Chapter 1032: The Tail (End of Chapter)
For a long time, I was full of sin about this feeling, and I pressed it to the depths of my heart. However, can feelings be suppressed? I do not know. My diary is full of memories of you. The pleasure of being with you, the pleasure of being with you, the comfort of being with you......
All of this made it difficult for me to extricate myself.
Honey, what would happen to you if I wasn't with you anymore?
That day, you plucked up the courage to confess to me. I was so happy in my heart that I didn't dare to show it, so I pretended to have a serious expression and scolded you fiercely. With tears in your eyes, your eyes filled with despair, and you run away without looking back.
Actually, when you are in pain, I don't want you to be more painful.
I've learned a lot from you. I really want to quit my job as a teacher and wait for you to go to college, so we can get along. But I didn't expect that you would choose to commit suicide because of your stubbornness, and you said that if I really didn't like you in the slightest, you would never pester me again.
After saying that, you jumped straight into the icy river from the nose bridge more than ten meters high. At that moment, my heart was almost broken.
Honey, what would happen to you if I wasn't with you anymore?
I hugged you soaking wet, and we hugged each other all night under the bridge, keeping each other warm. Then, I acquiesced in associating with you, and at that moment, my gloomy heart suddenly vanished.
Yes, there is something that can't be crossed, as long as two people can be together, it doesn't matter how much public opinion pressure is. Although human words can be described, it may not be able to defeat me. Don't look at my weak body, but I also have my own attachments.
Think about it, after being with you for so long, there has been no quarrel between the two of us, or even a stalemate, I have to say that it is a trace. After all, the worldview and outlook on life of the two people are very far apart, and their personalities are not suitable.
A few days before the New Year's Day not long ago, I don't know if I saw too much tragedy, and suddenly said to you
Honey, what would happen to you if I wasn't with you anymore?
You froze, shook your head, smiled, and didn't pay much attention. Unexpectedly, this sentence may become a truth now. I'm afraid I won't be able to hold out for much longer. I know you didn't come to see me because of my family's obstruction. It's exposed, and you're beaten badly, right? It may not be long before our lives will intersect, yin and yang are separated, and we will leave more and more distantly in the form of rays, and in the next life, I hope there will be the possibility of overlapping.
Actually, do you know, I'm actually a very bad girl, I was very depressed when I met you, and I was at a low point in my life. I changed you and said I wanted to save you, but do you need me to save you? I am looking for confidence and courage in you. Don't look at me as three years older than you, but it was you who took care of me, and it was you who made my life a little better and saw the dawn of hope.
Mu Chu, do you know how much I love you. Yes, you know, you know anybody. I know that you love me too, so when I leave this world, please learn to cherish yourself.
Hey, what would happen to you if I wasn't with you anymore?
I don't remember when it was, it looks like when I had my birthday, and you said this to me with a smile, like a counterattack against me all along. At that time, I smiled confidently and asked without thinking, "Why are you not by my side?" ”
I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it, but when we planned everything, it turned out to be like this. Could it be that all that third-rate TV series say is true? Could it be that fate likes to joke the most? No wonder TV has acting. The killer said to quit, the prostitute said to be good, and waiting for their result would be death without exception.
Honey, what would happen to you if I wasn't with you anymore?
Maybe there's a curse on this sentence.
We plan to leave the city together when you graduate from high school. You said you were going to change your original name, what Mu Chu, too crepe. You want to change your masculine name, and then you thought about it for a night, and finally wrote three words on the paper Yang Junfei.
You said you were going to set up a detective agency and use your name as a signboard.
But, my dear, I still like your original name. Although that name was chosen for you by your parents who abandoned you, although you often say that you hate them. But I know very well that deep down in your heart, you still want them to come back to you and recognize you.
You set up a detective agency to find out about them.
Honey, what would happen to you if I wasn't with you anymore?
Now I suddenly want to say this again.
Yes, dear, if I'm gone, will you change? Becoming stronger? Becoming diligent as before? Getting smarter? Won't you lose it again, confused? Won't it get bad again? Will they become self-sufficient?
Perhaps, when a person is used to being taken care of, he will be too lazy to use his brain. But when the solid shoulders that you have always been able to lean on suddenly disappear, although there will be pain for a while, you will still have to go on and continue to live your life after waking up.
At that time, my dear, whether I wanted to or not, I would force myself to change and grow. Like an angel with broken wings, he can't fly, and can only learn to walk with his weak legs supporting the ground.
But how can I bear to let you break your wings, my dear?
But beloved, how can I bear to say that cursed word to you?
So let's change the story.
My dear, what would you do if you weren't with me anymore?
And what will happen to me like this?
Ha, maybe I'll never know what heaven looks like. However, it doesn't matter anymore. Heaven, too. Don't agon, my dear, for your life has just begun. I don't have the strength anymore, and I can't even hold a pen. I beg my parents to deliver this letter to you, it is my last wish. Hopefully, they will keep their word.
My dear, live my share together.
You are an excellent man.
The person I love the most in my life!
Xue Qin's masterpiece
The blackboard was transported back to Yang Junfei's secret warehouse. It took a lot of preparation for the old man to seal his mysterious energy. The secret warehouse contains a variety of items with special powers that have been collected over time. In all of them, there was finally a newly found item that had an effect on the blackboard.
Handling work, this is the only way to dare to carry out.
Until now, he and Ye Buyu have been studying for a long time, and they have not been able to find out the mystery of the blackboard. Investigating every single ingredient from which it was made, it was still impossible to find out what caused the blackboard to have such a horrific ability to distort human nature and even perpetuate existence.
The things in the world are mysterious and unpredictable, and they are really beyond the comprehension of human beings.
After reading the letter that Xue Qin left for himself, Yang Junfei looked at the sky and looked hard, as if he could use gravity to stuff the tears in his eyes back into the depths of his eyes. But his movements were in vain, and tears still overflowed and flowed down his cheeks.
12 years ago, the girl who confessed her so-called love to herself killed the woman she loved most in her life during class. In the end, he was found to have a history of mental illness by the police and was acquitted. He infiltrated the schoolgirl's house that night and killed her.
That was the first time he had killed someone. He was stupid enough to run to the headmaster, because he didn't know who to talk to, only the old headmaster was the best for him, and even regarded him as his own.
I remember that the old principal sighed deeply at that time, and then sent him to the smuggling ship bound for Canada. He was only eighteen years old.
Before leaving, he went to Xue Qin's grave. Dig her out. At that time, he secretly put her body in the cold storage of the smuggling ship, and then went to great lengths to make it difficult for him to know. But it was all worth it, and to this day, he still keeps Jean's body intact.
12 years later, in the face of Xu Weiwei, who killed his second favorite woman, he gave up and did not retaliate against her. In fact, it doesn't matter if you retaliate or not, because Xu Weiwei committed suicide on the third day he left Nose City.
Thinking of the past, Yang Junfei's throat was congested, he shuddered and took out the phone and dialed a number, "Hey, time freeze the Foundation, I want to add an extra time capsule." The patient is a Chinese, 16 years old, died on April 27, and his name is Xue Qian. ”
Yang Junfei took a deep breath and patted the coffin of Xue Qian's body, which was kept with dry ice, and he looked up at the clear sky. I have collected so many divine items, I am afraid that only the corpse of Old Man Chen can achieve his ultimate goal. It seems that the pace is going to pick up!
[End of this chapter, please continue to look forward to the next story]
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