Chapter 297: Knowing Me Is Like You
Chapter 297: Knowing Me Is Like You
Zhang Fengyi also followed him to the kitchen and looked at Xu Xiaoyu's tall and muscular back. He was in a trance, and he was also a little sad, and as soon as his nose was sore, there were some big changes in his eyes, and they became foggy. Because Xu Xiaoyu's height and body shape are too similar to Fang Longxing.
When Xu Xiaoyu put these living creatures in the sink and turned around to look at Zhang Fengyi, he immediately noticed the strange changes that Mr. Zhang had shown. As soon as Zhang Fengyi saw Xu Xiaoyu looking at him, he immediately squeezed out a far-fetched smile at him.
Zhang Fengyi just wanted to hide these in front of Xu Xiaoyu, but his smile was too bitter and astringent, and he couldn't hide the strange emotions rippling in his heart at all.
What's more, the person standing in front of Mr. Zhang at this time is Xu Xiaoyu, who knows him best! His every move can't hide from Xu Xiaoyu's eyes! He can disguise himself in front of others, but in front of Xu Xiaoyu, it will be completely invalid!
But Xu Xiaoyu also felt very helpless, and he also knew deeply that understanding a person does not mean anything, nor does it mean that he can change anything. The human heart is the most difficult to control, and it is true, otherwise he would not have to love so hard.
What he wanted to give Xiaoyi was a sweet strawberry cake, but Zhang Fengyi just liked pineapple-flavored cookies. Xu Xiaoyu is also not sure if Xiaoyi will change one day, whether he will no longer like what he liked before, and the taste will become what he wants to give. But Xu Shao always insisted and didn't want to give up. If he gave up, he wouldn't forgive himself.
After Xu Xiaoyu saw Zhang Fengyi's expression, his heart was very sad, while he felt sorry for Zhang Fengyi, he was also complaining that he didn't take care of his beloved! He hated himself even more for not expressing his intentions to Xiaoyi earlier over the years, which led to the current result!
Now Xu Xiaoyu finally understands the expression of love: if you love or love deeply, then you have to be brave, don't wait until you really miss it, and then regret not being at the beginning. Because time can never be turned back, many things cannot be restarted.
What Xu Xiaoyu is doing now is also to seize this rare opportunity again, he himself has already paid a heavy price for this, and the result he wants to get in exchange is to hope that the impossible will become possible with Zhang Fengyi. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian
Xu Xiaoyu subconsciously walked in front of Zhang Fengyi and hugged Zhang Fengyi into his arms. He wants to use all his tenderness to release a cold heart, and he wants to melt an iceberg. Use all your enthusiasm to make this pool of ice water boil......
Zhang Fengyi did not immediately push Xu Xiaoyu away, nor did he struggle in Xu Xiaoyu's arms. On the contrary, he felt that leaning on Xu Xiaoyu's broad shoulders, there was an inexplicable sense of security! He felt particularly grounded. This is due to the trust that the two have built up over the years, and Mr. Zhang does not exclude physical contact with Xu Xiaoyu.
When they go to school together, sometimes they go out to play, and when they sleep in a bed and cover a pair of quilts together, it is also a common thing.
It's just that the friendship between them at that time was very pure. The brotherhood between them is not mixed with any complicated ingredients. Although Xu Xiaoyu, the stuffy oil bottle, was worried about him, he didn't do anything too much to him.
"My good brother! If you want to cry, cry out! Don't let your emotions get too dampened. Even if we are all sixty or seventy years old, when it is time to release us, we must release it, otherwise we will suffocate. Especially if you are not good at talking, it is easier to suffocate yourself to the point of collapse. In front of the third brother, you don't have to deliberately disguise what you want, just come! There's no shame in that! ”
is worthy of being a buddy who has been a buddy for 20 years, and persuading people to come to the point, they are all so to the point. In terms of understanding Zhang Fengyi's personality, Xu Xiaoyu is better than all other people's understanding of Mr. Zhang.
"Xiaoyu, I just want to borrow your shoulder to lean on, as long as it's a little bit! How old are you, let's stop crying! Don't want to cry anymore! Besides, the tears have already been shed over the years. No matter how emotionally you cry and how beautiful you cry, you can't solve the problem, right? ”
"Even if you don't cry, you must know how to release your emotions, if you suppress it for a long time, it is really easy to get depression, otherwise you will have a nervous breakdown. You've promised me that you'll be with me for the rest of your life. ”
Xu Xiaoyu said to Zhang Fengyi like this, he was really afraid that Zhang Fengyi would do something stupid because he couldn't think about it for a while. He was too afraid of Zhang Fengyi's stubbornness, if Mr. Zhang really competed, it would be very terrifying! Xu Xiaoyu has already understood this point.
