Xi'er answered yes and hurriedly left with Chongxiaolou.

After the two walked for more than a dozen steps, Xi'er breathed a sigh of relief and said in her heart, but she was scared to death.

Waiting in the courtyard, Xi'er stood at the door of the house and knocked on the door twice, until Pan Ruyun's voice came from inside, "Is it Xi'er?" ”

Xi'er stood at the door and answered, "Miss, it's a slave." ”

Pan Ruyun said inside again, "Come in." ”

Xi'er pushed the door open at this time, bent down and made a gesture of invitation to Chong Xiaolou, "Mr. Chong, please." ”

As he spoke, he took the lead in taking a step into the room, and said as he walked inside, "Miss, Mr. Slave Xianzhong has invited you." ”

Pan Ruyun's body is not very good, she herself does not dare to be careless, most of the time she lies down, Mrs. Shen came yesterday, she didn't mean to take Qiao.

She was lying on the bed with a thick pillow behind her.

Xi'er led Chong Xiaolou to walk inside, Chong Xiaolou was a little hesitant, but after thinking about it, he had already arrived here, and then he remembered to avoid suspicion, which was a bit fake.

Pan Ruyun finally saw Chong Xiaolou and smiled at him, "You're here." ”

She didn't have a good look on her face, and there was a smell of medicine in the room.

Chong Xiaolou only glanced at her, and then looked away.

Xi'er lowered her head, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Slave, slave maid just bumped into the master in the front yard." ”

Pan Ruyun immediately became nervous, and looked at Chongxiao Loudao, "Is my father embarrassed for you?" ”

There is also a reason why Pan Ruyun is so nervous, in the few meetings between Chongxiaolou and Master Pan in the past, almost every time it was unpleasant, especially for Chongxiaolou.

Chong Xiaolou shook his head and did not speak.

Xi'er also said, "The master shouldn't have recognized Mr. Chong." ”

Pan Ruyun breathed a sigh of relief.

Xi'er moved a chair for him and put it in front of him, closer to Pan Ruyun.

"Mr. Chong, please take a seat, and the slave will pour you a cup of tea."

Chongxiaolou said, "You don't have to be busy, and I won't sit down." ”

Xi'er hesitated for a moment, glanced at Pan Ruyun, Pan Ruyun waved her hand, "You go to the door and guard." ”

Xi'er bowed her head, turned and went out.

Chong Xiaolou said to Pan Ruyun at this time, "What are you looking for me for?" ”

Pan Ruyun came to Chongxiaolou to ask her about the woman Xi'er had seen.

But when the words came to her mouth, she changed her mind again, Pan Ruyun touched her stomach, "Xiaolou, we have a child, are you happy?" ”

Chong Xiaolou looked at her with a complicated expression, and there was no happy look on Pan Ruyun's face at all.

"Why are you doing this?"

The smile on Pan Ruyun's face froze, "He's been almost three months, and it's ...... in my stomach."

Chong Xiaolou interrupted her, "I'm not happy, I'm not happy at all. He looked at Pan Ruyun's eyes and said very seriously, "You obviously know that I have always wanted to get rid of my past life and get rid of ...... You, why don't you let me go, and you let yourself go. How this kid came to be, I don't want to rehash it.

I am a sad person for half my life, I have done a lot of wrong things, maybe cutting off my children and grandchildren is my best destination, I have not thought about the child, you were born this child, and I will not recognize him. ”

Pan Ruyun gasped fiercely, as if she didn't expect him to say this about herself.

"Why do you say that?"

Chongxiaolou said, "If you want me to come, I will make it clear to you for the last time." This child, he will only be a painful memory that I will never forget for the rest of my life, and he will always remind me of all the things that should be forgotten. Don't push me, as a man, I don't want to blame someone else for this kind of mistake. ”

Chong Xiaolou closed his eyes, Xu is Lan Yuan has been in the garden for a long time, these mean words are not difficult, and there is even a little bit of pleasure.

He said to himself in his heart, "Admit it, you're a despicable person."

Pan Ruyun had a painful look on her face, she knew that he had suffered a lot, and in places like the opera garden, there was dirt and dirt, even if he became famous and became a horn, he would inevitably suffer from the sin of being humiliated by others, let alone before.

"You...... Do you have to talk to me like that? ”

Chongxiao said, "We shouldn't continue to entangle." ”

Pan Ruyun remembered what Xi'er had told her before, and her face turned cold.

"Why? Is it because of the woman in your family? ”

Chong Xiaolou originally subconsciously wanted to refute that the matter between them had nothing to do with Sun Yanfei.

But after thinking about it, he nodded, "Yes, I met the woman I loved, it was she who brought my dead heart back to life, I want to marry her and give her the best, if I want a child, she can only give birth to me." ”

It was a mistake between them, and it was his indecisiveness that had hurt him and her.

He was cold everywhere else, and she still had the warmth he craved a little bit of, and he didn't care.

But the warmth has long been unable to warm him, and the rest is all tiredness.

Pan Ruyun took a deep breath, as if she hadn't heard his words, and said to herself, "My father's side is about to be done, and then all of our Pan family's properties will be moved to Shanghai, and we will go to Shanghai with my father." We don't have to be like that anymore, we can live together in the open, isn't that what you've always wanted?

