The room was quiet for a while. It was so quiet that Xiuhan thought that Hedi had fallen asleep, and when he turned his head to look at her, he saw that she had a pair of big eyes, staring blankly at the ceiling, and she didn't know what she was thinking in her head. Xiuhan felt strange and asked curiously, "What are you looking at?" ”

"I'm experiencing this feeling." He Tu smiled, "It's the first time I've felt this way, although it's a little nauseous and I want to vomit, but it's quite comfortable to shake around." ”

"You're drunk." Xiuhan said, raising his hand to tuck the corners of the quilt for her.

"It feels good to be drunk." He Tu said dumbly, "If you shake it like this every day, how comfortable it should be." ”

Xiuhan looked at her side face, feeling a little uncomfortable in her heart, she was silent for a few seconds, and asked, "Hedi, why are you reluctant to tell me about you recently?" ”

"Huh?" He didn't understand what she was asking for a moment, and couldn't help but look at her suspiciously.

"What happened before, you always said to me, even trivial things, why don't you tell me now?" Xiuhan asked, feeling a wave of loss in his heart, "I obviously think you're not doing well, but you don't say anything to me, and I don't want to ask......"

"There's not much to say." He Tu understood her question, and turned his head again, "Is life like that, what is there to say?" ”

"But I want to hear it." Xiuhan became anxious, "Aren't friends just talking to each other, telling you all the things that are happy and unhappy, and everyone bears them together?" If you don't say anything, keep everything in your heart, and talk about some general things every time you chat, what kind of friend is it? ”

He Tu closed his eyes tiredly, but soon opened them again, and muttered: "Too much, too much, every time I chat with you, there is so little time, if I use it to talk about these things, isn't it a waste of phone bills?" ”

"Then you tell me now, I'll listen." Xiuhan propped up half of his body and looked at her with blazing eyes.

He Tu felt a feeling of being coerced, she glanced at her good friend unhappily, and said, "Why bother? ”

"Looks like you didn't treat me as a good friend." Xiuhan pouted, plopped and lay back again.

"Then what's the matter with you, you tell me, I'll listen." He Tu said, turning his head to look at Xiuhan's expression in concern.

Xiuhan looked at the ceiling, thinking, her expression was a little hesitant, but soon, this hesitation disappeared, and she gushed out, no matter whether it was good or bad, it poured out of her mouth. Speaking of excitement, she even stood on the bed waving her hands and feet together, showing it, trying to let Hetu feel how she felt at that time. After saying this, she drank several sips of water tiredly, lay back again, sighed, and said in an old-fashioned manner: "Look, everyone is disguised like this, what's the point? I like the kind of sincere people who can say anything, but unfortunately there are too few such people now, if everyone doesn't have a scheming in their hearts, they will always be half killed by others, and they don't even have a chance to turn over. ”

"You're right." He Tu was quite touched by this sentence and couldn't help but agree, "People still have to think more about themselves." ”

"What about you?" Xiuhan asked, "Have you thought about yourself?" ”

He thought about it for a moment, nodded, and shook his head again.

"Forget it, how do you think about yourself?" Xiuhan said angrily, "You can't even choose to marry. ”

"You can't say that." He Tu scratched his head, "Actually...... It's okay. Somehow, she suddenly remembered her brother-in-law and sister, and the scenes that her sister had described to her. I didn't think about it at the time, but when I thought about it, my brother-in-law was much better to my sister than Cheng Jiahua was to herself, and a heart-wrenching emotion suddenly floated in her heart, making her feel uncomfortable.

There was a brief silence in the room, and Xiuhan asked again, "Do you remember Zhu Hai?" ”

Hedi's heart moved, but he didn't speak.

"By the way, your current husband, will you like him as much as you like Zhu Hai?" Xiuhan looked at her and muttered.

He Tu has never thought about this problem, since marrying into the Cheng family, what do you like or not, this word has never even appeared in her heart. She held the subconscious idea that she was already a wife and that this kind of problem was a waste of time, and lived her life in a daze. At this time, when Xiuhan asked her like this, she couldn't help but think about it seriously, but after thinking about it, no matter how she favored Cheng Jiahua, her feelings for Cheng Jiahua couldn't talk about liking, and she didn't even have a good impression.

But Hetu was reluctant to tell Xiuhan all about this feeling, so he only responded vaguely.

"Is he good to you?" Xiuhan asked again, "How are people?" I've never seen him before, you have time to take him out, and I'll help you see each other. ”

Speaking of Cheng Jiahua, Hedi's gaze instantly became cold, and for a long time, she sneered and said, "Forget it." ”

"What's wrong?" Xiuhan sensed the change in her attitude, and couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "Isn't he willing?" ”

"You still don't want to see someone like him." He Tu said again, a mocking sneer still hanging on the corner of his mouth.

Xiuhan looked at He Tu in silence and wanted to ask, but he held back.

Maybe it was under the hypnosis of alcohol, Hedi's reason was gradually lost, and the conversation with Xiuhan reminded her of the things she had experienced, and it fermented in her mind, almost making her angry, and she felt very comfortable when she yelled loudly, but the remaining remnants of reason were desperately trying to dissuade her from venting her angry temper at a friend's house, and she barely held back. Gritting his teeth and taking a few deep breaths, Hetu suddenly said, "He's just a waste!" ”

"Huh?" Xiuhan looked at her in surprise, not understanding what He Tu meant.

