The clear morning light fell through the leaves, and when I stepped on it, the morning light fell on the surface of my feet, and I stopped, looking at the sunlight on my feet in a daze, and I couldn't bear to give up this warmth.

Rong Jing has never come down since he went to Leiyin Temple.

I live at the foot of the mountain, and thankfully I live within the confines of the Raiyin Temple. There are no poisonous snakes and beasts, but it is also safe.

"Girl, why aren't you leaving?" Grandma who was going up the mountain asked behind me.

I woke up suddenly and said, "Grandma, please first!" ”

Grandma smiled gently at me, folded her hands reverently, bowed in three steps, and walked up the mountain.

I am not a devout Buddhist, I have never been as devout as Grandma, three steps and one worship up the 1,000 and 80 steps of Leiyin Temple to the Dailuo top Wufang Manjushri Temple,

I always resist thinking of the Bodhisattva's compassionate heart, crossing the world, and overcoming suffering, but not crossing a black heart like me.

Leiyin Temple is the national temple of Xiliang, blessed with five hundred years, today is the day when the monk of Leiyin Temple has no master to say the truth.

I carried the tribute in the bamboo basket, counted the 1,000 and 80 steps step by step, and walked up to the top of the conch.

Rong Jing finished lighting the lamp and smiled at me, his face becoming more and more peaceful and warm, and his eyes were filled with compassion that did not fit his age.

Four years ago, his eyes were still full of confusion and struggle.

He entered the mountain, entered the temple, and went to the Thousand Buddha Cave to meditate for a year.

During that year, I saw him once, from morning to evening, and finally down the mountain.

The following year, he came out of the Thousand Buddha Caves, dressed in monk's robes, and became a spiritual practice.

I met him for the second time, and I asked him: "The Su family comes every year, and they all hope that you will go back quickly, but if you refuse, the Su family will lose patience sooner or later!" ”

He stretched out his hand and stroked between my eyebrows: "Let them go, don't worry, young age, don't wrinkle between your eyebrows!" ”

When I saw him again in the third year, I couldn't see any struggle in his eyes, only occasionally looking in the direction of the capital, and lost my mind.

Now this is the fourth year, and his eyes are full of compassion, if he does not have a green hair like ink, it will definitely make people mistake him for a high monk.

And the breath around him is like a drizzle of silent rain, like a warm sun refreshing people's heartstrings!

"I've grown up!" Rong Jing's hand once again touched my eyebrows, "I can hide things even more in the depths of my eyes!" ”

He had Buddha sandalwood on his body, and his hands were dry and warm, and I seemed to have forgotten how to laugh: "I'm done!" Naturally, I grew up! ”

There is no trace of distraction in Rong Jing's eyes: "Time flies, people will get old, a drop in the ocean, and it doesn't belong to Leiyin Temple when it comes back!" ”

My heart was shocked: "Do the Nine Emperor Princes want to go back?" ”

It seems that no one has called him the Nine Emperor Princes for a long time, and my call made him stunned for a moment, and then he withdrew his hand, "Today, the master opened the altar to say that all beings are equal, and it is not easy to come back late, and sit down and listen!" ”

Master Wu is his master, and he practiced Buddhism with Master Wu in his fourth year, and I only know the name of this master monk.

I hooked the corners of my mouth very hard, "Actually, I am very bad, I will die in the future, I will go to hell, I will not go to blissful rebirth, I don't listen to the Dharma, it doesn't matter!" ”

"The Buddha said, all beings are equal!" Rong Jing stared at me: "In the Buddhist temple, don't say anything, the Buddha is one of the sentient beings, and the Buddha will naturally cross you!" ”

In this temple full of incense, I didn't get peace of mind, but I beat uneasily: "I am one of all living beings, and the Buddha will not cross me!" ”

Rong Jing smiled suddenly, "It's okay, the Buddha won't cross you, I'll cross you!" ”

My uneasy heart, with his words, beat more and more, looked at him in a daze, and saw myself in his eyes, a black hair was half pulled by a wooden hairpin, half hung down on the waist, the skin was as white as jade, the face was beautiful and cold, a pair of red phoenix eyes were black and white, with a burst of coldness.

Taking two steps back, and as soon as the words reached his lips, he heard the temple bells ringing, grand and deep, and the bells echoed throughout the mountain.

