Chapter 119: I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you

Nothing to say all the way,

Just after getting out of the car, Yan Xinling did not leave the man to walk in front alone, she first bypassed the driver's seat and waited for the man to get out of the car.

"What's wrong?" Huo Jingyan was surprised in his heart but his face was not obvious, and he asked the little woman arrogantly what was wrong.

Yan Xinling didn't answer him, she just took the initiative to hold the man's hand, clasped her fingers, and then raised her toes to give him a kiss on the chin and said, "We're going home!" ”

Huo Jingyan was stunned by her movements, and he couldn't speak: "Okay, okay." Go back, go home. "The little woman has never tried to be so proactive.

When Yan Xinling saw the appearance of this fool, she almost wanted to praise her wit. The men were all stinky all the way just now, and she couldn't figure out what was going on.

Suddenly, I remembered that my friend Xiao Yilan once said: Some men love tsundere, if you don't rely on him, follow him, he will still be angry with you.

She thought, this man is arrogant because she didn't follow her just now, right?

I have to say that Yan Xinling is the truth this time.

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At home,

As soon as Huo Jingyan got home, she didn't let Yan Xinling walk around, and as a result, she had a small stomach problem that was made like a serious illness by a man, and she either sat on the sofa or sat on the bed all day.

After dinner,

The man saw that Yan Xinling's mood was much better, the two of them leaned on the head of the bed, one hand crossed her waist and hugged her in his arms, Yan Xinling also relaxed and found a comfortable position in his arms to lean on.

The two snuggled up to each other quietly, the moonlight outside the window came in, and the room was silent.

"Xin'er, what happened last night? You know I'm worried. Huo Jingyan looked at her with a solemn expression.

Yan Xinling's expression changed slightly, and he finally mentioned it.

Immediately after, she pursed the corners of her mouth slightly, "I'm sorry, I know I'm worried about you, I won't do this next time." ”

"You know that's not what I want to hear."

Neither of them spoke again,

Long

"Do you know how I felt when I got home last night? You didn't come home, I couldn't get through to call you, and I suddenly realized that I knew very little about you. ”

The man laughed to himself and spoke again: "I don't even know your friend's contact information, let alone where you go and what you do when you're in a bad mood. The only bridge between me and you is my mobile phone, and without it, I realized how powerless I was.

The only thing I thought about was your mother's grave, and when I drove there, I even unconsciously turned on the radio, for fear of hearing something bad. ”

Fortunately, the security guard on duty at the cemetery told me that he had seen you, and that I could find you, otherwise I would have called the police. ”

He couldn't think about how scared he was to hear about a car accident somewhere, he couldn't afford to lose anything.

But the most sad thing for him was that sentence,

Let's get a divorce!

Even if it was her unconscious murmuring, he knew that it was the truest thought in her heart, and it was this idea that she agreed to marry him in a hurry.

She doesn't want love, she just needs a husband.

Now, she doesn't even want her husband anymore.

Yan Xinling was leaning on the man's arms at the moment, she could clearly feel the stiffness of his body and the emotions that she tried to hold back, her heart was so uncomfortable that she couldn't help but raise her hand to cover his hand that had been clenched into a fist.

There was some discomfort in her throat, as if something was blocked, she looked up at Huo Jingyan in a daze, and then sighed softly: "Huo Jingyan, don't be so good to me, I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you."

I don't know why, as soon as this sentence was said, my heart was not relieved, only full of bitterness.

In fact, her heart is also made of meat, and she can't be completely indifferent. But she was afraid, really afraid, and she didn't dare to love. She didn't want to repeat her mother's mistakes one day.

The word love is too hurtful for anyone to bear.

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midnight