Chapter 201: Qin Qi's Suicide
"Sister Linlin, just look at my brother for the sake of humanitarianism, he hasn't thought about tea and food these days, and everyone is thin and out of shape." Qin Hua waited outside the hospital gate, and finally saw Zhang Linlin coming out of work, and pleaded pitifully.
Zhang Linlin has been in a state of disconnection since she rejected Qin Qi's marriage proposal, Qin Qi never answered the phone, and there was no one at home, and finally she could only call the hospital, but said that she couldn't answer the phone during the operation.
Facing Zhang Linlin, who always avoided him, he had no choice but to invite his sister to be a lobbyist.
"If you don't want to eat, let him eat well, my hospital has a full schedule of surgeries these days, and I really can't leave." She was embarrassed to directly refuse Qin Hua and found an excuse to shirk the past.
"Yesterday he was in class at school, and he fainted while talking, my brother has been in class for more than 10 years and has never had a situation, which is about to become a teaching accident. Qin Hua saw that she didn't let go, so she said that her brother was getting worse and worse.
When Zhang Linlin really couldn't listen to it, she had to nod her head and agree.
"Mom, why hasn't Uncle Qin come to pick me up these days, doesn't he like me?" On the way to pick up his daughter, Zhang Shuangshuang also noticed the strange atmosphere during this time, he hadn't seen Qin Qi appear for a long time, and his mother was much more serious.
"Uncle Qin may have been sick recently and didn't have time, and it just so happened that my mother had a task for you."
Zhang Linlin came to the door of the school for the deaf and dumb, handed the insulated lunch box she had prepared to her daughter, and asked her to send it to Qin Qi's hands.
"You tell Uncle Qin to eat on time no matter what."
"Mom is not good, Uncle Qin's stomach suddenly hurt after eating, and said that there may be something wrong with your meal, you should go and take a look." Zhang Shuangshuang's little face was full of anxiety, and he ran towards the gate of this school.
When Zhang Linlin heard this, she immediately ran towards the principal's office, how could there be a problem with these meals that she made by herself in the morning.
"Are you alright?" She pushed the door open and asked eagerly.
When she saw Qin Qizheng sitting leisurely in the office, enjoying the lunch she had made, Zhang Linlin was a little angry, slammed the door shut, and turned around to leave.
Qin Qizheng was happy that Zhang Linlin brought him lunch, thinking that his sister's persuasion had an effect, but he didn't expect her to break in angrily, and he didn't say anything.
He immediately stopped his chopsticks and hurriedly chased out: "I haven't seen you for a long time, why do you have to leave when you come?" ”
"Qin Qi, is it funny for you to be funny like this?" Zhang Linlin shook off his hand and insisted on leaving.
"What did I tease you?" And Qin Qi was confused, thinking that she was here to care about herself, why did she suddenly get angry.
Zhang Shuangshuang on the side watched all this silently, sighed loudly, and shrugged his shoulders as an adult, indicating that he could not do anything about it.
"Sister Linlin is not good, my brother doesn't know what is crazy, he is going to die or live at home. Say that you misunderstood him, and if you don't explain it clearly, he won't live. Qin Hua's eager voice came from the phone.
"Xiaohua, it's okay, your brother is bluffing to tease you, I was deceived by him once last time, and I won't be deceived again this time." Zhang Linlin disagreed, thinking that Qin Qi was messing around again.
"If he takes sleeping pills, let him drink more water and don't choke, and if he cuts his wrists, persuade him to cut the carotid artery if he is a man, it is not easy to clot, just jump off the building, in case it affects the passers-by, it will be bad."
This man is also a people's teacher, how can he be so unreliable, she sighed and hung up the phone.
"Mom, in fact, it wasn't Uncle Qin who lied to you last time, it was me who lied to you, because I saw that you didn't even go to bring him food, so I just thought of a way to let you two meet."
Zhang Shuangshuang also heard the call, and hurriedly dragged her clothes to admit her mistake again and again, admitting that it was all his own idea, but he didn't expect that he was kind enough to help.
She watched her daughter, who was full of ideas, dare to deceive herself, and was just about to put on a serious attitude and want to educate her fiercely, when the phone rang again.
This time, Qin Hua had already shouted with a thick cry: "He really ate it, my brother took half a bottle of sleeping pills, at first I thought he was joking and wanted to get your attention." But when he heard what you just said, he said that he was disheartened, and then he took the medicine and secretly ate it while I was not paying attention. ”
"Sister Linlin, what do you say now?" Qin Hua's panicked voice echoed in her head, making her hold the phone and hang there.
"Don't panic and call an ambulance, I'll be right away." She forced herself to steady, hurriedly instructed, and then rushed out with the key.
