I remember when I was nineteen years old, Lin Che also asked me such a question, when Ji Xiaoxiao was pregnant with Jiang Yu's child, I felt sorry for myself while feeling sorry for Wen Yi'an, worried that I would end up pregnant and abandoned in the future.

At that time, I didn't know that I really liked Lin Che, but now, Ji Xiaoxiao's daughters can make soy sauce, and the person I used back then is now really my husband.

Lin Che asked this question very seriously, and the atmosphere became tense.

I bent down to pick up the little clothes he had lost and raised my hands to pinch his face, "I think, I'm married and want to be a mother." "Actually, this kind of thought has been stuck in my mind for a while, the last time I took the bus with Song Xi, when I saw the mother with the child, and when I listened to Aunt Luo talk about her grandson.

"No, I can't. You're not in good health right now, Zhihan, do you know how much you have to endure to give birth? I'm a man, and I think it's scary. Lin Che held my hand and pulled me and said seriously.

I laughed, "Because you're a man!" Mother's love is great, I know that it is hard to have a child, but I am not timid and afraid of death, sooner or later I have to experience this kind of thing, I think it is good to have a child early, so that the child is older, I am not old, we can still be friends......"

"I don't want it yet." Lin Che interrupted my words and said resolutely, "I just got married, and when you have had enough of living with the two of you, your body has recovered, the families of both parties have been notified in place, and everything is ready to have a child again, which is also respect and responsibility for the child, don't you say?" ”

I don't deny that what Lin Che said is unreasonable, but to be honest, now that we are married, we have stabilized, there is nothing wrong with my condition, this disease can be pregnant, when I was in the hospital, I specially consulted the nurse, she said that hemolytic anemia does not have much effect on pregnancy, but you should pay more attention when you are pregnant.

And pregnancy is such a thing, no matter who you have, you have to pay attention to!

I want to have a child, but Lin Che is resolute, don't want it.

This is the first time we have had a disagreement since we got married.

At night I was angry with him and wouldn't let him touch me.

He hugged me and kissed me for a long time, but I didn't cooperate at all, and I couldn't push him.

Lin Che whispered in my ear, "Zhihan, have you forgotten the agreement we made before we got married?"

I didn't speak.

He continued: "No matter what disputes or contradictions, they must be resolved on the same day, and they cannot be delayed until the next day.

"You don't know what I'm thinking?" I turned over and looked away, "If you say you don't want a child, then don't touch me, lest you accidentally get pregnant, and you will be unhappy at that time!" ”

Lin Che was helpless, "I didn't say I didn't want children, how old are you now?" Twenty-two years old, if it were another girl, who would want a child so early? I think you are just a whim, but having children, this kind of thing is responsible, and when we learn how to be parents, and then think about preparing for pregnancy, do you think it's okay? ”

"I don't have a whim, I really want to have children! Giving birth to a baby that looks like you and like me, I hope that our child can be as smart as you in the future, and take the Cambridge Oxford exam or something, I really look forward to meeting it soon! "I look forward to who has heard someone say before that having children at home can really make people feel the warmth of home.

Lin Che and I don't have children, our marriage is like a whim, without any sense of ceremony, I always feel that I need something, so that I can really feel the existence of this relationship and this marriage.

Sorry, I was selfish.

After communicating with Lin Che, he successfully persuaded me, although I still want to have a child, but I also know that he is right, before the arrival of the child, we must prepare first, being a parent is not an easy thing, our family is the best example.

When I was sleeping, I thought of something and asked Lin Che, "Has Zhiying looked for you recently?" ”

Lin Che hugged my arm and moved, a very slight move, but I was clearly aware of it.

He replied, "No." ”

"Why lie?" I blurted out, Lin Che looked down at me, and I looked into his eyes, "You're lying, aren't you?" ”

"I didn't."

"Okay? Be honest with each other? I sat up from the bed, looked at Lin Che and asked.

Lin Che also sat up, I was only wearing a nightdress, which was relatively thin, and he wrapped me in a quilt.

"I'm sorry, Zhihan, I know you wouldn't be happy if you knew this, but you know best what I mean to you, don't you?"

"Yes, I won't be happy, but I don't like it even more when you lie to me, not even white lies." I said seriously, and at this time I noticed that Lin Che's eyes were dimming little by little, as if he had lied to me countless times in addition to this incident.

Lin Che hugged me through the quilt, leaned his head on my neck, and whispered, "I was wrong. But when did my daughter-in-law become so smart? It was immediately clear that I was lying. ”

"You don't act like it, I used to think your acting skills were pretty good, why can't you do it now?"

"That's because I'm nervous about the girl I like." Lin Che said.

I laughed unproductively, and Lin Che blushed when he pulled the topic away.

"What did Zhiying do with you?"