I turned my head to look outside the hall, and said with a panic: "Master Wu has said that the Nine Emperor Princes want to go over?" ”

Rong Jing bowed slightly: "Let's go!" ”

I was only two steps away from him, but like that day, he left the Huangcheng Palace and plunged into the palace road without looking back, forgetting my existence, even if I fell in the snow, he didn't hear the pain of my cries.

I didn't want him to know how much I hurt from my fall, I didn't want him to pick me up, I just felt that he was away from me and I couldn't reach him anymore.

There are many believers in the absence of a master, sitting cross-legged in the black pressure, sitting on the futon, with kind eyebrows and kind eyes, bright and wise eyes, and meditating on the treasure solemnly and solemnly resembling the Buddha of all sentient beings.

When the Buddha bell stopped, he slowly spoke, his voice was thick and clear, talking about the three hearts that cannot be obtained, the past heart is unattainable, the present heart is unattainable, and the future heart is unattainable.

I leaned against the ancient tree, closed my eyes slightly, and in the voice of the no master, I didn't hear the profundity of the Dharma, I didn't understand the essence of the Dharma, and I fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up, the people who listened to the Dharma and meditation were gone, the sun was falling, and I slept from morning to sunset.

"Girl!"

Startled, he looked at where the voice came from.

Master Wu wore a robe, folded his hands, and looked at me with a compassionate expression.

It turned out that I was already sitting under the ancient tree unconsciously, and I got up and made a nama: "Master! ”

Master Wu folded his hands and lightly touched my eyebrows: "Idiot, the Buddha crosses the world, everyone in the world is sentient beings, and you are also one of all sentient beings!" ”

I was stunned, and for a moment, my heart was quiet, and my eyes passed not far behind Master Wu, Rong Jing stood with his hands in his hands, and smiled at me slightly.

An ordinary man like me, how can he let Master Wu personally enlighten it?

Rong Jing always cares for me without showing the dew, and crosses me to let go of the hatred in my heart......

With his hands folded, he saluted Master Wu: "I am one of all living beings, I never seek the bliss of the Western Heavens, I am obsessed, and I don't need to be enlightened!" ”

"Idiot!" Wu Dao: "Put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground, the girl has countless possibilities, why don't you want to turn back in the suffering?" ”

Looking at the remnants of the sunset: "I can't go back, I want to become a Buddha on the ground, but I don't want to, Buddha, cultivate Buddha, pay attention to the heart like stopping water, pay attention to no troubles, no extravagant hope!" ”

"With a good heart, all the time I have now is stolen, if I become a Buddha, I can't sleep at night, and I can't sleep at night. So I'd rather be in misery, struggling! ”

I can't let go of my grandfather's face at the moment of my mother's death.

I couldn't let go of my mother's advice to me, and found my father who had never met him to kill him.

In the past four years in Leiyin Temple, the time is warm, the years are calm, I stole it to grow up, I want to grow up safely, so I will try my best to escape from Ronghe.

Master Wu said that I have countless possibilities, and I don't want to ask for these countless possibilities.

As long as I can solve the things in my heart, I don't care how bumpy and full of thorns the road ahead is.

"Idiot!" Master Wu's compassionate voice sighed: "Would you like to go to the Thousand Buddha Caves and wipe the Buddha statues for the poor monks for a few days?" ”

I was silent for a moment: "Okay, thank you, Master!" ”

I was brought into the Thousand Buddha Cave by the little novice, all beings in the Buddhist family are equal, men and women are equal, and the Thousand Buddha Cave is more like a good place to confinement and meditation and enlightenment.

I never thought that Master Wu would meditate here every day and discuss the Dharma with Yung Jing, and since that day I fell asleep leaning on an ancient tree, now no matter how they discuss the Dharma, no matter how much I don't want to listen, their words can penetrate my ears accurately.

On the fifth day, Rong Jing did not come, and a man in a black suit full of evil aura came, and a slender man came.

His thin lips were tightly pursed, his contours were cold and hard, his skin was slightly dark, his black pupils were tinged with a hint of blue, and there was a sharp danger hidden under the seemingly calm eye waves.

There was a string of Buddhist beads on his wrist, and the Buddhist beads were twisted to a black and shiny color, and I gently placed the tea on his side, and his forehead was untraceable.

He was also extremely stiff in such a small movement, as if he was extremely unaccustomed to doing such a gesture like thanks.

I bowed down and prepared to retreat, when Master Wu called me: "Girl, today is the last day, sit down with the poor monk!" ”

"Yes!" I answered.

