In an instant, huge tears slipped from the corners of Tao Ze's eyes, and he did not cry, let alone complain*, but the silence was better than the most desolate wail in the world.

Tao Ze gently stroked Xia Xinjing's photo, and it seemed that Xia Xinjing's loud reading sound could still be heard in his ears, and the voice was so crisp and pleasant.

Looking at Xia Xinjing who was smiling, even though it was an unchangeable fact, Tao Ze still couldn't believe that the fresh life had left him forever.

Xu Xinmeng suddenly became sad, she didn't know why she was crying, she only knew that if her sister was still alive, she would definitely listen to the grievances in her heart at this moment, she would definitely become her best friend, and she would definitely become the person who knew her best.

The wild goose came red fluttering in the wind and caressed everyone's faces, as if Xu Xinjing was comforting everyone's crying hearts.

Tao Ze looked at Xu Xinjing's photo and said word by word: "I...... Come........ Late...... Finish! ”

Tao Ze didn't want to believe his eyes, he looked at Xu Xinjing and asked softly, "Are you really leaving like this?" Didn't you say that when I came back from abroad, you would have to communicate with me in English? Didn't you say that you have an incomparable yearning and longing for university? You love life so much, why are you willing to leave? ”

Tao Ze didn't want to suppress his emotions anymore, he looked at Xia Xinjing and cried, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Sorry ......"

But Tao Ze couldn't say what was wrong, but he always felt that his absence at that time was the biggest mistake.

Xu Lu and Xu Xinmeng also cried, and for the first time, they felt that there were still people in this world who missed Xia Xinjing so strongly......

I don't know how long it took for Tao Ze's sad spirit to calm down, he looked at Xia Xinjing quietly, and always felt that this kind of company could make Xia Xinjing happy.

But time is a merciless existence, and the more people want to cherish it, the faster it runs, so fast that it is suffocating!

In the end, Xu Lu still took Xu Xinmeng and Tao Ze to the car and said goodbye to Xia Xinjing.

Tao Ze knew that from now on there was a place that would become his eternal bond, a place of great tranquility and beauty in the depths of his soul.

This place is not only the habitat of Xia Xinjing, but also the resting place of Tao Ze's soul.

originally wanted to send Xu Xinmeng back to Yinan in person, but because of Tao Ze's arrival, Xu Lu changed her plan, and she asked Tao Ze to send Xu Xinmeng back to Yinan.

Tao Ze already knew that Xu Xinmeng was Xia Xinjing's twin sister, how could he refuse, he was afraid that it would be too late to take care of and care for him.

Xu Lu looked at Xu Xinmeng with reluctance and said, "Don't blame your mother, your mother is really scared, and your mother really can't allow you to suffer any grievances." ”

Xu Xinmeng reluctantly hugged her mother and said seriously: "Mom, I don't want you to worry about my affairs anymore, I really want to take a good walk on my own life path." ”

Xu Lu knew that the road of love was not so easy to walk, and she also knew that once she saw the beacon of love, she would never change her direction, but she still hoped that her daughter would be smooth sailing on the road of love.

Along the way, Tao Ze's soul flew to high school, and Xu Xinmeng was even more thinking about Tonghan, until he arrived at the Normal University, Tao Ze found a quiet place and wanted to talk to Xu Xinmeng.

Tao Ze looked at Xu Xinmeng and said, "You...... Did you finally talk to your sister? ”

"When I saw my sister, she was already in my father's hands."

Xu Xinmeng was extremely sad, she and her sister had no relationship, but because of that notebook, she also began to miss her sister.

"I never believed that Xia Xinjing really left us, so we have always thought that you are Xia Xinjing, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I'm used to it." Xu Xinmeng knew that what she was used to was not reality, but Xu Xinjing's identity in the dream.

"Your sister doesn't like to talk, she always likes to study quietly alone, if it weren't for my poor English, I believe we wouldn't have crossed paths in the three years of high school......"

Xu Xinmeng knew that Tao Ze was extremely reluctant to give up on her sister, and at this time she needed to do just listen.

"Can I ask you something?" Tao Ze looked at Xu Xinmeng and asked sincerely.

Seeing that Xu Xinmeng nodded, Tao Ze said: "Can you not tell Ruan Junhao your identity, I'm afraid he won't be able to stand this blow, and I'll tell him when he really puts your sister down." ”

"I didn't even think to tell him who I was, and if it weren't for him, my sister wouldn't have died."

"It was just an accident, if I knew that Xia Xinjing would have had a car accident, I would definitely accompany her."

Xu Xinmeng knew that Tao Ze was telling the truth, but at this time she didn't want to dwell on this issue, she waved her hand to Tao Ze and said, "I'm tired, I'm going back to the dormitory." ”

Tao Ze looked at Xu Xinmeng who was far away and felt very sad in his heart, and he suddenly had an urge to enter her inner world.

