Chapter 180: I just want to guard him

The curtains in the imperial study were lowered one by one, and the thin light veil gradually became a thick fog, obscuring the vision.

His wrist rested lightly on the wrist pillow, pressing a shallow groove, and she lifted the handkerchief, and with a casual throw, the thin piece of silk cloth covered his palm.

Nan Yinglin raised her eyes and stared at her: "I am not a concubine in the harem. ”

She knew that he was surprised by the veil, that the men would never care about it, and that only the women would care if the doctors could touch their wrists.

He didn't mind, but she minded very much, she didn't want to touch Nan Yinglin at all, even if it was just two fingers.

She checked his pulse, but he kept staring at her, he hadn't had time to look at someone so carefully for a long time. Life in the palace is not easy, and women who live here usually become haggard, such as the virtuous concubine next to Nan Jingpei.

He has seen the changes of Concubine Xian every year, and at every New Year's palace banquet, the first emperor will ask Jiang Taishi to bring her to the palace.

To this day, he still remembers how bright and beautiful Jiang Yingqiu was when he was young, but later, she became unpopular with everyone, and she was no different from the white-headed palace maid in this palace.

He stared at Shen Yunzhen, and suddenly felt surprised in his heart.

He carefully searched for the impression she had left in his mind, she was a girl who was ignorant of the world, and she was the lady of the Shen family, the national doctor, and she was no different from the daughters of those rich and noble families.

But now, she has changed, she has become more refined, more brilliant, more and more beautiful.

It seems that Nan Jingpei did not treat her harshly, but protected her very well.

He had heard that Nan Jingpei was willing to die for her, and he really did.

A man is willing to take care of a woman with his life, how can the years leave any wind and frost on this woman's face?

She's still beautiful, and she's getting more and more beautiful. It's just that there is more sadness and coldness in her eyes.

Nan Yinglin said with a smile: "Actually, you chose a very good outfit today, and the white color matches you very well." ”

She glanced at the past, and there was only endless indifference and alienation in her pale eyes.

His smile stiffened a little, and he added, "Really." ”

Shen Yunzhen withdrew his hand and said in a low voice: "This palace has gone to grab medicine." ”

She got up and left, but was suddenly hugged by Nan Yinglin from behind. She was suddenly startled, Nan Yinglin's arms were already dead to her. She struggled as hard as she could, but she couldn't get out, so she cried out.

She tried her best to shout, but everyone knew that the new emperor was in the imperial study, and no one dared to ruin his good deeds.

"If you dare to mess around again, I will bite my tongue and kill myself immediately!" In desperation, she had no choice but to say this.

Nan Yinglin was stunned for a moment, then let go of her hand, her body suddenly withdrew, and she hurriedly escaped a few meters away from him.

She looked at him hatefully: "Nan Yinglin, although you are now the emperor, don't forget, this palace is a concubine, if you dare to be rude to this palace, Changxin Hou will not easily spare you." ”

He may still be a little afraid of Changxinhou, otherwise he would not hold Chengyuan in his hands, this is the only bargaining chip he has in negotiations with Changxinhou, no matter at any time, he can't easily throw it away.

Nan Yinglin raised her eyebrows a little helplessly, and she heard him whisper from her throat: "Why leave in a hurry?" ”

As he spoke, he bypassed her and poured a cup of tea at the table, no one in the room came to change the tea for a long time, and since Nan Jingpei died, the eunuchs in the imperial study were also a lot lazy.

The cold tea was a little astringent, but he was so thirsty that he drank the cup in his hand anyway.

He put down the teacup for a long time, and suddenly asked her, "Do you remember when we were young?" ”

She suffocated, as a child?

Nan Yinglin turned her head to look at her: "At that time, you only liked to play with me, but Nan Jingpei had to get involved every time, so you would be unhappy every time." Always happily followed your father into the palace, but went back to the Shen Mansion with tears in his eyes. ”

Seeing that she didn't speak, he smiled lightly: "My father didn't like him since he was a child, because he was stupid, even hide and seek, and every time he was the fastest to be found." Sometimes, even ignoring the tail, my father didn't like him like this. In fact, hide and seek may be a game for you, but for your father, it is an opportunity to examine the wisdom of the prince. ”

Shen Yun was really sad, yes, for her, it was just a game to kill time, but for the emperor, it was not an opportunity to see through his two sons.

To this day, she still remembers that the first emperor watched them, and every time the thing was thick, she suddenly looked back, and could always see a person wearing a vermilion dragon robe standing behind the stone pillar of the rockery pavilion, with his hands behind his back, silently watching something.

She often told her father that the emperor liked to be in a daze, but her father didn't allow her to say so, and later, her words were changed to that the emperor likes to see the scenery very much.

It turned out that he was looking at this scenery.

