00122 Blank: Where have I been

Tears fell silently one by one, and the Nanzhao witch doctor Yun Zhu who was standing opposite Tuoba Junxu shook his forehead, and his slender eyebrows and eyes were indifferent.

The tail of his eyes was lightly raised, his gaze swept over me, but he ignored me, and said to Tuoba Jun: "The world is the most poisonous, you have almost tried it, the five Wans in front of you are a mixture of five poisons, drink it, you have to worry about your life, so do you still want to try?" ”

Tuoba Junxu's slender fingers rubbed against the edge of the medicine bowl, and his voice was calm, but it made me look at death with a chill: "If you want to try, she is more important than my life!" ”

The jewel in front of the cloud candle was adorned with a black gem, and under her slight confusion and shaking, the gem seemed to be like her third eye, swaying people's souls.

Yun Zhu pondered for a moment: "The Empress of the Northern Wei Dynasty does have the appearance of heaven and man, if I guess correctly, the master who taught him medical skills is my late traitor to Nanzhao, the wizard Yunfu!" ”

"Yunfu is unruly and arrogant, there are no rules in his eyes, everything in the world can be turned into a murderous poison weapon in his hands. The poison he made was like steps, layered on top of each other, interlocking, poisonous and poisonous, at least no one had medical skills to reach his peak! ”

I tried hard to recall that in the palace of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, who Rong and came into contact with, it seemed that when I met him, he already knew how to poison quietly, so that people died silently.

Tuoba Junxu sighed slightly: "No matter where he learns, all things will eventually restrain each other, and there is an antidote to poison, I can try it slowly and the same!" Trouble the Cloud Candle Girl! ”

The beauty of Yun Zhu is cold, her beauty is vivid, unlike me, the beauty is dull, pursing her lips, like a lifeless wooden beauty.

Yun Zhu saw Tuoba Junxu pick up the black medicinal juice, and was about to send it to his mouth, stretched out his hand to cover it, and touched the back of his hand on Tuoba Junxu's lips.

Tuoba Junxu's subconscious body leaned back, staggered her hand, and the eyes of Yun Zhu flashed like a meteor with an unknown emotion, and the volume of his voice was milder than the indifference just now: "The queen doesn't know what you do, if your body collapses, will the queen be sad when she learns?" ”

Yun Zhu is opposite Tuoba Junxu, even if she wants to ignore me, she can't ignore me when I stand behind Tuoba Junxu, she asked me on purpose to ask me such a question.

I want to know what kind of life I am like when the king of a country gives up his life for me, and whether I will give up my life for him.

Tuoba Junxu's head was raised slightly, and Yun Zhu quickly put his hands behind his back, staring at Tuoba Junxu with indifferent eyes, as if he was waiting for his answer.

Tuoba Junxu evoked a faint smile: "It has nothing to do with her being sad, she is worthy of this, as long as it is worth it, it is enough!" ”

A deep and unfathomable flashed in Yun Candle's eyes: "The emperor of the Northern Wei Dynasty, you became famous as a young man, and many people say that you live under the glory of Wu Anjun, but in fact, you are really more suitable for the emperor than him!" ”

Tuoba Junxu smiled, "Miss Cloud Candle has a lot of words today, if you want to know something, you don't have to beat around the bush, I invite you to come, and I will treat you as a distinguished guest!" ”

Yun Candle's body trembled slightly, his eyes glanced to the side, no longer looking directly at Tuoba Junxu's eyes, and said with some desire: "I don't want to know anything, since the emperor insists, then please!" ”

The medicine bowl filled with black medicinal juice emitted a strong and pungent medicinal smell, Tuoba Junxu raised his forehead slightly, handed the medicine bowl to his mouth again, and raised his head to drink all the medicinal juice in one gulp.

As soon as he put his hand on the big bucket next to him, the medicine bowl in his hand fell on the big bucket, making a violent breaking sound, Xu was too bitter, and he coughed twice in a low voice.

