Chapter 41: You've always had mine in your heart, haven't you?
Song Qingge only felt that her face was hot, in this mansion, she was humiliated many times, either Jiang Wanyin or the Wang family, and even the subordinates in the mansion dared to touch her.
Jiang Wanyin paused, her eyes were full of happiness, "Grandmother, if you punish your sister so easily, your husband will feel distressed." β
"Don't worry, I've already told him on Chen'er's side, if he dares to snub you in the future, you come and tell me, an old woman, that is, I will teach him a good lesson."
Wang held her hand a little tighter.
"Grandmother treats Yin'er so well, Yin'er remembers it in her heart."
In front of him is a warm picture, but in Song Qingge's heart, there is only grievances, humiliation and pain. Again and again, deep in her heart.
Seeing her standing aside with a resentful look, Wang made her retreat.
Duan Wangchen had been waiting outside Qiuqian Garden, and he knew that she would definitely feel bad after entering. Seeing her walk out at this moment, he hurriedly stepped forward, "Ah Ge, grandmother, did she embarrass you?" β
Then, he saw that her face was a little red and swollen, and immediately let go of her hand to go inside, "I'll go and ask grandmother for an explanation for you!" β
"Don't." Song Qingge pulled him back, "Ah Ge is fine, Zuo's face is just a little painful, go back and apply it and it will be fine." β
More is better than less, Song Qingge doesn't want to get involved in these troubles anymore.
"But Ah Ge, I can't let my grandmother treat you like this every time." Duan Wangchen took his hand away and strode towards the Autumn Garden.
Song Qingge stopped him anymore, she only knew that she heard a noise coming from inside outside, probably because Duan Wangchen and the Wang family were arguing.
She didn't stay long and went back to Zhuyun Garden.
"Miss, the slave maid thinks that Master Hou is right, the old lady will put the fault on your head when she returns, and if you continue like this, you will only suffer more in the future."
In the past, only Jiang Wanyin was angry with her, but now that there is one more Wang family, if she doesn't fight back, how can she have a better life in the future.
"Why don't I understand what you're saying? It's just that I've decided to be with my cousin well, so I can only swallow my anger, can I still speak in this house? β
She doesn't have the Prime Minister's Mansion to rely on like Jiang Wanyin, behind her, there are only piles of bones that have died unjustly, and no one can rely on her.
"The slave has a saying, I don't know whether to say it or not." Furou rubbed the egg for her and snorted.
"Say whatever you want, don't twist or whim." Song Qingge looked at the face in the bronze mirror that had lost its color and was swollen.
"It's not like you can't rely on anyone, isn't Xiao Gongzi still alive? When he came back, he wanted to find out what happened back then and avenge the unjust death of Xiao Wangfu. Although he said that the old man harmed Xiao Wangfu and had an estrangement with you, he also cared for you, Miss. You might as well work with him to find out what happened back then, and maybe you can solve the misunderstanding between you and him. β
Furou's words were well thought out. She is now in dire straits in this house, and everyone in the house looks at her unpleasantly, and she will offend people if she doesn't do anything, so it is better to find a turning point from this dire situation.
Song Qingge's eyes sank little by little, in short, it is indeed not a long-term way to sit back and wait for others to be slaughtered.
"But in this way, it will definitely cause trouble to Brother Xiao, and I don't want him to be a burden." She thought about it, but still didn't agree with what she said.
"But what if he still has affection for Miss in his heart?" These days, Luo Jingsheng always found an excuse to come here to see her several times.
"I've already told him not to come to me in the future, even if there is affection, that trace of affection will disappear."
Song Qingge stretched out his hand and took off the hairpin on his bun.
Seeing that she had made up her mind, Furou had no choice but to stop talking.
Duan Wangchen went to Qiuqian Garden to make such a fuss, but instead of asking Song Qingge for a reason, he was also punished by the Wang family to kneel in the ancestral hall all night.