"Third brother, you treat me as if you were coaxing me when I was nineteen years old again. At that time, no matter how sad or sad I was, you would be by my side silently, and it is still the same today. ”
"We are good brothers, and neither of us can say goodbye to each other until the end of our lives! Your third brother will be with you before! Will be with you now! I'll be with you in the future! Xu Xiaoyu patted Zhang Fengyi on the back, which was the proof of his oath with him.
"Please don't always be used to me, spoil me, and accommodate me like this! Then I will feel even more indebted to you. ”
"Don't have any psychological burden! There is no such thing between you and me, there is no need for that! You can't do that! I don't want you to feel like you owe me, so you want to come to me. You don't want you to feel that you owe me, so you want to associate with me. ”
Whenever he heard Zhang Fengyi tell him that he was indebted, Xu Xiaoyu wanted to cry without tears. This can only prove that there is still an insurmountable gap between Xiaoyi and himself, and there is still a considerable sense of distance.
He most wanted Zhang Fengyi to take all his efforts for granted. Only in this way can the two of them truly reach the realm of lovers. Because between real couples, there are no boundaries.
"Xiaoyu, do you think I'm stupid! I can't even deal with my own personal emotional problems. ”
"If you say so, I'm not even more stupid than you! I didn't deal with my own personal feelings either! They are all people who have lived for such an age! ”
Xu Xiaoyu comforted Zhang Fengyi in his own way! I don't want to touch Zhang Fengyi's pain points. He wants to make Xiaoyi happy, not sad!
"Third brother, you're making fun of me again!"
"Yes! That's what I wanted! If I don't make fun of you, and I don't see your miserable and forced appearance, what fun do I have in life?! ”
"Xiaoyu, do you think I can still be my old self?"
Zhang Fengyi is in front of Xu Xiaoyu, and he is the most real himself. Because he really doesn't need to make any deliberate disguise in front of Young Master Xu! Because all disguises, no matter how well they are hidden, will be debunked. This is the biggest advantage of confidants, you can be honest with each other without shying away!
"Xiaoyi, this can definitely do! Forget all the unpleasantness! It's like nothing has happened, there's nothing wrong with it! As long as you want! No problem! ”
"Really?!"
"Of course! Xiaoyi as long as you are willing! That's it! ”
Xu Xiaoyu stroked Zhang Fengyi's hair a few times, and then continued: "Don't wait for those who shouldn't have results, and don't wait for those who shouldn't wait." ”
"But third brother, why are you waiting for me, someone who shouldn't be waiting, in the name of Lan Yan's confidant? Youth is short, you should pursue the person who is worthy of your love! ”
"Xiaoyi, you're starting to be stupid again! You are the person the third brother wants to love the most in this life! I've never given up on your pursuit! It's just that you didn't pay attention to me and didn't put me in the most important position in your heart. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian
"Third brother! I'm sorry! I always thought that love could be eternal! My heart has been filled with him all these years, and I have always put him first. But now I have found that love has an expiration date, and love has an expiration date just like food! Yesterday he could tell me he loved me, and today he might fall in love with someone else. ”
"Little righteousness! People change their minds, it's just that many of us have always been unwilling to believe this fact. Don't always think: just by missing, you will find the true meaning and feeling of love. Love is not a literary and artistic model that can be established just by faith. Although this is romantic, it is not real, and it is particularly ethereal! ”
"Third brother, I just fell in love with this kind of nothingness! Not only does he have feelings and fantasies about me, but he also doesn't concentrate on me alone. That's because he will also be emotional about all people, and he will have feelings and fantasies about all people. ”
"Don't be sad! You still have a third brother! Who hasn't met a few scumbags in their life! Let's take me, for example! In front of Guan Yingai, he is a very irresponsible scumbag! But I'm a scumbag who has made her grow! Prove that I'm useful too! ”
"In this way, then you met me, you are a scumbag friend and brother, and you can only pay for the years you have been with me! I didn't give you anything in return! Can meeting me be considered growth? I guess it's bad luck! ”