Chapter 33 (1)

The girl on the cover smiled skillfully, deliberately posing an elegant and calm posture, but the anxiety and dissatisfaction in her eyes exposed all her psychological state at this time. Dense crowds surrounded her, including star-chasing fans holding SLRs and mobile phones, as well as gossip reporters carrying cameras desperately greeting her face. Originally, she was used to this kind of life, even if she was filmed by dozens of cameras at the same time, she could be calm and indifferent, but at this moment, the person standing next to her made her feel a real anxiety from the bottom of her heart, she was afraid that he would be frightened by such a scene, so while paying attention to her words and deeds, she desperately escorted him behind her, and the hands of the two people held tightly, as if spontaneously connected into a battle line, resisting the surging speculation and hostility in front.

"Miss He, is this your boyfriend? How long have you been together? A girl with short shoulder-length hair desperately handed the microphone to Xiuhan and asked loudly.

Before Xiuhan could answer, another question came one after another, "You appeared in the hotel together, did you already have a cohabitation life?" As far as I know, Miss He hasn't graduated yet, will the family agree to let you live together so early? ”

Xiuhan's brows furrowed tightly, she was thinking about how to answer this question, how to answer this question in the simplest language, not only to satisfy the reporter, but not to expose her privacy too much.

"I heard that you have signed a contract with the company and you will not have a relationship for five years, how will you deal with this matter with the company?"

After the boy's words were asked, a middle-aged woman squeezed up next to her, her voice was very loud, and she immediately suppressed the voices of others, "Your career is on the rise, have you considered what impact it will have on your career if you announce your relationship now?" ”

Xiuhan's heart became more and more anxious, and she felt that her hand holding Xing Siyun was already sweating and trembling slightly.

Suddenly, her body was dragged by someone, stumbling and hiding behind someone, Xing Xiyun looked at the circle of people in front of her with an indifferent expression, a slight smile floated at the corner of her mouth, and she looked at people with a provocation in her eyes, and said: "I have been with Miss He for more than a year, when my classmates were studying, we admired each other, and when we graduated from the college entrance examination, we confessed our hearts together." In the past period of time, the reason why it has not been made public is because she wants to protect me, on the one hand, because of the company's regulations, as for how to deal with the same company, this is our business, so I won't worry about you. Ah and-" Xing Siyun suddenly smiled, "We haven't lived together yet, today I'm just going to come to see her and have a meal here, please don't speculate." ”

"Then have you ever considered what impact announcing your relationship now will have on Miss He's career?" The middle-aged female reporter was still unwilling, and still asked in a loud voice.

Xing Siyun glanced at her quietly, there seemed to be a chill in his eyes, but he was a little satisfied with this question, he raised his voice slightly, and said in that moving voice, "Which is more important, I believe Xiuhan knows it in his heart, so I won't answer." ”

"Mr. Xing's appearance and voice are so good, have you considered entering the entertainment industry?" The female reporter rolled her eyes and asked suddenly.

Xing Siyun's face sank, and he said coldly: "I have never considered it. ”

"Then Miss He repeatedly pushed down various scripts, is it because of Mr. Xing?" The female reporter stared at him tightly, as if she wanted to provoke him, "If that's the case, why doesn't Mr. Xing consider entering the entertainment industry?" With Miss He's springboard, I believe you will rise to the top soon, and when the time comes, wouldn't it be perfect to be a pair of fairy couples in the circle with Miss He? ”

Xiuhan peeked at Xing Siyun's reaction, only to see that his face turned black. He has always hated things that are both virtual and real, especially in the entertainment industry, where the surface and the bottom are two extremes. Although she is just a singer, and her weekday announcements are only on stage, she has never considered starring in a TV series, and she knows that Xing Siyun will not agree. But even so, he still has a great prejudice against the work he does, as if no matter what he does, as long as he is in this circle, this person is not clean. Aside from this level, what the female reporter said is also annoying, what is called "with Miss He's springboard", is this not clear to anger people?

Xiuhan grabbed Xing Siyun's arm, trying to pull him behind him. She had already thought of a rhetoric in her mind to properly reject the group of people in front of her, but Xing Xiyun seemed to be frozen in place, and she didn't move no matter how she pulled it. Xiuhan glanced at his face suspiciously, and saw that the anger on his face suddenly dissipated, and a smile appeared, her heart was even more puzzled, but she also had a bad premonition.

Xing Xiyun cleared her throat, raised her voice slightly, and said indifferently: "What this lady said is so interesting, but it's a pity that it's just her own imagination. I'm fortunate that I never rely on anyone, let alone play some shady tricks to cling to this kind of circle that I don't look down on in the first place. This lady, if you are interested, I can help you intercede with Xiuhan to see if she wants to help you? He looked down at the female reporter, her eyes were sharp and cold, and she couldn't lift her head.

