Chapter 194: The Heart That Fell to the Bottom
Chapter 194: The Heart That Fell to the Bottom
"Look, you're not going to fall in love with me. I just found a piece of tofu and killed me, or I just found a crooked-necked tree and hanged it. β
"Don't! Master Xu is still alive and well! finally grew so big, and it didn't let people kill it, but it was earned. Since it's earned, it's good to live! β
"If I don't, aren't you going to get sad again? I'm here for your own good. Feel relieved! I'll be alive, you're not dead! How can I leave you in this world with confidence! If I really want to die, I'll have to pull you on my back. β
"Good! This is enough buddy to be righteous, even if I die, I will die with you. β
"Xiaoyi, it's enough to have your words. We're all alive and well, and we're going to be able to play basketball together when we're 70 years old. I want you to promise me that you must be happy. β
"You don't have to be seventy years old, if you want to play basketball, I'll arrange a time one day, call him out, and we'll go play together."
"Xiaoyi, are you telling the truth?"
"Of course, now I don't have to deliberately avoid you. Life is short, and I still want to be as close as we were in our twenties, my good buddy. β
"Okay, it's a deal!" Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian
"Xiaoyu, I know that I don't have too many qualifications and reasons to teach you now, but no matter what, in the end, I hope you can find the right person and live the rest of your life well, no matter which gender is the person who accompanies you in the end."
"I can't beat Xiaoqiang!" Wildfires burn inexhaustibly, and spring breezes blow and regenerate. 'That's all praise for our buddies, do you think I can have a bad time?' β
Xu Xiaoyu wanted to reassure Zhang Fengyi, with his understanding of Zhang Fengyi, if he didn't live easily, then Zhang Fengyi would definitely have an uneasy life. He didn't want him to have such a sense of guilt and guilt for himself, and he didn't want Zhang Fengyi to live with pity for himself. If he can watch Zhang Fengyi live happily, he will really be better!
Since he now wanted to compete with Fang Longxing through fair and honest means, how could he bear to make the person he loved so sad and sad? He promised that he would not let Zhang Fengyi shed another tear of sadness, even if he wanted to cry, he would shed tears of gratitude, emotion, and happiness.
He must rest assured that Zhang Fengyi will be in the hands of Fang Longxing, if Fang Longxing can't give Zhang Fengyi happiness, he will definitely take it seriously. 'If you want to bring the crown, you must bear its weight', he also has to test Fang Longxing, whether he can take care of his Xiaoyi, if not, then he can't blame him Xu Xiaoyu for being polite.
Things in this world are like this, it's not that if you want to calm things down, you can calm things down. It's not that if you don't want to worry about it, others won't follow suit. There are some things that you can't hide from if you want to, and there is a lot of uncertainty about the future, and no one can predict what will happen in the future.
There are many things that are not expected and difficult to grasp. No one can imagine that there are more tricky things waiting for them to deal with. Something that can be avoided, or something that simply cannot be avoided, will happen...... Just like in life, there will always be a lot of true/false questions, multiple choice questions, fill-in-the-blank questions, and of course, a lot of analytical questions.
The meal was very happy for both of them, as if nothing had ever happened. No one mentions anyone other than them, and they savor the familiar tastes and laugh and talk about what happened in college. It's as if there are only two of them left in this world.
Besides, Wang Haitao went to pick up Fang Qianyi here, and at Fang Qianyi's suggestion, the two of them also came to the vicinity of the university campus where Zhang Fengyi once studied, Fang Qianyi's original intention was to see the person he liked and the school he had attended. I want to know more about this man who can make him fall in love at first sight and deeply attract him.
When Wang Haitao went to park, when Fang Qianyi was waiting for him to come back, he saw a scene that he would never forget. Otherwise, there will be a lot of coincidences happening in this world! It's just such a coincidence.
