Chapter 641: Seemingly Unfortunate Luck

If you have to define love as a concept, in Xu Xiaoyu's heart, it may be the taste of first love! It's both sweet and bitter! I don't want to give up and forget.

Before falling in love with Zhang Fengyi, he liked other girls, but it was only because of the curiosity of adolescence and the simple liking of ignorance and longing for the love between men and women. It's just an exploration of unknown feelings, but it's not love.

After he met Zhang Fengyi, he tasted for the first time the taste of being moved, crazy about it, and completely sinking and sinking for it.

It's like a person may like countless people in his or her life, but there can only be one person who is the person he or she loves the most in this life.

And just by coincidence, Zhang Fengyi lived in the first position in Xu Xiaoyu's heart on a logical and natural trajectory of emotional development.

is also the same as Fang Qianyi's feelings about Zhang Fengyi now, but the two of them met Zhang Fengyi at different times.

Xu Xiaoyu's youthful feelings when he first tasted emotion and love at that time, and because the object of his affection had the same gender as himself, his life fell into confusion and confusion.

In the end, it led to the fact that he did not grasp the best time to pursue Zhang Fengyi at that time. It is also by mistake that the years have been wasted invisibly for so many years.

During this period, Xu Xiaoyu did not work hard for this relationship, on the one hand, it was because of his own various contradictions, various concerns, and the inability to break through various relationships. (I've had a crush for years, and I don't dare to express my heart, etc.) ）

On the one hand, it was due to Zhang Fengyi's repeated rejection of him and repeated pressure on him.

Mr. Zhang very cleverly gave Xu Xiaoyu a multiple-choice question: it is difficult to make a choice. Author: Jinlan Xiuxian

Let him choose the same relationship between relatives, brothers and people.

Let him know clearly: You can't have both fish and bear's paws, and Xu Xiaoyu had no choice but to choose one of them.

And Zhang Fengyi has never given him - any fantasy that can turn a dream into a reality. It also led to Xu Shao having no way to force Zhang Fengyi to make any concessions for himself.

In the end, the current situation was formed, and the relationship between them only stayed at the level of relatives and brothers, and they still did not get the results they wanted.

Xu Xiaoyu would rather be the one who is in love, down to the dust.

If time could be turned back, he would rather give up everything he had and go back to the time when he first met Zhang Fengyi.

He will definitely use all his sincerity and love to pursue him again. It's a pity! You can't turn back the clock!

In addition to family and friendship, there is also kindness and morality between them, so Xu Shao has no complaints about Mr. Zhang.

He only asks his beloved, after thoroughly understanding his heart for him, to give him a chance to be good to him.

But he never told anyone anything, and he didn't need to say anything!

A big-hearted person will not always talk about love and love, he just does it silently, as long as he can move the other party in behavior.

is also like his family's small righteousness, and he is also doing his duty for him. He Zhang Fengyi has never complained about himself, some are just staying together and accompanying, supporting and encouraging, and wholeheartedly hope that he Xu Xiaoyu will be happy, so what else is there to be hypocritical about himself?

"Fang Qianyi, you have to know: for feelings, all feelings in this world are unfair! For example, if you like someone, you can guarantee that they will like them in all kinds, but you can never guarantee that they will like you in the same way! ”

"I can like him unconditionally, but I can't force him to like me too! I can give him everything I have unconditionally, but I can't expect him to give me the same in return. ”

"I've never forced him anything, and I've never been as deliberate as you say! If there is conspiracy and calculation, then it is not worthy of love! I admit it: Actually, I'm also a scumbag, and I'm not a very suitable person, but I'm not as greedy as you say. ”

"Or do you think that with a person like your Brother Zhang's character, I can get close to him? If my behavior is very excessive, will we be able to associate with each other to this day? Little fart, child, the relationship between me and him is not as simple as you think! ”

"It's not something that can be said in a sentence or two, or in a few days and nights! And I don't have to teach you how to interact and engage with him. I'm sorry to tell you: Uncle Xu, I can't answer this question satisfactorily! ”

"Of course, you must also know one thing: I am fundamentally different from you! When he's trying to avoid you, he probably really wants to avoid you! And when he wants to avoid me, he doesn't want to hurt me! It's protecting me! You have to understand this! ”

"Kids! Love is far more complicated than you think! In love, I myself am also a relatively failed person, I can't persuade you to give up immediately and stop the loss, and I don't have the qualifications to teach you a lesson. I hope you do it yourself! We must also know how to grasp the balance! ”

After Xu Xiaoyu said these tirades, he suddenly felt a lot more relaxed in his heart! When he exhorted others, he undoubtedly comforted himself.

He didn't know why he said so much to this child, maybe it was because he felt that they were connected by the same disease and the same fate!

But no! At least he, Xu Xiaoyu, is much luckier than this little pitiful worm, isn't he!

The various kinds of care that his family Xiaoyi took care of him only stemmed from the love of the other party's Long Xing, not for him Fang Qianyi himself! At this point, Xu Dashao can see it very clearly!

Since Xiaoyi has no interest in him, let alone a good impression at all, next time, or after they meet a few more times, I'm afraid Xiaoyi won't want to see him again, right? Then I'm still worried about a fart! Just send him back!

Therefore, Xu Shao doesn't have to mind: what does Fang Qianyi want to do to his family's Xiaoyi, and there is no need to worry about what threat Fang Qianyi will pose to him.

"Perhaps! Maybe he gave all his love to my eldest brother, and he won't learn to love others anymore. I've never regretted it, though! I am willing to hit the wall again! If you like it! If you don't fight for and insist on what you love, then this love is indeed too cheap! It's too sloppy and unreal! ”

Fang Qianyi didn't look at Xu Xiaoyu's eyes through the rearview mirror, he lowered his head and muttered. Author: Jinlan Xiuxian

He feels like he's talking to himself! And what he shows: this form of self-talk seems so lonely, helpless and lonely.

It's a little distressing to watch, but this is the path he has chosen, a path he knew he would take from the beginning.

Knowing that there is a possibility that it may not become a reality, he still crashes up like a moth to a flame.

Wishful thinking of unrequited love, and do not know how to reduce personal losses in moderation. The strength of this tendon is worthy of admiration, and at the same time it is not to blame the ruthlessness and unrighteousness of others......

"What's wrong? Frustrated? You've just taken a few steps for love! I've loved and crushed him for so long, and I've never complained! I've never felt wronged! It seems that you are still young and vigorous! It's even more impatient! ”

"It can be said that true love should not think about weighing the pros and cons, and true friendship should not be calculated, or too many personal gains and losses."

"But I must admit that even noble love has a worldly side, and even the purest friendship has an occasional selfish side. So I can understand your feelings! I have the same characteristics as you! But we have a lot of differences! ”