Chapter 4: Tangled Choices

Mo Lan, who was lying on the sofa thinking about Luo Kun, suddenly her mobile phone rang, and she took the phone and saw that it was a message from Mo's mother, asking her to go home for dinner on Saturday, thinking about it carefully, it seems that she hasn't been home for dinner for a long time. But today is Wednesday, and she has already taken two days off, and if she doesn't go to work, the director will kill her, but how will she face Luo Kun when she goes to work? The wound that had been smoothed out with great difficulty is now tearing like a pain. In fact, Mo Lan knew in his heart that no matter what he should face, he would never be able to escape. She now has nothing more than two choices, one is to resign and not be in the company, so that she can avoid meeting Luo Kun, but this job is something she found with great difficulty, if her parents know that they have resigned, they will have to worry about it, but if they continue to stay in the company, they will not be able to avoid Luo Kun meeting every day. Thinking about it, Mo Lan fell into a deep sleep. When I woke up, it was already afternoon, looking at the sunset outside the window, I suddenly remembered the afternoon when I was desperate, when Mo Lan was sad, the doorbell suddenly rang, and when I opened the door, I saw Xiaomi standing at the door with dinner, as soon as Xiaomi entered the door, he stepped forward and hugged Xiaomi and cried, as if he wanted to cry out the grievances of the past two days at one time. Xiaomi looked at Mo Lan who was crying heartbreakingly and panicked, she hadn't seen Mo Lan like this for a long time, only since that incident, she hadn't seen Mo Lan shed a single tear, she has always been strong, what's wrong today? Xiaomi had no choice but to hold her quietly like this and let her vent. After a while, the crying gradually became heard. Looking at Mo Lan, who was crying like a little flower cat, Xiaomi was heartbroken.

"Let's come over for dinner first." Millet poured out the food she had brought.

Looking at Xiaomi, who didn't gossip, Mo Lan felt particularly unaccustomed, so he took the initiative to ask, "Don't you even ask me why?" ”

"Okay, let's talk about it after eating, no matter what happens, we always have to eat!"

"It's good to have you."

Mo Lan knew that although Xiaomi was gossiping, it was very measured. Xiaomi also understood that something must have caused Mo Lan's wound to become inflamed. She didn't want to force Mo Lan to say that if she wanted to say it, she would definitely tell herself, and the two of them knew it like this.

No one talked about it during the meal, until after dinner, Mo Lan suggested that everyone have some wine together. Maybe it's a coincidence that he needs to use the effect of alcohol to tell Xiaomi's TV series, or maybe he needs to drink some alcohol to relieve his nerves that have been tense in the past two days.

"Luo Kun is that person." Mo Lan said expressionlessly while holding the wine glass.

"Who are you talking about? Managing director? Hearing Mo Lan say this, Xiaomi felt that her jaw was about to fall to the ground.

"Yes," Mo Lan replied with a sip of wine.

"You wait first, I'll digest a plot first, this plot is too bloody. It's more TV series than a TV series! Looking at Mo Lan's haggard appearance shaking his wine glass, combined with his previous performance after meeting Luo Kun in the company, Xiaomi knew that Mo Lan was not joking, and the wound that had finally healed was now being peeled off layer by layer.

"You've already met alone?" Xiaomi decided to figure out the situation first and then think about what to do.

"That's right, on the day he first came to the company..."Mo Lan told Xiaomi about that day.

"So what are you going to do now? Don't go to work? ”

"I don't know."

"Do you still feel for him?" Looking at Mo Lan's hesitant appearance, Xiaomi understands very well that this kind of thing is not just said to be in the past, and some things still need to be explained clearly in person.

"Maybe it's an answer and a reason, it doesn't matter whether you love or not, it's impossible for us anymore."

"Then you should talk to him in person and ask him why he suddenly said goodbye."

"But I didn't have the courage to see him, and when I saw him, I would remember what I was like at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau that day." Mo Lan knew very well that it was a knot that had plagued her for many years, and only by figuring out the truth of this matter could she really get out of this relationship, but she never had the courage to do it, and the answer she finally got was that she didn't love it.

"Some things don't end until they are clearly stated, and you can't stay in the past forever! Selective forgetting can also hurt, and only when you figure out what happened can you start a new life! ”

"I see, I'll think again!"

"You have to know that there is some pain that no one can empathize with you, and no one can help you to suffer, and you know very well how you have come over the years. I don't know if he's coming back purely for work or because of you, but whatever the reason, I still have to make it clear. To make it clear is to explain his youthful years, and also to draw a perfect end to his past, and then start a new life, so that the godmother and their old couple can rest assured. "Millet is two years older than Mo Lan, Mo Lan accompanies her in the most difficult days, and she gets acquainted with her family after coming and going, and Mo Lan doesn't know how to become her godsister.

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to stand the results I don't want to hear."

"Wouldn't that be better? The only remaining nostalgia for him is gone! I've survived the most difficult days, are you still afraid of this? ”

Mo Lan didn't speak, he knew that he had to face it, but he still wanted to find a variety of reasons to escape. Luo Kun is now like a dream in his heart, and dreams are always full of hope. Even if you don't love it, you don't want to admit that you've been abandoned. What's more, he thinks that the two of them still love each other very much, but why is he unwilling to marry him, and why does he have to leave on the wedding day? Could it be that he really encountered something, but what can't he say to himself in advance that he is leaving.... In this infinite loop, putting forward various hypotheses, and finding various reasons, Mo Lan felt that he was going crazy.

Seeing Mo Lan sitting on the sofa without saying a word, Xiaomi felt particularly sorry for such a cute and kind girl, that hateful man, why did he make him like this.

"Why don't I help you find out?" Xiaomi was afraid that Mo Lan would collapse directly in front of Luo Kun.

"No need, I'd better go by myself! It's time for me to face it, and there's no way to escape. Mo Lan turned his head and hugged Xiaomi, and then said, "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

"I believe in you!" Xiaomi knew that it was not easy for Mo Lan to make such a decision, and at this time she couldn't do anything but accompany her and encourage her, after all, she couldn't help him face these things.

"Okay, thank you!"

"If you thank me, treat me to something delicious! A new hot pot restaurant has opened near the company, and I heard that it is not bad. "As soon as Xiaomi's voice fell, he was hit by a head-on pillow missile." Ouch, you dare to sneak up on me! Mo Xiaolan, you are bold now. ”

"Who told you to blackmail me?"

......

"I'm not going back tonight."

"I don't want to sleep with you." Mo Lan looked at Xiaomi with a look of resistance.

Xiao Mi stared at Mo Lan with a smile and said, "I still have to take a bath with you!" ”

"You go away, don't ....."

After a bit of fighting, the two finally went to bed. This night, Mo Lan slept exceptionally peacefully.