Chapter 14: The So-Called "Disgrace"
An Qingming was just about to use force, when she heard a somewhat choked voice in her ear: "Isn't it better that you don't have to be so angry......
"I'm sorry...... I don't even dare to take a good look at you, why do they treat you like this......"
The strength in An Qingming's hand instantly leaked.
Xu Huaian is still chattering: "I want to marry you, hold you, and treat you as Guanyin Niangniang, and no one else can blaspheme you...... But after all these years, why don't you want to look at me......"
An Qingming was a little stunned, forgetting that she was still sitting on his lap, the wind outside the window came in and blew across her face, and An Qingming came back to her senses.
Over the years, An Qingming has long been accustomed to such hypocrisy and flattery, she is like a fish in water, and she has never felt that there is anything wrong or wrong.
Her father left early, no one paved the way for her, nor taught her which step to take, the road ahead was vast, she only stumbled and tried to move forward, she walked through the thorns everywhere, and stepped out of a path with blood on her feet.
Always praised her: "You see, Miss An has a lot of ability, a new road." ”
She received all the orders proudly, she can do what others can do, and even better than others, she An Qingming is three points better than others.
But suddenly one day, a man looked at her with a distressed and pitiful look and asked cautiously, "Aren't you in pain?" "Cautiously, as if afraid of touching her wounds.
Obviously, her wound had already formed a scab and a callus, and she couldn't feel any pain.
But I don't know why, at this moment, there is a feeling of returning to the moment when she was injured just now, the blood under her feet is spreading boundlessly, and the pain is so painful that she is about to cry.
No one had ever looked at her like this and said these things to her.
Not even my mother.
Mother felt sorry for her suffering, but was more pleased with her growth, and her mother wanted to comfort her, but she was even more afraid that she would be comforted and stagnate, so she could only look at her from a distance, hoping that she would stand more stable and go further.
Xu Huai'an is the first, without any purpose, without any impurities, simply remembering the person who feels sorry for her.
This feeling that she had never felt before was like a tidal wave that overwhelmed her, leaving her at a loss.
Full of emotions floated up and down, like water from the river, and she staggered and couldn't stand steadily.
The smell of wine gradually dissipated, Xu Huaian hugged her, his head was lying on her shoulder, sleeping soundly, and his mouth was still shouting her name, listening carefully, saying "protect you" and "don't be afraid"......
An Qingming looked away.
The door of the room "creaked" open, Chang Si probed his brain in, and just showed half of his body, he saw two people sitting on the ground in strange postures.
He was full of horror, panicked and retreated, stepped on his right foot with his left foot, fell to the ground with a "poof", and shouted in his mouth: "I can see clearly one day and can't see clearly, why am I completely blind today......
An Qingming: "......" all say that people are grouped by clusters, and the little guys around Xu Huai'an are as out of tune as him.
An Qingming said, "You come in." ”
Chang Si didn't go in, he still remembered that his son-in-law said that An Qingming was excellent in martial arts, and he was afraid that An Qingming would chop him up and mix cold dishes.
An Qingming said again: "Xu Gongzi is drunk, you help him, he refuses to let go, I can't stand up." ”
Hearing this, Chang Si was even more frightened, he was afraid that if he went in and took a look now, he would find that his young master had been cut into a pile of cold vegetable condiments.
"Chang Si, you come in." When An Qingming lowered her voice, she climbed in with the commanding posture of the superior, and often trembling.
Seeing Xu Huai'an's appearance clearly, Chang Si breathed a sigh of relief.
It's good, it can babble, and it can live.
Looking at this posture again, I am very sad - I am afraid that I will not live long.
He helped An Qingming drag Xu Huai'an away, Xu Huai'an was not willing to let go, Chang Si thought while picking his fingers, Ancestor, after you sober up, you know the stupid thing you are doing now, and you can jump directly into Qingjiang to apologize. During this period, he thought that his subordinates were more forceful, and Xu Huaian was hurt by him, and he bit when he opened his mouth.
Chang Si's wail resounded in the sky: "Wangcai is not as ruthless as you!" ”
However, the effect was remarkable, and Xu Huaian finally let go.
An Qingming stood up, didn't stand firm for the first time, and helped the table.
My legs were a little numb, I was a little anxious to get up, and I turned the stars in front of me for a while.
She came to her senses, Chang Si had already helped Xu Huai'an to stand up, Xu Huai'an was hanging on Chang Si's body, Chang Si was still looking for a reason for his family's unconscious son: "Miss An, don't mind, my son-in-law is usually not like this, I don't know what's wrong today, don't blame him." ”
An Qingming shook her head: "It's okay, he drank too much, go back and boil some sobering soup to sweat." ”
Chang Si: "Huh? ”
Miss An not only didn't want to kill his son-in-law, but also told her sincerely, this is the sun hitting the west and coming out?
Chang Si hurriedly responded and helped Xu Huai'an to walk out, An Qingming watched their figures disappear from his sight before he straightened his clothes.
Hitomi waited downstairs, and saw that her clothes were a little messy, and her expression changed, but she didn't say anything, and opened the carriage curtain for her.
An Qingming looked sideways at the scenery on the street, the carriage was swaying and the horses' hooves were clattering.