"It's nothing, I'm going to see my mother, she's a little uncomfortable over there, it doesn't look very good, wife, I've deleted her contact information, in the future, if you want to go over my privacy, look at my phone at any time, you know the password."

"You said it's privacy, I won't translate, as a husband and wife, I also really want to give each other some respect and trust, Lin Che, will we always be like this?"

"My daughter-in-law is so sensible." Lin Che laughed and pulled me to lie down again, "Zhihan, I like you so much now, you will always be jealous of me in the future, and you must tell me when you are angry." Zhiying contacted me some time ago, I didn't see her, it's embarrassing to go back and forth like this, but she is your own sister, and she will count my child and his aunt in the future, just now, my mother is her stepmother, and she is also my sister, the relationship is a bit messy, but I don't want to stiffen the relationship with her, you and Zhiying have a bad relationship now, and it won't always be like this in the future. ”

"We will turn against each other for a man, Lin Che, maybe there will be such a thing. If there is, I will be sad, but even if I do, I will not give you to others, not even my own sister. I also hugged Lin Che and said seriously in his arms.

Lin Che seemed to be very satisfied with what I said, he touched my hair, "I know, but even if you don't want me anymore, I will always keep you by my side, our current relationship is protected by the law." Zhihan, I promise you, I haven't met Zhiying alone in private, the last time we met was at my mother's house, I went to tell your dad about your condition, and I met Zhiying there once......"

"Got it, you don't need to go into such detail." I didn't realize that Lin Che still loves to explain so much.

"That's not good, what if my daughter-in-law sulks and ignores me again?" Lin Che said more seriously, "But, Zhihan, I'm curious, why can you tell at once that I'm lying?" ”

"Because I love you so much, I can tell at a glance that something is wrong with you." At this time, the person I thought of was Wen Yi'an. Wen Yi'an used to be like this, as long as I was a little abnormal, he could definitely see that no matter how good my acting skills were, I couldn't escape his eyes.

I used to think that the reason for this was because we had been together for too long, but to this day, I seem to understand the real reason.

After listening to my explanation, Lin Che was like a ghost, and said faintly: "Oh, then you may not love me so much." ”

"What did you say?"

"Nothing." Lin Che explained, "Just kidding. ”

"Your words will make me suspect again that you have more things to hide from me, or that I have lied so much."

"There is no basis for your words, you find out the evidence, and I will dispose of it with you, okay?" Lin Che said, laughing evilly again, staring at me slyly, "If you can't find it, you will be punished for talking nonsense." ”

……

As soon as the child's matter was brought up, it came to an end.

After that, I gave Aunt Luo the little sweater I knitted, and her daughter-in-law added a grandson to her, and Aunt Luo showed me a photo of her grandson, when the child was just born, it was very small and very small, but I thought in my heart, it seems that the newborn babies are ugly, and the wrinkled eyes on the body can't be opened.

I'm actually very envious! The more this happens, the more I like to get better soon, and to get rid of those pills that toss dead people, every time I take hormones, I will die of fat.

And even though I live by the sea, I can't go out to see the sea often, and the ultraviolet rays are especially strong on the beach.

At first, the doctor said a lot, and I couldn't figure out why I had to avoid ultraviolet rays, and then one day I went out with Lin Che, forgot to apply sunscreen, and basked in the sun outside, and when I went home, I woke up from sleep, and I had a lot of red spots on my body, and I had dense phobias, looking at my arms, stomach, and chest all over the red spots, and my scalp was numb from being scared.

Lin Che found a doctor to give me medicine, and kept apologizing to me, saying that he was not good and forgot about sunscreen, so he took me out.

I really don't blame him for this, but I feel most fortunate that I have such a good person by my side, and I feel that I owe him.

Originally, I thought that there would be no one in this world who was better to me than Wen Yi'an, even when I was dating Lin Che before, I always thought so.

But gradually, I found that in fact, Lin Che loved me no less than anyone else.

Me too, I love him more than anything else.

With the lesson of spots, I began to be very careful to avoid the sun and ultraviolet rays, and Lin Che complained in front of me that the side effects of those drugs were too great, urging the doctor to change me to a milder type of medicine.

I felt that he was using these words to comfort me, and he gave me medicine every day to pass the time with me. After the red spots on my body gradually faded, the new year arrived.

Shen Zhen called me and asked me to go back with Lin Che for the New Year, Lin Che and I planned, since they are willing to accept it, we can't stalemate with them, after all, it's parents, I don't have much deep feelings with Shen Zhen, but Lin Che is different from He Rujing, I have repeatedly affected the relationship between their mother and son, and I don't want to embarrass Lin Che anymore.

Moreover, this is the first New Year that Zhiying has spent when she returns home. Based on this, we decided to go to Shen Zhen's place for the New Year.