It was the beginning of June, well, yes, Children's Day.

In the evening we went to the bar in Gongti and filmed my last scene there.

This scene is a showdown between me and the male protagonist, I wore sexy underwear and long curly hair, and after the showdown with the male protagonist, when I ran out of the bar and squatted on the ground to smoke, this scene was filmed more than ten times.

I'm really not used to smoke, I cough when I take a puff.

Everyone is in a hurry, it's the second half of the night, and the previous shooting has been going well, stuck in the last scene, which is a headache.

I squatted on the ground, smoked several cigarettes to no avail, and almost choked myself to death.

At this time, I suddenly remembered Lin Che, he smoked every time he was angry, one after another, it was so fucking exciting.

Then the next second, I coughed and threw away the cigarette butt, sat on the ground and turned to the camera and shouted: "Wait a minute, come again, one last time, anyway, I'm the director, and I've got it, but I've given it too!"

Originally, this group of people had been complaining about me and complaining about me, but when I said this, I was suddenly silent, and no one on the scene refuted.

I thought I had a great deterrent power, and when I was amazed, I saw a tall man dressed in black standing at the door of the bar.

He stared at me blankly, as if he had been watching for a while.

Although separated by a distance of more than ten meters, I still recognized Lin Che at a glance.

In an instant, a layer of mist appeared in my eyes, and the coldness in his eyes gradually disappeared from my sight.

I sniffed, pretended I didn't see anything, got up from the ground, patted the dust off my body, and walked over to the camera, "I'll see the effect." ”

The wind at night in summer was refreshing, but the night was too deep, and I wore it cool, and it felt very cold.

As I turned around, I heard Chen Fei'er's gentle voice at the door of the bar, and she shouted, "Honey, wait for me!" ”

Hearing Chen Fei'er's voice, my heart trembled slightly, they ...... It's the one who has already made a marriage contract!

I looked at the camera, squatting in the corner and tremblingly holding a cigarette and coughing, my nose aching, and I reminded myself over and over again in my mind not to look back.

But the voice behind me didn't stop there, and I heard Chen Fei'er innocently ask, "What are you looking at?" Is it someone you know? ”

Hearing this, I turned around like a ghost and looked at them face to face, which was a real face-to-face photo.

When my friends saw my move, they all flashed aside in surprise.

I don't know where I got the courage, so I looked at Chen Fei'er with a slight smile, "Miss Chen, hello!" ”

Chen Fei'er was stunned when she saw me, but her surprise definitely didn't last half a second, and then she smiled softly, "Zhihan, you're back!" And say it! In the middle of the night, why do you wear so little? What a place! Insecurity! ”

"Hehehe......" I raised my head and laughed twice, my long curly hair spread out and picked up in the wind, and I walked to Chen Fei'er and Lin Che step by step.

"What are you...... Drink like a fish? Chen Fei'er asked me.

"Sober!" I tilted my head, stared at Chen Fei'er slyly and said with a smile, "Miss Chen, I heard that you and Lin Gongzi are getting engaged, why didn't anyone come to inform me of such a big happy event?" ”

"Are you interested?" Lin Che suddenly approached me and asked me faintly, this was the first thing he said to me, and his voice was very cold.

I raised my head and met his cold eyes, which reflected me, with flying eyeliner and big red lips, and I didn't even know myself.

"Naturally, I want to know about my brother." I answered him.

Chen Fei'er came over and skillfully blocked Lin Che in front of her, she seemed to be very nervous about my contact with Lin Che, but she was unwilling to show this nervousness.

At this time, a car drove over and stopped beside us, Lin Che glanced at me deeply and said, "Get in the car." ”

Chen Fei'er originally wanted to say something to me, but she opened her mouth, but she couldn't care about it now, so she took the Hermes in her hand and walked to the car.

"I didn't say you." Lin Che glanced at her again, turned around and dragged me with one hand and dragged me to the car.

I could have broken free, but seeing Chen Fei'er's expression of eating, I didn't do anything, and obediently cooperated with Lin Che to get into the car.

"You ......" Chen Fei'er's face turned red, and her eyes revealed anger, but Lin Che didn't look at her.

I was stuffed into the co-pilot by Lin Che, Lin Che drove the driver down, told him to find a car to send Chen Fei'er back, and stepped on the accelerator and left.

Leaving Chen Fei'er and the driver, as well as my silly children, messy in the wind.

In the past two years in a foreign country, I have imagined many times that Lin Che and I will meet again - maybe after he got married, maybe they appeared on a specific occasion as brother and sister, or maybe I went to look for him and he came to me.

But in such an encounter, the two of us behaved quite calmly.

Sitting in the car, we didn't say a word, and after driving for a long time, Lin Che parked the car in a suburb.

He took a deep breath, turned to look at me, and tugged at the clothes I was wearing, "What are you wearing?" ”

I didn't speak, I felt very sorry for him, and he continued to sarcastically mock my makeup: "And this face, Shen Zhihan, are you going to the United States or South Korea?" Changed faces? ”

I stared at him and burst into tears, not even expecting it, and then I suddenly got into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Lin Che smelled of alcohol, he came out of the bar, and probably drank a lot, but he didn't seem to be drunk, after all, he could still drive.

