00134 Confession: Smile
A smile burst out, "You are always so gentle, when I need you the most, you appeared by my side, Nine Emperor Princes, if you were not a monk and inherited the throne of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, I think, I will always be by your side!" ”
Rong Jing's hands were closed, slowly released, twisted on his Buddha beads, and his eyes were full of compassion, and they were about to overflow: "There is no if, there is no beginning, cause and effect reincarnation, this is my fate!" ”
The smile is getting bigger and bigger, and the smile is getting more and more hollow, "There is no if, everything is due to fate, all this I have experienced is my karmic reincarnation, I understand!" ”
"Now that you understand, let go of your obsession, okay?" Rong Jing's compassionate eyes carried a touch of eagerness.
Shaking his head very slowly: "I understand that letting go is two different things, I read the Buddhist scriptures, I can read the scriptures, I can meditate, and I can keep the loneliness, but I can't let go of everything in my heart!" ”
"Now I can't let go of it, it's strange to say, obviously I don't have the memory of that person, but it's hard to let go of that person, he died and took away my heart, and took away all the colors of my world!"
"I don't understand, why is it so difficult for people to live, I met something that kept together, I wanted to desperately protect him, but I couldn't keep it, Nine Emperor Princes, you are the person I admire, I have always maintained a heart of awe for you, I want to beg you, stay until my child is born, take him away, okay?"
My child has the most noble status in the world, I can't let him stay in the Western Jin Dynasty, I can't let him stay in front of his father's murderer.
Rong Jing was silent for a moment: "I know your worries, the emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty has consolidated his position, is afraid of the attack of the Northern Wei Dynasty, and is playing vertical and horizontal, uniting other countries to resist the Northern Wei Dynasty together!" ”
"Silla hated the Northern Wei Dynasty, and when he got the opportunity, he was willing to shout at the Northern Wei Dynasty without much effort, and the Southern Qi was a great power that could swallow more land, and he was willing to cooperate!"
"The current king of the Northern Wei Dynasty is Tuoba Yuansui who is less than ten years old, Tuoba Junxu has already written the edict, after they go back, the edict is read, and the regent is Tuoba Junyong!"
There were tears in my eyes, and I smiled far-fetched: "This is good, this is really good, I just hate that I can't go to see the coronation ceremony with my own eyes!" ”
I couldn't say the feeling in my heart, and even a hint of happiness, don't be tough, Rong You is a complete madman, a madman who doesn't tell any reason.
"If you wish, go with me, and you can see him again!" Rong Jing looked at me and said quietly.
I went with him, and he crossed me, but ...... This is an extremely difficult matter, Rong He is not even afraid of the god of war and the emperor of a country, he is a poor monk, and he is not Rong You's opponent at all.
I went with him, he used death to cross me, and I don't want such a result.
His hand touched his lower abdomen for a while, and said with a smile: "No, I just ask the Nine Emperor Princes to take my child, okay?" ”
Rong Jing's eyes fell on my stomach, and after a long time, he poured an idiot, which was considered to be a promise to me.
With a long sigh of laughter, Rong Jing's hands folded again: "Amitabha!" ”
Then I picked up the wooden fish, gently knocked with one hand, twisted the Buddha beads with the other hand, chanted the Buddha, and the sound echoed in the room, rippling so that my heart slowly calmed down.
Rong Jing got it, he came to accompany me every day, I lay on the bed for more than a month, and I could walk out of the room with Xi Muliang's support.
The evening primrose has all withered yellow, and the leaves on the tree fall to the ground like gold all over the ground, Rong and in order to let Rong Jing accompany me for a long time, he began to build temples in the territory of the Western Jin Dynasty.
The Buddha beads on my wrist were gently rubbed by me: "Build a temple, the Nine Emperor Princes don't care about these things outside the body!" ”
If he cares about these things outside his body, how can he become a monk, so Rong and wishful thinking are wrong, Rong Jing will not stay here for a long time, he is a monk, he has to travel to all sides, there are more suffering people, and he needs to go to cross.