On the second day, it rained heavily, and when Song Qingge woke up, he saw the heavy rain outside, and asked Furou, "Is my cousin still kneeling in the ancestral hall?" β
"I heard that she was still kneeling inside, and the old lady said that no one could let the Hou Ye come out without her permission." Furou said as she dressed her.
"Then you prepare some meals, and I'll go see him later." Song Qingge's words were a little worried, and he urged Furou.
"Yes."
After dressing her up, Furou hurriedly retreated to prepare a meal.
After preparing the meal, she didn't go directly into the house, and shook the rain on her body at the door of the house, "Miss, this rain is getting heavier and heavier, why don't you send this meal slave over by yourself, you can stay in the house." Furou said embarrassedly.
Song Qingge walked outside the house and glanced outside, there were heavy rain curtains in front of him, and it was pouring rain, even if he was holding an umbrella, he was afraid that there would be a lot of rain on his body.
"My cousin was punished by my grandmother for kneeling because of me, how could I not go to see him." She took the paper umbrella from Fu Rou's hand, "I'll hold the umbrella myself, you take the meal, and we'll go over now." β
"But..."
Fu Rou still persuaded her, and she had already carried an umbrella into the rain. She could only open the paper umbrella and hurriedly follow her footsteps.
"Miss, slow down." Behind him, there was a burst of reminders from Furou.
The promenade outside the ancestral hall was also splashed with some rainwater, and it was a little damp. Song Qingge walked up the steps and put away the paper umbrella in his hand.
When he looked down, his eyes were stunned, although the steps were a little damp, but on the ground at the door, there were a few footprints on them.
Her eyes moved, but the door was tightly closed and locked.
There was a faint sound of conversation inside, "Master Hou, Luo Jingsheng has been very peaceful these days, and he has been dancing with Yun Wu in Changle Mansion almost every day. β
"Really? He must have felt uncomfortable, right? "This is Duan Wangchen's voice.
"If something like this happened to his favorite junior sister, how could he stand it." In another voice, there was a hint of disdain.
Duan Wangchen sneered, "He knew what his identity was, and he dared to return to Chang'an City." This time, I'm sure I won't let him be so happy. β
Song Qingge's body trembled, her eyes were full of surprise, and her hand holding the paper umbrella slowly tightened.
It turned out that Duan Wangchen actually knew the identity of Luo Jingsheng...
"Miss, what's wrong?" Behind him, Furou's voice was heard.
When the people inside heard the voice, their eyes were strange.
She hurriedly turned around, took Furou's hand, and led her into the rain.
But the door at the door could not be opened, and when they came out of the door, they found nothing unusual.
"Master Hou, is the sound of the rain too noisy, did you hear it wrong?" Bian Luo stood behind Duan Wangchen, with a hint of doubt in his words.
"I can't be mistaken." Duan Wangchen glanced around vigilantly, "You go and chase after it, people shouldn't have run far yet!" β
"Yes."
Bian Luo's figure disappeared into the rain.
"What's wrong? We haven't delivered meals to Master Hou yet? Furou's face was full of questions, and the rain poured into her mouth, causing her voice to slowly weaken.
"I'll let you go back!" She had very little, and she was angry at Furou.
The pouring rain hit her, and when she saw the path on the side, she hurriedly slipped in and ran back to Zhuyunyuan along the path.
"Quick, you go back to your clothes!"
She pushed Furou away with her hand, and went into the house to dig out a set of clothes and hurriedly changed them.
Fu Rou didn't know what was going on, and when she came back after changing her clothes, she saw that Song Qingge's body was still trembling uncontrollably.
"Slave maid go and cook you a bowl of ginger soup." She spoke.
"No, you must not go, you go and find me some medicine for typhoid fever." Song Qingge hurriedly stopped her, going to boil ginger soup at this moment would only cause leaks.
"Yes." After Furou poured her a cup of hot tea, she hurried to find medicine.