"Hitomi." An Qingming said.
"Big girl."
"Do you think I'm doing well?"
Hitomi's heart trembled, and she didn't know what to say for a while.
An Qingming's voice couldn't hear joy and anger: "You have been by my side since you were a child, do you think I am doing well?" ”
Tong'er hesitated for a while, and replied tentatively: "The eldest girl has a delicate mind and excellent means, and she takes care of the tea house day by day, and everyone admires it very much." Nature is good. ”
Listening to her words, An Qingming hooked the corners of her mouth and laughed.
Hitomi thinks that the "big girl" is doing well because she takes good care of the tea house.
But Xu Huaian said that An Qingming was not doing well because she was very tired.
An Qingming closed her eyes slightly, where can people think about what and what are they unwilling to give something?
She's fine now.
Somehow, I remembered Xu Huai'an's eyes when she looked at her, there was pity and dissatisfaction in it, and through a bronze mirror, the autumn moon and spring flowers were reflected.
Xu Huaian woke up from drunkenness, had a terrible headache, and half-leaned on the bed to think about life.
Chang Si came in with water, squeezed his eyebrows at him, Xu Huai'an saw him like this, his headache was even worse, and he grabbed something and threw it over: "Be normal." ”
Chang Si put the basin aside and brought the half-cold decoction from the table: "The temperature is just right, young master, you drink it first." ”
After it was half cool, the taste was even stronger, Xu Huaian turned his head and waved his hand again and again: "Let's go, I'm going to die, I don't want to drink it." ”
Chang Si nodded and looked at the bowl of soup that was still steaming, "Oh", and said, "Miss An doesn't drink it?" ”
"Who told me?!" Xu Huai'an's movement of turning around was too violent, bringing a gust of wind.
Chang Si rolled his eyes: "Miss An, I said that you will give you a drink after you wake up." ”
What kind of treatment is he in An Qingming, Xu Huai'an still has a number, An Qingming is very polite to him, this kind of politeness is less if you retreat a point, and more if you advance a point, it is a kind of alienation that does not offend people, under this alienated attitude, there is no care, such as telling to drink soup or something, it has never appeared in a dream.
Xu Huai'an stared at Chang Si very suspiciously, he suspected that this was an excuse made up by Chang Si to trick him into drinking: "Really? ”
"If you don't believe it, forget it." Chang Si pursed his lips, looking like he really didn't want to lie.
The main reason is that he thinks that with the courage of Chang Si's brain, he can't tell such a lie.
Xu Huai'an carefully took the soup bowl from Chang Si's hand, as if he was holding some rare treasure, his eyes were burning, and he smiled so much that he couldn't see his teeth, as if An Qingming could grow in the bowl of black soup.
Chang Si couldn't stand him.
Xu Huai'an took a small sip, and the July sun was all piled on his face.
"What else did Qingming explain?"
Chang Si glanced at him and comforted him: "Young master, you'd better finish drinking it first, and I'll talk about it." ”
He was afraid that Xu Huai'an would not be able to drink it after hearing it.
Xu Huai'an's eyes rolled, and he "suddenly" fell in love, drank the soup in three or two sips, wiped his mouth, and handed the handkerchief to Chang Si.
"What did I do yesterday?"
His memory is still stuck in the moment when he showed his might to block the wine for An Qingming, wondering if An Qingming finally discovered his bravery and was impressed by her.
Chang Si stared at him with a very sympathetic and irrepressible look of excitement, stared at him for a long time, and took a cushion behind Xu Huai'an: "Young master, sit tight, why don't you lie down." ”
Xu Huai'an: "? ”
Xu Huai'an: "You are sick, say it quickly!" ”
Chang Si Xin said, who is sick, I can't say.
So he told Xu Huai'an what he saw and heard yesterday.
Add fuel to the gloating, like a scriptbook compiled on the street.
Xu Huai'an couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.
Chang Si was frightened by his appearance, and went up and shook him: "Young Master, are you okay?" ”
Xu Huaian didn't squeak, turned over, covered himself in the pillow, and his voice came out muffledly: "I really did these things yesterday?" ”
Chang Si pondered: "This is what I see. ”
In exchange for a wail that broke through the sky.
Xu Huai'an said with difficulty: "What kind of attitude does Qingming have......
"The attitude is very good," Chang Si didn't talk nonsense this time, "It's very gentle, and let me take good care of you, and I also said a lot of precautions for drunkenness." When you left, you pulled people's sleeves, and the big girl was so angry that she talked to you and persuaded you to be obedient. ”
After speaking, he added to himself: "Don't say it, the big girl is really gentle." ”
Xu Huai'an stopped talking at this time, he felt that the face he had built up in the past twenty years was completely shattered with a "boom" at this moment, turning into powder in the sky and going with the wind, and he couldn't catch it.
"Oh my God, what will you think of me after Qingming!"
Xu Huai'an clutched the pillow: "No, if I was really as shameless as you said, she wouldn't chop me into a snack?" ”
Chang Si felt that his young master's words were extremely accurate, and he also thought about it carefully: "You are so shameless, and I wonder why Miss An didn't chop you into a snack." ”
Xu Huai'an told him to get out.