't say it, Zhihan, your sister and you are simply carved out of the same mold, seeing you today, it's amazing." ”
I subconsciously ducked, "You...... Mistook Zhiying for me, Zhiying didn't say anything? ”
"Tell me more!" Song Xi was aggrieved, "She was injured and couldn't move her leg, otherwise I felt that your sister would rush over and kill me directly." I just ran in and hugged her and called out to Ju Zhihan, her eyes were too scary......"
"I guessed it."
Song Xi asked me again: "But Zhihan, your sister and Lin Che, why did the two of them appear together?" It didn't take long for your sister to come back, and Lin Che often flew abroad during this time, so it stands to reason that there aren't many opportunities for contact, don't you yourself have much contact with your sister! But looking at it today, they seem to be very familiar with each other......"
"What does it look like?"
"That's it...... Maybe I'm thinking too much, but I can remind you that this kind of relationship needs to be guarded against the most, a man like Lin Che, how many girls come to him one after another, you can be fascinated by him, your sister is your twin, she looks the same, if the eyes are more similar, it's over! ”
"No!" I shook my head vigorously, and sat up from the sofa unexpectedly, but my heart was hanging, Zhiying's appearance when he looked at Lin Che, I was a little suspicious when I first met him, I kept reminding myself not to think in that direction, take 10,000 steps back and say, even if Zhiying has that kind of thought, I also believe in Lin Che, but now......
Now Zhiying has a car accident, Lin Che is taking care of her, and everyone treats Zhiying as me......
I was a little nervous, seeing me like this, Song Xi felt a little guilty, she felt that she shouldn't have analyzed these with me, and she tried to break Lin Che to be so single-minded.
We were bored sitting in the living room and decided to go out for a walk.
But although I am not very famous, I recently made a new movie that was not bad, everyone thought I had a car accident in the hospital, I wore a hat, a mask and wrapped in a scarf, and ran out with Song Xi.
I'm in a bad mood right now, and I don't have the heart to do anything. I went back to my alma mater with Song Xi, and when I came out, I passed by a bus, and I had long forgotten that it passed through those places, but I really had nothing to do, so I took Song Xi up with me.
There weren't many people on the bus at this time, so we sat down by the window, opposite a young mother with two children, the eldest was a girl, only four or five years old, and the younger one was held in her arms by her mother, and she was wearing open crotch pants.
The little girl kept staring into her brother's eyes, and said to her mother that she didn't want her brother to grow up, and that his brother was so cute now that she couldn't accept that he would grow taller and grow up, and she just wanted him to be so small all the time.
The younger brother in his mother's arms stared at his crying sister and suddenly laughed, with a hadazi still flowing from his mouth.
I was adored by them, and the mother patiently helped her daughter wipe her tears, telling her that when her brother grew up, he could go to school with her and protect her......
Song Xi and I watched them quietly, and after a while, my mother's phone rang and asked my daughter to take it out of her bag.
The daughter took out her mobile phone and looked at it, sniffed and picked it up herself, and said to the other end of the phone: "Daddy, we'll go back soon!" You bring your brother's bottle over and buy a rose for Mommy in the flower shop you pass by, and she holds her brother so hard. ”
I didn't look over, I glanced at Song Xi, the corners of Song Xi's eyes were slightly moist, and after guessing what she was thinking, I turned my head back again and shook her hand hard.
When the bus was about to reach the terminal, the little girl's dad came to his wife and the baby.
The girl's dad was at the bus stop with a bouquet of roses in his hand and a changing bag.
As soon as he saw his daughter, he immediately smiled, stepped forward to the bus exit, the little girl jumped down excitedly, and the father held her high in his arms, and then turned around and handed the flowers to his wife, unable to hide love in his eyes.
There are people who wait, someone who is loved, and this happiness is too enviable.
I don't like red roses, and I don't particularly like children, but at this moment, I want to get married. It's really from the heart, I want to settle down and live this kind of plain and romantic life.
And this kind of thing, Lin Che and I have never discussed, marriage, for me and him, is too far away. It's impossible for him not to think about what his family thinks, and so am I.
Maybe in the next few years, he will get married, with a decent woman who is a good match, even if he doesn't love that person. And I, perhaps, as He Rujing said, will be a junior and a lover......
Thinking of this, I didn't dare to think about it anymore. I don't know what kind of choices I'll make when things really get to that point, but at the very least, I still have principles and don't want to do that kind of thing.
Song Xi asked me, "What's wrong with you?" ”
"Not much, I feel envious."
"Me too. Zhihan, you don't have to be envious, you and Lin Che will live better than them in the future, but I am different. Song Xi's eyes looked out the window, and as the bus started again, the family of four who watched the station gradually leave, "But don't worry about me!" I take my own choices...... Anyway, I don't like children, and if I really want to have children, I can do IVF......"
"Well, you'd better think like this in your heart, and go on the path you chose."
……
When Song Xi and I got off the train at the terminal, it was already dark.