"Master, please hurry up, people's lives are at stake." Along the way, Zhang Linlin kept urging the driver, her heart rose to her throat, for fear that something would happen to Qin Qi.
When she saw Qin Qi lying in the living room foaming at the mouth, she picked him up and laid him flat to prepare for first aid.
"What about ambulances? Why hasn't the car arrived yet! When she found that the vomiting had no effect, she shouted in a sharp tone that she had seen many lives and deaths in the hospital, but this time she was on the verge of collapse.
"Wake up, Qin Qi, I shouldn't still be joking with you at this time, I was wrong, as long as you can wake up, I will promise you anything." She looked at Qin Qi, who had not responded to any first aid measures, and leaned over beside him and couldn't stop crying.
"Do you really promise anything?" Qin Qi opened his eyes when he heard what she said, and held her hand in surprise and asked.
And for Zhang Linlin, this was a fright, she immediately got up and shouted: "You are really too much this time, deceive me once or twice, don't you think it's funny." ”
After she finished speaking, she sobbed softly, at that moment she really thought that Qin Qi had committed suicide because of her jokes, that kind of guilt and pain was something she had never experienced in her life.
Qin Qi had never seen Zhang Linlin like this, he was frightened and hurriedly made a look at Qin Hua to leave, and he took the paper and gently wiped her tears.
"I was wrong, I shouldn't have scared you like this, but it's not two times, it's not, the first time was Shuangshuang's idea." He half-squatted and hugged Zhang Linlin, patted her back and coaxed her softly.
"This is a farce, do you know it, you two are really ......" Zhang Linlin was in a hurry to the peak just now, and now she has no strength to be angry, so she can only lower her body and sob.
"I've been trying to talk to you since you left without saying a word last time, but you always don't give me a chance, so I can only think of a way for you to see me."
"You see, you know that I came here wearing slippers because of something, obviously I have feelings for me, but why did you refuse my marriage proposal." Zhang Linlin's slippers had broken out just now because she was in a hurry, so he gently helped her take them off and took a pair of his own travel shoes for her to change.
"Is it because you have a history of marriage and have children, are you afraid that my parents will not agree? You don't have to worry about that, they're very open-minded, I told them about you, and they said as long as I like it. He explained while helping Zhang Linlin tie her shoelaces tightly.
Zhang Linlin looked at the man who bowed his head and took care of himself, and didn't know how to answer for a while.
"It's my own reason, it's no one's business." She asked Qin Qi not to ask anymore and leave her a little dignity, because this was a reason that he would definitely not accept.
"My proposal to you is not a whim, it means that I will be ready for everything, how do you know that I can't accept it if you don't say it." Qin Qi was very puzzled, what kind of Zhang Linlin was the person he chose to love.
"If you can't have children, you can accept it! You have worked in a school for the deaf and dumb for so many years, and I have seen how much you love your children, and I don't want to wronged your life because of me. Zhang Linlin broke free from his embrace, looked at him and said with a trill.
When she finally told the secret, she was relieved, and she wanted to open her mouth several times, but seeing him having so much fun with the children at school, Zhang Linlin swallowed the words when they came to her mouth.
She left Qin Qi's house, and when she looked at the sneakers on her feet on the road, she remembered the picture of him bowing his head to tie his shoes. This time she deliberately slowed down, hoping that someone would catch up, but unsurprisingly she didn't see the figure she wanted.
Zhang Linlin walked alone on the street, feeling a little lonely.
In the middle of the night, she lost sleep, and while persuading herself that it was right to let go, she was full of disappointment in her feelings, and she heard a knock on the door as she tossed and turned.
"Why are you here?" Qin Qi's mind was blank since he heard the real reason for her rejection in Zhang Linlin's mouth, he had never thought that it was this problem, and by the time he reacted, Zhang Linlin had already disappeared.
"I can take it!" He said firmly as he stood in the doorway, still carrying the cold air peculiar to the night, and the whole dim light seemed a little blurry.
Zhang Linlin just wanted to ask a question, but was stopped by him.
"I think very clearly, I want to have children, but we already have children, and we are both children. I treat every student in the school as if they were my own children, so I don't have a shortage of children at all, and the problems you talk about are not problems. ”
"You're still young, and you'll regret thinking about it." Zhang Linlin thought that he would give up and never come to him again, but he didn't expect this to be the result.
"Linlin, I only know that giving up the woman I love the most will make me regret it." He entered the door, and suddenly fell to one knee and held up the ring again.
"Even if you want to refuse, I must ask again at the end, otherwise I will not die in this life. Will you marry me? He said with a little trembling, very nervous, and he waited for a long time for his ring to be taken by her.
Just when he was about to feel hopeless, Zhang Linlin nodded slowly, with tears in her eyes, and finally brought it to her ring finger.