"Master Forgetfulness really doesn't care about these things outside of him!" Xi Muliang continued my words and said: "But his reputation among the people is very good, and his ability to stay in the palace of the Western Jin Dynasty is a manifestation of the benevolence of the emperor of the Western Jin Dynasty for the people of the Western Jin Dynasty!" ”
The Buddha beads are shiny, and I have been rubbing too diligently in recent days, and snorted coldly: "The house is kind-hearted, and he also deserves this word?" I'm four months now, and I have six months left to give birth! ”
"Yes!" Xi Muliang suddenly became cautious: "Don't worry, Niangniang gives birth to a child, and the slave and maid will definitely not leave the left and right, and will not let anyone be ineffective to the little master, let alone let anyone take the little master away!" ”
I've been thinking about her worries for a long time.
The child is my only weakness now, Rong You also knows that without this child, I should have died a long time ago, and he has not come to see me now, one is for my emotional sake, and the other is for me to give birth to a child safely.
As long as the child is born, in the palace of the Western Jin Dynasty, I will compromise in disguise, compromise soft-heartedly, and compromise everything for the child.
Let Rong Jing stay, he will definitely be outside my door when I give birth, give birth to the child, and I will try my best to let them go.
He sighed for a long time: "Mu Liang, you have been imprisoned by me all your life, I really hope you hate me and add some poison to my food......"
"!" Xi Muliang knelt on the ground with frightened eyes: "The slave and maid are dead, it is impossible to do such a thing!" ”
I bent down and took her up from the ground: "Silly Muliang, I want to accompany your majesty, you want to poison my food, it's too late for me to rejoice, how can I blame you?" ”
"Can't!" Xi Muliang said eagerly with panic: "Niangniang take care of herself to give birth to the little master, take the little master to grow up, the days are still long, how can you die?" ”
Her anxiety made me see that I was cruel, and smiled with relief: "I'm just teasing you, look at the scare you, what about Yun Candle?" Why didn't you see her? ”
Xi Muliang saw that I didn't say death, and smiled: "She is in the Tai Hospital, don't worry, Miss Yunzhu will stay until Niangniang gives birth to the little master!" ”
"I want to go to a big hospital!" I put the Buddha beads on my wrist: "It's really boring to stay here, Yun Zhu also said, I can walk for an hour a day, walk from here to the Tai Hospital, back and forth for half an hour, it's okay!" ”
Xi Muliang's smile hadn't been maintained, and it turned into worry, "It's autumn and winter, the weather is cold, Niangniang is still safer in Yuejian Palace, right?" ”
"Imprisoned in a couple, after all, like a golden bird, I don't like it!" I walked slowly towards the door: "It just so happens that the master is not here, I can take the opportunity to go out, let's go, go early and come back early!" ”
Xi Muliang couldn't argue with me, asked me to wait for a while, took the cloak and covered me, and carefully supported me, walking extremely slowly, for fear that I would accidentally bump into it.
Behind me, the guards and palace maids swirled in a mighty circle, surrounding me, and the red palace walls were now drenched in blood.
I came out of the moon and saw the palace like the wind, spreading all over the palace of the Western Jin Dynasty, ushering in Rong Li and Rong Qian, the father and son, saluting me across the people.
Ignoring them, he walked straight over.
Rong Qian eagerly lined up with me, there were several people between us, and he said, "What happened, why did you stay in Yuejian Palace for two months, and the emperor didn't go to see you?" ”
"After the closure, the ceremony was delayed, and the people who left the palace with the emperor before were silent, what happened between you, you tell me, I will cooperate with you!"
The footsteps did not stop, and glanced at him coldly: "I am surrounded by people who are Ronghe, every word you say to me, it will reach Ronghe's ears in a moment, and your prince has done it!" ”
A shrunken light flashed in Rong Qian's eyes, "This king sees who dares to spread the word, and knows that he will definitely not spare him!" ”
"You're just a prince with no real power!" I sneered at him disdainfully, "What can you do with them?" Tolerate the nine clans that can punish them, you can't! Get out of my sight, and seeing you, I'm not in a good mood! ”
Rong Qian showed a hideous smile: "Returning late, the emperor treats you as a baby, you are not the queen now, you are just being raised by him with a thing, a thing, are you still arrogant here?" ”
"I have the capital to be arrogant, and you can only see me arrogant!" I chuckled, "Come on, invite the second prince to the emperor and tell the emperor, Rong Li really hates it, the palace doesn't like it, let's let the beautiful people take care of it themselves!" ”
The guards who followed me responded in unison: "Yes! ”
Several people surrounded Rong Qian and bowed to him.