The man next to me didn't look at me again, and slipped off the Buddhist beads on his wrist and gently twisted them.

Master Wu took off the Buddha beads on his wrist and put them on my wrist: "Idiot, the heart is kind, and you have killed countless people, as long as you put down the butcher knife, you can become a Buddha!" ”

Buddha beads with a burst of woody fragrance, I touched it with my hand, knelt in front of him, put my hands together, leaned down slowly, my forehead against the ground, and spread my hands to worship piously: "Thank you master for many days." According to the Buddhist scriptures of "Zengyi Aman Sutra", when Shakyamuni was twenty-nine years old, he felt many troubles such as life, old age, illness, and death, and gave up his royal life to become a monk. At the age of thirty-five, he had a great enlightenment under the Bodhi tree. ”

"The Buddha is still so long, the disciple is stupid, I am afraid that he will not be able to understand the Buddha for three thousand years, and he will not be able to participate in Zen, today is the last day, the disciple should go down the mountain earlier, thank you to the master for rewarding the Buddha beads!"

After saying that, I got up and left without looking back.

I can't become a Buddha, I can't establish the Tao, I will only increase the anger in my heart in the Thousand Buddha Cave, it's better to leave early.

Under the ancient tree where I was sleeping, I saw Rong Jing, walked over, curtsied, and said, "Nine Emperor Princes!" ”

Rong Jing didn't turn around, but said: "This is going to the capital, thousands of miles, and I will take care of it on the road to return late!" Take care of the rest of the work! ”

I was shocked, and suddenly I looked up, and there was a handsome man in white under the cover of the ancient tree, his eyebrows were like ink paintings, his phoenix eyes were cold and long, and there was a flowing and alienated light.

Touching the color of his eyes, my pupils constricted.

Heavy pupils!

If you look closely, there is a golden light lingering around your pupils.

The people of the Tuoba family of the Northern Wei Dynasty?

"If the rumors are true, the person with heavy pupils just now is Tuoba Junxu, the crown prince of the Northern Wei Dynasty!" The words that Rong He had once said echoed in my ears.

Tuoba Junxu, the crown prince of the Northern Wei Dynasty, is a heavy pupil, and the handsome man in white in front of him is also a heavy pupil.

The only difference is that once when I saw Tuoba Junxu in the palace, I didn't see golden light around his pupils, but now I see golden light around his pupils under the sun.

That...... The man I met in the Thousand Buddha Caves was......

I was shocked in disbelief.

The Tuoba family of the Northern Wei Dynasty had a young general, handsome, who went to the battlefield at the age of thirteen and was undefeated until the age of sixteen.

When I heard Rong He talk about the young general that year, he was sixteen years old, and four years have passed, and the young general of the Tuoba family of the Northern Wei Dynasty is only twenty this year.

But...... The evil aura and the light in his eyes just now, I can't connect with the young general.

Tuoba Junxu's tone was indifferent, and he asked Rong Jing: "Have you said it all?" ”

Rong Jing nodded slightly, turned around, took out a wooden hairpin from the white monk's robe, gently picked up a handful of my hanging hair, and pulled it up.

There is no joy or sorrow in the words: "When a woman turns fifteen years old, she knots her hair and uses it to take a small name, and I give it a small name to Gui Wan, I don't know if it's good?" ”

My eyes were holding back tears and red, "Okay! ”

Whether he wants me to stay by his side, whether I can accompany him to worship Buddha and Zen, whether I am different from him is not the same.

Rong Jing fixed the wooden hairpin to my hair, lowered his head slightly and looked at my eyes: "Guiwan has grown up, even though the beautiful Danfeng eyes are black and white and clearly exude bursts of coldness, and the depths of the eyes are as cold as snow. ”

Biting his lip, he didn't let the tears fall, and his desire to kneel was stopped by Rong Jing, with a warm smile on the corner of his mouth: "It's not good to return late, anyone who returns late has nothing to do with you, from now on your name is Ah Nuan, you are just Ah Nuan!" ”

Late return, father came back late, no, he never returned, why late?

"Good!" I opened my mouth, and my voice choked: "Thank you for the care of the Nine Emperor Princes over the years, I wonder if the Nine Emperor Princes have any instructions to slaves?" ”

He won't leave Leiyin Temple, he will never leave Leiyin Temple again, he has thought of a way back, I am the only one in his red dust who has not been arranged, and now that he has arranged me, he will never leave Leiyin Temple again.