We'll live in Shanghai for a while, and if you like Shanghai, we'll always live there. If you don't like it, we can go elsewhere.

To go to Hong Kong, or to a little further afield, to other countries, although it is difficult to buy ferry tickets now, but the Pan family has money, they can always buy it.

As soon as I left, Shen Yan was in the face of Liang'er and his commander's mansion, he didn't dare to do anything, no one would pursue us, we can live very comfortably elsewhere, and we don't have to worry about life, don't you like places with a lot of people? We can find a quieter place to live, you, me, and our children.

You see, I've already thought about all of this, and my plan is not very thorough. ”

The more Chong Xiaolou listened, the deeper his brows furrowed.

"Ruyun, can you not live in your own lies all the time? Aren't you tired like this? Why didn't you talk to me about it, when you had already made your plans? Let me guess? You give yourself a way back, don't you? If your plans deviate the slightest, you'll abandon me, as you have done countless times in the past, and go back to be your young grandmother. ”

After a pause, he ignored Pan Ruyun's sudden change in face and continued, "No matter where I go to live, I won't be with you." ”

After a long time, Pan Ruyun suddenly smiled, "Xiaolou, you didn't know me for the first day, I was such a person more than ten years ago, you have never said anything......" As he spoke, he asked him again, "The woman in your family, how did you meet?" Xi'er said that she had never seen it, and we didn't even know which lady in Jincheng was here. ”

Chong Xiaolou was a little tired of her way of changing the topic of his life, but in order to make her die, he said truthfully, "She is a classmate of the young master of the Chen family and your sister, and she only returned to Jincheng recently." ”

Pan Ruyun raised her eyebrows, "Oh? Liang'er's classmates? Speaking of which, I know a lot of her classmates? Will you bring her to me another day? Maybe I do. ”

Chongxiao said, "It's not necessary. ”

Then he said, "It's getting late, and if you don't have anything else to do, I'll go back, and we won't see each other again in the future." ”

Pan Ruyun hummed softly, as if agreeing with his words.

Chong Xiaolou didn't have the heart to guess if she had figured it out, and turned to leave.

Xi'er hurriedly sent the empty medicine box to his hand, Chongxiaolou paused, but still took it, he didn't want anything to come out again.

When Pan Ruyun was talking to Chongxiaolou, Xi'er was standing outside the door, and she didn't know what they were talking about.

Pan Ruyun had been lying there in a daze, and her expression couldn't see anything.

After a long time, she moved, and she said, "Liang'er still has classmates." ”

What she said was clueless, Xi'er was stunned, she didn't understand what she meant, so she had to follow her words.

"The third lady has been reading books in the school, and there are naturally many classmates."

Pan Ruyun sighed.

Xi'er was a little inexplicable, "The eldest lady misses the third miss?" ”

Pan Ruyun hummed softly, "I kind of want to." ”

When Chongxiaolou left Pan's Mansion, he didn't bump into Master Pan again, he lowered his head all the way, and went out of Pan's Mansion like a ghost behind him.

When she returned home, Sun Yanfei was still there, and she was sitting in front of his only desk that was more valuable at home.

When Chong Xiaolou returned to the courtyard, his steps were still a little anxious, but when he saw Sun Yanfei writing something in front of the desk, the whole person suddenly calmed down.

He slowed down and slowly approached, took a deep breath and asked her, "What are you writing?" ”

When Sun Yanfei heard the sound, she knew that it was him who came back, so she didn't raise her head, and only cared about writing her own things.

She has learned a good hand, her handwriting is beautiful and silky, and she is also serious when she writes, as if she is two people who are not four or six on weekdays.

But these are all illusions, and as soon as you open your mouth, your original form is revealed.

"Write an article to criticize you stinky men."

Chong Xiaolou slowly breathed down, smiled and said, "Isn't it enough for you to verbally criticize all day long?" I have to write an article to criticize. ”

Sun Yanfei may have finished writing, she put down her pen and blew on the paper, looking up this time.

She smiled at Zhong Xiaolou, different from Pan Ruyun's dignified smile, Sun Yanfei smiled, her entire eyebrows and eyes opened, her facial features were beautiful, even under heavy makeup, she didn't feel ugly.

Sun Yanfei said with a smile, "Criticism never ends. ”

Chong Xiaolou smiled back, but he didn't know what he thought, and his smile was a little ugly.

Sun Yanfei, although she likes to have the upper hand in words on weekdays, and feels that life should live on momentum, but she is really unhappy when she sees people, but she can't stand it.

Thinking of the place where Chong Xiaolou went just now, and then looking at his face, he thought, it seems that something has happened, judging from his face as if he was mourning, the final result should not be very good anyway.

Sun Yanfei said, "Don't worry, there are still some subtle differences between you and those stinky men, I will write an article in praise of men like you later." ”

Chong Xiaolou tugged at the corners of his mouth, "A man like me is going to hell." ”

Sun Yanfei's face was full of question marks, and she was about to ask something, when Chong Xiaolou had already turned around and entered the courtyard.