Yun Zhu hurriedly grabbed his hand, put his fingers on his wrist, his face was as calm as water, and I walked over step by step silently.

The tears didn't stop until they really leaned behind him, reached over his body, and picked up the medicine in front of him.

Tuoba Jun shook his hand abruptly and turned around.

I took a step back, desperately trying to hold back my tears, my eyes were so sore that my tears flowed desperately, but I couldn't hold them back.

He saw my pupils shrink suddenly, and then his golden pupils were dyed with a faint doting, and he asked me softly, "How did you get here?" Is it a dream to be naughty and take you to play? ”

His understatement made me feel annoyed, and I asked in a low sob, "Tuoba Junxu, why are you like this?" ”

"Why are you doing this? The wounds on your body are not healed yet, you look at your face, pale as paper, how can you still test the medicine? ”

My words made Yun Zhu startled, and he lost his voice: "Your Majesty, you are injured, why don't you tell me?" ”

Tuoba Junxu replied to Yun Zhu coldly, "A small injury is harmless, Miss Yun Zhu doesn't have to care, just prepare a good medicine, and I will test the medicine!" ”

Yun Zhu picked up the medicine bottle on the table in an instant, walked around the table, came to Tuoba Junxu, and squeezed me behind her: "I develop medicine here every day, I don't know what happened outside, but you are injured...... Injuries are sprinkled with gold sore medicine, and sometimes, they are also mixed with poison! ”

"Even if you drink poison, if there is a wound on the body, it is very likely to cause the wound to fester, and the wound is serious and difficult to heal!"

Tuoba Junxu's eyebrows were cold and sharp: "Cloud Candle Girl, you only need to dispense medicine, you don't need to ask anything else, this is my problem, not your problem!" ”

"You can continue to dispense medicine, I know how my body is, I don't need to worry too much about Miss Cloud Candle!"

"How can you be so careless about yourself......"

Before Yun Zhu finished speaking, he was interrupted by Tuoba Junxu: "Miss Yun Candle, be quiet, my queen is timid, and her voice is easy to startle!" ”

All the voices of Yun Zhu were stuck in his throat and could no longer be heard.

Tuoba Junxu walked past her and stretched out his hand to me, the color in his eyes sank slightly, "Give me the medicine in your hand!" ”

"I didn't even know, you found me a doctor!" I didn't give him the medicine in my hand, I held the bowl tightly and asked him: "I don't know, this doctor has been here for a month, and I don't know when this doctor will diagnose my pulse!" ”

"Tuoba Junxu, I need you to love me and treat me wholeheartedly, but I don't need you to pay for my life, you are the king of a country, you have thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, I can't give birth to a child anymore, you are taking your life for me, I ...... It's better to die first! ”

My words made his face sink, "What are you talking about?" Aren't I okay now? What's the slightest? Don't mess around, give me the medicine! ”

Holding the medicine back, his eyes became cold, and he couldn't cry: "All along, I want to say, I died in front of you, you bury me properly, I am happy!" ”

"I have always been a selfish person, I have always been a person who will do anything for my own interests, you have made me have a weakness, and you have become the person I can't give up the most. Now I have become a drag on you, a drag on you that you can't let go! ”

"Tuoba Junxu, it's not worth it, it's really not worth it, I'm not worth it for you to do this, don't do anything for me anymore, just let me be by your side, one day at a time, every day is a wasteland, I'm not afraid!"

Every day I can spend with him is like a wasteland, and I can live every day to the fullest, as long as he is by my side, as long as I can be by his side, it is enough.

Tuoba Junxu's face sank, and suddenly smiled, a very light smile, and his handsome and peerless face became vivid: "I know that you are not afraid, but I am afraid, afraid that I will live a hundred years and be lonely on the throne!" ”

"Ah Nuan, give me the medicine, obedient, I am in good health, Miss Yun Zhu said that there is a way to heal you, and at the same time, the people who come out of Nanzhao, the medical skills of the same vein, can always find loopholes, you don't have to worry too much!"

