Chapter 312: The Bitterness in My Heart

Everywhere he went, Fang Longxing would think of the scene when he got along with Zhang Fengyi, looking at these his heart was like a knife, sad and abnormal, he didn't go to the room where they had slept together. He really didn't dare to go in again, and once he walked in, he knew that he would definitely not be able to bear it.

Every room they slept in, he didn't want to go into. Finally, he went to the guest room, took a quilt there, and went to the living room. He lay on the sofa in the living room, and the activity in his mind was to turn the river and the sea, and there were waves and waves.

Fang Long thought about a lot of questions before and after, and he was checking what was wrong with him one by one. He didn't know what an unforgivable mistake he had made, which led to the point where Little Phoenix wanted to break up with him?

Between himself and Zhang Xiaofeng, it was just a quarrel over a little thing. Even if he quarrels and fights, he won't treat himself like this, right?

When it was time to coax, he was also coaxed, why didn't Feng Yi want to be with him so much? Is it just for Xu Xiaoyu? Just to allow himself to accept his relationship with Xu Xiaoyu?

"Fengyi! You can treat me like this for him? Didn't you even take my feelings into account? How much I care about you, you know? I don't want to! I really don't want to share you with anyone! ”

"I just want to possess you alone! You belong to me! It's just me! How much I love you! Do you know? I could sacrifice everything I have, including my life, for you, you know? ”

"Oh! Maybe you don't know! If you knew that all I thought and thought in my heart was you, you wouldn't treat me like this, would you? If you knew that my soul, every cell of my body, had your name already engraved on it, what would you do to me? ”

"That Xu Xiaoyu is so indispensable and important in your heart? Fengyi! I'm so sad! I'm so sad! I'm really, really sad! You don't even want to tell me to break up with me, and you don't want to tell me in person, and you have to fake it to others. ”

"Fengyi! What the hell do you think of me? What kind of person is my dragon in your heart? What place do I have in your heart? How could you be so cruel to me and break up? Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

"Zhang Xiaofeng, think about it, before and after, how do I treat you? Is there anything I haven't thought about for you? Is there anything I have that didn't come to your heart? Is there anything I'm sorry for you? ”

"I admit that I sometimes have autocracy and power; Sometimes there will be a little overbearing; Sometimes they will play small tricks to achieve their own goals; Sometimes they will play a little like a child; Sometimes a little nervous; Sometimes it's unreasonable......"

"But Fengyi! It's all because I love you so much! I don't want to lose you, and I'm even scared that someone else will snatch you away from me. I assume that all the people I come into contact with you will be my rivals. I hate everyone who wants to approach you, and I get jealous of them, no matter what their intentions are. ”

"I have also fallen into deep self-blame for what I have done over the years...... I hate myself, and I hate myself even more for not being by your side. I am jealous of those who have been by your side and witnessed all your growth. I also hate them very much, and I hate that they want to contact you in various names. ”

"Fengyi! I admit that I love very tricky; He who loves is very selfish; Love is very willful; Love is very narrow; Very neurotic ...... love"

But whose love is not selfish? Who doesn't want to let their loved ones think about themselves all the time? Thinking about yourself? ”

"Who doesn't want their lover to treat themselves wholeheartedly and make themselves the center and center of their lives?"

"Who doesn't want their lover to treat themselves from the same time and never care about others in their hearts?"

"Fengyi! Tell me, is love important? Or is family affection important? Or is friendship important? I'm the one who wants to go with you for the rest of your life! The two of us are one! An inseparable one! You've got me, I've got you! Isn't it? ”

"My daughter-in-law may be my mistake, I shouldn't be jealous of Xu Xiaoyu; should not be jealous of Angel Lee; should not be jealous of Wang Haitao; You shouldn't even be jealous of Qianyi, you have added kindness to Qianyi, a little brat. But why are you so ruthless to me? ”

"Fengyi! I have too much to figure out? Or do I have too many grievances? At least you are happier than me, there are so many people around you who care about you, but what about me? To whom will I confide in my troubles? Daddy has already criticized me harshly, and Mom won't sympathize with my feelings. ”

"Fengyi! My heart is really bitter, so bitter! Over the years, I have carefully planned, step-by-step, painstakingly laid out, and calculated everything, but I have miscalculated your personal emotional world. There are not only me in your emotional world, but also many people! ”

"But there's nothing in my world! All I have is you! I have my own relatives, friends, classmates, and colleagues, but the number one position in my heart has always been reserved for you. I haven't had anyone in my heart, it's just you! Only you are the most important! ”

"For your sake, I have turned myself into a wolf who has broken away from my pack, and I am willing to endure loneliness for you; endure loneliness; endure the longing; And resisting temptations from all sides, you know, for you, I have never been in contact with any women, not even men. ”

"Daughter-in-law! You always say that I am a fierce wolf, and how wolf I have. But in addition to the beautiful cranes, swans, geese, and penguins in this world, wolves are the most loyal animals to their mates. ”

"And among these animals, only the wolf has the most special character. They are the only ones who are the most loyal and loyal to their feelings! Once they lose their mate, they will never live alone in the world. And why shouldn't I? ”

"Fengyi! Have you taken a serious look at our feelings? Do you not understand all my thoughts about you? Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

"Yes! Zhang Xiaofeng of my family, you are a humble gentleman. This humble gentleman is sometimes a little dull. If you are not rigid and wooden, you can't be a gentleman, and you can't be a gentleman. Derpy, no matter what you look like, I like it! ”

"Whoever wants to be a gentleman restricts his words and deeds. But I'm a complete asshole, and that's because I love you, and I'm crazy about it! I ask for your forgiveness! I hope you will forgive me for my rude behavior and unbearable language. ”

"Fengyi! Have you returned to your hometown in the Northeast safely at this time? Are you at peace? How are you now? Are you really happy without me? Will you miss me? ”

"Wife! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I...... I can't sleep! But I knew I had to force myself to fall asleep at once, or if I didn't keep up my spirits, where would I have the strength to find you? Dear Zhang Xiaofeng, wait for me! Wait for me! Wait for me! ”

Fang Longxing thought about a lot of questions, he didn't know how he fell asleep, in short, this night, he didn't sleep well. He saw the smiling face of his family Fengyi in a dream, and his Fengyi smiled so brightly, like spring light and summer flowers......