Nan Jingpei was older than both of them, and experienced the early death of his mother, so he experienced the vicissitudes of life before them. He was sensible earlier than them, he should have seen the Emperor standing there looking at him early, he should have known that this was a good time for him to show his intelligence, but he didn't, he was always the first fool to be caught in front of them.

He was always the first to be caught, but Nan Yinglin couldn't catch it. Nan Yinglin hid it very deeply, no matter how she sobbed or how helpless she was, he would never jump out. He had to wait for her to cry enough, wait for her to shout, I don't play anymore, I admit defeat. He was willing to show his head.

Shen Yunzhen looked at him with a sneer: "Yes, he's so stupid, he knows everything, but he still plays the role of a stupid person." He could show his talents, but he gave up because he couldn't bear to make his younger siblings cry. ”

"You think it's the right thing to do?" He also looked at her with a sneer: "A person who wants to be an emperor but does not have the will to do anything, a person who wants to be an emperor but does not have a cold and ruthless heart, such a person is a woman's benevolence after all, even if he is proud, it is only a temporary pride, and it will not last long." ”

Shen Yunzhen squinted at him and raised his chin proudly: "What about you, you obviously don't have a benevolent heart, but you insist on pretending to be a virtuous king, do you think your little trick, the first emperor has never seen through it?" The first emperor left the throne to Jing Pei and not to you, which is enough to explain everything. ”

"Hah!" He laughed, "You say this in a tone that looks like him!" ”

He was suddenly a little anxious, flicked the sleeves of his robe, and paced back and forth in the hall: "Could it be that I am discussing with you the question of who the first emperor prefers?" ”

He suddenly stood and stared straight at her, "I'm talking to you about whether it's worth keeping a festival for him." I remember that you once said that you are going to marry a big hero who stands up to the sky, please think about it for yourself, which point of Nan Jingpei meets your requirements? ”

She glanced at it indifferently, whether it was worth it or not, only she knew.

She doesn't care whether Nan Jingpei's temperament is suitable for being an emperor or not, whether she can be called a person who stands up to the sky and the earth, is it not good for the first emperor to look down on? Isn't a benevolent emperor a good husband?

She snorted disappreδΈ€ι—¨ly, she Shen Yun is really not the kind of woman who is destined to be the queen of the phoenix, and she is not a careerist who is not the emperor and does not marry.

All she wants is a true feeling, waiting silently, caring for her, and tenderness, and only Jing Pei and him can do this. She only needs him, as long as she guards him, and thinks of him every day, which is enough.

"Have you said enough?" She turned her face.

"There's a lot more to say." He replied.

Shen Yunzhen raised his hand and stopped him: "Don't say it, the more you talk, the more I find you disgusting." ”

She picked up the medicine box and walked away, and he suddenly grabbed her arm again, and she screamed in amazement, and his strength was so great that it almost crushed her arm.

"Yun Zhen, my words are from the heart, you should think about it. Maybe he is really good to you, but he is dead, you still have a good youth, a good life, and there are still decades to live in the future, you will never live in the memory of him for the rest of your life, right? If you follow me, I will be very good to you, even better than he is to you. ”

Shen Yunzhen narrowed her eyes and sneered contemptuously: "Nan Yinglin, are you suffering from heart disease?" ”

His eyebrows furrowed, and he choked back when the words came to his mouth.

"Maybe it's because you're used to acting, playing different roles with different people every day, and there are so many roles that you can't remember what you've played." She looked at him hatefully: "You just said that you need to have a cold and ruthless heart to be an emperor, and now you are pretending to be a long-term infatuated heart, do you really treat me Shen Yun as a three-year-old child?" Am I so easy to deceive? ”

She pulled back her arm vigorously, and her tone was low and hateful: "What's more, you killed my husband and harmed my Shen family." I don't care about you now, in order to complete the transaction between you and me, and to make the Su family and Jing Pei's two children better. Do you think I really forgot if I never mentioned it? ”

Nan Yinglin gasped deeply, and the air filled his chest like a strangely shaped object. It's not an exaggeration to say that it's a weird feeling.

"It seems that you will never let go of my old suspicions, right?" He asked.

"Neither will die." She replied.

He slapped her cheek in the face, and she could already feel a cold wind pass through her sideburns.

There was a squeak, and suddenly someone pushed open the door of the temple. Nan Yinglin stopped, and the slap stopped two inches from her cheek.

"Your Majesty," a little eunuch with a pale face, he bowed down and approached: "Your Majesty, Xu Guiren of Yongxiang asks to see Your Majesty." ”

Xu Guiren? She was stunned and turned her head to look at him.

"What's the matter?" He asked.

The little eunuch coughed lightly, as if there was something unspeakable.

He glanced at her, "You go back first." Then he said to the little eunuch, "Call her in." ”