She is not generous at all, and even very greedy. She wanted her lover to have everything her own, his first kiss, his first night, the first time they watched the sunrise together, or just the first time they had blown their hair for another woman.

She always wanted a lot, Feng Jin never satisfied her with this, and she was ashamed to confide in him such a hypocritical mood.

Disappointment gathered, and finally it reached the point where I was tired and wanted to give up.

may have understood from that night that she wanted to be a couple for the rest of her life, but in the end, she died alone in the hospital bed.

Feng Jin has never belonged to her alone.

Even if she first met him.

But she can't decide who he's going to fall in love with, who he's going to be with, and doing what she wants to do with him.

She understood this after she couldn't get him to fall in love with her, no matter how hard she tried.

What follows, in addition to disappointment, is the exhaustion of many years.

Feng Jin lowered his eyes and looked at the fingers she pressed on her heart, and he could feel her body temperature and heart beating in his palm, but suddenly, he understood that this woman was far away from him.

Three years ago, he didn't know what his turn meant, and it wasn't until three years later, at this moment, that he realized in a trance that she was far away.

The restraints she had placed on him had been taken back by her, and she sat there, but she was no longer in love with him.

Feng Jin's hands trembled unconsciously, he felt scared, what was uncontrollable was the human heart, and he was not so narcissistic that Hua Rong wanted to love him without regrets for the rest of his life, but the fact that she was sure that she no longer loved him still made him unacceptable.

At least it shouldn't be this kind of time, it shouldn't be after he falls in love with her, it shouldn't be like this......

"You really don't love me anymore?" His voice trembled a little as he spoke.

Hua Rong looked at him, then gently stroked his face with a sigh and shook his head.

Then his whole body fell into hell in this instant.

"Am I already so tired of you?"

He was still a little incredulous. I can't accept it.

"Feng Jin." Hua Rong whispered, "I'm almost thirty years old. ”

“……”

"For you, maybe you're just a little bit like me now, and the relationship that has just begun is still very new. But I've been chasing you for over twenty years. …… For me, loving you is a very old thing, something that can be given up or abandoned. It doesn't make me sad because I'm numb. Do you know? It's been too long. I can't tell what difference it makes to me whether I love you or not. ”

Her fingers pulled back from his face, then she lowered her head and supported her forehead a little tiredly, her bangs covering her look, only the slender silver earliner on her earlobes glinted in her hair.

"After leaving you, I find that the world is still going on as usual. Do you know? At first, I thought I might die without you. But the facts tell me that I can still live well. From this point of view, how naïve and naïve I used to be. ”

It's really a heart-wrenching word.

Feng Jin felt that she was a little afraid of her.

Every word and every word of hers was a needle piercing his heart.