Chapter 36 For Whom Fell the Red Flower Guarding the Cliff of Love for a Thousand Years
Hearing this, Xu Lu couldn't control the self-blame in her heart anymore, she cried loudly, and couldn't stop.
Xia Jiangjie stepped forward and comforted: "Do you know what Xin Jing's greatest wish is? is to be admitted to the Normal University to become an art teacher like her mother, in fact, her greatest wish is to be able to see you, and now that she has come true, I believe that her heart must be happy, she must not want you to be sad. ”
After these days of healing, Xu Lu, who was already better, returned to the state when she first heard that her daughter had died.
Xia Jiangjie looked at the heartbroken Xu Lu, and he felt a little more guilty and self-blame in his heart, he gently hugged Xu Lu into his arms and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of Xinjing." ”
Xu Lu lay in Xia Jiangjie's arms and said "I'm sorry" countless times, she knew that she was not qualified to ask for her daughter's forgiveness at all, because she did not fulfill her responsibilities as a mother for a moment.
Xia Jiangjie saw Xu Lu crying so sadly, and his heart hurt endlessly, he looked at Xu Lu and comforted: "It's not your fault, it's not at all, how long will it take for you to be so sad?" ”
But how can Xu Lu's sadness be said to stop?
Xia Jiangjie was a little anxious, he shouted at Xu Lu: "Xin Jing has already left, let her go with peace of mind, she will definitely not blame you, you still have Xin Meng, do you also have to face Xin Meng with guilt?" ”
Xu Lu looked at Xia Jiangjie, she didn't seem to understand the meaning of Xia Jiangjie's words.
Xia Jiangjie continued: "Xinmeng has always thought that I am her father, and she has always hoped to have a complete home, this time she asked me to come back, she said that she hopes that our family can be reunited, Xu Lu, let's remarry, I promise to treat you and Xinmeng well." ”
For a moment, Xu Lu was shaken, just for Xu Xinmeng Xu Lu was shaken, but after a thought, Xu Lu shook his head again and again and said, "No, we can't remarry." ”
"Why? Do you still think of him in your heart, he has already forgotten you. ”
Xu Lu replied calmly: "It has nothing to do with him, it's you who did something wrong." ”
Xia Jiangjie knew that Xu Lu was still angry with himself for his own compulsion, and he begged bitterly: "I'm sorry, I know that I was wrong back then, but I love you too much, I have no intention, as long as you and Xinmeng can return to me, I will promise you anything, I will never force you to do things you don't like again." ”
Xu Lu let out a long sigh, sat down in front of Xia Xinjing's grave and said, "I want to accompany Xinjing alone for a while, you can go." ”
Xia Jiangjie looked at Xu Lu's bleak and lonely back, he wanted to hug her, but he couldn't help it, and only replied: "I will always wait for you." ”
One turned around Xia Jiangjie looked at the distance and smiled fiercely, he silently swore in his heart: "Ruan Linsheng, I will definitely let you taste the torture I have suffered over the years, and I will definitely appear happily in front of you with Xu Lu, you wait." ”
After Xia Jiangjie left, Xu Lu couldn't help but think of that person, and thought of the person who had been inseparable from her.
When Xu Lu was pregnant, she also thought about telling Ruan Linsheng, but when she saw Ruan Linsheng being considerately accompanying Tong Li, who was already pregnant, her heart died at that moment.
In Xu Lu's heart, the Ruan Linsheng who she once loved deeply has died, and the Ruan Linsheng she has been thinking about day and night all these years has stayed forever at the age of 28.
She knew that she couldn't have any intersection with Ruan Linsheng anymore, but her heart was still thinking about her former lover day and night, and after so many years, her heart had never been heartbroken for anyone.
The taste of memories is painful but also happy, and this memory has become a habit for Xu Lu, and she doesn't want to change it.
The only regret is that she and Ruan Linsheng's crystallization - Xia Xinjing and Xu Xinmeng are full of guilt.
Later, Xia Jiangjie made a phone call to Xu Xinmeng and said: "I have already proposed to remarry your mother, your mother said that she has to think about it, and then it depends on you, and my father will go back and pack up the house upstairs for you to live in." ”
Xia Jiangjie's tone was so excited and full of anticipation, as if he was telling Xu Xinmeng that his remarriage with Xu Lu was about to be completed.
Xu Xinmeng jumped three feet high happily when she heard this, and said, "Dad, don't worry, I know my mother best, believe me!" Mom will definitely agree to remarry you. ”
"I'm going to send your mother back when I'm leaving, but your mother said that she would stay with your sister for a while, I don't think she's in a good mood, I guess I miss your sister too much, you can pick her up in a while."
"Well, don't worry, I'll pick her up."
"Spend the next two days with your mother."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Xinmeng suddenly felt that Xia Jiangjie was so caring, he must love his mother deeply, the original appearance of love is not vigorous, it must be a long stream, melted into the words of life, Xu Xinmeng also longs for such a tender love like water.
