Chapter 63 Lovesickness is like the sea, and the old things are like the sky

Xu Xinmeng looked at Ruan Junhao and almost shed a little bit of her tears, she endured the great pain and said, "I'm fine, I'm going upstairs." ”

"I'll be waiting for you downstairs!"

Just this sentence was enough to make Xu Xinmeng's tears rush unobeyed, Xu Xinmeng quickened the pace of going upstairs, she didn't dare to look back, she was afraid that Ruan Junhao would see herself at this time, and she was even more afraid that she would hug Ruan Junhao's arms and cry.

It wasn't until she entered the dormitory that Xu Xinmeng cried uncontrollably, and she wanted to cry out all her grievances.

The cry is like a broken liver and intestines, lingering in the heart, and the cry is like tearing the heart and lungs, and it hurts people's hearts.

After an unbridled cry, Xu Xinmeng wiped the tears from her face, and she lay on the bed and let her mind recall the bits and pieces of He Tonghan.

I don't know how long Xu Xinmeng fell asleep, and in the dream she saw Tonghan and saw the Tonghan who made her fall in love at first sight.

I saw Tonghan holding Xu Xinmeng's hand and running around the campus.

The bright smile brushed Tonghan's cheeks, and his smile was even more charming and inextricable.

Xu Xinmeng's heart was pounding, this moment was the beauty she wanted, and this moment was her unforgettable dream.

But in an instant, Liu Hongyao appeared, she took Tong Han's hand and said to Xu Xinmeng: "Tong Han has never liked you, don't have any illusions about him, he is mine!" ”

Tong Han also said: "Xinmeng, I have always just regarded you as my best friend, you are the sister I want to cherish the most, I now have someone I like and I hope you can find your happiness." ”

After that, Tonghan took Liu Hongyao's hand and left.

Xu Xinmeng cried and shouted: "Tonghan, don't go!" Tonghan, don't go! ”

Xu Xinmeng was about to run to catch up, when suddenly Ruan Junhao appeared in front of Xu Xinmeng and blocked her way.

Xu Xinmeng slapped Ruan Junhao's chest like crazy, but Ruan Junhao still grabbed Xu Xinmeng's arm tightly.

In a hurry, Xu Xinmeng bit Ruan Junhao's arm fiercely, but who knew that Ruan Junhao didn't have any reaction, and let Xu Xinmeng vent his anger on his arm.

This dream is so real, so real that Xu Xinmeng can completely come out of the state of broken love.

Xu Xinmeng, who was awakened, looked at the time and it was already 4:20 in the afternoon, and she suddenly remembered what Ruan Junhao said would wait for her downstairs.

Xu Xinmeng hurriedly went downstairs to look for it, and sure enough, she saw Ruan Junhao on the side of the path next to the dormitory.

As soon as Ruan Junhao saw Xu Xinmeng, he showed a bright smile.

Xu Xinmeng deliberately looked away, walked slowly to Ruan Junhao's side, and asked him, "Why are you still here?" ”

Ruan Junhao looked at Xu Xinmeng and knew that she was much better, so he said, "Do you want to go out for a walk!" ”

At this time, Tong Li's assistant had already transferred the information found to Tong Li.

Tong Li carefully looked at the information she found, and the heart that mentioned her throat and eyes was put back into her stomach again.

Xia Xinjing has already passed away, so how could she appear at Inam Normal University? In addition, there is no female student named "Xia Xinjing" in the entire Yi Nan Normal University.

Tong Li is completely relieved now, and looking at Ruan Junhao's school life, in Tong Li's opinion, Ruan Junhao has completely walked out of the shadow of Xia Xinjing's death.

Tong Li said happily to herself: "Xia Xinjing, although you have made our mother and son live in hellish trials for more than two months, my son has completely forgotten you now, it is all worth it, I can't let you affect my son's life." ”

At this time, Xu Xinmeng had already walked out of school with Ruan Junhao.

The evening breeze was blowing, and the cold was pressing, but Xu Xinmeng didn't notice the slightest coldness.

Ruan Junhao tried to put his coat on Xu Xinmeng's body, but before he could take it off, Xu Xinmeng said: "I don't feel cold at all. ”

Ruan Junhao understood what Xu Xinmeng meant, so he embarrassedly put on the coat that had not been completely taken off again.

Xu Xinmeng asked, "Is this far away from your high school?" ”

Ruan Junhao didn't react for a while, and the next second he remembered that Xu Xinmeng's memory had not fully recovered, so he said, "It's about half an hour, if you want to go, we can take a taxi over." ”

"I want to go."

Ruan Junhao didn't say a word, and accompanied Xu Xinmeng to the direction of their high school.

When she woke up, Xu Xinmeng was no longer so sad, she always believed that two people who really love each other would eventually be together no matter how many ups and downs they experienced.

Now that Tonghan has chosen Liu Hongyao, maybe he really doesn't love himself so much.

This love Xu Xinmeng will be hidden deep in her heart, and she will sincerely wish Tonghan happiness.

Walking in this crowded downtown area right now, Xu Xinmeng followed the path her sister had walked to see the lights coming on, bustling and noisy, and her heart was much calmer.

In this way, Xu Xinmeng quietly followed Ruan Junhao to Xia Xinjing's high school.

Looking at the huge playground, Xu Xinmeng seemed to see her sister running wildly with Ruan Junhao, Mei Xiaomeng, and Yoo Sung-hyuk.

Ruan Junhao couldn't help but recall the good times in high school, as if they had been experienced in a previous life.