Rong Li said sharply: "You are so bold that you actually listen to the words of a woman with no status or status? ”
The guard said in a deep voice: "Lord Prince, please!" ”
Gradually moving away from them, this big and small person is still dreaming.
With such a heavy heart, how can you not know what they do, but the days are boring, and watching them bounce will only add to the joy of life.
The Tai Hospital in the Western Jin Dynasty is not big or small, and a lot of new medicinal materials have been introduced, and the medicinal materials are piled up in the courtyard, like a small hill.
Yun Zhu mixed and dispensed medicine, pursed his lips tightly, and his face was calm.
I clasped my hand on the door and knocked on it, but she didn't raise her eyes: "Come in, I already smell your medicine!" ”
Hook the corners of her mouth: "Cloud Candle Girl has a good nose!" ”
Yun Zhu put the medicinal herbs under the tip of his nose and sniffed it: "Doctors have a good nose, looking, smelling, asking, and cutting is the basic skill of being a doctor!" You're from Tsukimi Palace, so you don't just come here to praise my nose spirit, right? ”
I walked across her table, and the table was full of medicinal herbs, top-grade herbs, all of which smelled of silver.
I took the medicinal herbs she smelled, which seemed to me to be a branch, and played with it in my hand: "I will give birth in about six months, about February and March next year, I hope that on that day, there will be no snow in spring!" ”
Yun Zhu finally looked up at me: "You can still snow in July, not to mention in March, what are you looking for me for, just say it!" ”
I was slightly stunned, and the medicinal herbs in my hand were broken by me: "The medicine I am taking now is made by you and Ronghe, if you want me to die, you just need to add a medicine, this is easy for Cloud Candle Girl!" ”
In a flash, his face was like frost: "Do you want to die with your child with one corpse and two lives?" ”
I walked around the long table, walked over to her, lowered my voice, and whispered to her.
Yun Zhu's brows furrowed, and he became shocked: "You're crazy, isn't it okay to live well?" ”
I smiled coldly and said softly: "I'm a selfish person, a top selfish person, and I still hope that the cloud candle girl will be fulfilled..."
"What about your child?" Yun Zhu glared at me angrily: "Your child has no father, if you want your child to be without a mother, he will hate you when he grows up!" ”
"Hate it!" I held my stomach with my hand and stroked it slowly, and my belly, which was more than four months old, had already bulged out a little: "I also grew up like this, I have been filled with hatred since I was a child, and I was a child who was raised with hatred, and my heart is extraordinarily strong!" ”
"What's more, the master of forgetting is very gentle, the Northern Wei Dynasty is very powerful, Yuan Sui will be a sensible elder brother, and Tuoba Junyong is an excellent regent, this is enough!"
Yun Zhu's eyes slowly converged, and he lowered his head: "If you insist, I will fulfill you, I was invited by the emperor of the Northern Wei Dynasty with a lot of money, you are the employer, what you say, I will do it!" ”
He chuckled happily: "Thank you, Miss Yunzhu, you are such a good person!" ”
Yun Zhu's chest rose and fell, and his face was a little ugly: "I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed!" ”
"Don't be ashamed, you're a good person!" I said truthfully: "In my mind, you are the best person, really! ”
Yun Zhu smiled bitterly: "Then I thank you, hurry up and go back to rest, don't move the fetus, I finally rescued you back!" ”
took a step back, held his hand and saluted her: "I'm tired of Miss Cloud Candle, I'll go back first!" ”
The cloud candle stopped moving, and looked at me in a daze.
I turned away under her gaze.