I opened my mouth and gasped deeply, tears fell in my mouth, and the sour taste spread in my mouth, until in my heart, my heart was torn out, and the pain suffocated me.

"Tuoba Jun said that I have done one wrong thing for so many years, that is, to be with you, it is me, to destroy and drag you down!"

"Nothing!" Tuoba Junxu denied me and coaxed me: "I'm good, no one has ruined anyone, let alone anyone has dragged anyone, all I have done is willing!" ”

"Ah Nuan, be obedient, give me the medicine in your hand, I have a sense of proportion, you have to believe me, I won't give you up, go first!"

I looked at him and sneered, not knowing whether I was laughing at myself or laughing at him: "Tuoba Junxu, enough, really, you could have been comparable to Emperor Qin and Han Wu, become a generation of Ming monarchs, open up territory, build rivers, and now ...... All your ambitions are stranded because of me! ”

"Let's stop pestering, let's stop loving, I...... You can give up your life, but I don't want you to love me with your life! ”

Envy the star is rare, no matter whether he lives or dies, I envy him very much, for life and death, even if he can't let go, he can face it calmly.

"Don't ......"

"Yes!" With no fear on my face, I brought the bowl of poison to my mouth with lightning speed and drank it.

"Ah Nuan!" Tuoba Junxu quickly knocked down the bowl in my hand, locked me in his arms, and his indifferent voice was lower than before, ruthless: "I won't let you die, resolutely not, I will let you stay with me for the rest of your life, by my side......"

The bitter and smelly medicinal juice, even after only a big sip, churned in my stomach, and the discomfort made me hunch my waist, and the rusty smell of blood welled up in my throat.

"Tuoba Jun Narrative ......"

called him, and didn't hold back a poof, a mouthful of blood spit on the black dragon robe, dyeing the color of his dragon robe darker.

The whole body couldn't exert the slightest strength, and slowly moved down in his arms, and the cloud candle flashed quickly, holding my hand, and frowning: "The queen's body is already weak, and she has been poisoned a lot, and now she has drunk one of the five poisons, which is even more serious!" ”

Tuoba Junxu didn't let me fall to the ground, caught it, and I held it in my arms: "Go find the emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty and let him enter the palace!" ”

Dropping this sentence, he left this world without looking back, I was in his arms as if my spirit was sluggish, looking at him full of anxiety, and laughed sadly: "Tuoba Junxu, I can die in your arms, I have no complaints in this life!" ”

Tuoba Jun looked at me deeply, his cold phoenix eyes were slightly red: "Don't you think, I will let you live well, at any cost!" ”

I really loved, hated and hurt him, and this feeling intertwined and devoured my heart, making me like a beast in a cage, unable to break free, so I had to cry out in pain: "Tuoba Junxu, you don't understand, how can you not understand? ”

In Tuoba Junxu's reddish phoenix eyes, there was a fine shimmer of water: "It's not that I don't understand, it's that you don't understand, Ah Nuan, it's a stupid girl, a stupid girl who doesn't know anything!" ”

It seems that his hand can't be lifted by a thousand pounds, and he has asked himself countless times, how can he de, how can he make him fall in love, and he is deeply in love.

"A Nuan ......"

On a hot summer day, a sunny day, a drop of rain fell on my cheek, cool, falling on my face and smashing into my heart.

A huge bloody hole was smashed into my heart, and the hole kept gushing blood, and I couldn't stop it......

"Tuoba Junxu, I like you!" Tears continued to ooze out of his eyes, and his mouth murmured about the love for him, the deepest love for him.