Suddenly, Xu Xin dreamed of Ruan Junhao and her sister, if her sister hadn't died, would she have known that she also had a twin sister in this world.
If Xia Xinjing had not died, would Ruan Junhao spend the rest of her life happily with Xia Xinjing, but Xu Xinmeng did not want to think deeply about these "ifs".
The happiest thing for her at this moment is undoubtedly that she has a father, and her father and mother are about to get back together.
Maybe this is due to Ruan Junhao, but this price is what her sister bought with her life, how can Xu Xinmeng be grateful to Ruan Junhao.
At this time, Ruan Junhao was sweating on the basketball court, and he couldn't help but think back to all the things he had seen with Xu Xinmeng since the beginning of school.
Ever since he heard that someone had seen Xia Xinjing, Ruan Junhao's heart has been hanging in the air, and he has longed for Xia Xinjing countless times to be able to stroll through this beautiful university campus, but every time his hope has turned into despair.
He thought back to the whole process of Xia Xinjing becoming Xu Xinmeng, and he really couldn't understand why the current Xu Xinmeng was out of reach for him.
The more Ruan Junhao thought about it, the bigger the mystery in his heart became, and he could only pray that time would pass faster, didn't he say that time was the best medicine to heal his spiritual wounds?
But in this Mid-Autumn Festival, which symbolizes reunion, Ruan Junhao has another pain of lovesickness, is this Mid-Autumn Festival really going to be the first Mid-Autumn Festival he has not spent at home?
For a moment, Ruan Junhao was also worried that his parents would not have his company, and this Mid-Autumn Festival would be boring.
He longed to return to his parents' arms and talk to his mother as before, but he was afraid that Xia Xinjing would be hurt again, and he didn't know how to tell his mother that Xia Xinjing was still alive.
Just when he was at a loss, Ruan Linsheng appeared in front of him and said in a reprimanding tone: "Why didn't you answer the countless calls I made to you?" ”
Ruan Junhao didn't know how to answer, so he had to choose to be silent.
When Ruan Junhao looked sweating profusely, Soft Lin Sheng also lost most of his anger and said, "Your mother is hospitalized......"
"What's wrong with my mom?" Before Ruan Linsheng could answer, Ruan Junhao had already run out of the basketball court.
When Ruan Junhao came to the hospital, he threw himself into Tong Li's arms and said worriedly: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" You don't tell me when you're sick. ”
Originally, Tong Li thought that Ruan Junhao must have been forced to come by his father when he came, and even if he came, he must have stood aside angrily and couldn't talk to him, but he didn't expect his son to be so worried about himself.
Ruan Linsheng looked at Ruan Junhao and smiled and said, "You are still a child, your mother hasn't called and sent you messages again in the past few days, you should also notice that your mother may be sick." ”
Hearing Ruan Linsheng's tone, Tong Li immediately said: "Isn't Jun Hao just a child, why are you talking about this, aren't I already fine?" ”
Ruan Junhao looked at his mother and was very worried, and asked, "Mom, how are you now, is there anything uncomfortable?" ”
"It's just a little bit of acute appendicitis, you see it's all fine now, I'm not packing my things and getting ready to go home?"
Ruan Junhao only then knew that Tong Li had recovered and was ready to be discharged from the hospital, and the self-blame in his heart was gone, and he only thought that he must be filial to his mother in the future.
Mid-Autumn Festival, the whole country celebrates, family reunion, in this beautiful day, Xu Xinmeng and her mother enjoy the last beauty of this holiday, because after noon she will leave her mother to return to Yi Nan.
Xu Xinmeng was eating while thinking about how to ask her mother to ask her to go to Yinan with her, Xu Xinmeng always felt that her mother was worried about the past two days, but when Xu Xinmeng intended to ask, Xu Lu kept silent.
Xu Xinmeng looked at Xu Lu and said, "Mom, I'll go back to Yinan this afternoon, I will miss you." ”
"Come back to see me on the weekends when you miss me."
"But we have a lot of activities on the weekend, and I'm afraid I won't be able to come back, or you can go to Yi Nan with me, so that I can see you when I want to see you."
"Mom still has a job here, how can you just go, if you really miss Mom, then Mom will go to Yi Nan to see you, okay?"
"Really?" As soon as she heard Xu Lu say that she would go to Yinan, Xu Xinmeng was so happy that she was about to cry.
This is the first time in the past 18 years that Xu Xinmeng has heard her mother agree to go to Yi Nan, how can she not be happy? She is looking forward to the day when her parents remarry.
Looking at Xu Xinmeng, who was so excited, Xu Lu couldn't bear to hurt her anymore, so she silently said in her heart: "Xinmeng, I'm sorry, that's all my mother can do for you, I can't remarry if I forgive my mother." ”
For the sake of her only daughter, Xu Lu has compromised to go to Yinan, and she only looks forward to not meeting that person in Yinan.