Chapter 150: I'm going to haunt you forever
The overpass was bustling, looking down, the city was lit up with neon lights all night, Wen Yi'an walked towards me step by step, I smiled and waved to him.
"Are you alright?" Wen Yi'an asked, seeing me smiling heartlessly, he also laughed, and the light in his eyes was exactly the same as the stars on a summer night.
I like Wen Yi'an, I have liked him since I was very young, so I have been following him around, thanks to his care, but this kind of liking has nothing to do with love, I don't know if he is lucky to be attracted to me.
I leaned on the railing of the overpass, looking at the clear man in white in front of me, when I was a teenager, Wen Yi'an also looked like this, sunny and handsome, after all these years, we are still young! The years have not been thin for him, his clarity and cleanliness are the same as before, but he is more mature and steady.
"Wen Yi'an, I'll tell you good news, you have to be happy for me."
"Huh? You said. ”
I continued to laugh, "Just now, Chen Fei'er told me that Lin Che really likes me, Wen Yi'an, I believe it, and I also confirm that I really like him, and I am going to pursue my own happiness." ”
When I said this, I didn't dare to look directly into Wen Yi'an's eyes, and I didn't want to speculate about his inner feelings, because in that case, I would be uncomfortable myself.
Wen Yi'an was silent for a while, hugged me and said, "Silly girl, I will be happy for you, but you must be happy." ”
"Hmm. Wen Yi'an, we have known each other for so many years, and it has really come to this day, you saw that I found my beloved, have you ever thought about making your life better? ”
I also stretched out my hand to hug Wen Yi'an and said to him seriously, "For you, I also deeply hope that you can have a good love, but I know that I can't give it to you, can you forget me?" ”
"I don't know." Wen Yi'an said, "I don't know if I can forget, I don't want to forget, I am also very happy to see you living happily, Tuanzi." ”
"Who made you so happy? You have to forget! I pushed Wen Yi'an away, "I'm happy with other men, and you have to keep guarding me, isn't this adding to your own block!" Just now, I thought about it, Wen Yi'an, let's not be friends anymore in the future, I don't want to be friends with you all the time, we can't go back to the way we used to be, and now it's embarrassing for each other. ”
"What do you mean? Shen Tuanzi, what do you want? ”
"I'm going to live my happy life, I'm going to be fine, and I hope you too. But our relationship is over here, and when you really let go, let's be friends again! Now, I don't want to know what's going on in your heart, because I'm going to find someone I like. ”
After I said this, I smiled at Wen Yi'an very white lotus, and then pretended to be relaxed and said, "Goodbye!" I won't be here for a short time unless my work requires me, and I don't want to see you again. ”
"So what if you don't have a good day one day? How do I know when you're having a bad time? ”
"You don't need to know, the road I chose by myself, and whether I live well or not has nothing to do with you. Good bye! Don't follow me, Wen Yi'an, I don't want to hate you at all, but I find that I'm doing it right now. ”
After I said this, I left without looking back, and went to the other side of the overpass, and walked for a long and long time, and I never looked back.
Facts have proved that Ji Xiaoxiao is right, if you don't love someone, you should be neat.
If this person was Jiang Yu, or some other boy who had chased me, I might not be like this, because I knew that even if they couldn't get me, they wouldn't give up their original lives for me, but Wen Yi'an wasn't, and if Wen Yi'an was unhappy, I would be uncomfortable.
Thinking like this, my heart felt as if I was blocked by a stone, and it became more and more uncomfortable.
It wasn't until I walked out a long way that I squatted down in a no-man's corner, leaning against the wall, feeling like I had lost my strength.
I feel like I've lost, something very important, very important, and losing it makes me very sad.
After three or four minutes, Messi called me and asked where I was now, and I asked her to help me book a ticket back to Beijing tonight, cheered up, went back to pack my luggage, and rushed back to Beijing.
Before getting on the plane, I sent a message to Lin Che, telling him that I was going back and asking if he could pick me up.
After sending it, I turned off my phone and got on the plane.
When I arrived in Beijing, it was raining heavily, and I vomited because of airsickness, but it took a long time for me to recover.
As soon as I got downstairs, Lin Che came over and hugged me.
I was taken aback by him, but he happily hugged me and spun around several times.
This time, I wanted to vomit again.
Lin Che saw that something was wrong with me, and hurriedly put me down, "Shen Zhihan, do you want to eat something sour?" ”
I was inexplicably asked by him, and when I reacted, my face immediately turned red, and I hit him with my bag, "Fart, I'm airsick, what do you want?" ”
Lin Che was rarely happy, he didn't care about me, he carried my luggage and led me out.
Lin Che said: "Shen Zhihan, do you know? It's been so long since you've been back, and this is the first time you've reached out to me. ”
I looked at him and laughed with him, "I'll keep in touch with you in the future, and I won't stop annoying you to death." ”
"Really? If you lie to me again, you're dead. Lin Che said, driving me out of the airport.
