That year, Nuo Xia Er was eighteen and Yi Yang Qianxi was twenty years old.

They made a promise under that begonia tree: I will definitely come to you in three years, right under this tree.

Their heads were pressed against each other, and Noshale sobbed, she knew she couldn't keep him.

Two days later, Yi Yang Qianxi left, and Nuo Xiaer didn't send him, she was afraid that she would cry.

Unexpectedly, this trip turned out to be five years. For five years, Nuoshaer has been waiting for him, and she has also gone to see this begonia tree from time to time.

She fell in love with the begonia tree.

This is the memory between them, the two of them planted together, there are sadness and tears in it, and there is also the relationship between the two of them for two years.

Now, five years later, he still hasn't returned, and Noshar looks forward to it every day, and there have been times when she wants to give up, and she has also worried about whether he will come back.

Just when the flowers she was waiting for were about to be gone, he suddenly returned.

And with him, and that person was his fiancée. ――――――

When he returned with her, Noshale's tears could not stop flowing, but she held back.

She smiled and congratulated them, but it was all so unreal in Noshale's eyes. She hurriedly said goodbye and went home crying.

You shouldn't belong to me, but I still love you.

I've loved you for seven years, I've been waiting for you for five years, and it's still empty after all.

She hid herself in the quilt and wrapped her wounded heart in the quilt, but what was the use, her heart was already broken, what was the use.

She turned on the TV to relieve herself, but it was on the air: Yi Yang Qianxi is engaged to his fiancée. was playing live, Yi Yang Qianxi happily hugged her, and her eyes were full of happiness.

Suddenly, her heart fell to the bottom, and her heart was cold.

She laughed and cried and turned off the TV. Went to the street.

Yi Yang Qianxi, I don't hate you, I hate myself, I hate myself for waiting for you for five years, I hate that I love you for seven years, and I still can't live in your heart if I hate me......

The most ridiculous thing is that he didn't even tell her about it,

He returned home without even bringing her a gift.

She was very tired, and walked slowly down the street, ignoring the passing crowd, and the scene of him being kind to her still came to her mind.

Just as she had reached the end of the street, a car sped by, and Noshar walked over to herself.

Huh? How did I fly?

Her body rolled down the middle of the road, and the driver was long gone, bleeding from ...... The heart also bleeds, and it can't be cured no matter how it is cured.

She felt dizzy, and their past was in front of her, one by one, every scene, all about them.

She's gone, gone, and no one knows where she's going.

And Yi Yang Qianxi got married, and the family of four was happy.

No one knew that Noshar had gone to a very beautiful place, and it was called Paradise......

Yi Yang Qianxi, I don't hate you, I hate myself......

The first time I wrote the abuse, the writing is not good, please bear with me