Xi Muliang answered me at the door, noticed that I was in a happy mood, and couldn't help asking, "Did Niangniang meet something happy?" ”
"Hmm!" I hummed softly, opened my eyes and said nonsense, my face was not red and my heart was not beating, and I lied: "Yun Zhu has found a way to cure the poison on my body, are you happy?" ”
Xi Muliang's eyes widened suddenly: "Really? ”
I nodded: "Can I still lie to you?" When I give birth to a child, it can be completely eradicated, and then I will be like a normal person, not afraid of the cold. ”
Xi Muliang's eyes were red with excitement: "The poison on Niangniang's body is deformed, and she can better take the little master!" ”
I held her hand tightly: "No...... Whether I give birth to a boy or a girl, I want you to be his aunt and help me take good care of him, okay? ”
Xi Muliang was incredulous: "The slave is just a slave, can we be the aunt of the little master?" ”
"You can!" I affirmed with a smile: "I am in this world, there are few people who can be trusted, you are the most credible, you love Tuoba Junxu deeply, you will definitely love his children, please don't refuse, agree to my request, okay?" ”
Tears slid down the corners of Xi Muliang's eyes, and he trembled and excited: "Okay, the slave will definitely take good care of the little master, and will not disappoint the mother, let alone Your Majesty!" ”
nodded heavily: "Thank you, Mu Liang......"
My mood has never been easier, and the cold sun has become warmer.
Before he walked back to the Yuejian Palace, Rong He ran over panting, his eyes were full of burnt, and I smiled at him: "What's wrong with you?" What are you afraid of? ”
He was flattered, "Returning late, are you smiling at me?" ”
There was a soft look in his eyes, and he said slowly: "I'm just curious, what are you panicking about, I don't leave in the palace, and I can't go out!" ”
I haven't seen him for more than two months, and his aura is even more powerful, like a sharp blade between his eyebrows, as if a look can make people tremble.
Rong He tried to take two steps closer to me, but he hesitated to reach out, and then put his hand behind his back: "I thought it was ......"
I took his words amusedly: "You think I'm starting to be a demon?" No, I don't have that much energy, you take care of your son Rong Li, take care of your imperial brother Rong Qian, don't let them appear in front of me, I just want to live my own life! ”
"Good...... Good! Rong He was smashed by my properly, and his speech became uncoincidental: "As long as you can be happy, the entire Western Jin Dynasty Palace is at your disposal!" ”
I smiled slightly: "I'm not a crab, what are you doing to be domineering?" You're thinking so badly that I'm a little tired and want to go back! ”
Rong He didn't dare to step forward again, for fear of alarming me, so he hurriedly told Xi Muliang: "Hurry up and help her go back to rest, as if waiting, don't let her catch a cold!" ”
Xi Muliang glanced at him, bent his knees and said yes, and helped me more and more carefully.
I walked calmly by my side, Rong Jing was waiting for me not far away, with a touch of grief in his compassionate eyes, and my attitude towards Rong He was all in his eyes.
When I came to him, he folded his hands together with me, and I returned him with one folded hands, and went with me into the Tsukimi Palace.
I sat at the desk, spread out the paper, polished the ink, wrote the letter, Rong Jing knocked on the wooden fish, he didn't say anything to me, I didn't say anything to him, the two of us just did our own things.
I dated the beacon, rolled it up, sealed it with a plastic envelope, tied a red ribbon, set it aside, and continued to write a letter.
In one afternoon, I wrote two letters, and I couldn't sit still.
Hua Zhuo'er was released, I don't know if it was because of my words, Rong He did it to please me!
Hua Zhuo'er came to see me when she came out, I was walking in the yard, and she raised a smile on her face: "Thank you so much!" ”
With her hands on her waist and her bulging belly, her smile piled up on her face, and she couldn't smile anymore after thanking her.
"Do you have a baby in your belly?"
The corners of his mouth curled up with a smile: "Obviously, Rong He is in a good mood for me and knows that I miss the old feelings, so I let you out!" ”
Hua Zhuo'er's smile became distorted: "Are you showing off to me, showing off that you have a child, and I will have nothing?" ”
I pursed my lips and smiled: "I was such a failure for you to find out!" Have you heard other news in the palace, such as that your Rong Li is not Rong You's child! ”
Hua Zhuo'er raised her voice: "No, there is no news in the palace, don't talk about it, Rong Li is the emperor's child, this is an undoubted thing!" ”
The tails of his eyes were raised, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth turned into a sneer: "Yes or no, I'll know in a while, do you want to listen to it!" ”
Hua Zhuo'er looked at me leisurely, so she gritted her teeth and rushed towards me, Xi Muliang had already taken precautions, stepped forward and pushed her away, Hua Zhuo'er was pushed to the ground.