Xu Xin, who returned to the dormitory, dreamed of being empty and couldn't help but feel a little lonely, and she recalled the picture of Tonghan coming to get her mobile phone.

She knew that Tonghan must be angry with herself, she couldn't help but take out her mobile phone and dial Tonghan's mobile phone number, but before it rang, she immediately hung up again.

Because she was so afraid of not answering, this fear was unprecedented.

Xu Xinmeng was bored, only her sister's diary could bring her some comfort at this time, and she couldn't help but lie on the bed and read Xia Xinjing's diary.

Tuesday, May 15, 2018 Light rain

Peng Peng's matter is still fermenting, all of us have no sympathy for Peng Peng's parents, and all of us are worried about our homeroom teacher, but we are helpless!

In the morning, when our homeroom teacher gave us a lesson, he choked up several times, so that the class could not be attended at all, and we also had no intention of listening to the class, only thinking about how to make the homeroom teacher feel better.

In the end, the head teacher asked me and Ruan Junhao to take turns talking about the questions on the test paper, and he left alone and silently.

I tried to give the lecture wholeheartedly, but I found that I spoke very poorly, and no one in the following students wanted to listen to it, so I had to let Ruan Junhao speak.

As soon as Ruan Junhao came to power, he said: "Is it useful for us to be sad here?" Do we still want to take the college entrance examination? ”

Suddenly, a boy shouted loudly, "What the fuck is the college entrance examination?" Gone! ”

"Then we won't live? Is it just decadent? In this way, our homeroom teacher will be more sad, and our parents will be even sadder. ”

"But how can we be in the mood to go to class, Zhang Zixi is our classmate, who doesn't know Peng Peng, I heard that his parents are such a son as him, and they are now letting the school pay 500,000 yuan, and the head teacher is not in the mood to care about us anymore."

Ruan Junhao was so angry that he kicked the podium hard and said, "How old are you, do you have to let people care?" It's no wonder that the head teacher is not chilling like us! ”

Suddenly, no one spoke anymore, and after a moment of silence, Ruan Junhao said softly: "Let's donate some money to Peng Peng's parents, how much to donate, let's work hard after donating, there is still the last large-scale mock exam this Friday, don't let our teachers and parents down." ”

After that, Ruan Junhao took out all the money in his pocket and put it on the podium, and then Tao Ze also followed the podium and put the money in his pocket.

What I didn't expect was that Yan Ze, who was the most frugal in our class, also put all his food expenses for the week on the podium, and said: "This is not only a little comfort to Peng Peng's parents, but also my determination to study hard." ”

Immediately, everyone went to the podium in order and put their money on it, and the chemistry class became a donation class.

But this lesson was the most meaningful lesson we took, because we learned what dedication is and what responsibility is.

When Tao Ze, Ruan Junhao and Yoo Sung-hyuk put the 10,350 yuan we gave in front of the head teacher.

The head teacher cried, and he said: "He thought that this was the worst class of students he led, but he didn't expect it to be the best class of students he led." ”

When Ruan Junhao told us exactly what the head teacher said, we were proud at that moment.

Because we did the most meaningful thing in the world, we listened to the next Chinese class with high spirits.

Now that I think about it, I am really surprised by Ruan Junhao's sense of responsibility, if Ruan Junhao had been on the podium at that time, he would have been talking about dead chemistry without passion like me.

Maybe our class is really over, in a sense he saved us on the ideal path.

Suddenly, Xu Xinmeng's mobile phone rang, and she was startled and woke up from the dream.

As soon as she saw that Jiang Xinyu called, she realized that she was Xu Xinmeng, and she had returned to reality.

Xu Xinmeng answered the phone and only heard the other party say: "Xinmeng, have you come back from Baiying?" ”

"It's back......"

"Coming back? So where are you now? ”

"I'm in the dorm."

"Have you eaten then? Do you want me to bring you food? ”

Xu Xinmeng subconsciously looked at the time and saw that it was almost eight o'clock, and she said, "Then you can bring me some back." ”

"Okay, I'll be back soon."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Xinmeng felt that the environment in this dormitory was extremely depressing, and she really wanted to go out to breathe.

Unconsciously, Xu Xinmeng came to the Pure Heart Lake, maybe this place can really cleanse people's hearts of dirt, Xu Xinmeng walked freely, she tried to empty her brain, to enjoy this moment of tranquility.

At this time, Ruan Junhao was lying on the bed, he couldn't sleep, he looked at Xia Xinjing in the graduation photo and smiled so brightly.

And now Xia Xinjing has become Xu Xinmeng, she doesn't seem to remember herself at all, but she seems to be angry with herself because she remembers herself, Ruan Junhao really can't figure out what made her change so much.