The crowd was quiet for a few seconds, but soon it became boiling again.

"You say you don't like this circle?" A male reporter asked in surprise, he saw Xing Xiyun nodded, and saw Xiuhan's face gradually revealing panic, as if he had realized something, "Aren't you afraid that you will offend people because of this sentence, so that your girlfriend will not develop well in the future?" ”

Xing Siyun sneered and said, "If there is no development, why is it not smooth?" ”

It was as if someone had thrown a bomb into the crowd, and the inside exploded, and all kinds of voices came rushing in, almost drowning them, "What does this mean?" Does Miss He want to quit the entertainment industry? "Is this your own idea, or is it Miss Ho's idea?" "Is that why you chose to make your relationship public at this time?"

.......

Xiuhan didn't know how he got back to the hotel room, he just remembered that the agent who came in a hurry stood in front of him with his waist crossed and foamed at the mouth, and Xing Xiyun sat next to him, looking at him with strange eyes, with an inexplicable look on his face. Xiuhan felt that her head was about to explode, she really just wanted to come out for a meal, why was she "exposed to her relationship" and "quit the entertainment industry"? She couldn't figure out what was going on for a while, and coupled with the agent's constant nagging and scolding, she felt like her whole person was about to be screwed apart by chaos.

Finally, the middle-aged woman who had made a fortune finally said that she was tired, she turned her eyes to Xing Siyun, and wanted to criticize him, after all, she had been unhappy with him for a long time, but as soon as she came into contact with his gaze, half of her anger was scared back, and the words that came to her mouth slipped back. What kind of eyes were they, they were supposed to be clear and gentle, but at this moment, those eyes were full of coldness and threat, staring directly at the agent, making her feel uncomfortable. In order to alleviate the embarrassment, she turned her gaze back to Xiuhan, raised her voice and said loudly: "How did you do it!" How did it come to this! Originally, it was already the limit that I promised you to come out to eat, why did you still provoke reporters? If the reporter comes, forget it, wouldn't it be good for you to just say a few ambiguous words and fool the past? What do you see? If there is even bigger news tomorrow, I'll see how you end up! ”

As soon as the woman's words fell, Xing Siyun stood up, protected Xiuhan behind her, and whispered: "I said everything, you don't need to be angry with her." ”

The woman looked at him, her voice lowered first, and she said confidently, "Why did you say that?" Don't you know what impact these words will have on Xiuhan if they are exaggerated by the media? ”

"I know." Xing Xiyun said expressionlessly, "That's my purpose. ”

"What?" The woman's eyes widened in surprise and she looked at him in disbelief. Xing Siyun snorted coldly and glanced back at Xiuhan, as if she was sure of her expression.

"Let's be honest, I informed the reporter, and I said those words on purpose." Xing Siyun sneered again, "What is my purpose, I think Xiuhan knows very well, I have already told her many times." ”

Xiuhan finally woke up a little bit from the chaos, she raised her head to look at the man who was protecting her, all kinds of emotions were mixed together for a while, and she opened her mouth but didn't know what to say. Yes, he has indeed told her many times, he doesn't like to be in this business, he doesn't like to sing by himself, he doesn't like to wear those beautiful but revealing dresses, and he doesn't like the eyes of others on him, he said that she can change majors and graduate in the future to find a stable and solid job, why not make herself excellent, and why use this way to prove that she is very popular with others. But he didn't understand, she stepped into this threshold, not to win the attention of others, nor to wear those beautiful dresses, she just liked to sing, it was precisely because of this dream that she insisted on coming to the present. And now, she is smooth sailing, and she has become famous in the singing industry, so why would she give up so easily when she needs to work harder? She explained many times, trying to make the other party understand herself, but Xing Xiyun's heart was like a stone, and she couldn't move. She gave up and decided to bury this contradiction first, to escape for a while, maybe after a while he would understand him. She loved him, very much, to the point that he was as important to her heart as her dreams. It was precisely because love blurred her eyes that she didn't expect him to make such a move, and she originally had a very beautiful fantasy.

"What can you do if you force me like this?" Xiuhan opened his mouth and asked in a muttered voice.

"You know what kind of outcome I want." Xing Siyun squatted down in front of her, the coldness in her eyes had disappeared, and in its place there was only tenderness and affection, "You know I can't stand that kind of life." ”

"Then do you think I can stand that life if I give up my dream for you?"