Sitting under the bus stop sign, I couldn't help but call Lin Che again, and the person on the other end of the line said, "The user you are calling is busy." ”
I remember this being the reason every time I turned down someone's call.
I raised my head and saw a food stall next to me, Song Xi and I glanced at each other, and we immediately understood and went upstairs and went in.
But I'm taboo now, I can't eat big fish and meat, I can't eat seafood, I can't eat sweets and salt, I can't be heavy, it's really boring to live like this.
Actually, I don't have a big problem, but I'm a little weak recently, Song Xi doesn't know that the doctor wants me to avoid these things, I feel depressed, only food may be able to resolve it.
Thinking like this, I was angry with myself, ordered a table of seafood, held a crab in one hand and a lobster in the other, and dipped a lot of pepper.
Song Xi said that I was like I had never eaten meat, and these poor little ones were all dead and eaten by me, and I was still angry, so that their sacrifice was really wronged.
After eating meat and drinking wine, I still felt uncomfortable, Song Xi was worried that if this continued, I would rush to the hospital to find Lin Che and Zhiying, and she took me back to her and Jiang Yu's house.
According to Song Xi, Jiang Yu usually doesn't appear here, I was just helped in by her, and when I saw the sofa, I rushed over with my eyes lit up, trapping me, Lin Che, that bastard, didn't show up, and didn't even call me, Zhiying didn't know what was going on now......
Song Xi went to get me pajamas and put the bath water in them, and I was lying alone in the living room, and suddenly I cried.
Why am I crying? I don't know, let's say it's sad, but I'm not particularly sad, I'm drunk, but I'm uncomfortable!
At this time, someone walked slowly towards me, I thought it was Song Xi, buried her whole face in the sofa with her back, and said vaguely, "I'm fine...... I don't take a shower or change clothes, I just sleep on the couch...... It was ...... comfortable."
Then I was turned over from the sofa, and Jiang Yu leaned over and stared at my face in disbelief, "Zhihan, aren't you in the hospital?" ”
"Huh? Hahaha. I lowered my eyes and smiled, and asked Jiang Yu with the strength of the wine, "Aren't you clubbing outside?" How did you get here? ”
"This is my home." Jiang Yu frowned, pulled me up from the sofa, and pressed my legs, "Shen Zhihan, the car accident hospital, what's going on?" ”
"How do I know......" I said quietly, and I was quite inexplicable when it came to it!
Unexpectedly, Jiang Yu suddenly hugged me into his arms, his arms were so hot that I couldn't breathe, and because I was drunk, I didn't have much strength to push him away.
He said: "I thought you really had an accident, don't create this kind of scandal next time, you haven't been hit in the brain!"
Saying this, Jiang Yu pushed me away angrily, I sat on the sofa and looked at him a few times, then fell to the side, pretending to be asleep, I was really sleepy.
After three or four minutes, Jiang Yu got up and left, and when I heard the sound of him closing the door, I breathed a sigh of relief, and when I opened my eyes, Song Xi was standing at the door of the bathroom not far away, seeing all this clearly.
She walked over to me and sat down, sighing heavily, "I didn't know he was coming over tonight, maybe I heard that something happened to you, come and check with me about the situation!" ”
I closed my eyes again, and no matter what I said, I was embarrassed.
Song Xi continued: "Zhihan, why do you think there is such a situation between us? You are my best friend, but the person I love thinks in his heart, we have known each other for so long, and the only disagreement that has occurred seems to be because of Jiang Yu's matter......"
"I'm sorry."
Song Xi suddenly laughed and pulled my eyes away, "What did you do wrong?" It's really weird, it's God who is unfair, he made you born to be loved by many people, I didn't meet Jiang Yu before, I was also lucky, after meeting him, I knew the person I loved, and I didn't love my own pain. ”
"Then have you ever thought that good love will bring happiness and hope, you are like this now, let go may be ......" I opened my eyes, and instantly sobered up again, this wine is really drunk in vain.
"No, don't say that!" Song Xi interrupted me, "Zhihan, don't persuade me to give up, everyone advises me to give up, but you know, I have my principles, I won't." ”
"Then do you hate me?"
"Hate it! Who made you Jiang Yu's favorite girl! In the past few years, I have seen Jiang Yu change girls one after another, but I haven't seen him to anyone, better than you. Song Xi said, slowly falling into tears, but the corners of his mouth were still smiling.
"Beat that child, you may think I'm cold-blooded, in fact, I feel very uncomfortable, although its arrival makes me resent myself, but that's a life! Maybe I'll never have children again in my life, but the bloody lesson this incident has taught me is that what you fall in love with is the same as what you do wrong, and you have to pay the price. ”
I blinked, and my gaze drifted to the door that Jiang Yu closed when he left, falling in love with someone who doesn't love him, everyone is not happy! So Wen Yi'an, how is he now?
The next day, Lin Che still didn't contact me, so I went back to my house and went with Song Xi.
But since I woke up in the morning, I felt that something was very wrong with me, and I felt uncomfortable and weak.
When I got home, I took a shower and took off my clothes, and I found that my arms and chest had a lot of red pimple-like dots.