Bian Luo searched around the outside of the ancestral hall, but he didn't find anyone. On the path on the side, the footsteps left behind were constantly washed away by the rain.
"Didn't find it?"
Duan Wangchen was a little unconvinced.
"My subordinates have searched all the outside, but they haven't found anyone." Bian Luo said again with certainty.
Duan Wangchen's face sank, and he did faintly hear the sound of someone talking outside.
For several days, Song Qingge stayed in Zhuyun Garden. After Wang's anger subsided, he released Duan Wangchen, and as soon as he came out, he went to Zhuyun Garden to find Song Qingge.
The moment he saw him, Song Qingge's fingers shrank and tightened.
"Ah Ge, how are you doing these days? Grandmother, are they going to embarrass you again? His voice was very gentle.
"I'm fine, but you, you must have suffered a lot if you were punished to kneel in the ancestral hall." Song Qingge turned his head and gathered the clothes on his body for him.
"I'm fine in the ancestral hall, but I can't see you, and I miss you very much." He smiled, his eyes full of warmth.
Her long eyelashes moved, and a layer of gloom fell, "Cousin, Ah Ge didn't go to the ancestral hall to see you, it was Ah Ge's fault." β
Duan Wangchen's eyes flickered slightly, and then he pulled her into his arms, "It's okay, I don't blame you." β
A layer of cold sweat broke out on her back. The person holding her at this moment made her feel very terrible.
Fortunately, he didn't stay in Zhuyun Yuan for too long.
As soon as he walked on his front foot, Song Qingge couldn't stop coughing. It rained that day, but it still gave her a cold. When Duan Wangchen came, she endured it all the time.
Fu Rou took the medicine and stepped forward, "Miss, you drink it quickly." β
"Tomorrow, I'm going to Changle Mansion." Drinking the medicine, she narrowed her eyes.
Fu Rou's face showed a little worry, "But if the Hou Ye asks..."
"I have my own way." Song Qingge's eyes were filled with a hint of firmness.
On the second day, when Duan Wangchen came to her, she opened her mouth and said to him: "Cousin, Ah Ge wants to go to the Lishui Temple in Chang'an City to pray for blessings. β
"Do you want me to come with you?"
Duan Wangchen asked her with care on his face.
Song Qingge turned his head and smiled, and took his hand down, "No need, you haven't been able to accompany your sister well for so many days, so stay in the mansion to accompany her, otherwise your grandmother will say that you have snubbed her again." I'm going with Furou, it's fine. β
"You really don't need me to accompany you?" He asked again.
"No, you don't." She smiled back at him.
Fortunately, Duan Wangchen didn't think too much, and after ordering Furou a few times, he let her out of the Hou Mansion.
Soon after leaving the Hou Mansion, she separated from Furou, and Furou told her in the carriage, "Miss, be careful. β
"Go ahead."
Song Qingge, who was wearing a cloak, raised her head and urged her. Then he turned and left.
When she went to the outside of Changle Mansion, the little maid guarding the door saw her, recognized her as Song Qingge at a glance, and took her into Changle Mansion.
When Yufeng went to pass the news of Luo Jingsheng, he was still accompanying Yun Wu on the soft couch, and she had just fallen asleep.
Hearing that Song Qingge suddenly came to him, he was slightly stunned. When he saw her standing outside the house, with a cloak still draped over her, he knew how difficult her trip had been.
"But what happened?" Last time, she said that she wouldn't let him go to Zhuyun Yuan to find her again, and there must be something wrong when she suddenly came to him at this moment.
She looked at Luo Jingsheng and shook her head, "I'm fine." Then his eyes turned to the room behind him, "Is something wrong with the Cloud Dancing Girl?" β
A hint of surprise crossed Luo Jingsheng's face, "How do you know?" β
"Brother Xiao, can you tell Ah Ge what happened?" Although she knew that this matter was done by Duan Wangchen, on the one hand, she was the person who took care of her for eight years, and on the other hand, she was the person who had a deep affection for her when she was young, and it was very difficult for her to choose.