I don't know how he met the Tuoba family of the Northern Wei Dynasty, I know that he entrusted me to the crown prince of the Northern Wei Dynasty because he wanted me to live well, and he found a prominent person to support me behind me, as long as I was safe and secure, my life would be worry-free.

Rong Jing looked up in the direction of the capital: "Enter the palace and see the concubine, tell her that everything is okay with me, don't worry!" As for the Su family, you don't have to pay attention to it! ”

"No!" took three steps back, still knelt down, kowtowed to him, bowed to himself, and held back tears fell on the bluestone of the Buddhist temple.

When he raised his head and got up, there was no trace of crying except for his red eyes.

Standing very consciously to Tuoba Junxu's side, Rong Jing performed a Buddhist salute to Tuoba Junxu: "Thank you, Brother Junxu!" ”

Tuoba Junxu returned the salute: "It should be me who thank you, for so many years of correspondence with my brother, which has made my brother's heart angry!" ”

"With a gesture, Brother Jun Xu don't take it to heart, please!" Rong Jing pointed in the direction of going down the mountain: "Brother Ling will probably take some time!" ”

Tuoba Jun said politely, cold and alienated: "Farewell!" ”

After speaking, he turned around and flew in white.

I took a deep look at Rong Jing, his eyes seemed to be full of joy and sorrow, and he seemed to be full of compassion, and he folded his hands and treated me as one of the many living beings, and gave me a salute.

took a breath, opened his mouth, and said for a long time: "Nine Emperor Princes, you said that the Buddha will not cross me, but you will cross me, but there is a time limit?" ”

Rong Jing's eyes drooped slightly, and he folded his hands to perform a Buddhist salute to me: "The Nine Emperor Princes are dead, and the poor monk's name: forget." If the girl is in need, she can come to the poor monk at any time, cross the girl and forget the deadline! ”

I raised my hand and covered my mouth stiffly, for fear that I would cry, and choked up: "Thank you for forgetting the master, farewell!" ”

Turned around and tears rained down, from now on in my world, there is no more Nine Emperor Prince Rong Jing, only the monks of Leiyin Temple, forget!

This man is the only one who has taken pity on me and has not calculated to bully me.

This person, with compassion in his heart, does not want to jump out of the red dust to worship the Buddha and go to Zen.

This person has abandoned the glory and wealth at his fingertips, the green lantern ancient Buddha.

This person, from now on, there is only my Buddha's compassion in my heart, and if I don't go to hell, who will go to hell.

I'm just one of the many beings he has transformed, and I'm just a touch of familiarity in the red dust

One thousand and eighty steps, three kneeling and one bowing, from the mountain down to the mountain, at least one and a half hours to reach the top of the conch.

I've never knelt down in four years, and this time I ran like I was scared of the countless poisonous snakes and beasts chasing after me.

On the fifteenth, Rong Jing was ordained as a living monk, and the Buddha's light on the top of Dailuo shrouded the entire Leiyin Temple.

People within a radius of 100 miles rushed to congratulate, closed their eyes slightly, stretched out their hands to grasp in the air, as if they had caught a ray of Buddha light, and the Buddha light dissipated from their hands.

Tuoba Junxu didn't tell me his identity, and I also pretended not to know his identity, regarded him as a master, and spoke humbly and respectfully: "Slaves and maids can go anytime and anywhere, you don't need to stay here!" ”

Tuoba Junxu's voice was cold and detached: "I didn't stay for you, I was also waiting." ”

He breathed a long sigh of relief: "He will become a generation of monks, a monk who jumps out of the red dust!" ”

Tuoba Jun said the dark heavy pupils, and looked at Dailuoding with the direction I was looking at: "Life is wonderful, what will happen in the future, and it depends on fate!" ”

I was silent for a moment and muttered: "But I think the Buddha's light on the top of the conch is to welcome him, and it just so happens that on the day he is ordained, the Buddha's light shines!" ”

Tuoba Jun said cold and long phoenix eyes, raised slightly, folded his hands, and worshiped at Dailuoding: "God and Buddha are like thoughts in your heart, you have them when you read them, if you don't read them, he won't have them!" ”

I clenched my hands into fists, put them in my beating heart, and asked myself if I had gods and Buddhas in my heart.

couldn't get an answer, so he could only let go of his hand and said humbly: "The eldest prince participates in Zen and enlightenment, do we need to wait for him?" ”

"You're ready, you can go at any time, he can catch up, don't mind!" Tuoba Junxu's cold phoenix eyes stared at me.