Xing Siyun frowned, he reached out and grabbed Xiuhan's cold hands, and said solemnly, "You are always like this, holding the mentality of a child." What is the dream? That's just your idealism, and the road in front of you is what you need to recognize. He paused and slowed his tone, "How long do you think you can walk if you continue on this path?" There are many talented people in this circle, and you are just one of them. Maybe today you are known by many people, but tomorrow you are abandoned by these people, and what will you get by then? This kind of illusory life is the easiest to make people have false illusions, and I think you are in this state now. ”

"Nope." Xiuhan shook her head weakly, "That's not the case......" She wanted to refute Xing Siyun, but she couldn't think of anything to refute. What he said seemed to make sense, and he looked flawless.

"Maybe you think I'm being vexatious and want you to give up your current life for me. But think about it, if this is the case, I used this reason to persecute you before, but-" Xing Siyun sneered, "I have never been so dependent on others, I have lived without you in my life, and all this I have done is just for your own good." ”

Xiuhan felt a tingling in her heart, she looked at Xing Siyun in disbelief, and asked, "Do you really think that your life will be the same without me?" ”

"Hmm." Xing Siyun clenched her hand, "I will be sad in my heart, I will be sad, but life will be the same." ”

Xiuhan looked at him speechlessly, not knowing what to say. She felt a terrible headache, and there seemed to be two villains fighting in her head, and she was very embarrassed, and she didn't know which villain to help. After a while, she exhaled heavily and said, "I'm tired, I'm going to rest, let's talk about these things tomorrow." ”

"Okay." Xing Xiyun let go of her hand and stood up quietly, "You should think about what I said." Then he turned and walked out, but he didn't even look back. His movements, his words, were as fluid as a robot, without the slightest pause.

When the door was closed, Xiuhan breathed a sigh of relief, and she collapsed on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, her mind was a mess, and she didn't know where to start.

"Are you really convinced by what he said?" The agent sat down beside her and looked at her worriedly, "If you really give up because of him, I don't feel worth it for you." ”

"I don't know." Xiuhan said weakly, "I don't want to think about these things now, I just want to sleep." Sister Chen, you go back first, and we'll discuss these things tomorrow. ”

"Okay." Sister Chen stood up and patted Xiuhan's thigh to comfort her slightly, "You are very good, I have never met someone like you who is both talented and lucky, if you continue to work hard, your future is limitless." To borrow a phrase from him, I also hope that you will think about it tonight and don't make the wrong decision. ”

Xiuhan listened to the door being gently closed, and the air around her seemed to become gravity, pressing heavily on her body, making her almost breathless. Growing up, she lived in a perfect living environment, no one forced her to make any decisions, and nothing made her feel like she was in a difficult situation. And now, this torturous moment has finally come, she wants to get back that calm and rational self, but she can't find it back, now she is just a fragile and aggrieved little girl. She sat up, hugged her knees tightly, wanted to cry but tried desperately to keep herself from crying. She has always felt that crying is the posture of the weak, as long as she sheds tears, she will admit defeat. I don't know how long it took, but the sound of the car outside the window gradually disappeared, and it was late at night, so she let go of herself and got out of bed to get ready to wash.

The bathroom lights are on, and her phone is on the sink. She was stunned and wiped her face with a cotton pad dipped in makeup remover, and then held the water and poured water on her face. Without makeup, she seems to have returned to high school, getting rid of her coquettish makeup and posture, and what she shows in the mirror is a young face. She brushed her face with her hand in a daze, opened her mouth again to let out a few fragmentary songs, and suddenly smiled, and a huge tear rolled down from the corner of her eye.

Xiuhan hurriedly lowered his head, pretending not to see his tears. She hurriedly wiped her hand over her cheek and reached for her phone, but she didn't want it to start vibrating, repeatedly reminding her to check a text message she had already received. Xiuhan wiped away the tears in his eyes with a tissue, and looked at it carefully with wide eyes.

"Tomorrow morning, I will help you organize a press conference, you rest early, and I will wake you up tomorrow morning."

The text message was sent by Xing Siyun.

"Press conference?" Xiuhan was stunned, "What press conference?" She quickly pressed the button on her phone and replied to a message.

The phone vibrated quickly, and Xing Siyun's name flashed on the screen. Xiuhan opened the text message and saw that it said, "You still haven't slept yet?" Hurry up and go to bed, I'm taking care of some of your business, and you'll just have to be in attendance tomorrow. ”

Xiuhan's heart swelled with a heavy bad premonition, she hurriedly dialed his phone, the phone was quickly answered, Xing Xiyun's voice sounded on the other end, calm and serious.