In a daze, he couldn't open his eyes to look at him anymore, only to hear Rong You's angry roar: "You know how her body is, how can you let her drink such a dangerous medicine?" ”

Tuoba Junxu was more gentle than his anger: "This has nothing to do with you, if you didn't poison her, why should she suffer this crime?" ”33

Rong and the roar did not stop: "Tuoba Junxu, you still don't admit it, she only has me in her heart, deep in her heart, she loves me deeply, there is love and hate, let her go with me, I will keep her 100 years old!" ”

"Impossible!" Tuoba Junxu's cold voice was astringent: "She is not afraid of death, she doesn't want to go with you, and she doesn't want to go with you!" ”

"She only has me in her heart!" Rong He gritted his teeth: "Yuejian let her dream of me at night, Tuoba Junxu, I know you want to kill me, just because I am the only one who has the antidote, you didn't do anything to me!" ”

"But you have to admit that I am the one who hides in the deepest part of her heart, the one who first loved her in the deepest part!"

"Treat her!" Tuoba Junxu said coldly: "Now remove the poison from her body, I order you!" ”

Rong and Shame laughed: "What do you use to order me?" Aren't you afraid that her antidote will forget you completely? ”

Tuoba Junxu's voice was silent for a moment: "Long but obsessive, short but fickle, it's not that I don't dare to bet, it's that you don't dare to bet on the emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty!" ”

"A good sentence is long but obsessive, short but fickle, since you dare to bet, why don't I dare to bet?" Rong took his words fiercely: "Then let her take the antidote, and bet on who she remembers and falls in love with in this scene!" ”

I could hear them clearly, but I just couldn't wake up, as if I was trapped in a dream, I could hear everything around me, but I couldn't make a sound.

I really want to tell Tuoba Jun that I don't need to bet with him at all, I don't need anything, I don't love him, I'm afraid in my heart, but I don't love him.

My jaw was gently pinched, and something slipped into my mouth, and then, the warm lip flap, grinding lightly on my lip flap, crossed the water, slid into the contents of my mouth, and I swallowed it.

The warm lips left my lips, and my mind kept struggling, constantly telling myself, don't forget Tuoba Junxu, don't forget him, my favorite person is him, not Rongyou!

The consciousness that was still clear is now all blurred, and it seems that something important is slowly peeling off in the mind, and the place in the mind, as far as the eye can see, has become an endless snow-capped sky.

I ran through the snow, desperately trying to find an exit, and with each path I ran, my footprints were covered, and I couldn't find the way I had come.

He opened his mouth and screamed loudly, as if he had been choked by the throat, and he couldn't scream, and finally fell into the snow, covered in a thick layer of snow, and covered in a layer of ice.

When I thought I was going to die, there was a bang around me, like fireworks exploding, like a fire that had been smoldering for a long time, and it burned with a bang.

The cold gradually moved away from him, his body became hot, as if he was being placed in the firelight, tossing and turning, and he wanted to tear off his clothes and return to the endless snow.

Sweat flowed down, and the heat couldn't make any sound, and when I thought I was going to be roasted dry, I splashed a basin of cold water on my head, and I sat up.

The eye is a wafting white veil, a few bird calls mixed with a light floral fragrance, sniffing it vigorously with your nose, this floral fragrance seems to have a faint bitter taste.

I looked down at my hand, pale and weak without a trace of blood, and slowly moved my hand to my face, my cold face was caressed by warm fingers, and I instantly put my hand down.

I looked at my hands in a daze, a little unaccustomed, my hands were so hot.

When I got up, I found myself in the pavilion of the sea of flowers, and the flowers in the sea of flowers were either withered or not yet in full bloom, but there was a faint fragrance.

opened his mouth, and when he got to the name of the person on his lips, he didn't call it out.

Step by step into the sea of flowers, pick a withered yellow flower, put it on the tip of the nose and smell it gently, the air is filled with a faint fragrance, it seems that it is not the taste of this flower.

Looking down at my dress, the pink and immature color, a gust of wind blew, the green silk behind me swayed, and when I pressed it, my hair was scattered, without any binding.

I panicked for no reason, and the small yellow flower in my hand was held in the palm of my hand, and the bones were gone.