I sat in the co-pilot and kept looking at him, with Lin Che, all this is incredible, it is exactly the result I want, I like Lin Che, even if there will be no result between us in the future as Chen Fei'er said, I will still like him.
When I really knew what I wanted, I was determined that I had to be with him.
I won't love like others, regardless of my feelings, for me, if I really love someone, I have to be involved with him forever, well, I love Lin Che very much.
"Lin Che, shall we go to Qinhuangdao?" I asked him, "I want to go with you to the beach to watch the sunrise." ”
"Did you take the wrong medicine?" Lin Che glanced at me in the rearview mirror, and even so, he looked quite happy.
"Let's go now, four hours later, it's sunrise, just when we arrive."
"Now it's raining, by the sea, it's a storm." Lin Che stopped the car as he said and hugged me in his arms, "Zhihan, do you remember the time before when I locked you up in Qinhuangdao and threw you out during the storm?" ”
"Of course I remember, I'm such a grudge-loving person." I laughed, "I was so stupid at the time, in fact, I was very scared after you threw me out, but I made it myself, and I don't have the face to look for you again." ”
"I know that your heart is cowardly to death, but the words that come out of your mouth can make me angry to death. When we are together in the future, no matter how angry we are, they are not allowed to stimulate me all the time, do you know? ”
I nodded, very seriously promising not to fall in love with him again.
Lin Che said that love is wanted, and killing each other is avoided.
"Actually, that day, you said in front of the whole family that you didn't love me, Zhihan, I only thought it was a matter of face at the time, and I didn't really blame you, and you left without looking back. Do you know what I'm angry about? It was you who knew that I was engaged that day, and you could still run to work as if nothing had happened, and in the end, I couldn't help but go to you. It's not so much to be mad at you as it is to myself, and I sometimes think that I'm fucking sick and would like you as a stupid woman with no heart and no lungs. ”
"Then I'll hug you and let you be wronged." As I spoke, I raised my hand and hugged Lin Che, the rain outside the car window was getting heavier and heavier, such a scene was not romantic.
"Enlightened this time? Shen Zhihan, what makes you connected? Could it be Wen Yi'an's conversation with you just now? ”
"How do you know?" I looked up, and my first reaction was that he was looking for someone to follow me again, and I was a little angry.
Lin Che pinched my face, "The photo of you two hugging and hugging is on the news again...... Can I not see? ”
"Ah......" I hurriedly opened my phone to look, but there was no more.
"I let people get it down, my women hugging other men, I can't stand this kind of news." As he spoke, Lin Che pulled my face with more force.
I laughed and hugged him again.
In the evening he took me to Qinhuangdao, although there was indeed a storm there and we were not allowed to go to the beach to watch the sunrise.
I went to Lin Che's beach house, and when I arrived, it was already five o'clock in the morning, because of the storm, the lightning and thunder outside, and the sky was still dark.
Not only me, but Lin Che was also a little tired. But if we have endless words, we want to tell each other everything that is in our hearts.
Lin Che said that after he knew that I was Shen Zhen's daughter, he struggled a lot during that time, but I kept saying that I liked him, and then he could see that I was using him, but he even didn't want He Rujing and Shen Zhen to get married, and he deliberately released the scandal between himself and me to test them.
"But what you're hiding doesn't look like you really love me at all." I recalled two years ago, Lin Che's hot and cold attitude.
He flicked my forehead, gave me a blank look, and said, "You are such a terrible person, you must know that I really love you, and you can't go to heaven!" When the time comes, my house will be demolished by you. ”
It seems to make sense.
Lin Che continued: "When I make up my mind to be with you, you will make one out after another, and my head will be big. And the USB flash drive, in fact, I knew you were going to sabotage my mother's wedding, I didn't say it, but then I saw it, I couldn't bear it, I wanted to give you some punishment, and I almost lost your life. ”
"I almost lost your life...... I paused, and continued, "I saw Chen Fei'er today." ”
"Well, I know, it looks like I have to educate Lin Zhi well. Did Phil get you in trouble? ”
I shook my head, "She said today that she decided to give up on you because she loves you very much and wants you to live happily." Lin Che, you and Chen Fei'er, have you ever had love between you? ”
"Nope. In my opinion, she is the same as Lin Zhi, and she and I have almost grown up together, but there is obviously no love between us, those things are just the arrangement of the elders, Zhihan, after meeting you, I began to want to change my established life plan. Lin Che looked at me and said very seriously, "The only thing I can put in my heart is you as a girl." ”
I hugged Lin Che, lay down in his arms and fell asleep, raised my head and kissed his chin, "I have always disliked Chen Fei'er before, and I want to stop you from being with her, because I think she is not a good person, but I am connected now, in fact, no matter who you are with, even if it is a good girl who loves you more sincerely and kindly than me, I will still be sad and hate her, because I love you, and I reject all women who love you except me." No, not with men! ”
Lin Che said that this was the most conscientious sentence he had ever heard from my mouth.