Chapter 265: Mental Torture

Zhao Sulin washed the dishes with a cold stomach, washed his hands more than a dozen times, took a deep breath, forced himself to stop, and then went out of the kitchen.

in the living room.

Zhao Sulin saw that his family was circling around Chang Sheng's paintings, and his mood was complicated and difficult to discern.

However, thinking of the scene where the Dragon Destroying Brigade was played around before, Zhao Sulin felt that he should mourn his family for a few seconds, after all, Chang Shenghua is not jealous and hateful, but she likes to play with people's hearts!

Although it was not very kind, Zhao Sulin felt for the first time that it was good to have a devil instructor.

Chang Shenghua was pretending to ask the Zhao family some questions, and then took out a notebook to record.

The Zhao family was bluffed by her, but they wanted to contribute to Zhao Sulin's promotion, so they were very active when answering questions, and said as much as possible, even a little exaggerated.

Zhao Sulin listened to what Zhao's mother was saying, when his grandfather was young, he wanted to join the army and serve the country, and heard his father say that his second and third brothers went to do a physical examination for enlistment, but unfortunately it was brushed off, and then he looked at Chang Sheng's painting and listened to it seriously, he didn't know what expression to do, and finally he could only be paralyzed.

Why hasn't he heard of these so-called Zhao family pasts?

Mother Zhao was a little unhappy when she saw that Zhao Sulin didn't come to help, and gave him a look.

Zhao Sulin didn't hear it, and walked over to ask Chang Shenghua if he wanted to go back to the hotel to rest first.

Mother Zhao immediately said: "What kind of hotel are you going to, it's not that there are no guest rooms at home, so let the leader stay and rest!" ”

Zhao's father also said: "It's not safe to live in a hotel, it's still comfortable at home!" ”

Zhao Suzheng, the younger brother of the Zhao family, also got up and said, "I'll go and take out the new bedding and make sure that Instructor Chang feels at home." ”

Zhao Sulin had a great headache, and when he thought of Zhao's mother's words just now, he was even more afraid that she would run to say something strange to the instructor in the middle of the night, and he was even more opposed at the moment.

In the end, Chang Shenghua took the initiative to speak up, and said with a smile: "There are rules in the army, and it is not good to live in the people's homes, especially when I came to investigate Zhao Sulin's family background, I even eat and live in your house...... After all, the impact is not good. ”

She dispelled all the thoughts of the Zhao family in a few words, and Zhao Sulin quickly left with Chang Shenghua, and did not forget to ask for a bunch of spare keys before leaving.

Walking all the way downstairs, Chang Shenghua asked with a smile: "What did your mother tell you in the kitchen that made you so nervous?" ”

Zhao Sulin was so embarrassed that he didn't want to.

Chang Shenghua looked at him twice, then understood, and smiled meaningfully, "It seems that your family is in a hurry to hold your grandson." ”

Zhao Sulin suddenly became nervous, "My mother is also talking nonsense, instructor, forgive me......"

Chang Shenghua raised his hand to interrupt him, "It doesn't matter, anyway, you will be the one who has the most headaches...... Why do you think your mother is telling you this, it's because she has the idea of letting you go on a blind date, if I'm not mistaken, she has already been chosen, but when she saw me, she couldn't help but want you to put eggs in both baskets...... She's not afraid of chickens and eggs, she must be quite confident in you. ”

Zhao Sulin was surprised, "But she didn't mention to me the topic of going on a blind date or getting married, and I didn't plan to come back at this time......"

Chang Shenghua sneered: "Your brother is going to buy a house and get married, how can you not come back?" And you are also twenty-eight or nine years old this year, and in country Z, it is already a late marriage. ”

Zhao Sulin thought about it and felt that the truth was the same, and he couldn't help but feel a little indescribable in his heart.

Blind dates don't greet him personally, do his parents think he's so old, or is it an existence that makes them round and flat?

"Almost," Chang Shenghua seemed to be able to read his heart, and said directly, "As far as the social culture of country Z is concerned, most people think that children are a piece of meat that falls from their bodies, and what human rights do they need for this piece of meat?" Even if you say that you respect your children, but once you don't follow their ideas, then you are disobedient and unfilial - of course, it is not that there are no dedicated parents, but your family has not stepped on that small probability. ”

Zhao Sulin couldn't help but ask: "Instructor, don't you study psychology, why do you still study social culture?" ”

Chang Shenghua looked at him with pity, "Do you think psychology is the study of mind reading?" Without social culture, where is the psychological change? Many people's thinking and three views are related to the surrounding environment, otherwise why is there a thing called world view? ”

Zhao Sulin had a "taught" expression on his face - in fact, he only understood half of it.

Chang Shenghua was not interested in continuing to teach him an education class, and said: "You go back first, I'll go around by myself, whatever your parents and your brother say, you don't move, don't give them the money first, talk to them for two more days, it's best to meet your younger brother and sister who haven't passed the door yet." ”

In fact, Zhao Sulin wanted to give money and leave, after all, he had to face the malice of his family being exposed under the appearance of peace, which is not something that ordinary people are willing to face.