"Girl, are you awake?" A quiet female voice sounded behind me.

I was startled, and quickly turned around, my eyes were irrigated with panic, and my voice became hesitant: "Who are you?" Why am I here? ”

The young woman curtsied to me with a smile: "Slave Mu Liang see the girl, the girl is blessed with Jin'an!" ”

"Mu Liang?" I repeated her words and looked at her for a long time: "No, you are not Mu Liang, Mu Liang is not like you!" ”

The woman who called herself Mu Liang was not annoyed, and still respected me: "The girl has slept for a long time, and it is possible to forget the slave maid, the slave maid is indeed Mu Liang, and she has been serving the girl for five years!" ”

After serving me for five years, I couldn't find the slightest familiar feeling in her, and her innate vigilance lingered in my heart, "Where is this?" What is my name and why am I in this place? Why are all the flowers and plants in this place withered, and there is still the fragrance of flowers? ”

A series of inquiries made Mu Liang chuckle: "This is the Western Jin Dynasty, and the place where the girl is located is the small garden of the Yuejian Palace in the Western Jin Dynasty." Why is the girl here, because the girl and our emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, and recently, the emperor found the girl! ”

"The girl whom the emperor loves deeply, when he found the girl, he took the girl to the Yuejian Palace, as for why the flowers and plants here withered, it is because this is evening primrose, a kind of flowers and plants that wither during the day and bloom at night, flowers that can only be seen by the moon!"

"The girl wants to see the flowers, and when the evening comes, the whole little garden will bloom with evening primroses, which is very beautiful!"

The imperial palace of the Western Jin Dynasty!

Tsukimi Palace, Evening Primrose, a flower that only blooms for the moon to see, seems to have heard of it somewhere, but I just can't remember, Tsukimi...... Tsukimi seems to have another meaning.

I kept a wary distance from her, pointed to myself, and said, "Who am I?" What's my name? ”

Mu Liang's eyes lit up slightly, and he said unhurriedly: "Girl, why did you even forget your name?" You call it Return, Return, Return. Think about the limit of the return of the night! ”

"You and the emperor grew up together in the Eastern Jin Dynasty since childhood, the emperor was separated from you in the early days of the founding of the country, and separated for five years in the middle, the emperor misses you every day, and it took a huge amount of financial and material resources to find you!"

He patted his brain, and a trace of pain appeared in his eyes: "Why, I don't have the slightest impression of what you said?" Are you lying to me? ”

Mu Liang smiled decently and shook her head slowly: "Where do the slaves dare to deceive the girl, the girl in the Eastern Jin Dynasty has lived a life of exile for five years, and when the emperor found the girl, the girl was disturbed by the bad guys, and accidentally hit her brain, making the girl forget many important things for a short time!" ”

"But it doesn't matter, the imperial doctor has already said that as long as the girl is resting and relaxed, she will remember many things from the past, and the slave is now helping the girl to wash and change her clothes, is it okay to see the emperor?"

I took a step back, "You asked him to come to me, I don't believe what you said, I want to see him, a man who grew up with me, am I with a sense of familiarity?" ”

Mu Liang's outstretched hand was immediately put down, and the light in his eyes flowed, "That girl will go to the pavilion to rest first, and the slave will go to invite the emperor, if the girl has something, she screamed loudly, and naturally there are other people to serve the mother!" ”

I bowed my head slightly, and when I saw her turn and leave, I shouted: "You said that you have followed me for five years, why do you give me the feeling that you have followed your emperor for five years, not me?" ”

Mu Liang's body stiffened, turned around and looked back, and a smile hung on the corner of his mouth: "Girl, you forgot, the slave said that you and the emperor have been separated for five years, and the slave and maid have taken care of you for five years before these five years, not the slave and maid who have taken care of you in the five years of separation!" ”

"Therefore, it is normal for the girl to see that the slave and maid have no sense of familiarity, after all, the slave and the girl have also been separated for five years, and in five years, things are human and wrong, and they can change anything, girl, what do you say!"