Zhang Fengyi came out after eating with Xu Xiaoyu, he sneezed because of the cold air outside, Xu Xiaoyu saw this, hurriedly took off his coat and put it on his body. He saw that Xu Xiaoyu was wearing too little, and he was afraid that he would freeze, so he immediately took off his coat and put it on Xu Xiaoyu again.
The two of them were talking and laughing, and there was each other's presence in their eyes, completely ignoring the eyes that had been staring at the two of them not far awayβthose eyes that were already full of hostility. This is a coincidence that Zhang Fengyi would never have thought of, and it should be said that it was an accident.
This probability is almost zero, but if he sees Fang Qianyi, he will definitely come forward to say hello, and he will resolve a lot of contradictions, misunderstandings, and all kinds of entanglements that are unclear. It is because of not seeing it that it leads to the unpredictable fate that will happen in the future......
Although this is a very ordinary action, but in Fang Qianyi's eyes, it is a very ambiguous and unusual relationship. (In fact, in Xu Xiaoyu's world, he is very fond of Zhang Fengyi.) This can't be blamed on Fang Qianyi for having to think in this way, that's because in the past few days, as long as Zhang Fengyi has time, he will be by his side, asking questions, and chatting with him on various topics, just to get close to him.
And what about Zhang Fengyi? The attitude towards him is to keep a certain distance every time, and he is cold to him, without a trace of closeness, and has never given him a smile, as if he is avoiding him like a "plague god".
Fang Qianyi saw Zhang Fengyi's attitude towards Xu Xiaoyu, not only was his face filled with a happy smile, but even his manners and actions were quite intimate, as if they were also a couple who could envy others. The flame that pressed on his heart burned all at once.
It's the flame of jealousy, and it's really terrible, and it can ruin a lot of good things. He's not complaining about his eldest brother, he's trying to get an explanation for himself. He liked Zhang Fengyi so much, and tried so hard to contact him, but was ignored by that person. And Zhang Fengyi is having an affair with others here, can he not feel angry? Can he not feel bad?
Fang Qianyi dared to say that the person next to Zhang Fengyi must be unusual. At least in the eyes of his brother Zhang, it is different. It was the first time he had seen Zhang Fengyi treat another person like this in addition to his eldest brother.
And it is difficult for this person to make him say that he has nothing to do with Zhang Fengyi, just imagine that on such a cold day, who would take off his coat and put it on another one without caring about his own physical safety? And this person is still the same gender as you? How obvious his attitude towards you must be!
What's more, Fang Qianyi is in a sensitive period, and it is difficult for him not to think cranky. Seeing such an ambiguous scene, how could he not think about it? is also because he clearly knows: Zhang Fengyi is a gay from the bottom of his bones, a veritable homosexual.
"How many more people are like this man? Does it occupy an important place in Brother Zhang's heart? Or is he the only one besides the big brother? What is Brother Zhang's close relationship with this person? Brother Zhang wouldn't have the same relationship with him, right?
Wang Haitao has been with him for so long, and he didn't find that Brother Zhang had special treatment for him, but he was better than ordinary employees. So in Brother Zhang's heart, this man is very important! And this man seems to be better for Brother Zhang!
No way! I've got to figure out what the hell is going on. Brother Zhang! If it weren't for the fact that you were my eldest brother's lover, I wouldn't have given up, and I would have gotten you my hands on you no matter what I could do. I like you so much, it's okay if you're cold to me, but you must not ignore my existence.
I Qianyi dare to promise: one day I will definitely let you see my existence, you can completely ignore anyone, but you absolutely can't ignore me. If you dare to have someone other than your eldest brother, then stop pretending to be serious and pretending to be high in front of me, others can touch you, and I can touch you! If you don't love yourself, then it's no wonder that I'm not guilty. β
The above are Fang Qianyi's personal thoughts, and his mood at the moment is very low, as if he has fallen to the bottom. He had been silently watching the two of them's every move, watching Zhang Fengyi get into Xu Xiaoyu's car until the car disappeared around the corner.