Xu Xinmeng looked at Xia Jiangjie, who was full of thoughts, and thought that she had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly apologized: "Dad, I'm sorry, I didn't say that there is no relationship between you and my mother, I just think she should let go of the past and be with you, after all, in my opinion, you are the most suitable." ”

Xia Jiangjie looked at Xu Xinmeng and smiled, and said, "It's okay, don't think about it so much, Dad, I have always believed that a lover will eventually become a family, so as long as you insist, you will definitely be with Ruan Junhao." ”

"Thank you, Dad!" Xu Xinmeng still has her father's support after all, so on the road of love, she still has some support, and she also feels that the thorny road in front of her can go on bravely.

At the time of parting, Xia Jiangjie asked Xu Xinmeng: "Did you tell Ruan Lin about your mother's visit to Yinan?" ”

Xu Xinmeng replied: "I told Uncle Ruan last night, he said that he would meet with my mother today and talk to my mother frankly, maybe he can persuade my mother to agree to me and Ruan Junhao together!" ”

Xia Jiangjie felt ridiculous in his heart, but on the surface, he was extremely cooperative with Xu Xinmeng's mood, and nodded hurriedly, not forgetting to give Xu Xinmeng a thumbs up.

When Xia Jiangjie drove to the café just now, he knew that it was impossible for Xu Lu to sit in the café and wait for him at this time.

Sure enough, when Xia Jiangjie returned to the café again, he couldn't see Xu Lu anymore, and he knew that Xu Lu's farewell must be because of Ruan Linsheng's appointment.

At this moment, Ruan Linsheng was sitting in another café in a daze, and his thoughts couldn't help but go back to nineteen years ago.

Ruan Linsheng begged his parents bitterly, but they were still indifferent, the most memorable time was Ruan Linsheng kneeling in front of his mother, crying: "Mom, I am now well-known in the painting world, I believe that as long as I work hard, even without Tong Li's help, I will definitely achieve great things in the future, so let me marry Xu Lu, okay?" ”

Ruan Linsheng's mother had become impatient with Ruan Linsheng's pleas, and she said angrily: "Do you think that a person's success really depends on personal efforts alone? It also depends on opportunities, and your opportunities can only be created for you by Tong Li, what can that Xu Lu help you, just an ordinary teacher, if you have a background or no background, if you have no ability, you will achieve nothing with her. ”

"Without Xu Lu's support, I would not have been able to study painting so hard, and I can have today's achievements thanks to Xu Lu."

"Then what are you and your parents? Good! Since you say so, then you should go to Xu Lu, from now on, your father and I will no longer have you as a son! ”

Ruan Linsheng hurriedly stood up, for a moment he was impulsive, he wanted to go to Xu Lu regardless of filial piety.

But Ruan Linsheng's mother angrily reprimanded Ruan Linsheng at the moment when he just stood up: "Okay, for the sake of such a woman, you can actually abandon your parents who raised you so big, it seems that we are nothing in your heart, if you dare to step out of this door today, your father and I will disappear in front of you immediately, from now on it has nothing to do with you whether we live or die!" ”

Ruan Linsheng no longer had the courage to go to Xu Lu when he heard this, and Ruan Linsheng could only choose to endure this situation at that time, until Ruan Linsheng's mother was not in good health, and Ruan Linsheng had no choice but to marry Tong Li......

When Ruan Lin was still immersed in memories, Xu Lu had already quietly walked in front of him.

Looking at his first love, Ruan Linsheng's heart-rending pain was indescribable, how much he wanted to stand up and hug Xu Lu, but in the face of his own mistakes, Ruan Linsheng didn't even have the courage to look at Xu Lu.

Xu Lu is also haunted by all kinds of thoughts, the unforgettable love has been recalled again and again, as if there is a new scar on the scar that is about to heal, and so again and again, this scar will never heal.

The drizzle outside is like silk, one after another, the indoor is steaming, lush and fragrant, two hearts that were once close at hand are now far away in the world, and there will never be a moment when they meet and know each other.

Xu Lu didn't know how to speak, and took a sip of coffee gently, trying to ease the awkward atmosphere at this time.

Ruan Linsheng didn't forget Xu Xinmeng's entrustment, he spoke first: "Xinmeng is really similar to you, both in appearance and personality, very much like you back then. ”

"Character?" Xu Lu was a little surprised, and then said, "But no one said that Xin Meng's personality is like me, Xia Jiangjie said that Xin Jing's personality is quite like mine." ”

Ruan Linsheng showed a slight smile, it was already his luxury to have such a calm conversation with Xu Lu.

Ruan Linsheng said again: "At first, I also felt that Xin Meng's personality was not like you, I felt that she was more lively, and she was a little arrogant, and she couldn't be quiet at all, but slowly I found that she was still quite quiet in her heart. ”

Xu Lu thought for a moment and replied: "Maybe there have been too many things that have happened in the past six months, and the blow to her is too great." ”

Ruan Linsheng knew that Xu Lu was referring to Xia Xinjing's death, and said softly: "I didn't know that Xinjing was also your daughter, if I knew......"