It wasn't that she served me for five years when she was separated from the emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty, it was that she served me before these five years, but in the five years of separation, I was separated from them, and he has been serving the emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty.

"What is the name of the emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty?"

I forgot everything, it seems that the most basic common sense, I have forgotten, I am like snow in a dream, I can't see any dirt,

Mu Liang was stunned, and didn't seem to think that I would ask such a question, and couldn't help but bring a hint of temptation: "The girl doesn't know what the emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty is called, has she forgotten about other countries?" ”

"Other countries?" I looked confused: "Are there many other countries around?" Then you tell me, what other countries are there around that are equal to the Western Jin Dynasty? What's the name! ”

Mu Liang's expression narrowed, and he said in a deep voice: "Girl, please wait for a while, the slave maid will go and invite the emperor, it is better for the emperor to explain these things to you, and the slave and maid will retire first!" ”

She saluted and hurried away, as if I could catch her babbling after a moment's pause.

Throw the crushed evening primrose flowers in his hand on the ground, follow the direction Mu Liang left, walk out of the garden, bypass the long corridor, and see the Yuejian Palace that Mu Liang said in his mouth.

A palace full of flowers and plants, with the charm of the south of the Yangtze River, with small bridges and flowing water, the gurgling water makes the whole palace extremely luxurious.

It seems that in my mind, there is no palace, there is a rockery in the courtyard, and there seems to be a rockery in the big garden......

Touched the door, opened the palace door, and before he stepped out, he was stopped, and the eight Praetorian Guards, standing straight, spoke politely and respectfully: "Girl, you have just arrived, and when the emperor comes, you will go out again!" ”

With such a big battle, I should have been scared in my heart, but I didn't have a trace of fear, I just blinked and looked at them: "I can't get out without the permission of your emperor, do you mean that I am under house arrest?" ”

The Praetorian Guard who spoke flashed a trace of panic: "Girl, please forgive me, it is an order issued by the emperor, please don't embarrass us?" ”

"When did the emperor give the order?" A crisp and squeamish female voice took over the words of the Praetorian Guard, and said, "Don't take the emperor's words, come here to fake the tiger!" ”

The Praetorian Guard hurriedly turned around: "See Mrs. Hua, Mrs. Hua is auspicious!" ”

"Excuse me!" The woman known as Mrs. Hua is full of pearls, brightly dressed, and has a delicate face, which can be regarded as a delicate beauty, but the clothes are too gorgeous, and there is a feeling that her face can't support her clothes.

And then there is a head full of pearls, giving people a kind of vulgarity, as if deliberately wearing all the good things on their heads to prove that they are living a very good life.

"Mrs. Xie Hua!" The Janissaries thanked him.

The woman known as Mrs. Hua was about to cross the Praetorian Guard in an instant and come to grab my hand, "Gui Wan, my good sister, I am Hua Zhuo'er, do you remember me?" ”

I instinctively stepped back to prevent her from touching me, the Praetorian Guard reacted very quickly, blocked her hand, and said with a slight apology: "Mrs. Hua, the emperor said that the girl of the Moon Palace should not be touched by anyone, especially Mrs. Hua!" ”

"Smack!" Hua Zhuo'er was instantly annoyed and angry when she heard this, slapped the Praetorian Guards casually, and said sharply: "Mrs. Ben is Mrs. Hua of the emperor's imperial seal, and the entire harem is taken care of by the palace. Aren't you afraid that Hongu will pluck your head? ”

The Praetorian Guard was stubborn, with a beaten face: "The emperor's holy decree, Weichen does not dare to disobey, please forgive me, please pass the emperor's holy decree and enter the moon palace again!" ”

Hua Zhuo'er's eyebrows were crooked, and her eyes widened, "Okay, you guys are blocking this palace, and you have to go in this palace today!" ”

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