Chapter 172: Because You're Worth It
Walking out of the door of the Wen family, the sadness in my heart could no longer be suppressed, and all of them surged out.
I squatted outside the courtyard door of my grandmother's house, and I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry. I want to drink some wine, preferably whiskey on the rocks, I'm so uncomfortable, obviously everyone no longer objects to me and Lin Che, but when I think of Wen Yi'an, I feel like someone has been stabbed in the heart.
If Wen Yi'an saw me like this, he would be distressed, right? That's what saddens me the most.
But do I really have love for him? In my cognition, all the definitions of love are Lin Che's shadow, and I am also the first time to love someone without experience, and I am getting more and more vague by everyone, I don't know if I have ever loved Wen Yi'an.
Lin Che was standing outside the courtyard waiting for me, I didn't notice that when he came over, he had already thrown away the cigarette in his hand.
"Aunt Wen scolded you?" Lin Che squatted down beside me and asked me.
"Nope." Although Aunt Wen was angry in her heart, she loved her son and knew that Wen Yi'an would not want her to blame me. If she scolded me and hit me, I wouldn't have had so much pressure, these people are so good to me.
"Zhihan," Lin Che cupped my face and made me look into his calm eyes, and he asked me calmly, "Have you ever loved Wen Yi'an?" ”
"Don't ask me such questions." After calming down, I will think about this question again, and the answer that Lin Che wants to hear should be that I said no, and firmly denied it, but my answer made him feel that it was probably because I really loved Wen Yi'an.
Lin Che accompanied me to squat outside the courtyard for more than ten minutes, leaning against the wall, and didn't say anything to each other. Probably we all need time to digest it.
Then he took the first step and took the initiative to pull me up, saying, "My legs are numb." Shen Zhihan, you hear clearly, I don't care if you have ever had feelings for Wen Yi'an, he has been taking care of you and protecting you on my behalf all those years, but between him and me, you choose me, which can prove that what you love now is me, right? ”
"The only thing I love is you, and my love for them is different from you."
Lin Che suddenly smiled, hugged me and stood outside the courtyard door to kiss and hug, "I know." In the future, let me participate in all your life, and I will not miss any stage again, giving anyone a chance to take advantage of. ”
After two days at my grandmother's house, we went back to Beijing.
The process of meeting the parents came here, Lin Che and his father met, and his grandparents also met, and the last rest was the most difficult to get done, that is, my dad and his mother, Shen Zhen and He Rujing.
We decided to take a break and then talk about it.
Because Zhiying is still in the hospital, now everyone thinks that I have had a car accident, I don't have to go to work, and I don't have to do anything else.
Although I was anxious after learning about my condition, I was very active in cooperating with the doctor's treatment every day, and I gave up all sweets and heavy meat, which is a very sad thing.
What I look forward to most every day is that I get better soon, how good it is to live, at this time, every morning when I get up and see Lin Che, and when I am kissed on the forehead by him when I go to bed at night, I have more and more experience.
The doctors said that I am getting better and better, and it is a matter of time before I am cured, and they have already found out the cause of my disease.
Although I don't know if the doctor's words were instructed by Lin Che to comfort me, but I also feel that my problem is not very big, and I basically don't have the symptoms of the disease mentioned on Baidu Encyclopedia, and there are very few words, at least in this disease, it is very mild.
When Lin Che went to work, I stayed at home, and occasionally asked Song Xi to come over to play games with me, she told me that Jiang Yu was still lukewarm to her now, but it was much better than before, at least Song Xi felt that his heart that wanted to move him could be expected in the future.
And at this moment, a news suddenly broke out on the Internet, saying that the relationship between Lin Che, the son of the Lin family, and the new director Shen Zhihan was made public.
The protagonists are Lin Che and me, but the pictures that can be matched are Lin Che and Zhiying.
The photo was secretly taken by someone when Lin Che went to visit Zhiying in the hospital, in the photo, Zhiying was sitting in a wheelchair, Lin Che pushed the wheelchair, lowered his head and listened to what Zhiying said in his ear, like a lover.
Before this, Lin Che and I were rumored to have had many scandals, but Lin Che never officially responded, and after this photo was exposed, the media rushed to the hospital to block him, he did not look for public relations and did not avoid it, when he came out of the hospital alone, a reporter handed him a microphone and asked him if he and I were in a relationship, Lin Che nodded and generously admitted, "I have been dating Miss Shen for many years." ”
When I saw this news, I had mixed feelings in my heart, Lin Che was willing to admit that he and I were in a public relationship, but this photographed love hammer was that he and Zhiying were together.
Song Xi sighed for a long time, and told me to take good care of my sister, she described to me what she looked like when she saw Zhiying in the hospital, "Zhihan, I said don't be angry, when Cheng Zhiying's eyes stared at me, my scalp was numb, this woman really doesn't look like a good person!" ”
After speaking, she remembered that Zhiying was my twin sister, and when she said that my sister was not good in front of me, Song Xi probably realized that it was not suitable, and added: "It can't be said that she is not a good person, she looks very ambitious." Lin Che loves your face, Cheng Zhiying, she has a face that is very similar to you, have you thought about this? ”
"Song Xi, you also reminded me like this last time, Zhiying seems to be really interested in Lin Che, but I will not back down on matters related to Lin Che. You know, I've never been the kind of person who would give up on myself to fulfill others, even if I feel guilty about Zhiying, I can do my best to make amends, it's impossible to give up Lin Che. ”
"Well, but you have to be vigilant about this kind of thing, not only your sister, but also Lin Che, you have to be on guard."