"What if you knew?" Xu Lu interrupted Ruan Linsheng's thoughts and asked.

Looking at Xu Lu's eyes eager to know the answer, Ruan Linsheng was stunned, if he had known that Xia Xinjing was Xu Lu's daughter, he would definitely be good to her in every way, but what could it change?

Seeing Ruan Linsheng's speechless answer, Xu Lu couldn't help but be a little disappointed, and said, "If you had known that Xin Jing was my daughter, would you have prevented him from getting to know your son?" Won't you let Tong Li see her? Will you just keep the car accident from happening? ”

Faced with this series of questions, Ruan Linsheng didn't know how to answer, he said: "If I knew that Xin Jing was your daughter, I would have found you earlier!" ”

This sincere sentence, how can she not touch Xu Lu's heart, she has always been concerned about Xia Xinjing, but Ruan Linsheng is paying attention to Xu Lu, at this second Xu Lu feels that Ruan Linsheng misses her.

But this miss is insignificant in the face of reality, and it has no weight in Xu Lu's heart at this time, Xu Lu looked at Ruan Linsheng and said: "Actually, if you don't look for me today, I also want to talk to you, I hope you can tell your baby son to stay away from my daughter in the future." ”

"Why? Why do you have to keep them apart? ”

"They shouldn't have known each other in the first place!" Xu Lu said it so resolutely, as if the understanding between Ruan Junhao and Xu Xinmeng was a big mistake.

"Why?" Ruan Linsheng really didn't understand why Xu Lu had such thoughts.

Xu Lu deliberately concealed his true thoughts, and only replied: "Why? Because your son killed my daughter, I don't want him to kill my other daughter! ”

"If Xinjing hadn't left, would you have agreed to them being together?"

"Impossible!" Xu Lu replied without hesitation.

At this point, Ruan Linsheng understood the reason why Xu Xinmeng asked him for help, in the final analysis, it was because of Xu Lu's resentment towards him in her heart, which made her unwilling to let Xu Xinmeng have any contact with Ruan Linsheng and Ruan Linsheng's family.

Ruan Linsheng said: "I know that what I did back then disappointed you, and I have been living in deep self-blame all these years, but what does the matter between us have to do with the children? ”

Xu Lu said that she couldn't tell Ruan Linsheng that Xu Xinmeng was his daughter and Ruan Junhao's sister, so they couldn't be together, since she couldn't say that Xu Lu had to endure it.

Ruan Linsheng regretted it a lot, he said: "I'm sorry, I owe you, I hope you can forgive me." ”

Love is deep and hateful, no love and no hate, how many years, Xu Lu has spent all her years in thoughts, and she doesn't know if she still loves Ruan Linsheng, but what she knows is that she likes this feeling of longing very much, as if this kind of longing has been her emotional pillar for so many years.

Xu Lu once thought that when she saw Ruan Linsheng, her face would be red and her heart would beat faster, but when she really saw Ruan Linsheng, her heart stopped, as if Ruan Linsheng in front of her was just a new person she knew, and this person was very different from the dead and alive Ruan Linsheng she once loved.

Hearing Ruan Linsheng's apology at this time, Xu Lu's heart did not stir up any waves, but she replied: "Unless you return Xinjing to me, I will not forgive you." ”

In Xu Lu's opinion, Xia Xinjing and Xu Xinmeng were the best gifts that Ruan Linsheng gave her, and with these two gifts, she was content with love.

Ruan Linsheng knew that Xu Lu had too much hatred for him, and said: "If Jun Hao is really with Xin Meng, I believe that Jun Hao will definitely be filial to you, and let her take good care of you instead of Xin Jing and Xin Meng." ”

"Who is Ruan Junhao, and why should I let him take care of me?" In the face of Ruan Linsheng's sincere conversations again and again, Xu Lu did not compromise in the slightest.

Ruan Linsheng said again: "We have tasted enough of the pain of two people who truly love each other not being together, why do we still impose this pain on the two children, if they really love each other, why don't we fulfill them?" ”

"How can they really love each other, didn't Ruan Junhao like Xin Jing before? We also had a boy we liked before, they were just looking for emotional sustenance together, since they didn't really love each other, it was better to separate early, so as not to hurt our Xinmeng in the future. ”

"I really hope that you can let the two children make their own choices, how can you know your mind if you don't experience this emotional thing yourself?"

"Then you have experienced it yourself, do you understand your own mind?"

Ruan Linsheng didn't expect Xu Lu to suddenly lead the question to them, and immediately replied casually: "My mind has not changed from beginning to end, it's just fate that makes people!" ”

Xu Lu sneered twice, unwilling to say anything.

Ruan Linsheng immediately said: "So I don't want my two children to go through the same pain as us. ”

Xu Lu retorted again: "Can you make a choice completely from your own heart when it comes to this emotional matter?" ”