Luo Jingsheng turned his face and was silent for a moment, "She, she lost her virginity." β
Song Qingge's eyes shrank, her face was full of shock, and she had a lot of thoughts in her heart, she didn't expect Duan Wangchen to actually use such a vicious method.
"Do you know who did it?"
Seeing the obvious look on her face, Luo Jingsheng opened his mouth to question her.
"Iβ" she opened her mouth to say, but shook her head, "how could he have done it?" How could he do such a thing? β
Luo Jingsheng stepped forward and grabbed her arms, "Ah Ge, tell me, who did it?" β
She frowned, and just kept shaking her head, "It won't be what he did...", but the words she heard outside the ancestral hall that day kept ringing in her ears.
"Ah Ge, tell me, tell me who did it." Luo Jingsheng's face was full of anxiety, and Yufeng had been investigating this matter every day for a while, but he had no clue.
There are many powerful people in Chang'an City, and it is like looking for a needle in a haystack to investigate one thing, and even the murder of Xiao Wangfu has been investigated for several years.
Suddenly, she took his hand, "No, I can't say. Before coming, she just wanted to confirm if Yun Wu had an accident as Duan Wangchen said, and at this moment, when she heard Luo Jingsheng say that she had lost her virginity, she realized the consequences of what she said.
Seeing her panicked like this, a cold light appeared between his eyebrows, "Is it Duan Wangchen?" Duan Wangchen did it, right?! β
can make her work so hard to maintain, out of a period of forgetfulness, who else can be? In this world, the person she values the most is only Duan Wangchen, right?!
"No, it's not him, it's not my cousinβ" she looked up suddenly, in denial.
Luo Jingsheng gritted his teeth, stepped forward and grabbed her arms again, pulling her closer, "If it weren't for him, how could you be so maintained?" β
The way he gritted his teeth with such anger was the first time Song Qingge had seen it, and tears appeared in her eyes, "Brother Xiao, don't go to your cousin for revenge, don't." She was afraid, afraid of losing him again.
"You love him so much?"
Luo Jingsheng looked at the person in front of him who was choking and pleading with him in disbelief, he didn't expect that one day she would beg him for another man in front of him.
"No, no, I'm afraid something will happen to you." She was in a hurry, and tears would fall when she was in a hurry. This is the problem she has fallen in the Hou Mansion for so many years.
Everyone in the Hou Mansion will misunderstand her, and they can also misunderstand her, every time she can't say it well, no matter how she explains, they don't believe what she says, and every time she doesn't explain it well, tears will fall down. Over time, she fell into this problem.
"Are you still afraid that something will happen to me? If you don't want to say it, why are you here? Come and see Xiao Wu's jokes, come and see my jokes? β
He grabbed her arms so hard that he almost dug into her flesh.
"I'm just here to know if my cousin really did those things, and I didn't mean to laugh at you." Her words were full of grievances.
"What if I go?" He coldly threatened her.
"You can't go, he'll be calculated." For the first time, she yelled at him.
Afraid of waking up Yun Wu, who was sleeping inside, Luo Jingsheng grabbed her hand, jumped and fell below. He took her hand tightly and led her back to Guan Ju Pavilion.
"Are you afraid that I will be calculated by him, or are you afraid that I will go to him for revenge?!" Years of grievances were involved, and he wanted to know the answer now.
Song Qingge stood in front of him, only lowered his head and cried, "I'm really worried about you, my cousin treats me well, but I don't want to see you have an accident." β
Even after coming this far, she is still in a difficult situation.
"I'll tell you, I won't sit idly by and watch Xiao Wu's affairs!" He lowered his head, and a cold voice poured down over her head.