Xu Xinmeng couldn't help but be curious about Mei Xiaomeng and Yoo Sung-hyuk's relationship, so she asked Ruan Junhao: "Have you been in contact with Yoo Sung-hyuk recently?" How are he and Xiaomeng doing now? ”

"He and Xiaomeng get along very well, and said that they will get together when they come back from winter vacation."

Ruan Junhao looked at Xu Xinmeng's expression and said, "When you were in high school, you and Xiaomeng would go to the playground to run almost every day, do you remember?" ”

"I know, didn't you tell Tao Ze that you would apply for a military school? Why did you finally apply for the teacher training exam? ”

Ruan Junhao knew that Xu Xinmeng's selective amnesia had not fully recovered, so he replied: "That was a long time ago, and I think the teacher is more suitable for me." ”

Xu Xinmeng knew that Ruan Junhao was for her sister, how much she wanted to tell Ruan Junhao that Xia Xinjing had left, but she was afraid that Ruan Junhao would not be able to accept this reality, maybe it would be more appropriate for Tao Ze to say it.

Xu Xinmeng looked at Ruan Junhao and suddenly asked, "If I disappear one day, you must not look for me." ”

Ruan Junhao was nervous when he heard this, and said, "Why did you disappear, Xinmeng, I beg you not to leave me again, okay?" ”

Ruan Junhao's tense emotions poured out like a waterfall all of a sudden, and he really couldn't hide his heart that loved Xia Xinjing deeply.

Xu Xinmeng looked at Ruan Junhao and said, "Actually, I really don't like you, and you can see that I have always liked Tonghan." ”

"But Tonghan has made a choice, you can try to get to know me, can you get to know me?"

"But I've already made a choice, huh?"

"You didn't make a choice until you didn't have a boyfriend, until you didn't fall in love with someone again."

Xu Xinmeng once again felt Ruan Junhao's attachment to Xia Xinjing.

Ruan Junhao looked at the hesitant Xu Xinmeng and said again: "Let me stay by your side before you find a boyfriend, okay?" If one day you really find your own happiness, I will choose to leave. ”

But this time will be a long time in Xu Xinmeng's opinion, because she doesn't believe that she will fall in love with someone else.

Xu Xinmeng looked at Ruan Junhao and said, "Actually, you know me too, I'm really not your Xia Xinjing, and the personalities of the two of us are also very different, aren't they?" ”

Ruan Junhao's heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and he was afraid that if he continued to talk like this, Xu Xinmeng would really say goodbye.

A gust of evening wind blew, and Xu Xinmeng shivered inadvertently.

At night, the temperature plummeted, Ruan Junhao knew that Xu Xinmeng was cold, he looked at Xu Xinmeng and said, "Do you remember the small restaurant we used to go to before?" Let's go eat there. ”

Xu Xinmeng also felt hungry, so she didn't excuse herself.

After entering the hotel, Ruan Junhao was in a hurry to let Xu Xinmeng order.

"Braised fish, sweet and sour pork ribs." Xu Xinmeng blurted out.

Immediately, Ruan Junhao also ordered a few dishes and soups, and after handing over the menu, Ruan Junhao knew that Xu Xinmeng would not leave, so he said with confidence: "You wait for me, I'll go back when I go." ”

Ruan Junhao went out in a hurry, until the dishes were all served, and Ruan Junhao did not come back.

Xu Xinmeng was a little worried, so she had to call Ruan Junhao.

At this time, Ruan Junhao also arrived at the door of the store, and he couldn't help but smile brightly when he saw the call from Xu Xinmeng.

When he entered the hotel and saw Xu Xinmeng, he was even more happy.

Xu Xinmeng saw Ruan Junhao holding a handbag in her hand, but she didn't want to ask more, so she just said, "The dishes are cold, hurry up and eat them." ”

Ruan Junhao's heart was warm, and Xu Xinmeng's unintentional concern made Ruan Junhao convinced that in Xu Xinmeng's subconscious, she still loved Ruan Junhao.

After dinner, Xu Xinmeng didn't feel cold anymore.

Ruan Junhao thought that Xu Xinmeng would walk back to school, but he didn't think that Xu Xinmeng would call a taxi as soon as he got out of the hotel.

When they came to Yi Nan Normal School, Xu Xinmeng felt extremely cold when she got out of the car.

Suddenly, a long down jacket was draped on Xu Xinmeng's body.

When Xu Xinmeng was about to take it off, Ruan Junhao said in a tough tone: "Put it on, don't catch a cold." ”

Ruan Junhao said that he was not at ease, so he helped Xu Xinmeng put on this down jacket.

Xu Xinmeng didn't shirk it, but she quickened her pace back to the dormitory.

When Xu Xinmeng walked downstairs in the dormitory, she hurriedly took off her down jacket and returned it to Ruan Junhao.

Ruan Junhao was willing to take it back, and said with a smile: "This down jacket is for you, and I can't wear it when I take it back." ”

Xu Xinmeng said angrily: "I don't like to wear such a long down jacket. ”

But Ruan Junhao clearly remembers that Xia Xinjing in high school often wore a down jacket that reached her calves.

Ruan Junhao was not allowed to think too much, Xu Xinmeng had already folded the down jacket and put it in Ruan Junhao's hands.

Ruan Junhao hurriedly withdrew his hand and said, "I'll buy you a short one tomorrow." ”

When Xu Xinmeng heard this, she hurriedly refused: "Why did I ask you to buy me clothes?" ”