Maybe at this time, I was a little wary of Zhiying in my heart, worried that she would really rob Lin Che with me, but I wouldn't doubt Lin Che's intentions for me at all, but today he went to see Zhiying without telling me, and I was a little jealous.
Song Xi hadn't finished his instructions to me here, and Lin Che, who was still being interviewed by reporters just now, had already rushed home.
He saw Song Xi here, and after saying hello casually, he walked quickly to me and sat down, and Song Xi made room for us.
Lin Che smiled at me, the iPad I was holding on my phone was playing the video news he had just released, and I was expressionless, pretending not to see him.
He leaned sideways on the couch, next to me, and gently pinched my chin with his hand to make me look at him.
I opened his hand in anger and moved it to the side.
He came directly to pick me up and said to Song Xi: "Miss Song, I'm sorry, I'll take my daughter-in-law out on a date, and I'll let the driver send you back later."
After saying that, he carried me out of the house, and when I got to the elevator, I glared at him and asked where to go, and he smiled evilly and said, "Go on a date."
Who the fuck goes out on a date with him in loungewear and shoes? I'm really convinced.
I struggled to get him to let me down, but he deliberately raised his hand and slapped me twice, so frightened that I quickly put my arms around his neck.
Lin Che took me down, drove to the shopping mall in Sanlitun, greeted the clerk, and brought me a decent white dress suit, when I came out of the fitting room, he sat lazily in front of the mirror and looked at it, nodded and said yes, praising his vision.
Lin Che took me to buy clothes, according to my understanding of him, I thought he would choose a fairy dress or something, this set looks quite formal, I looked at it in front of the mirror speechlessly, the size was just right, and then I noticed that Lin Che was wearing a black suit with a white shirt inside.
Then Lin Che stood up and pulled me away, he said, "Don't stink, if you don't go, you won't be able to do it today." ”
"What to do? Where to? ”
"Go—get married!" Lin Che dragged me into the car and drove the car away quickly, "Shen Zhihan, have you forgotten?" You promised me. ”
"Now? Tie the knot? ”
"The Civil Affairs Bureau hasn't closed yet."
"No way!" I subconsciously refused, "I haven't prepared anything, how can I get married so hastily!" ”
"Where's the sloppiness?" Lin Che held the steering wheel in his hand, and when the car drove onto the wide highway, he turned his head and glanced at me, "I've been preparing for several years, and you're telling me to be hasty?" ”
"What about the documents? Do you have my ID card and household registration book? ”
Lin Che didn't speak, and quickly drove the car to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Then he took out my household registration book and ID card from his pocket, as well as his own.
"Where did you steal it from?" I'm not surprised that Lin Che took his ID card from me, but the household registration book has been with Shen Zhen.
"What do you mean by stealing? I can't even get my hands on this little thing, how can I say marry you? Lin Che pressed my shoulder and asked me solemnly, "Zhihan, I went to see Zhiying's matter today, are you angry?" ”
"Well, can I not be angry?" I'll be honest.
"Well, it's right to be angry."
"You-"
"I'm going to find your dad today, he's in the hospital, your dad is really good, you can take things like the household registration book with you, I asked Zhao Wen to pester him for a long time, and I opened Zhiying myself, and then I found someone to get your household registration book out." Lin Che pinched the flesh on my face, "Shen Zhihan, are you moved?" I'm ...... all this."
"You're a seduction!" I stared at Lin Che's face, "You went to deceive Zhiying." ”
"Seduction?" Lin Che looked disgusted, and nodded again, "I'm in a good mood today, let you talk nonsense." Zhao Wen has followed me for a few years, and for the first time, the efficiency is so high, but now is he angry? If it does, we'll go down and get the certificate. ”
"Wait," I grabbed Lin Che, this is a marriage, such a ceremonial thing, how can it be so casual? One thing is for sure, I want to get married, very special, very much want to marry Lin Che, but I don't seem to be ready.
"Well, I'll give you time to think about it a little longer." Lin Che also had patience.
"Lin Che, my illness is not cured yet, and there may be big problems in the future, no one can say for sure. If you are with me, it will inevitably make your relationship with your mother stiff, and based on these, there are more troubles, have you ever thought of these? ”
"Zhihan, I'm a businessman. Do you know what a businessman does best? It's about weighing whether a thing is worth it. Since I can give up these things for you, you should think that I must have something more to hope for, and I can leave a lot of things behind, and it must be because you are worth it. We went around such a circle to have the opportunity to meet again, I used to be too hesitant, now I won't, on the contrary, I have to let you accompany me to experience these things in the future, Zhihan, don't be afraid, I will protect you. ”
I don't have much fear of my illness, these days, it hasn't had any problems, but if you really want to get married, this kind of thing has to be carefully considered, not afraid of 10,000 just in case.
"What are you going to do if my life shortens and I die soon?"