Chang Shenghua shook his head at Zhao Sulin, "Escape can't solve the problem, if you want to cure your disease, then dig out the root of the disease from the source, otherwise you will always be trapped in it and can't get out." ”

Zhao Sulin looked down at his hands that he had washed countless times, he could force himself to roll in the muddy water and not take a bath for days and nights, but he also had to endure the disgusting feeling that came from his heart, tormenting him all the time, making him unable to make further progress in sniper skills for several years.

Since he was a child, his family's strict requirements for him led to excessive cleanliness when he grew up, seemingly just loving cleanliness, but in fact hiding pathological compulsive behaviors, just like he was overthinking about the partiality of the family, even if he fell asleep, those thoughts haunted him, day and night.

Mental torture is far more painful than physical pain.

Chang Shenghua left the thoughtful Zhao Sulin and did not go back to the hotel room, but drove directly from the parking lot and went out.

She searched for navigation on the Internet, drove around a few laps and drove to a bar street, then changed clothes in the car, and then got out of the car and walked around the street very low-key.

Although it is a small city in the third tier, the economy is not very developed, but there has always been no shortage of people in this kind of place like bar street, this time is more than eleven o'clock at night, just the most lively time, Chang Shenghua mixed in the crowd, not very eye-catching.

After a while, Chang Shenghua entered a signature red and willow green bar, which was very ordinary, and the guests were entertained with low-end and middle-grade guests, so it seemed a bit smoky, and the music on the stage was very high and vulgar, and many men and women writhed on the dance floor, stirring up the atmosphere very warmly.

Chang Shenghua looked left and right, and finally went to sit down on the edge of the bar and ordered a draft beer.

The bartender's attitude was normal when he greeted her, and when Chang Shenghua was halfway drunk and handed over a note and a few bills, his face changed.

"Guest, ...... this?" The bartender tentatively looked at Chang Shenghua and asked.

Chang Shenghua put the beer down very calmly, "Inquire about some news." ”

The bartender examined her for a moment, then said cautiously, "You know the rules, you can ask, but I don't have to answer." ”

He said it politely, but Chang Shenghua also nodded, picked up the note next to him, and wrote a line with his left hand.

Seeing that she was skillful, the vigilance in her eyes was a little less, so she happily took the note, glanced at it, and burned the note in front of Chang Sheng's drawing, and directly compared a number, "This number." ”

Chang Shenghua was not surprised, and took out the money from his pocket and gave it to him.

The bartender also used the same way, writing a few lines on the sticky notes for Chang Sheng to draw.

Chang Shenghua took it, looked at it carefully, and then was silent for a few seconds.

The bartender stared at her and pushed what appeared to be a decorative candlestick over to her.

Chang Shenghua smiled at him and burned the note very happily.

The bartender's attitude immediately improved, and he also mixed a cocktail for Chang Sheng, saying that he invited her.

Chang Shenghua didn't refuse, and only after drinking it all did he leave the bar gracefully.

However, Chang Shenghua did not immediately return to the car, but turned around the bar street a few more times, and after making sure that there was a small tail behind her, she turned into the shadows.

The person who followed Chang Sheng's painting from a distance behind hesitated for a moment, but still followed, but he was directly pressed against the wall at the bend place, and his back was also against something cold and sharp.

The person who came was frightened into a cold sweat, and hurriedly said: "Don't don't, don't!" I'm recruiting! ”

Chang Sheng painted: "Huh? With a sigh, he was allowed to continue.

It was a young man with white hair who was pinched, and he said quickly: "I just took the money and came over to take a look, Brother Ying was afraid that you were a policeman, so he came over to fish and enforce the law!" ”

Chang Shenghua seemed to be smiling, "Then you are still so happy?" ”

The white-haired young man sneered, "Those who use knives as soon as they come up don't look like ...... errands."

Chang Shenghua ignored his temptation and let him go casually.

The white-haired young man hurriedly turned around and saw Chang Shenghua playing with a sharp blade in the shape of a saber in his hand, and he sweated in his heart.

Chang Shenghua let the white-haired young man look at her several times, and then said slowly: "The wind has been very tight recently? Why don't I remember when I asked for news, I had to be watched from behind? ”

When the white-haired young man heard this, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief, "It turned out to be an old guest?" Alas, I would have said it earlier, I wouldn't have come to do such a troublesome job. ”

Chang Shenghua didn't say anything, and motioned to him with his eyes not to talk nonsense.

The white-haired young man had no choice but to cough dryly and said, "It's that the wind is a little tight, but it's not that the police are investigating, it's that someone on the road is always causing trouble." ”

Chang Shenghua raised his eyebrows, "Are you still afraid of causing trouble?" ”

“…… We can't say that, we've always been very low-key, just selling news," the white-haired young man said, "Recently, someone asked us to keep our mouths tight, but we didn't say anything we couldn't say, but didn't we just catch one and count one?" ”

"Someone disobedient and dealt with?" Chang Shenghua asked casually.

The white-haired young man immediately shrunk his neck, "Since you know, I won't say more." ”

Chang Shenghua glanced at him twice, and then casually stuffed two hundred yuan into him, "Okay, get out." ”

The white-haired young man was pardoned, and he quickly ran away, and it is estimated that he himself did not know why he was so afraid of this woman.