I stood on tiptoe slightly and looked back at him, "The slave has something I want to ask my son!" ”

"What?"

"If the slave doesn't want to follow the son, can she go anytime and anywhere?" I stared at him and said word by word.

Tuoba Jun said that the white hand that could see the blood pulsing lightly stroked between my eyebrows, the tips of his ears were red, and his voice was flat: "Brother Rong Jing mentioned you in the letter, he likes to frown, he can't smooth your brows, if you don't frown, you don't want to follow me, if you have a good place to go, I will naturally let go and let you go!" ”

"Also, Miss A Nuan doesn't have to be humble to me, I have never treated you as a slave, and Rong Jing has never treated you as a slave, you and I are equal!"

Tears are a sign of vulnerability, I became fragile at this moment, sobbed, and said, "He is a monk, he doesn't want me anymore, since many years ago, I have stayed by his side with a dead face, I tried my best to calculate by his side!" ”

"I'm thinking, look at this person, his status is noble, his mind is exquisite, but he doesn't fight or take it, he understands many things when he thinks about it, but he never complains! I can not find...... I can't find anyone who doesn't count me anymore! ”

Tears of collapse stained Tuoba Junxu's hand, the corners of his mouth moved slightly, and he didn't say anything, just stood slightly stiff with his body.

My eyes were red and swollen, and on the day Rong Jing became a monk, I left Leiyin Temple and sat in a carriage to the capital.

The golden light of the top of the conch will never be dispersed, and people from a hundred miles away also rushed to the Leiyin Temple, and they rushed to worship, but I went away from it.

Leiyin Temple is thousands of miles away from the capital.

When I went, it snowed heavily, and when I returned, the sun was shining.

The vermilion red wall dreamed of at midnight, the green branches exude a vigorous atmosphere.

Tuoba Junxu never let me serve, and when he talked to me, he looked into my eyes, but his face and ears were always inadvertently dyed crimson.

Staying in the inn, the escort he brought had already arrived.

"When will His Highness enter the palace?" I couldn't help but look at the tips of his red ears, why is a person's skin so thin and so fond of red?

Tuoba Jun's phoenix eyes deepened slightly: "You are not surprised by my identity?" ”

I looked calm and asked, "Why be surprised?" You are the crown prince, my former master is the prince, and the identity is no worse than you, even if you are the emperor of the Northern Wei Dynasty, the slave is not surprised! ”

Even though he said that he didn't treat me as a minion, I still knew what kind of pool I couldn't cross, and the more cautious I was, the longer I would live.

Tuoba Junxu rubbed his fingers, his eyes flashed and he stopped, and finally his lips moved, and said: "I have handed over a post to the king of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, and I replied over there, the eleventh prince came out of the palace to the station!" ”

When he said this, his eyes locked on me, as if trying to find something different from mine, I shook my head, I met him four years ago, he couldn't remember me, a very important person who didn't know his name, a little palace maid.

I hesitated and asked, "Is there anything I need to prepare?" ”

Tuoba Jun's cold and long phoenix eyes, his pupils narrowed slightly: "You don't know the eleventh prince?" ”

frowned slightly: "Why do you want to know him?" The slave is now His Highness's person, what do you know him to do? ”

"My people?" Tuoba Junxu was questioning, and his handsome face was as red as a burning cloud: "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”

I wondered slightly, but I said: "I know what I'm talking about, the slave maid is His Royal Highness's person, the eleventh prince of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, the slave and maid don't know, is there any problem?" ”

Tuoba Junxu stared at me, and I even felt that his pair of pupils were like a beast standing up, and it was like a wild beast standing up for a long time before he said, "I don't need to prepare anything, but you, change your clothes and enter the palace with me!" ”

Looking down at his dress, it is not silk and satin, it is expensive in cotton and linen, it is more simple, a close service to the palace maid, so it is best to wear it without trepissing and not making mistakes.

He saluted slightly: "The slave is very good, and she doesn't need to change her clothes......"

Before the words were finished, the guards outside came to report: "Crown Prince Qiyu, the eleventh prince of the Eastern Jin Dynasty has arrived!" ”

Coming so soon, he secretly gritted his back molars, Tuoba Junxu's eyes swept over me, cold and alienated, and said, "Follow me closely, don't worry!" ”

With a chuckle in his heart, did he see my nervousness, or did he recognize me?

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