"He gambled, owed a lot of money outside, and the creditors came to the door, and he couldn't hide, so I was asked to face those with knives." He Tu said, her voice couldn't help choking, she recalled the original scene, and her body was still trembling slightly with fright, "I don't care about anyone, only me." ”

Xiuhan couldn't help frowning, "He bets?" Why don't you ever tell me? Also, what creditor? Still holding a knife?" She stared at Hetu tightly, and her heart suddenly jumped.

He Tu closed her eyes, as if she was calming down, and it took a long time before she shook her head, sighed, and said, "Forget it, don't say it, it's useless to say it." ”

"Hetu." Xiuhan turned over and sat up, and asked seriously, "How much does he owe?" ”

He Tu squinted his eyes and glanced at her slightly, and the tiredness and sleepiness surged into her heart like a tide, and the whole person's consciousness became confused. But despite this, she still clearly knew what the purpose of Xiuhan's question was, it was nothing more than to help herself pay off those debts, so that she could live a little easier. I don't know how many times Xiuhan said this to herself, if she was really the kind of person who had soft bones and could only live on friends, she would have taken Xiuhan's money to fill the holes in her life. It's a pity that she isn't, He Tu smiled mockingly, and took the money, it was like selling her self-esteem, even if she was a good friend like Xiuhan, she couldn't put herself naked in front of the other party, and let the other party's eyes look at her body. Besides, even if she helps herself for a while now, can she still help herself for the rest of her life? The two of them have always had two hearts, even if they are good, it is hard to guarantee that one day Xiuhan will feel bored, so at that time, what should he do?

"Forget it." He Tu opened her mouth and said, as if she could only say these two words.

"Ugh." Xiuhan sighed, looking at Hedi's blushing face helplessly, she didn't know what Hetu was thinking, but her current mood was as anxious as watching Hetu stand on the edge of the fire pit and was about to jump. After a while, she said: "Since he gambles, he is still cowardly, and he is still a waste, then why do you have to have a relationship with him?" ”

He Tu opened his eyes and looked at her in surprise, as if he didn't expect her to say such a thing. After being stunned for a few seconds, he laughed suddenly, with helplessness, mockery, and endless sadness in his smile, and slowly asked, "Then what do you say I should do?" ”

"Since he's not a good match—" Xiuhan became excited, "Then you divorce him, can't you live a wonderful life alone?" Can't a person be happy? If he is really as bad as you say, then you should leave him as soon as possible, otherwise it will be difficult to get out later. ”

"That's your mind." "I can't do it. ”

"What's not to be able to do?" Xiuhan frowned and looked at her puzzled, "It's good to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get divorced, it's not very difficult." ”

"I'm divorced, what should Xiao Yan do?" He Tu said, Cheng Yan's young and simple face appeared in front of her eyes, and she saw the two faces of her parents who had begun to grow old and the faces of her sisters and sisters who seemed to be examining her, and couldn't help but shake her head. Thinking like this, her heart, which was originally slightly moved, fell silent, and the whole person fell into hopelessness again.

"Although Xiao Yan is still young, you can raise it yourself." The more Xiuhan spoke, the more excited he became, almost spitting, "In this way, I told my dad to let my dad arrange a job for you, so that you can earn money and take care of the children, and you will definitely not be very tired." If you don't have a place to live for a while, you can live in my house first, anyway, I'm away all year round, and I only come back once in a long time, and this house is empty and empty. In the future, Xiao Yan slowly grows up, maybe you can still meet your true destiny, get married because of love, and live a good life from now on. She looked at Hetu excitedly, "What do you think of what I said?" Is that good? ”

But Hetu closed his eyes, didn't react at all, and even snored slightly.

"Hedi? Hetu! Xiuhan pushed Hetu's body, and kept shouting. He Tu shook slightly, woke up from his light sleep, looked at her in confusion, and remembered what they were talking about before, but opened his mouth and said nothing.

Xiuhan saw her look of bewilderment, so he repeated his words again.

"Xiuhan." He Tu said helplessly, "I'm not you, I can't do it, don't talk about it, I'm really sleepy." ”

"No, this matter has to be resolved today, I can't just watch you go on like this." Xiuhan became anxious and grabbed Hedi's arm vigorously to prevent her from sleeping.

"A few days ago." He Tu hesitated for a moment and said, "My father-in-law taught him a lesson, and he also promised me that I would never gamble again, I think that life will gradually get better in the future, and there is no need to get divorced." ”

"Do you think he can really change? If a person has a first time, he will have a second time, can you really rest assured of him? And the money he owes, what are you going to do? If he doesn't show up all the time, do you really want to pay him back for yourself? Xiu Han said in a scathing tone, only caring about expressing his inner dissatisfaction, but he didn't notice that He's eyebrows had frowned tightly, and the corners of his mouth were slightly bent downward, revealing a look of displeasure, "Also, if you are afraid of Xiao Yan and think that you will have to make do with life in the future, then do you think that even if you live like this, you are responsible for Xiao Yan?" Will she be able to grow up in this environment? Look at me, I liked Xing Siyun so much before, I could give almost everything for him, but when he did something that harmed me, I still didn't hesitate to break up with him, because I knew that even if it went on like this, the life I lived was not what I wanted, and I would be very hard in the future. It's because I realized—"

"Xiuhan." He Tu interrupted her and said impatiently, "The two of us are in different situations, so don't compare your business to mine. Moreover, I only told you a little bit, how do you know that I can't live well with him in the future? ”