"I know that from the day you entered the palace, you haven't been thinking about how to kill me for a moment. You hate me to the core, I know this. ”

Although what Nan Jingpei said was true, Shen Yunzhen still trembled. It seems that the heart that has been hidden for a long time is suddenly guessed, and there is no mask to cover for a while, and there is nowhere to hide in fear.

"Have you ever wondered what would become of Great Qi if I really died?" He reached out and pulled her to his side and sat down.

Nan Jingpei's words stopped her, and she didn't think about it. In her heart, she just blindly felt that after Nan Jingpei died, King Xin was the best choice to be the emperor.

"You're all thinking too simply, aren't you?"

Nan Jingpei saw her gaze stagnant and stroked her sideburns. His palms were hot, like a stream of heat. He was getting closer, and he could almost see the shallow lines on his lips.

"Have you ever thought about how your fate will change after I die?"

His gaze seemed to have some kind of magic, as if there was a sad and long story hidden behind the brown pupils, looking at such a pair of eyes, Shen Yunzhen suddenly felt a lot of pain in his heart.

She didn't know how to answer this question, as if after his death, her fate would naturally improve by leaps and bounds. But now, somehow, she suddenly hesitated, as if opening a strange door, and she knew nothing about the world behind it.

"Isn't that enough for you to wake up when he does to you today?" He looked at her gently: "Zhen'er, men are like this, they will never be crushed for a woman, especially a woman in power." ”

"What about the emperor? What's different from him? She asked.

Nan Jingpei was stunned for a moment, and slightly hooked the corners of her mouth: "Of course it's different, I am the Son of Heaven, as long as I am willing, I can give a woman everything she wants." But King Xin, who is not even able to fight for what he wants, how can you put your hopes in the face of a man who is in danger? ”

Precarious? Shen Yunzhen frowned, these four words sounded really harsh.

Nan Jingpei saw her looking at herself in surprise, presumably because she was confused, so she said, "What about you?" You've been by my side for a while, and if there's anything you want to say, you might as well say it today, so as not to suffocate. ”

Shen Yunzhen looked at the man in front of her silently, if there was no unjust case of the Shen family, no father suffering in Beihan, maybe with such a long period of contact, she would really fall in love with the man in front of her wholeheartedly. He was so empathetic and so magnanimous.

But why did he do those things back then?

"What? You don't have anything to tell me? ”

She knelt down slowly: "Your Majesty, the slave maid has a question, I have been holding it in my heart for a long time, and I don't know whether to ask it or not." ”

Nan Jingpei nodded: "Just ask, no matter what you ask, I won't blame you." ”

"Why did the emperor ...... back then?"

"Huh?" Nan Jingpei raised her eyebrows: "What do you want?" ”

Shen Yunzhen's heart drooped, she still didn't have the courage to ask. Or when she mentions this, Nan Jingpei will be furious again, or maybe he will make up some reason to deceive himself and let himself be fooled so as to alienate King Xin.

She hurriedly changed her words: "The slave maid is saying, the emperor and the first empress, the slave maid dares to ask, since the death of the first empress, the emperor has hardly mentioned her, and even today is the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the emperor has never put a single incense on the first empress." The slave and maid really don't understand. ”

He originally thought that she would ask him about the Shen family, even if she cried to her, he would have a way to hold her in his arms and coax and comfort her.

But she still didn't ask, which just shows that the scar in Shen Yunzhen's heart has not healed. No matter how calmly she spoke to herself now, there was always a deep chasm between them.

He only pretended not to hear her change, and asked, "Since you don't love her, why pretend?" ”

Shen Yun was really stunned, he could still pretend to be alive, and when a person died, he didn't even bother to pretend? But after all, the queen is such a good woman who has no quarrel with the world, and after all, she was pregnant with his child.

She immediately dispelled her doubts, yes, she had done everything to kill her wife and children, what were you pretending to be affectionate? She was stupid to ask. She regretted that she had exposed her blind spot in front of Nan Jingpei.

As soon as she looked up, she saw Nan Jingpei's extremely gentle eyes, he didn't deliberately make eyes as gentle as water, but the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were full of warmth.

Shen Yun really didn't dare to look at his eyes anymore, she couldn't figure out why Nan Jingpei gave her the impression that he did always seemed to be two people who were diametrically opposed, one was the Holy Lord of the Ming Monarch, and the other was the scum of the Faint Monarch.

"What about Tian Meiren? The emperor must really love Tian Meiren? She asked again.

"I don't love either." Nan Jingpei also shook his head.

"There's nothing to do with the concubine." Nan Jingpei took the lead in blocking Shen Yunzhen's mouth.

At first, Shen Yunzhen always thought that the tip of his heart was Concubine Xiao Shu, but after a few things, she found out that Nan Jingpei didn't love Concubine Shu, not at all. He and Concubine Shu are like playing on the spot. His sincerity towards Concubine Shu is not as good as that of Su Zhaoyi.

Now, she seems to understand a little bit why Concubine Shu always targets other concubines. She is insecure, and no woman can accept that the person next to her has another woman in her heart. There are many women in this palace, and it is common for the concubines to be soldiers.

"Once, I really loved a woman, and since I first saw her, I decided that in this life, I must marry a girl like her." Unconsciously, Nan Jingpei's eyes were also moist, and he smiled bitterly: "But later, I did something wrong, and the marriage was broken." ”

"What's the matter?" Shen Yunzhen asked.

As soon as the words came out, Shen Yunzhen realized that this question was asked by herself. She couldn't help but start to hate her problem of answering questions, and I don't know when she became inquisitive.

"I killed her." Nan Jingpei said word by word.

It was creepy, but Shen Yunzhen didn't show it.

"You don't seem surprised at all." Nan Jingpei said.

Shen Yun nodded really: "This kind of thing, slaves and maids often see it." ”

"Often?" Nan Jingpei smiled: "Where did you see it?" ”

In the book, Emperor Jing killed Chao wrongly, knowing that his proposition was correct, but in order to appease the vassal state, he still killed him. The emperor has the helplessness of the emperor, although he appreciates Chao Wrong, but he is powerless to change the situation of killing Chao Wrong and clearing the monarch's side. Shen Yunzhen looked at Nan Jingpei intently: "The emperor also has the same hardship, right?" ”

He couldn't laugh, his heart was slightly sour, and he exhaled heavily. looked at her, but hesitated in his heart. Wang Pintang said that as long as he told the truth, Shen Yun would really understand him.

"I ......"