Weiliang helped me take two steps back and told me: "Girl, be careful, don't get hurt!" ”
I smiled at Wei Liang: "Don't worry, she can't jump, she has never been my opponent, you know!" ”
Rong He arranged Weiliang by my side and served me closely, and he tried to grasp the old feelings in my heart.
"It's better to be careful, gorgeous people are easy to get excited, if you bump into the girl, it won't be good!"
I patted her hand: "Your emperor, there are a lot of people in my Yuejian Palace, even if Mu Liang doesn't make a move, someone will make a move before the gorgeous beauty touches me!" ”
Wei Liang's eyes looked around, but he didn't speak.
Hua Zhuo'er fell to the ground and looked at me fiercely: "Say that my Rong Li is not the emperor's child, are you the emperor's child in your belly?" Look at your belly for four or five months, and you were still in the Northern Wei Dynasty when you were four or five months! ”
The hand holding the belly turned into a stroke, and said to her with a smile: "I am not his child in my belly, he knows, Rong Li is not his child, he also knows!" ”
"You said he knew that Rong Li was not his child, what was he doing with Rong Li?"
Hua Zhuo'er's face was pale, and cold sweat began to rise on her forehead: "You are talking nonsense, the rumors in the palace are all spread by you, you want your unjustified child to replace Rong Li, you are despicable and shameless, you sacrifice others to let your own child take the throne!" ”
I laughed: "My child is noble, I am the queen of the Northern Wei Dynasty, even if my child is a posthumous child, it is also a concubine, unlike you, I don't even know who my child is!" ”
Hua Zhuo'er got up from the ground, cold sweat on her forehead fell drop by drop, and she squeezed out a voice from between her teeth and said: "My child is the emperor's child, Rong Li is the emperor's eldest son, no one can shake his status, and neither can you!" ”
I raised my hand casually, "Can I shake his position, you go to the house to hide, Rong You will come in a while, I will make you seem to listen to your son Rong Li whose child it is!" ”
Hua Zhuo'er gritted her teeth, her voice trembling slightly: "Why should I hide, it's you who want to hide, a woman like you is the royal bloodline of the Rong family!" ”
"You don't hide, do you?" My voice had a hint of finality, full of sarcasm: "Are you sure? ”
I had to be careless so that the panic in Hua Zhuo'er's eyes had already betrayed her, and she pretended to be calm like a jumping clown ridiculous: "The emperor will come when he comes up, I am not afraid of crooked shadows!" Rong Li is the emperor's eldest son! ”
I chuckled: "One last chance, if you hide in the dark and listen and hear news that is not good for you, you can still think of countermeasures." If you pierce this window paper, don't say that you are a gorgeous beauty, even the queen of the Western Jin Dynasty, you will not have a good death! ”
Hua Zhuo'er was spread by fear, and took two steps back, I took two steps forward, and forced her back two steps, "Choose the time when you, at most half a stick of incense, Rong You will come over, you have to think about it!" ”
She didn't have time to think about it at all, she remembered the sharp voice of the eunuch outside the courtyard gate, Rong You had already arrived, Hua Zhuo'er trembled, ran directly to the house without thinking, and slammed the door shut.
Xi Muliang had already put tea in the courtyard, helped me sit down, and waited quietly for Rong He, this time it was my invitation to Rong He, and he came quickly as I expected.
His long and narrow eyes were full of joy, and his steps were a little messy to show that he couldn't wait, and when he saw my smiling face again, he was stunned for a long time, his hand unconsciously stretched out, touched my face, and muttered: "Am I dreaming?" Did you really smile at me again? ”
tilted his head sideways and staggered his hand: "Of course not, how can a dream be as real as it is now, it's not a dream, it's just that I want to open it!" ”
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