Lin Che seemed to be haunted by a ghost, and immediately threw me away, "You don't pretend to be pitiful to me!" Shen Zhihan, what is the purpose of coming back this time? ”

I was thrown away by him, sat in the passenger seat and shrunk back, wiped my tears with the back of my hand and shook my head vigorously, I had no purpose, really not.

Maybe it was my delusion, I saw that Lin Che's eyes were also a little red, and he turned his head away and didn't look at me again.

"You...... How are you doing? After sorting out my emotions, I asked Lin Che.

"Do you have the fucking face to ask me that?" Lin Che asked me rhetorically.

In fact, I was not qualified to stand in front of him anymore, but I originally wanted to refuse to have any more contact with him, but when I saw Lin Che's face, I lost all my sense.

Lin Che saw that I didn't speak, and I couldn't hold back my tears, I guessed that I should be quite pitiful at this time, so he suddenly came over and took me into his arms and buried his head in my neck.

I felt his breath, clinging to my cold skin, and reached out to wrap my arms around his waist. We hugged for a long time and didn't say anything.

At this time, it was about one or two o'clock in the morning, and Lin Che drove the car to the outskirts of the city, which was very desolate.

After a long time, he asked me softly, "Are you happy not to be by my side?" ”

I shook my head, I miss him so much, every time I think about him, I can only rely on alcohol to numb myself, but now that I have really met him, I have an unrealistic feeling.

"Lin Che, I miss you so much, I have dreamed of you many times, but you will only be happy in your life without me, you are still the proud young master of the Lin family, I am so sorry for you......"

"Excuse me? Is it useful to say with your mouth? Lin Che suddenly let go of me and glared at me, "Shen Zhihan, you don't give me this set, I'm sorry after speaking, are you going to get out again?" ”

I don't want to roll, I want to stay with him all the time, although I can't. But look at this wilderness, it's the middle of the night, where can I go?

In the end, Lin Che drove the car away and drove all the way to the beach of Qinhuangdao. By the time we arrived, it was already dawn.

The sunrise that Lin Che likes and the sea that I love are all here. This is probably my happiest moment.

The sea breeze was slightly cool, Lin Che took off his coat and draped it over me, hugged me from behind, we stepped on the beach, watching the waves crash against the reef, this moment, there was really a feeling of quiet years.

For many years to come, the memory of Lin Che and I standing on the beach at dawn on this day is still the most precious and romantic memory in my mind.

I'm sorry, but in my not very long life, I didn't love only one person very single-mindedly, and I didn't meet the kind of love that later appeared in my own movies - vigorous and earth-shattering, but I still respect love, and a large part of it is because I fell in love with a man I shouldn't have fallen in love with, and I gave all my passion to it.

We kissed and hugged at the beach, and the embarrassment and sorrow of the reunion were all replaced by the irrationality and joy of the moment.

After that, Lin Che took me to the house he had originally set up for us, and we fell asleep on the sofa bed.

I woke up the next afternoon, and he was still lying next to me, with one hand around me.

I didn't move, for fear of waking him up.

Lin Che is really good-looking, I have lived a life of twenty-one years, and the most amazing person I have ever met must be Lin Che.

Probably because I met someone who was too amazing when I was young, and then I fell in love with other people, it seemed impossible.

I stared at Lin Che's sleeping face over and over again, I couldn't get enough of it, I was really a nymphomaniac!

Lin Che seemed to have woken up a long time ago, he took me in his arms like a trick, turned over and gently pressed me, and then opened his eyes.

"Good morning, no," he squinted and smiled evilly, catching a glimpse of the mark he had left on my neck last night, "Miss Shen, good afternoon." ”

I smiled a little and took the initiative to raise my head and kiss him on the lips.

In the evening, we made dinner together and bought flowers to plant in the living room and room to make the house a little popular.

I know in my heart that I can't do this, and I'm still tired of being with Lin Che, but how many girls who are addicted to love can be so rational? Obviously I'm not that kind of person.

Lin Che and I haven't seen each other for too long, and now just looking at him, I feel happy, very happy.

Lin Che said that I was like a fool, I would only stare at him and smirk, and now that he scolded me and I didn't talk back, he was not used to it.

While we were having dinner, Fat Zhang called, and through the phone, I could imagine the mood of a group of silly children on the other end of the phone eager to gossip, and they asked me when I was going back.

I should have left a long time ago, or more precisely, I shouldn't have come here with Lin Che at all.

Lin Che heard the question of the fat man on the other end of the phone, took the mobile phone from my hand, and hung up the phone with a faint sentence of "Zhihan is not available now".

"I have to go." That's hard to say.

Lin Che raised his eyelids and glanced at me resentfully, "Shen Zhihan, I haven't forgiven you yet, and you're going to provoke me again?" ”

"No, last night's incident was an accident, I ...... I'm really ......."

"What is not an accident? If you do something you regret, you have to say that it was an accident, this excuse is rotten, Shen Zhihan, who said that he missed me last night? Before I could finish my sentence, I was interrupted by Lin Che.

"I guess what about you? Is it possible for the two of us, Lin Che? You're already married! ”

Before saying this, I intended to remind Lin Che not to forget that I must keep a distance between him and me, but as soon as I said it, I felt that something was wrong with this tone, like jealousy.

The displeasure on Lin Che's face disappeared instantly, and he hugged me, "Mess with me?" I'll go back with you another day. ”

"When?"

"Not now, not tomorrow."