She wiped the tears from her face and raised her head to look at him, "But do you know, cousin, he already knows your identity and knows that you are Xiao Yunqi." β
A hint of surprise flashed in Luo Jingsheng's eyes, "He knows my identity?" β
Song Qingge nodded, "He also said that he would not let you go easily this time." I don't know, I don't know why my cousin hates you so much... But I just thought, if you don't have an accident. β
"Isn't it just right for you that I've had an accident? So you don't have to see me again. Luo Jingsheng suppressed the warmth that welled up in his heart and looked at her with a cold face.
She shook her head, "No, you were the person I valued the most, how could I expect something to happen to you?" Finally, she said what was in her heart.
"It used to be, but now the person you value the most is only Duan Wangchen, right?" In his heart, he always felt that she was just sorry for him.
Song Qingge lowered his head and stopped talking.
She didn't know how to answer him.
She felt a little tired, "Anyway, don't go to your cousin for revenge." With that, he turned around and went down the attic.
Suddenly, her wrist was grabbed by the person behind her, and Luo Jingsheng took her into his arms and put his head on her shoulder, "Are you really here to tell me when you came today?" β
Her palms were cold, and a heart on her heart was pounding, even in Duan Wangchen's arms, she had never felt this way.
"I finally found out that you are still alive in this world, and I don't want you to have another accident." She whispered. The scent of gorse on his body lingered on the tip of her nose, and her heart was warm and panicked.
"So, you've always had mine in your heart, haven't you?" Today, he somehow became very soft in his heart, and he always wanted to find a little comfort from her.
Xu is because for so many years, he has been thinking about coming back to wash away the grievances of Xiao Wangfu and has suffered too much, and Xu is because he has seen too many battles between people's hearts.
She wanted to say, so what? Didn't you marry me to Duan Wuchen with your own hands? But at this moment, he was encircled in the crook of her arm, which made her confused, and she nodded her head without even obeying the call.
Receiving a response from the man in his arms, he turned her body around, lowered his head, and his warm lips touched her lips with a slight warmth.
Suddenly, Song Qingge's eyes widened, and she suddenly came to her senses, she was already married to Duan Wangchen, how could she still be like him, she stretched out her hand against his broad chest, and wanted to push him away, but he pulled her into his arms and hugged her tighter.
His kiss was very domineering, with an aggressive meaning, as if he wanted to rub her into his bones.
This is the person she has been thinking about for a long time, and she has no way to resist, only a little sink, sink.
His kiss slowed down, he let go, put his forehead against hers, and whispered: "Ah Ge, do you know that when I first arrived in Wuluan Mountain, every moment, every moment I missed you very much. I wanted to go down the mountain to find you, but Master told me that my body was seriously injured and I couldn't go down the mountain. I waited and waited, thinking that when Master healed my wounds, I would be able to go back to Chang'an City to find you.
However, after my injuries healed, I realized that it was your father who killed Xiao Wangfu back then. Since then, I have been desperately telling myself that I can't miss you anymore, let alone go to you. You are the enemy of my Xiao Wangfu, I will only torture you fiercely, not worry about you in my heart.
So, I stayed on the mountain for eight years. Back in Chang'an City, I knew that Duan Wangchen married Jiang Wanyin, and I also knew that you would be very sad at that time, so I gave Duan Wangchen an idea and asked him to marry you as a concubine as he wished.
I think that when you become his concubine, Jiang Wanyin will only torture you by more unscrupulous means. But I didn't expect that when she let those gangsters sneak into the Hou Mansion and wanted to take your body, I couldn't help but save you. I told myself that I just didn't want those villains to defile your body, and I still hated you.
After that, I will use Xi Po's matter to calculate you, so that the gap between you and Duan Wangchen will become deeper and deeper, and make you even more unhappy in the Hou Mansion. But do you know how much my heart hurt when you came to Changle Mansion that day and asked me why I did that? But I look at you, and I have to pretend to be happy. Since then, I've been visiting Zhuyun Garden often. Until the last time, you told me not to go to you again. β
As soon as he spoke, he said many, many things.
Song Qingge only listened to him quietly, they had been separated for so many years, and she had not listened to him so quietly for a long time.